Barracks of Rebirth

In addition to those vicious tortures in the dream, there was also a scene that made her extremely painful every time she thought about it, that is, Charlie held her down, but in the dream, she seemed to have no room for resistance and could only let him do whatever he wanted. , the whole body was shivering with cold war.

Ji Xin'an wanted to resist but didn't have any strength. He wanted to open his mouth to shout, but no sound came out from his throat. His heart was suddenly filled with fear. Seeing that Charlie was about to take another step, Ji Xin'an suddenly fell into a dream. She woke up with a start, but still screamed and sat up from the bed. The sweat had already soaked her clothes, and she couldn't help but shiver in the cold night air.

"An'an, what's wrong with you? Are you having nightmares again?" Her cry also woke up the other three people. Luo Jiayi and the others immediately jumped up and came to her side in the room. Zhao Fan, who was accompanying him next door, made no move. Dare, after hearing Ji Xin'an's voice, he rushed over.

Because although her injury had improved in the past few days, she could not sleep at all and her spirit was not good for a whole day. It was worse than the day she was injured. So none of the three of them dared to leave and stayed at the place 24 hours a day. here.

Ji Xinan didn't seem to hear her voice. He clenched the collar of his clothes tightly with both hands. His knuckles were white from the exertion, but he didn't relax at all. His legs were curled up to his chest, and his whole body was shrunk. They formed a ball, as if this was the only way to feel safe, but they could not help but tremble.

"An'an." Luo Jiayi was not surprised when he saw her, because she had this reaction every time she thought about it in her dreams these days: "An'an, don't be afraid, it was just a dream. It has really passed. Our mission is completed."

Hearing Luo Jiayi's question, Ji Xinan raised his head in confusion, "This is a hospital. I escaped, right?"

"Yes, this is the hospital, An'an, you are already safe, don't be afraid." Luo Jiayi sighed after hearing this, feeling a little sad looking at Ji Xinan who was so helpless. She really didn't know what happened to her these days. , making the always strong Ji Xin'an become like this.

Zhao Fan looked at her movements and already understood what she was dreaming about. In fact, he never had the courage to ask what happened in the room after the monitor was broken, but every time he saw her waking up from a nightmare, , and my heart was also throbbing with pain.

Looking at Ji Xin'an who was curled up on the hospital bed and had not yet recovered, Zhao Fan couldn't help lowering his head and reaching out to gently pat her shoulder, "An'an¨"

But before he could finish his words, Ji Xinan felt his touch, and her reaction was quite big, and she almost jumped up, "Don't touch me, don't touch me."

"Okay, I won't touch you, I won't touch you, don't be afraid." Zhao Fan was startled, but immediately took his hand away. Knowing that she hadn't reacted yet, she must not have recognized him, so he didn't care.

However, Luo Jiayi and the others did not understand, but they were really frightened by her appearance. However, Ouyang Shuxue was not slow to react, and she found that Ji Xin'an was only afraid of Zhao Fan's touch and not afraid of them.

So he immediately sat in front of the house and held her in his arms, comforting her softly and saying, "An'an, it's okay. Everything has passed. With us, everything is really okay."

Ji Xinan seemed to react, and slowly raised his head in Ouyang Shuxue's arms. He seemed to have seen the person in front of him clearly, and thought of the violent reaction just now. "Sorry, I"

"You don't need to apologize, you did nothing wrong." Zhao Fan immediately shook his head, "Did you just have a nightmare?"

Ji Xin'an nodded lightly, but didn't say anything. Perhaps thinking of the dream just now, she buried her head in her knees again, as if she didn't want to think about that scene again, which was the source of her pain.

"Those were all dreams, not real. Everything has passed." Zhao Fan looked at her and really didn't know how to comfort her. He stretched out his hand, but thought of her appearance, he immediately took it back.

Ji Xinan nodded there, but there was a feeling of helplessness in her heart. She knew that it was not a nightmare, that it really happened, but no one could tell them, so she just nodded and fell down again. She closed her eyes, but from her still trembling body, it could be seen that the persuasion of several people had no effect.

It can be seen that she has closed her eyes and can no longer speak. She sighs, turns and leaves, but what awaits Ji Xin'an is another sleepless night. This seems to have become the law of her life every night. First, I tossed and turned and endured the pain in my body. Maybe I wouldn't be able to sleep that night. If I had a chance to sleep, I would be woken up by a nightmare soon, and I would be unable to sleep after that.

If this happens repeatedly and she lives each night, she will slowly develop a fear of the night. Her injuries are slowly getting better, but her energy is getting worse. Indeed, she can't sleep more than two or three hours a day. No one would get better, and he became much more haggard in just a few days.

And this is just a superficial phenomenon. No one knows that when there is no one around, Ji Xin'an looks in the mirror and sees the hickeys and teeth marks on his neck, and seems to think of what happened that night. She felt that her body was so dirty, so she ignored the injuries on her body and stood under the shower nozzle in the bathroom, letting the water wash over her body, but it seemed that she could not wash away the traces of shame that she felt.

The tears couldn't help but flow down together with the water. In front of Zhao Fan and the others, she had to hold back and smile no matter how painful it was. She knew that if she collapsed in front of them, they would be even sadder than herself.

But when he was the only one left, Ji Xin'an finally couldn't hold on any longer, and the grievances in his heart burst out.

She didn't know that Zhao Fan was quietly listening to her frantic bathing and suppressed sobbing in the bathroom outside the door. He leaned against the cold wall and felt as cold as it in his heart.

Zhao Fan didn't knock on the door to ask about her situation. After being silent for a while, he suddenly ran out and bumped into Ouyang Shuxue who was about to come in at the door.

"What are you doing, frizzy, what happened? Ouyang Shuxue couldn't help but ask when she looked at him.

Zhao Fan stopped and looked at her. After thinking for a moment, he said, "I can't let her go on like this anymore. We have to help her."

Of course Ouyang Shuxue knew who he was referring to, and at this time he also heard the voice coming from the bathroom, "Is she still taking a shower?"

Zhao Fan nodded but remained silent.

"What are you going to do? She's at her peak psychological state. She's still saying everything is normal, but she still has nightmares and the time in the bathroom is getting longer and longer. We can't help her with this kind of thing. We can only rely on She can figure it out on her own." Ouyang Shuxue sighed.