Beauty Said She Had a Crush on Me

In the ward, Wu Nianxi also experienced what Zhuang Lu had just experienced.

The moment she stepped in from the door, she felt the gazes of people from other beds, watching her walk to the bed where Tao Ru had drawn the curtain, whispering and restarting.

Wu Nianxi heard someone say, "Did you see that all the classmates came to see her? I think that girl definitely didn't tell her family."

"Hey, if my daughter did this behind my back, I would definitely be **** off!"

Wu Nianxi frowned and asked Tao Ru, "Are you okay?"

Tao Ru is pale? With a small face, she forced a smile, "It's not too uncomfortable."

It's not very uncomfortable, that is, I'm actually very uncomfortable.

Wu Nianxi sighed in his heart, sitting beside her bed, she was not Zhuang Lu, she couldn't hold back any ingenious words of comfort, Wu Nianxi seemed to be born and knew how to use language to achieve her goals, no matter what. Whether it is threatening others, or comforting others.

"Are you sad? What? Do you think it's white? White? Do you feel reluctant to endure these hardships?"

Tao Ru was at a loss, "I don't know. To be honest, I feel stupid, I feel like I deserve it, and I feel pitiful. I really don't know."

"Well, you're only nineteen years old, how can you know everything? I always feel that everyone's life has a process of trial and error. Going? It's not terrible to be wrong."

In just a few words, it comforted Tao Ru very well. There was some light in her dazed eyes, "Wu Nianxi, will I die tomorrow?"

"No, this is a regular hospital, and I checked on the Internet about Dr. Sun's senior sister, who is quite famous."

"She and I said that tomorrow they would take a needle directly through the belly, and then find the umbilical cord and inject the medicine. That medicine is toxic, it will cause the fetus to die, and then there will be contractions. I'm scared, and I still feel like I Really killing people."

Speaking of this topic, Wu Nianxi was silent, she could only get up and pull the quilt for Tao Ru to cover her exposed neck.

This topic is too esoteric, not a nineteen-year-old girl and a twenty-year-old girl can figure it out, but Wu Nianxi doesn't even understand what point of view he upholds.

For a while, she felt that leaving this child would ruin Tao Ru's life, but for a while she thought that she was, after all, a living life in her belly. After another six or seven months, it can

Open your eyes and see the world. The two kinds of thinking were fighting in her mind. She thought that being a human being was just being selfish, and she thought that the adults were irresponsible, but the children were involved.

After thinking about it, I heard someone say outside: "I saw it in another hospital before. This hospital is very funny. The infertility clinic and the abortion clinic are placed next door, and the people who come to see the doctor sit in the waiting area. , Some don't want children, some don't want to have children. I saw a woman staring at those who went to the abortion clinic, her eyes turning green. This world is really unfair, everyone Everyone has their own lives, how can I get pregnant with what I want, and the one I don't want? One after another?"

At this moment, Wu Nianxi remembered the fate that the foreign literature history teacher Chang said. It seems that everyone is Oedipus, living in a set, walking on the arranged path, and meeting those who are hit by fate. Set numbers, and thus feel pain, hesitation, and despair.

Fate, how tricky is it?

Wu Nianxi thought about it for a while, and looked at Tao Ru, who was depressed and sluggish. Still holding on to comfort her?: "Do you know H country? H country is the first country in the world to legalize same-sex marriage through a referendum. I have never been to this country, and I always thought that this country would be a very inclusive and open country. But I only recently found out that women in their country don’t have the right to abortion.”

"Abortion...right?"

"Yes, the right to abortion, in this country, women are prohibited from having abortion, even if it is because of involuntary circumstances such as rape. Abortion is only allowed when the life of the pregnant woman is threatened. I The report I read also mentioned an example. A woman was only 17 weeks pregnant. After unknown pain, the amniotic fluid broke and she faced a predictable future of miscarriage. If this happens in In our country, doctors will definitely advise pregnant women to have an induced abortion, because even if the child is born, it is impossible to survive, but in country H, because the pregnant woman still has a heartbeat in the abdomen, the doctor can only do things according to the law and do not allow her to have an abortion. A pregnant woman died of sepsis, blood loss from miscarriage and an E. coli infection that took her young life."

Tao Ru sucked in a breath of cold air.

Wu Nianxi patted her hand, "Don't think about it, Dr. Sun? Senior sister will help you."

"And then what?"

"A point made by some people in their country who do not support the legalization of abortion, they think abortion is

It's killing lives. But I think these people are very high-sounding. For example, country H has included women's pregnancy in the law and turned it into a criminal category. The back of the protection of the rights of the fetus is the transfer of women's human rights. Zhuangzhuang also told me? , If women do not have the right to control their wombs, it would be ridiculous to talk about freedom and status. There was also a sentence in that report, which I still remember freshly?—Mothers are great, but? Mothers are also ordinary people. Even small embryos have respect for their human rights, but respect for women’s human rights is delayed. Come. "

Speaking of this, Wu Nianxi suddenly changed the conversation, "But in our country, it is completely different from country H. The abortion of youth films in our country is like a standard configuration. I have seen it before? It is said that there are 13 million abortions in our country every year. It's like going from one extreme to the other, when we have the right to abortion, we girls are not sober enough, squandering our fertility and hurting our bodies, of course it's right The irresponsibility of the unborn child. But Tao Ru, this cannot completely blame you, you are only nineteen years old, you don't know anything, you don't know that as a girl, you should be more rational and clear, and can expose discrimination and humiliation , you can also see sugarcoating and lies, you can protect your rights, and you can deal with them calmly."

