Barracks of Rebirth

Ji Xinan was pulled directly out of the hospital by him. He was very obedient all the way. He didn't resist and let him pull her back. He was as docile as a little sheep. Maybe it was because he knew what he had been hiding that made him angry, so he In the car, she looked at him carefully from time to time, and she looked like an aggrieved little wife.

"Zou Ze, don't be angry." Ji Xin'an wanted to explain, but she really had nothing to say. After all, she had promised Zou Ze that if he got hurt again, she would tell him, but this time she still didn't. Faux pas.

"I'm not angry." Zou Ze shook his head. "I'm scared. You know I heard Zhao Fan tell me that you were injured and you haven't recovered for many days. Do you know what I feel in my heart? Now I think about you being injured." I have experienced these days alone, but I am not by your side."

"I'm sorry." Ji Xin'an leaned against him and gently nestled her head on his shoulder. "Zou Ze, it's not that I don't want to tell you, it's just that"

I just don’t want you to see my miserable state, but I didn’t say these words.

Zou Ze sighed after hearing this, "Okay, let's not talk about this anymore. Everything is over. Let's go home."

Ji Xinan nodded lightly, and Zou Ze's car drove out again.

Until he returned home, Ji Xin'an watched him busy cooking for her and cutting fruits for her, while she curled up on the sofa and buried her head. She just saw him impulsively, so She threw herself into his arms, not caring about anything else.

But at this moment, she suddenly didn't know how to face Zou Ze. The marks on her neck reminded her of how dirty she was. She wanted to do what others said and forget about what she had just experienced and pretend that nothing had happened. , but she couldn't do it. After working hard for so many days, she couldn't forget it... She didn't know how she could face Zou Ze like this, how she could still be worthy of him.

Zou Ze looked at her but didn't ask anything. It wasn't until he put the food on the table that he came over with a smile and patted her gently... "Are you asleep?"

When Ji Xinan was touched by him, she instinctively wanted to resist, but she suddenly remembered that she had gone home and it was Zou Ze who touched her, so she held back. She knew that if she couldn't bear Zou Ze's touch, then He was really finished...but fortunately, after thinking that it was Zou Ze, his body instinctively did not resist others.

But Zou Ze still felt her exciting movements, and his heart was tightened, but there was no expression on his face. He looked up at her in confusion, holding back his heartache, and showed a bright smile... "Come over for dinner, now. You must be tired of eating those shabby meals in the hospital for a few days, but I know how unpalatable the food is... I will let you try my cooking today."

As he spoke, he didn't care whether she agreed or not. He pulled her to the dining table and handed her all the dishes in one go. The smile on his face was as bright as ever. "Eat more. Although it's not as delicious as what you cook, it's guaranteed to be better than the ones in the hospital and other places." Lan Jian Canteen is good, but this is my first time and there should be room for improvement. If you like it, I will slowly work hard in the future. Even if I don't surpass you, I will be close to you."

Ji Xinan nodded lightly... silently stuffing the food into his mouth, but it was like chewing wax, without a trace of taste. But looking at Zou Ze's expectant eyes, he just lowered his head and ate slowly.

Zou Ze, however, seemed not to notice, and ate with her... raising his head to look at her from time to time, picking up vegetables and serving rice for her. He seemed to be a perfect husband, with no faults to be found.

"I'm full." Ji Xin'an put down her chopsticks after just a few bites. In fact, she didn't eat much these days, and she couldn't taste the delicious food no matter how delicious it was.

"Why do you only eat so much? Is it not delicious?" Zou Ze looked at it and put down the bowl and chopsticks, frowning at her look.

Ji Xin'an shook his head, "No, the food you made is quite delicious, but I still have no appetite and can't eat it. Maybe it will be fine in a few days."

"How can this be done? Look, you've become so thin in just a few days. I have to think about my welfare. You're almost as thin as a washboard body and you'll be giggling in my arms." Zou Ze persuaded with a smile. He knew that his expression might affect her at this time, so he tried to smile as naturally as possible.

If it was normal, Ji Xinan might have given him a look and a Nine-yin White Bone Claw, but today he just smiled reluctantly and looked down at the food, but he had no desire to eat at all.

"Be good, eat some more." Zou Ze looked at her look and had no choice but to pick up her rice bowl, sit next to Ji Xin'an, and start feeding her with his own chopsticks. "Come on, open your mouth."

Ji Xinan looked at him as if he was coaxing a child, and smiled helplessly, but he actually opened his mouth obediently and let him feed the food into his mouth, and the amazing thing was that he fed it into his mouth. The rice seems to be more fragrant and I can eat it.

The two of them fed each other like this, and soon ate all the leftovers from Ji Xin'an. If it were Luo Jiayi and the others here, they would be so surprised that they couldn't close their mouths. You must know that they have been trying to make Ji Xin'an happy these days. I tried many ways to eat more food, but I never saw her take another bite.

