Best Son-in-law

"You?" At this time, Li Fan looked stunned and looked at Xia Menglan for a long time, speechless.

For Xia Menglan, getting rid of the child and starting a new life is undoubtedly the best choice and the best way.

And she actually wants to keep this child. Doesn't she know what fate she will bear once this child is born?

If she gets pregnant out of wedlock, she may not reveal the father of the child, and she will inevitably suffer the cold eyes, ridicule, prejudice and ridicule of others.

She was about to start a nightmare life. Didn't Xia Menglan never think about all this?

Li Fan stared at Xia Menglan closely. He didn't know what she was thinking. Did she not care about him at all?

At this time, Xia Menglan chuckled lightly, caressed her belly with her little hand, and showed an indifferent smile: "He is my child. How can a mother give up on her child? No matter what others think, I will stick to my decision. I Will welcome him when he comes."

"Don't you know what this means?" Li Fan frowned.

"I understand what I have to bear, but I can't kill a life because of my own pressure." Xia Menglan's eyes were full of determination, looking straight ahead at the village road that had been washed by the winter wind.

"He is innocent."

"But do you know what he will face after he is born? You can't make decisions on some things yourself, and you have to consider other people's feelings. He was born in a family without a father or mother..." Li Fan tried to persuade Xia Menglan , because once this child is born, their lives will undergo earth-shaking changes.

And the child may not be happy after birth.

It's not just them who have changed.

At the same time, Li Fan was not ready to be a father, and it was difficult for him to face his child.

"His parents are both here. You are the father and will always be his father. I am the mother and will always be his mother. The relationship between us will not change. It's just that you and I don't have much of a relationship. Besides, Do you think I can't give him maternal love, or you can't give him fatherly love? I'm not angry, I also thought a lot about it." Xia Menglan looked straight into the distance, letting the cold wind blow her hair, but her eyes More and more determined.

Everyone has their own destiny when they are born. In order to seek good luck and avoid bad luck, can you kill a living life? Could this be done by biological parents?

Tiger poison does not eat its seeds!

Anyway, in Xia Menglan's mind, she couldn't watch her child, her flesh and blood sink, she couldn't give up her flesh and blood, no matter what fate she had to face, what fate this child had to face, she Will never give up.

Furthermore, this child's fate is not absolute, and he has the right to enjoy all the good things.

What's more, his parents are still alive. How can we not give him a complete family, how can we not give him a complete father's love and mother's love?

"Didn't you say that you will be responsible for everything? Have you changed your mind? I won't force you. You also have your own choice. It's just that you can't understand my choice." Xia Menglan looked very heartbroken at this time, but she no longer To say the least, she respects every decision Li Fan makes. She even feels that every decision Li Fan makes is not wrong and they are all yearning for good.

She will not bind Li Fan because of this.

In any case, everything is not Li Fan's fault, he is also a victim.

It's just that she hopes her children can enjoy their father's love.

If she couldn't enjoy this father's love, Xia Menglan would feel very heartbroken.

I just feel heartbroken for my child.

"I said I will take responsibility, and I will take responsibility to the end. When he is born, I will give him 100% love. I will not escape. He is also my child. I just think this will make you very tired, and you have to There will also be a lot of pain. I just hope you will be more cautious. I don’t want you to doubt anything. What I said is definitely not just talk. I just say from an objective point of view, his birth may not be a good thing. It is not a good thing for you and me, and it may not be a good thing for him. In this case, why do we continue to persist? Knowing clearly that his birth brings pain, why do we continue this pain? The end is Isn't that good? After he is born, it may be difficult for us to give him any status." Li Fan tried hard to persuade him, hoping that his persuasion would make Xia Menglan change his mind and concept.

Because this child really can't be born like this.

Who knew that Xia Menglan just chuckled and smoothed her hair that was blown by the wind with one hand. Tears seemed to be surging in her eyes. She looked into the distance and let out a long sigh.

"If pain could end so easily, I would not be born. Do you know the meaning of life?" Xia Menglan said, turning to look at Li Fan.

Li Fan heard something fishy when he heard this and looked at Xia Menglan with a frown.

"you mean?"

"Yes, you guessed it right. I am an illegitimate daughter. Someone also proposed this to my mother at the beginning. Because my life is not a good thing for my mother or myself, I should not She existed, let alone should have been born, but my mother finally insisted on giving birth to me, just because I was the continuation of her life, not against that man, only against herself and me."

