Boundary Convention

diary excerpt

"Facing the past is not terrible, what is terrible is sticking to the past"

"What have you been looking at me for?"

Mo Xiao asked me.

I was slightly taken aback by her question, and regained some sobriety from the trance just now.

The feeling of weightlessness when the elevator goes up is much lighter than when it goes down, which is just right. It is a pleasant thing to be in a daze under this kind of suitable impact.

"Seeing that the director is beautiful, I want to see more."

After getting along with Mo Xiao for a long time, I dare to tease her a little bit.

To be honest, I really didn't realize that I was looking at Mo Xiao all the time, I was just staring at one place in a daze...

Mo Xiao gave me a blank look, then reached out and pinched my face.

"Your wings are hard? You dare to talk to me like this just because you won a game of chess with an opponent who is playing tricks?"

"No~~~~It's~~~~~, Director, I was wrong." I took advantage of the opportunity to play coquettishly with Mo Xiao.

But at this time, the scene of the game just now emerged in my heart. People who learn painting always say that people see things in one way, things in their minds in another way, and what they draw in the end is another way. Even so, even if the picture recorded in my hippocampus is not the same as what I saw, I still feel that the prototype of that chess piece is Mo Xiao.

That chess piece is made of plaster as the base material and then painted. From the point of view of hand-made, it is likely to be an orphan.

"By the way, Director, do you know any friends who are good at handicrafts?"

"Huh? Why do you ask this? If you want to learn how to make paper airplanes, I can teach you too."

"No, not this..."

"No, if you want to talk about friends who are very good at doing experiments, then I can list a lot of them... But I probably can't find them all."

"I see……"

It would have been nice if that chess piece was still in my hand, but unfortunately, when I noticed that chess piece, it had already been destroyed, and it was crushed with one hand, and there was almost no possibility of repairing it

I turned around and glanced at the culprit who destroyed the chess piece.

She was lying quietly on Tang Ren's shoulders and being carried away. In order to avoid being regarded as a human trafficker or some other 'bad guy', Mo You cleverly stuffed her into an airtight bag. Judging from the glances of the auction house staff at us, they probably knew that Tang Ren was carrying a person, but they may have seen it a lot, and they didn't show the slightest intention to stop us.

"By the way, why did we take that robot away?"

"break down."

Mo Xiao said.

"Then do a little reverse investigation, don't you want to know who is that bastard who forced you to play chess?"

"I see, Director Gao Ming."

Suddenly, the ground shook, and with a crisp bell, the door of the elevator opened. But it was strange that this abnormality made everyone in the elevator stop and leave.

"Don't go out yet, something is wrong," Mo You said from the side.

Looking up, this is still the same hall as we came here. Regardless of the decoration, furnishings, or the inconspicuous stains on the walls, it is undoubtedly a place, but the strange thing is that there is no one here.

When we left, there should be a few people who were exhausted and therefore stayed here to rest. But at the moment they were nowhere to be seen, even the old butler who had been welcoming visitors in the hall was gone.

Mo You frowned and stared outside for a long time.

"Go out first, Wasteland, we will protect you from behind."

"Oh, no, wait!"

I was pushed out of the elevator suddenly by Mo You, and then they walked out of the elevator together.

Mo You walked unhurriedly to the center of the hall, knelt down and touched the floor.

"Something went wrong." Mo You looked a little nervous, "Without my order, the undead couldn't move around, except for that guy, Lake."

"Miss, it's not suitable to stay here for long," Tang Ren said.

"It can't be someone from the coalition government, right? Or some local gang here? Could it be the person who troubled us just now?" Mo You asked.

"From my experience, it's unlikely to be a coalition government. It doesn't look like their style of behavior. At least I haven't seen their logo. As for the local gangs, it's unlikely. After all, the price of making trouble in a rat nest is very high. The big one will be included in the blacklist, and then there is the person just now, he is very suspicious, but he doesn't seem to be targeting our eternal undead."

Saying this, Mo You stood up, rubbed her fingers, stretched out her hand solemnly, and showed it to us.

On her fingertips, there was a little crimson stain that looked like... blood?

"If you lose the chess game, you want to kill our people? It's too much."

As she spoke, she stepped forward and wiped her fingers on Tang Ren's clothes.

"It seems that it may take a little effort to go home this time. You go ahead for me."

As Mo You shook his head, Tang Ren bowed slightly to show his obedience, stepped forward and held the handle, took a deep breath, and opened the old door.

An uncomfortable grinding sound filled the room, followed by silence.

Nothing happened.

Tang Ren poked his head out, looked around for a while, then turned his head and nodded towards us. So we hurried to follow. Mo You's footsteps were different from the usual carefree briskness, this time she walked fast and vigorously, even bystanders could tell that something was not right.

Walking out of the hall, it seemed that it was already noon, and the intense sunlight swayed down from the sky. Under the scorching sun, there was still no one here, and those security robots in the shape of trash cans had almost finished cleaning up the rubbish in the square. up.

At this moment, one of the large number of security robots suddenly walked towards us. The cartoon eyes on his monitor glow a horrible red light, usually a sign of error or danger.

Tang Ren stretched out his arm to signal us to back away, and he stepped forward tentatively.

"You guys are so slow."

A mechanical and blunt sound came from the barrel-shaped body.