But now Zou Ze just gave her a few gentle words. Although she didn't eat as much as when she was in the army, it was a good sign.

Seeing that Zou Ze was going to serve the rice again, Ji Xin'an stretched out her hand and pulled the corner of his clothes, "I really can't eat anymore. Stop serving it."

"Then I won't eat." Zou Ze said with a smile, "What do you think we should do in that afternoon?"

"You have the final say, I will listen to you today." Ji Xinan chuckled and looked at him in a daze, as if he hadn't seen him for a long time, and his appearance could only be seen in dreams.

"Why are you looking at me like that? Have you noticed that I'm handsome again after not seeing you for a few days?" Zou Ze squatted in front of her and held her hand in his.

"Smelly." Ji Xin'an also smiled after hearing this, feeling his hand rubbing on the back of her hand, as if reluctant to take it away.

Zou Ze lowered his head with a smile, but when he looked at her hands, he couldn't laugh anymore. The wrists were all scars from ropes. Although they were scabbed, you could still see how deep the wounds were, and how deep they were. There was a bruise on the side, and she gently held it with her hands. She couldn't help but feel sour in her heart, thinking about how much she had to suffer this time. These scars would not appear until she was tied up for at least a few hours, but it happened again in these few hours. What, Zou Ze's heart hurt even more.

Ji Xinan saw his movement and was about to shrink back...but Zou Ze grabbed her hard and prevented her from taking it back. He lowered his head and gently stroked her injury with his hand...as softly as if he was stroking her. Like a gem "Does it still hurt?"

Listening to Zou Ze Qinglu's question, Ji Xin'an couldn't bear it anymore. The depression that he had been holding back for a long time burst out, and tears fell down. "It hurts Zou Ze, it really hurts me."

No matter how painful it was these days, she had buried it deeply in her heart and endured it secretly. But at this moment, she let go of her guard and let go of everything.

After hearing this, Zou Ze hugged her deeply and let her cry in his arms. He knew that at least crying out was better than holding it in. For a while, the only sound in the room was Ji Xin'an's crying. Maybe I was tired of crying, and it turned into sobbing, and then there was no sound.

Looking down, she was already asleep. Zou Ze looked at her face that was still sleeping soundly with tears on it. He couldn't help but smile bitterly. Thinking of Zhao Fan's words, he knew that Ji Xin'an had a lot of trouble these days. How painful it is, and I know the pressure she is under. Although I don’t know what happened, it may have turned her into such a strong person. It is even worse than after the undercover incident. I know what she has suffered. of blow.

At this time, Zou Ze felt relieved that she could relax. At least she could let go of her guard when facing him and would no longer be guarded against anything.

He gently picked her up and put her on the bed. Just as he was about to leave, he found that Ji Xin'an's hand was tightly holding the corner of his clothes, making him unable to move even if he wanted to, but he didn't dare to use too much force for fear of waking her up. , could only stop and lie on the bed with her, holding Ji Xin'an in his arms.

It was only then that he dared to take a closer look at the scars on her face. Although a lot of them had faded, the traces from before could still be seen, and he could guess what it would look like when it didn't heal.

He sighed bitterly and looked at Ji Xin'an lying quietly in his arms like a cat, and his heart calmed down. He hugged her tightly with his hands and fell asleep.

This was the deepest sleep Ji Xinan had had in these days. The nightmare that had been haunting her did not bother her again. She found a comfortable position to sleep in Zou Ze's arms, and it seemed that even the injuries on her body were gone. It doesn't hurt so much. It turns out that once I calm down mentally, everything will be fine.

She didn't know how long she slept, but she knew that this was the most comfortable sleep she had had in days. When she slowly opened her eyes, she found that she was still in Zou Ze's arms, and he was still sleeping soundly and steadily. The panting was mixed with snoring.

Seeing this, Xin'an burst into laughter. This was the first sincere smile she had shown since she came back. Maybe she didn't realize it herself. She gently reached out and pinched his nose. Zou Ze couldn't breathe. Wake up with a start.

"Lazy pig, what time is it? I've been sleeping for almost ten hours, and I'm still sleeping." Ji Xinan nodded his head playfully and said.

Zou Ze seemed to be sleeping soundly, but in fact, because Ji Xin'an was in his arms, he was always alert, and Ji Xin'an woke up as soon as he touched him.

Because he woke up suddenly, he was frightened, but when he saw the smiling Ji Xin'an, he breathed a sigh of relief and couldn't help but yawned, "Okay, you won't let me sleep when you have had enough sleep. You know there was a person yesterday." The little lazy pig fell asleep first, but he still held me in my arms and refused to let me go. You said that I wasn't sleepy in the broad daylight, so I could only lie here and stare, and then I fell asleep. After a while, I was woken up by that little lazy pig who was sleeping."

