Barrage said, I am the final villain in the game

After the award ceremony, Lynn received an invitation from Erin.

It happened that he also wanted to ask Irene to help investigate the information about Wilmot, so he happily went to the appointment.

Around dusk, Linn came to the commercial street in the college.

Like most schools, things in Laiyin College are much more expensive than outside, but because most of the students here don't have the concept of "needing to save money" about money, and in addition to the recent

There was such a lively event as the freshman competition, so the commercial street was still crowded.

Perhaps it was because the award ceremony had just ended and the news had not spread completely. Lin En was walking on the commercial street and did not receive any strange looks. On the contrary, he received many indescribable comments from senior students.

Meaningful wink.

Following the address he received, Linn successfully found the outdoor cafe that was located at the edge of the street and had a pretty good view. At the same time, he saw at a glance the man who could become someone who just sat there and did nothing.

The girl who is the center of attention.

Hearing the noise, Irene raised her head slightly, called to the waiter, handed over the menu, and then gently said hello to the young man sitting opposite her.

"Good afternoon, Mr. Champion."

"Good afternoon, Eileen." Lin En didn't care about the teasing title at the end. He just smiled and said, "I am deeply surprised by this invitation... So, is there something going on?

?”

"What's the surprise?" Eileen raised her eyebrows and said, "Are you only allowed to come to me and not me to you? Or, I have to ask for something in order to ask you to come out and reluctantly see me.

?”

"That's not the case. If you really want to find me, you can come to me at any time. Even if you do nothing but sit here silently until dark, and the two of you look up at the stars side by side, I have no problem with it." Lin En said.

He spread his hands and said, "So, shall we order a cup of coffee and drink it until dark?"

Eileen gave him a light look: "Okay, you are right."

She suddenly suppressed the smile on her face, put her arms on the table, folded her hands, and held her chin, showing an extremely serious look.

Then, she asked softly: "I want to know why you said that when you were on stage just now."

Lin En said calmly: "During the game, I was always the one who was not favored, but I succeeded in winning the final victory. If I didn't give them a little counterattack, I couldn't teach them to respect them.

The truth for every opponent.”

"That's not what I'm talking about." Erin pointed at herself and said, "What I mean is, in your words, why did you bring me with you and let others notice my existence?"

Before Lin En could answer, she said again: "Of course, I don't mean to blame you. In fact, I don't hate this feeling, I can even say that I enjoy it, but... I

I’m curious as to why you did that.”

"You can use me as a comparison label to highlight your excellence; you could have let them focus all their surprise, envy, and eyes that can lift you up on you alone.

, but, you didn’t do that, but shared it with me.”

"Such behavior has caused a gap in the glory you should be bathing in, a huge chunk of the praise you should have been missing, and cracks that shouldn't exist in what should have been perfectly born, and you

There's not even any benefit to be gained from this behavior...at least, I can't think of any."

Eileen asked very puzzledly: "So, my dear fiancé, can you tell me why you do this?"

This was the first time that Erin took the initiative to question Lynn's actions.

Because, she had spent her whole life's wisdom and thought of all the possible follow-up events, but she still could not find anything beneficial to Lin En's actions.

But in her understanding of Lin En, the latter has never been a person who immediately does whatever comes to mind and never considers the consequences. On the contrary, the pursuit of benefits arising from the consequences is even worse than her own.

Nothing less.

Therefore, Irene did not understand Lin En's behavior, but she was unwilling to let go of this incident that was beyond her control. Therefore, she was extremely eager to know why Lin En did this.

Hence, the invitation and the question came about.

Faced with Eileen's doubts, Lin En only said softly.

"You just said that if you want to find me, you don't need to look for any reason. Similarly, there are some things that don't need a reason. If you want to do it, you will do it naturally."

"...."

Irene didn't speak, she just stared into Linn's eyes.

After a moment, she asked very seriously: "Is there really no reason?"

"Really?"

"...."

It was Lin En's turn to be silent.

After a long time, he spread his hands and smiled.

"Well, there is still some reason."