"Yes, I don't know anything. I don't know that the safe period is not safe. I don't know the difference between abortion and drainage. I don't even know that he doesn't really love me."

Wu Nianxi didn't hold Tao Ru's hand, but just patted her again, "I don't know if what we are doing now is right, but if I were you, I would make the same choice as you. "

Tao Ru nodded, "I understand?"

That night, Tao Ru politely refused Zhuang Lu and Wu Nianxi to accompany her in bed, and stayed in the hospital alone. The next morning, Dr. Zhu came to see her, and when she entered the operating room and had a puncture needle, it was true The pain, without any anesthesia, was just carried on his shoulders. When it was over, Tao Ru felt the pain, and her entire abdomen froze.

Dr. Zhu asked his assistant to wipe the sweat off her, leaned over to take a look at her, and comforted her, "If you can bear it any longer, the pain will be gone in no time."

By the time they left the operating room, Zhuang Lu and Wu Nianxi had already arrived, and standing with them was the squad leader Sun Rui. Sun Rui was busy with the English speech contest in the department yesterday, and they rushed over again early in the morning. Come, give Wu Nianxi congratulations, "the highest in the whole department, and the academic committee is amazing."

As soon as Tao Ru came out,

Three "girls" greeted them.

"It's a lot of sweat, lie down, and I'll wipe it for you." Sun Rui saw Tao Ru sweating from the pain at a glance.

During the period, Dr. Zhu came to see her again, "Don't lie down for a long time, if the contractions come, take more walks? Walk?" He raised his eyes and glanced at Zhuang Lu and the three of them, they were all one by one. With a childish little face, obviously she has never experienced anything? Pregnancy or something, I can't help but say, "If you have something to call a nurse, I'm here today. Take care of her?"

The three of Zhuang Lu nodded in unison.

But what Zhuang Lu and the three did not expect was that what Tao Ru experienced next was really beyond their understanding.

Tao Ru's stomach started to hurt, it hurts to sit, it hurts to lie down, it hurts to walk, and the three of them can't help at all, they can only watch Tao Ru there. □.

One time, seeing Tao Ru was really painful. Zhuang Lu ran out to find a nurse, and the nurse came in, "It's alright, the contractions are coming. Wait a minute, I'm going to come over for an internal examination."

Then three girls who have never talked? Love has no sexual experience? Just watched the nurse and put her hand in! stretched! Get in!

The three of Zhuang Lu seemed to feel the same way, and at the same time took a breath of cold air.

"Open your fingers, let's go to the delivery room."

Tao Ru was pushed into the maternity room. Zhuang Lu and the three of them couldn't get in, so they could only sit outside and wait. After a while, a woman was pushed out, and her whole body seemed to be pulled out of water Come, groggy but kept smacking, "I'm so cold...cold...it hurts..."

The three people looked at each other and saw the shock in each other's eyes.

Even Wu Nianxi, who knew the most and thought the most, couldn't recover for a while. After all, they were still too young.

The waiting time was the most torturous, and the waiting area was crowded with people of all kinds. Zhuang Lu saw some family members were nervous and restless, and also saw some husbands playing games with mobile phones.

After waiting for almost three hours, Tao Ru finally came out. She looked very weak, and she was shaking all the time.

The nurse came in and told Zhuang Lu that she must pay attention? Let Tao Ru urinate.

But Tao Ru was still groggy and couldn't wake up no matter what she called. She lay on the hospital bed and looked like a broken doll. Zhuang Lu couldn't bear to wake her up.

The middle nurse came in again, again to emphasize the problem.

Fortunately, the Tao Ru people were a little more awake, and Zhuang Lu hurriedly helped her to the toilet with the greatest strength.

As soon as Tao Ru got up from the bed, the world was spinning.

Zhuang Lu hurriedly hugged her?

Tao Ru lay down on Zhuang Lu's arm for a long time before slowly moving to the toilet.

Zhuang Lu and Wu Nianxi wanted to go in to help, but Tao Ru refused. She clawed at the door all over, her eyes drooping and haggard, "I'll do it myself."

Wu Nianxi looked at her trembling, looking at her. Her hand was still shaking involuntarily. She suddenly remembered that Tao Ru asked her yesterday if she would die, and the words of her comfort. It seems so light and unpractical at the moment?

Tao Ru, she really won't die, but she is in so much pain that it is better to die!

Zhuang Lu's face was tensed, and she suddenly felt powerless. She couldn't help but put her face to Wu Nianxi's ear and said frustratedly, "We can't help anything."

Yes, they can't help anything.