"I hate it, I didn't hold you back, you can go. It's more comfortable for me to sleep on such a big bed by myself without anyone clinging to me." Ji Xin'an said stiffly. In fact, when she opened her eyes and saw Zou Ze, she He already knew that it was all Zou Ze's fault that he slept so well this time and didn't have any nightmares, but he refused to admit it.

Zou Ze smiled, but did not refute. He tightened his hands and held Ji Xin in his arms without any gaps. "That's because I am willing to rely on you. I can't sleep without you."

Ji Xinan reluctantly held out a hand and nodded his head, "Then I'll be generous and give you half a bed."

"Then I have to thank you." Zou Ze laughed after hearing this, but suddenly stopped when he looked at her, and gently stroked the wounds on her face that had not gone away. "It must have been very painful at that time." It's thrilling, it would be great if I could accompany you."

Ji Xinan was stunned for a moment, but didn't say anything. He just nodded lightly, "It's a pity that we are not in the same team."

Zou Ze stroked his hand down her face. He had actually seen the mark on her neck, but he knew that it might be the most painful injury in her heart, so he just pretended not to see it.

But at this time, his eyes fell on it unconsciously, and he was a little dazed. Ji Xin'an felt it immediately, but his whole body suddenly became cold. He broke away from Zou Ze's arms and jumped out of the bed and rushed into the bathroom.

Seeing Ji Xin'an's reaction, Zou Ze's smile froze on his face, and he didn't come back to his senses until he heard the bathroom door slam shut.

He also rushed over immediately, "An'an, open the door and tell me if you have anything to do. Don't do this."

"I'm fine Zou Ze, I just want to be alone." Ji Xin'an's seemingly calm but choked voice came from inside.

Zou Ze couldn't help but sigh after hearing this. It seemed that he still had to work hard to restore everything to its original appearance. He was silent for a moment and looked at the closed door. Without disturbing Ji Xinan, he slowly withdrew and sat blankly. In the living room.

But after a while, the sound of water came from the bathroom but it never stopped. After waiting for a long time, Zou Ze finally couldn't help but jumped up and rushed to the door again. He hesitated but still knocked hard. Get up and say, "An'an, please open the door."

"I don't want Zou Ze, please don't come in." Ji Xin'an heard Zou Ze's voice, and the body curled up in the nozzle hid in the corner again, as if this way he could shrink into his own small space without having to come out again.

Seeing her ostrich-like appearance, Zou Ze couldn't help but kicked the door. To others, the locked door was unusually strong, but to Zou Ze, it was fragile and vulnerable. Bang It was opened with a loud sound, and the entire lower half was broken into pieces.

Ji Xinan was frightened when he heard the sound. But when he looked up, Zou Ze had already rushed to her side and saw her huddled in the corner. She was showered with cold water without even adjusting the water temperature. Her whole body was wet. Ge Tou, trembling there, immediately ignored her objections, pulled her up, and wrapped the bath towel around her body.

"An'an, what's wrong with you? Stay strong. It's just a mission. The mission is over. Everyone is fine, and so are you. Let's forget about him, okay?" Zou Ze pinched her with both hands. Her shoulder made her look directly at her, "This is not the Ji Xin'an I'm familiar with. Where is the Ji Xin'an who doesn't even frown even if the sky falls?"

Ji Xinan avoided his sight, but she couldn't break away from his iron-like hands, even if she wanted to.

"An'an, this is not like your character. You have survived the undercover job. If there is anything you can't get through, just say it out loud. You are not only torturing yourself but also yourself. Everyone." Zou Ze said loudly to her, not wanting her to escape anymore.

"I don't." Ji Xin'an wanted to hide but couldn't. But when she felt Zou Ze's gaze, the feeling in her heart became stronger and stronger, but Zou Ze pressed too hard, leaving her with nowhere to escape.

Looking at Zou Ze, he seemed to suddenly give up and shouted, "This time is different. Don't you want to know what I have experienced? Then I will tell you that I was captured in this mission. In addition to torture me, I was almost raped and violently raped.”

I was already crying when I said this, but it seemed that I felt relieved after I shouted out the words that I had been holding back for so long.

Zou Ze couldn't help but be stunned for a moment after hearing this. Although he had been prepared when he saw those traces before, now that Ji Xin'an said it himself, he still couldn't help but be shocked.

Seeing Zou Ze's appearance, Ji Xin'an smiled miserably, shook his hand away, and reached out to tear his collar, "Look at this place and this place, they were all left by him. I feel good now." It’s dirty, even the pores on my body are dirty, I really shouldn’t have escaped, I should have died there.”

