Battle of the Third Reich

Darkness, endless darkness, is this death?

Xu Jun suddenly realizes that he still retains consciousness, he can still think. Is this the feeling after death? Did you become a soul? Why don't there be angels with white wings or demons with flames to lead them to heaven or hell, as others have said? There was boundless darkness all around, and I couldn't see anything and felt nothing. Everything seems to be solidified except for thinking about yourself, solidified in this endless darkness.

Is this the eternal long sleep that the Egyptians said? But are you sober again? Xu Jun is very confused about his current situation.

I don't know how long it has passed. After trying countless times to feel the darkness around him, he finally admits his fate. Xu Jun began to think of his days and nights in the past 24 years, and remembered his parents, relatives, friends, classmates, and all those related to him. Think of all the fun or boring things you have done. I remember my ambitions and visions for my future, my home, my room, my computer, my favorite books. Everything that he loved flashed in front of Xu Jun.

Is this a feeling of remorse? Xu Jun didn't know. He only knows that, as others say, everything only knows its value after it is lost. Now he has deeply understood the meaning of this sentence, and he really can't regret it. Xu Jun was sad to find that he was now deprived of his ability to cry. He could only wailing deep in his soul, regretting his childishness and arrogance, scolding his indecision and softness. I hope my parents can forgive their filial piety. Cursed the curator's deception to himself and the strange "submarine" to his death (to this day, he still can't figure out what happened at the time, what was the thing he hit, and he did it unclearly. Xu Jun, who was confused by the "ghost", was not reconciled).

Finally, the desperate Xu Jun began to ask the heavenly enterprise in the midst: "If God pity me Xu Jun, please give me another chance. I swear I will cherish everything I feel. If heaven pity me Xu Jun, Just give me another life, and I swear I will do everything in my power to make this life splendid and splendid, and will not let life go to nothing. If Heaven has pity me Xu Jun, please satisfy my wish, I swear I will never commit again For the same mistakes, I will abandon cowardice and childishness, greed and arrogance, overcome all difficulties and obstacles, and face my life firmly."

Xu Jun constantly seeks to go up to heaven, seeks to be able to break away from the present situation, seeks to return to the world. Suddenly, Xu Jun found that his request might work. Because, in the endless darkness, he saw a light spot like a firefly emerge in front of him. At the beginning, it was a little bit of light. Xu Jun tried hard to see clearly, but after a while he realized that the light point was not what he saw with his eyes. The image of the light point was directly reflected in In my own mind.

"Is it an illusion of the brain?" Xu Jun was disappointed. But gradually, the light spots began to flash like stars, and the increasing speed was like an explosion. The spots of light converge into a sea of ​​stars around them, exuding colorful brilliance. The light spot began to revolve around him in Xu Jun's mind, and the speed was getting faster and faster. In the end, the fast-moving light spot became a long line. Xu Jun felt a little dizzy. He found that he couldn't control the light points rotating in his mind at all. He felt that he was driving himself crazy by those high-speed motion pictures. Just when Xu Jun felt about to lose consciousness, all the light spots suddenly disappeared, followed by the familiar darkness.

But when Xu Jun hadn't recovered from the dizziness in front, the next feeling made him feel like he was beaten in the head again, and he felt as if he heard a voice. At the beginning, Xu Jun still suspected that this was his own illusion again, because the sound was so soft and fuzzy that he could not hear anything at all, just like someone was whispering in a corner of an empty hall far away from him. But after a while, Xu Jun affirmed that it was not an illusion, because the sound was getting louder and clearer, there were several people arguing, there was a metal knocking sound, someone walking around in footsteps, and others All kinds of familiar unfamiliar voices.

Xu Jun felt that his brain was about to explode with excitement. That was the voice of the world. Hearing his request, God returned to the world. ;