"If we talk about the reason, it's really hard to explain, because before I went on stage, I didn't prepare any speech at all. Those words were only woven after I went on stage... Among them, there was no original speech.

Something about you exists." He said softly, "But after I saw you in the audience, it jumped out naturally, so I added it."

"As for why I want you to share this glory..."

Lin En thought for a long time before continuing: "I remember when we were very young, we would exchange the new toys we got together, or exchange what we had done today, and what troubles our parents had encountered -

We are always sharing things with each other, so maybe the body memory was accidentally triggered when we were on stage."

"That's different." Erin put down her arms and hid her clenched palms in the blind spot under the table. "Sharing toys and exchanging information is because we can gain from having new things, which is called 'happiness'.

'Emotion, but did your behavior just now make you feel 'happy'?"

"No, no!" Her words rarely fluctuated slightly, but she quickly calmed down, "Because I can't give you feedback at the first time, and if I don't take the initiative to come to you, you might even have

Maybe because of the lack of feedback, I fell into an emotion called 'loss'."

"In terms of probability, the disadvantages of this matter are far greater than the possible benefits... You have been a little unconsidered."

Irene raised her eyes slightly, with an emotion called disappointment in her eyes.

Originally, she thought Lin En was one of the people most similar to her, because they both think about everything with absolute rationality, and every step they make is calculated in the most perfect direction.

Because of this, during this period of time, although Irene realized that Lin En was leaving her control, she did not make any drastic move, and even gave a certain degree of tolerance and permission to it - because she knew that, Putting wild animals in a cage will only make them slowly forget that they still have sharp fangs.

In fact, what she did was indeed effective, and Lin En was indeed developing in the direction she hoped for.

But today, Lin En's reckless move made her very disappointed.

She was originally thinking that the other party might have some more special considerations, but the answer she got was such an extremely "childish" impulsive behavior.

"Of course, this reason is only one of them."

Linn's words made Erin raise her head again.

Hope rippled in the sea of ​​her eyes again, looking forward to his words that were as hard as iron.

However, she didn't wait.

Lin En just looked at her quietly without blinking, as if he wanted her to see something through the window of her soul.

"..."

The girl realized something.

For the first time, when she looked at others, she shifted her gaze that was always filled with pride.

But the next second, she turned back.

"You can't have such thoughts."

Linn didn't speak.

Irene stood up abruptly, placed her palms on the table, looked down at him condescendingly, and spoke one word after another.

"Absolutely, not possible."

Linn still didn't speak.

"...."

Eileen took a deep breath, calmed down her gaffe, and said something coldly.

"Lynn, I am extremely disappointed in you."

Turning around, she walked with heavy steps through the boy's place, avoiding the waiter who served the drink, staying away from the center of the crowd, and preparing to leave this place where she was disappointed.

However, when she put her hand on the fence door, she seemed to have lost her strength and couldn't push it open.

Irene looked at her hand blankly, but it didn't seem like she was really looking at her hand. Instead, she was listening to the connected heart through her fingertips.

——I can't leave.

——Why can’t I leave?

——There is no reason, I just can’t leave!

——No, I need a reason for everything I do.

——But some things just don’t need a reason!!

——Fart, you must have it!!

——Then... "I can't lose the general who I chose, who may go to the battlefield for me, and who will definitely come back victorious"... Is this a good reason? !!

"...."

Eileen turned back quietly.

Lin En was still sitting there, staring blankly at the steaming black tea that had just been served in front of him.

At that moment, she felt as if her eyes were covered by magic, and she could actually see the sadness in the young man.

Intense, turbulent, overwhelming.

The overwhelming influence seemed to involve her, unable to break free or extricate herself.

The girl slowly closed her eyes.

...

"Crack-"

The tea cup was picked up, took a sip, and then put down again.

Lin En raised his head slightly and looked at the girl whose expression turned calm.

Eileen did not meet his eyes as usual, but only said: "Give me a reason...why...you think that way about me?"

"Don't say anything to me, 'Some things don't need a reason' or anything like that. Maybe sometimes it does have its truth, but - I don't accept this explanation."

"...."