"What will I do if you die? You are not allowed to say such things again." Zou Ze came back to his senses. When he heard Ji Xinan's last words, he broke into a cold sweat and looked at the excited man who almost collapsed. Ji Xin'an hugged her distressedly, "You are not dirty, An An. No matter what happens to you, in my heart you are the most beautiful and my angel. This is nothing, it really is nothing."

"You don't have to comfort me. I know how embarrassed and embarrassing I am like this. That's why I don't want to see you at this time. I'm not afraid of anyone like this. I can face it with anyone, but I don't want to Facing you." Ji Xinan cried and wanted to break away from his arms.

Zou Ze felt her despair and stopped saying any words of comfort. He used actions to prove it without thinking. He lifted her face up with both hands and kissed her lips fiercely.

Ji Xin'an struggled without thinking, but Zou Ze pushed her hard into the corner and imprisoned her in the middle, leaving her with no room to resist. She could only let him kiss her roughly on the lips.

But Ji Xinan, who couldn't bear other people's touch before, didn't feel disgusted at all now. It was the same rough kiss, but this kiss with a familiar smell made her more and more addicted, and she slowly resisted. Disappeared, his hands unconsciously climbed on Zou Ze's shoulders, and began to try to respond to him.

Zou Ze seemed to feel the change in her, and he slowly became gentle, as if he was tasting delicious food. He left Ji Xin'an's lips, and his kiss gently slid down, slowly from her neck. , collarbone and even her bare shoulders, all leaving traces and taste of him.

The clothes on her body slowly fell to the ground in Zou Ze's hands, leaving only the bra that could cover her body. Zou Ze watched her weakly clinging her hands to his shoulders. Her whole body was so weak that she had no strength at all, and her eyes were gone. She started to feel confused, so he no longer hesitated, picked her up, and walked out of the door that he had kicked down.

He threw her onto the bed, and before Ji Xin'an could react, he pounced on her. At this moment, patience seemed to return to Zou Ze, and his kisses went down along her earlobe and to her neck. Finally, it stopped on her seductive collarbone and nibbled on it inch by inch.

The skin touched by Zou Ze felt tingling, and Ji Xin'an's hands gradually slipped to both sides of his body and held on tightly.

He raised a hand, twisted Ji Xin'an's chin, and kissed her lips. The tip of his tongue easily opened her lips and teeth, and he ran rampant in her lost territory, wandering around. Ji Xin'an was already twisting and turning. Her head was a little breathless from Zou Ze's suppressive kiss, but Zou Ze still didn't let her go, and slowly became rougher. Zou Ze seemed to like this kind of kiss very much now, which made him feel that Ji Xin'an The presence. She tried to push Zou Ze away, but Zou Ze did not intend to let her go. The hand that was gently stroking her abdomen moved upward little by little. Ji Xin'an, who had not exposed a large area of ​​skin before, was even more unprotected at this time. Unobstructed, his big, calloused hands slid over her skin, causing Ji Xin'an, who was not resolute to resist, to surrender immediately.

Seeing the burning flame in Zou Ze's eyes dimly, who would have thought that it was just for the entanglement in her heart at first, and maybe neither of them could have imagined that things would turn out like this.

"Zou Ze..." Ji Xin'an's hands hooked weakly on his shoulders, and his body arched forward slightly.

He kissed her again, suppressing her resisting words and body.

Along with the kiss, there was also his no longer polite movements. The other hand also began to move downward slowly and dishonestly. Without other obstructions, it searched for the target very smoothly and covered it directly. Knead.

Ji Xin'an felt that the air in her lungs was suddenly held inside. Even if her chest was about to be torn apart, she could not breathe anyway.

The pleasure coming from Zou Ze's fingertips gradually became more obvious, as if a happy current was spreading upward from her toes.

"An'an..." Zou Ze bit Ji Xinan's lower lip, his voice was low and hoarse like an undercurrent, but looking at Ji Xinan who was already letting him have his way, he suddenly stopped.

The two people's rapid breathing sprayed on each other's cheeks, and it could be seen that Zou Ze was suppressing the desire in his heart at this time.

Ji Xin'an was still awake at this time, and he could guess that Zou Ze was still caring about her feelings at this time. He didn't want to take advantage of her. His behavior also made Ji Xin'an understand that it was urgent to stop her at this time.

But she didn't stop. Instead, she gently used her hands to pull his head down and pressed her lips to hers. "An'an, are you awake now? Do you know what you are doing?" Zou Ze did not continue, but asked her instead.

Ji Xinan nodded lightly, "Zou Ze, I know what I am doing. Now may not be the best time, but I want to give myself to you. I have never looked forward to it so much."

After listening to Ji Xin'an's words, the flame that had been extinguished ignited again.