"No one has the right to decide other people's lives. Just like my mother did not give up on me, I became the continuation of her life. I will not give up on my child, because he is also the continuation of my life. My life is short. But in him, I can see a future that I couldn’t see otherwise, and this is the meaning of life.”

"I will not kill my child because of the suffering I have to suffer and the prejudice of others, do you understand?" When Xia Menglan said this, she looked at Li Fan and continued: "But you are better than him It's much better. At least you can still say it now. If you dare to say it and take responsibility, it's enough. It's nothing. Everything is not your fault. I may leave Laoshantun and go to other places in the future. place, I will not interfere with your future, I just hope you can see more of him, and I also hope you can understand that my persistence is not to bind anything, nor to bind anything, but just the fate between me and him It’s here, I just can’t give up on him.”

Xia Menglan caressed her lower abdomen and tears fell down. The past had brought her a lot of pain, and she would make the same mistakes again in the future.

Continue my mother's insistence again.

But Xia Menglan will never regret her persistence.

Because it is precisely because of her mother's persistence in the past that she is who she is now.

Her mother never gave up on her, and she would never give up on her children. This is also a kind of inheritance of life.

The same decision, the same future, but the difference is the people around me.

Back then, Xia Menglan's mother was passionately in love and risked her own life. She fell in love with someone she shouldn't have loved and had a bad fate. But that person kept saying that she was for the sake of the family and the future of the two of them. She was ruthless and unjust. Happy, but ruined her mother's life.

He never said anything about being responsible, and he never even came to see Xia Menglan after she was born.

It was as if mother and son were just strangers.

Relatives of flesh and blood are nothing in his eyes.

After that, he completely forgot about mother and son, married a wife and had children, enjoying the happiness of family relationship.

However, Xia Menglan and her daughter lived a life of wandering, wandering, helpless and without any relatives.

Go to sleep, full of nightmares, wake up to the heart-wrenching reality.

Even so, Xia Menglan's mother never gave up on Xia Menglan, just because this was her child and this was her life.

Abandoning him doesn't count. As mother and daughter bonded, there is no reason to give up.

Xia Menglan's mother would never be able to give up her child so that she could live a peaceful life and return to normal. She would never be able to do this.

No mother is willing to give up her children.

It is precisely because of this persistence that Xia Menglan's mother was unable to return to her family. She deviated from the family and parted ways, and looked back as a stranger.

During that time, all the old friendships and friendships were gone. Xia Menglan's mother managed to make ends meet by relying on some compensation money left by her father, and she budgeted carefully.

Finally, shortly after Xia Menglan was born, she forced her weak body to work.

She suffered bullying and discrimination outside, but she was given a special warmth at home.

Because her children are still at home.

Mother and son depend on each other, living in a forgotten and abandoned corner, leading a life that is unbearable for ordinary people.

I struggled several times but never gave up.

Eventually, Xia Menglan grew up, but her mother passed away due to the accumulated pain and injuries she suffered in the previous years.

After settling her mother's funeral arrangements, Xia Menglan was in agony several times. After all, her only relative was gone.

However, she also understood that she was the continuation of her mother's life in this world, so she continued to live strongly, worked hard to make money, won a scholarship, and completed college.

Because when she was in college, she was often pursued and harassed by rich second-generation people. If she stayed in that city, she would inevitably be harassed. In order to escape, she resolutely chose to be a village official, so she came to Laoshantun.

She plans to come here to start a new life. She hopes to realize the value of her life with her mother's sustenance, and shed all her blood on the land of Laoshantun, so that her time will no longer be wasted and let Her own life is more valuable, this is all Xia Menglan thinks.

Of course, it was precisely because of this disgraceful past that she never mentioned it in front of outsiders.

When others said she was a city girl, she just smiled.

Life in the city was too noisy and noisy, and she felt that the pastoral life in the country was more suitable for her.

Of course she hopes to find her destined partner. She looks forward to the moment when fate arrives, but she never expects fate to tie her to a certain place.

So Xia Menglan had an extreme reaction because of what happened before, but because of her mother, she felt that she was not qualified to choose death.

After all, the mother in heaven is still waiting to see her better future.