Lin En stretched out his hand to hold his own portion of black tea, moistened his lips, then moved his eyes to the side, looking at the green plants beside him that had been sunburned for a day and looked yellow, and said.

"Perhaps, that kind of emotion is not overflowing. It's just that I feel very comfortable when I'm with you. It makes me feel like the sun is drying the grass and turning it yellow and the blazing heat falling on the ground seems to have given it just the right amount.

The warmth." He suddenly smiled, "Of course, it is also possible that you are too perfect, whether it is the way you behave or the crooked look of your eyebrows when you smile, you have satisfied all my fantasies about my partner."

he said softly.

"So, even if it is light falling from the sky, I will immediately think of sharing it with you."

Erin watched him turn around under the setting sun. The moment those ink-like eyes overlapped with the afterglow, she suddenly felt that the world seemed to become colorful again.

The girl lost the ability to look at others for the second time and turned her eyes away again, but she didn't know where to put her eyes.

She looked at the flowers and plants, thinking they were ugly; she looked down at the black tea, thinking it was a low-quality product; she looked up at the sun, but was forcefully slapped back.

She had no choice but to focus on the young man in front of her again.

She didn't know if it was because she glanced at the sun just now, but she always felt that he was shining and hot in her own world.

At that moment, her voice jumped out before her brain could react.

"You just said you wanted to see the stars, right?"

.......

【nmd,wsm!】

[Ambulance, where is my blood pack!!]

[You just stand here and don’t move, I’ll move the Civil Affairs Bureau for you!]

【Sugar! Now it’s sugar! Now it’s definitely real sugar!!】

[It’s fake, it’s all fake, I don’t believe it, I don’t believe it, you bastard!!]

[Haha, after the previous torture, I no longer believe that there will be sugar in this series.]

[No way, no way, this time Lin En took the initiative, there really is no inside story, right?!]

In the room, Lin En sat on the edge of the bed, raising his head and looking at the starry sky outside the window.

After a long time, she said softly: "Eileen's judgment on me was not wrong. Every step I took was actually calculated towards a plan that was beneficial to me."

"On the podium, I did pull Erin in on a whim, but at the same time, I also thought about the possibilities in the future."

"A possibility that may push her out of the scope of what she is good at."

"The result is, I won." Lin En looked at the brightest morning star in the sky and whispered, "Irene is a person who calls herself perfect, and in her view of perfection, the existence of emotion

, is an existence that will affect her own judgment, so any of her considerations will not involve personal factors."

"This is an advantage, but also a disadvantage."

"Because, once she falls into an incident that requires the use of strong emotions, she will be unable to gain a foothold and fall into absolute passivity - and what a coincidence is that this incident was initiated by herself."

"Before the competition started, she tried to use 'gentleness' as a means to restrain me, but in fact, there was no emotion in that 'gentleness' - people, in the final analysis, are all emotional animals.

Emotional words and actions cannot arouse the empathy of others."

He said softly: "So, as I said before, her self-confidence will make her destined to fail."

【???】

【The war started again without me knowing?!】

【I knew it was true.】

[Damn it, bastard Linn, give me back my candy!!]

[Wow, wow, it turns out that those nice words were actually made up? Lynn, return my feelings! 】

[Thankfully, I shed a few tears for you who thought you were about to be abandoned. I didn’t expect that, Linn, you are the one who really has no heart. You can even fake feelings and use them to deceive! 】

Lynn did not refute their words.

He just continued to look at the stars in the sky, as if he was looking at another person at this moment and looking at the stars at the same time.

Lies cannot fool everyone.

Things that can deceive people are always the most real things.

Because it makes people sad, and then prompts people to lie to themselves.

After a long time, the stars in the sky were suddenly covered by dark clouds and could no longer be seen.

Lin En also withdrew his gaze.

Take a deep breath, close your eyes, and then open them again.

What Irene hopes is for him to give up all the softness in his heart and become as hard as steel.

But he doesn't like to do that.

He prefers to keep those warm things in the deepest part of his heart and cover them with the thickest black cloth, leaving only a little bit exposed.

Because the little ones left behind will not constitute his weakness.

But it will become.

his weapons.