Mo Xiao frowned slightly, as if she had sensed something, maybe I could guess her doubts. This type of machine that needs to do fixed work should only have a few fixed voices.

"It's so slow that it makes people a little angry, heh."

This sound combined with the following 'huh' produced a creepy effect. Before we could react, Mo You walked up quickly. Tang Ren quickly stretched out his hand, trying to stop Mo You, but before he could speak, Mo You signaled him to back down, and Tang Ren had no choice but to give way to Mo You and the trash can. a way.

"Where did my people go?"

Mo You stepped forward and slammed a word.

"'My people'? I haven't seen you for a few years, and your behavior is becoming more and more inappropriate, like a little girl wandering on the streets."

The security robot said unhurriedly. The dry voice from the sound source of the voice library could not hear any emotion behind it, but it reminded people of the expression of the person hiding behind the iron can.

"I ask again, where did my people go?"

"Is this the tone you should have when talking to me?"

"Fuck you."

This time, without waiting for the tin can to finish speaking, Mo You raised his leg high and smashed a deep depression on the round top cover with a single swing. The unfinished voice turned into a series of wailing electronic sounds along with the crushed speaker inside, and then fell completely silent.

The surrounding robots were disturbed by Mo You's move, and turned their heads to look at us. I just touched these trash can-like robots before, and I was chased for three streets as an assault police.

But the strange thing is that these robots didn't make any aggressive actions. Their sirens only sounded for a moment, and then they fell silent, as if the switch was turned off, and they went to clean up separately.

After a while, another red-eyed robot dangled from among the robots and stopped in front of us.

"You actually learned to swear, and my favorability for you has dropped again."

"Where did my people go, I'll ask again!"

"They are here with us, and they are not in danger yet."

"So they're taken hostage?"

"Hostages, yes, hostages, you can think so, but I think I still treat you as 'guests' in essence."

"Where do you want me to go?"

"You don't have to come, set off back to the base camp, continue to be your king of the mountain, or just follow this thing."

Having said that, the robot twitched a little, and drove towards an alley not far away.

"But you have to prepare your own food, mom here, don't care about the food."

Mo You was silent, she lowered her head without saying a word, then looked back at Tang Ren, and met Mo Xiao's eyes again. The two sisters stood staring at each other, awkwardly staring at each other. I don't know what the two of them are thinking, but my heart is very excited.

I thought this time the matter would be finished in such a vague way, and I would not see the professor anymore, but now it seems that there is still a chance. Claiming to be her mother in front of Mo You, the person behind the security robot is naturally the professor.

"Would you like to go?" Mo Xiao asked, with complex emotions on her expression, it could be seen that she was hesitating.

"I don't want to go, anyway, I already got the chip, just find a place to throw it away, make the old woman angry for a few days and it's over." Mo You lowered her head and muttered.

"Wait, didn't we come here to meet the professor?! She has already appeared!" I said from the side.

"Shut up, it's just a few of us if you want to go, you stand guard outside the door, you also have to intervene in our own family affairs?" Mo Xiao said to me angrily.

"Then why did you bring me here? Just to guard the door?"

At this time, Tang Ren, who was silent at the side, suddenly spoke,

"Miss, bravely facing the people and things you have to face is the performance of growing up, and we are here for this."

"……knew."

After speaking, Mo You followed the robot that entered the alley without looking back.

"I'm already an adult."

Now that Mo You has decided to go to the appointment, we naturally follow suit.

Along the way, I saw Tang Ren wanting to say something several times, but he couldn't.

When Mo You and Mo Xiao were quarreling, I thought that the narrow and complicated alleys we walked through were already the worst roads, but this security robot took us to a worse and more complicated place.

He took us to an underground passage.

This underground passage may have been abandoned for a long time, because the lights are not even turned on here. Such a public place is supposed to be lit 24 hours a day.

After we walked for a short distance in the dark with the help of the LED lights on the display screen of the leading robot, the underground lights suddenly turned on.

In addition to the concrete all over the floor, this tunnel also has thick, breathless dust. Just rubbing a finger on the gray concrete wall can chip off a piece of the wall. From this point of view, I am afraid that there is no ventilation facility here. Mo Xiao coughed several times along the way, and he didn't get better until he took out a tissue from Tang Ren to wrap his mouth and nose.

After walking for a long time, the security robot stopped in front of a wall. Incongruously inlaid in this concrete wall was a fine door that looked like solid wood, waxed and gleaming in the pale light of the fluorescent lamps. It's reminiscent of some horror story, where there's a door that doesn't fit the setting, and bad things happen when you walk in.

Looking at the robot again, there is no movement at all, and the display screen is not lit, it seems to be turned off. This underground passage didn't have any signs, and it was impossible to find the right way only by the sense of direction.

Facing this weird door, Mo You didn't hesitate much. She took a deep breath and pulled down the doorknob forcefully. He led all of us into the bottomless darkness inside the door.

And soon, we regretted this reckless act.

Can you imagine what it would be like to be deprived of vision? This is the environment we are in now. There was silence, and I couldn't see my fingers when I stretched out my hands. One of the most important senses for people to obtain information from the outside world has failed. This feeling seems to be separated from the world and thrown into the chaotic and invisible void.

The only thing that gave me some sense of security was the feel of my stiff legs on the cold ground, pulled by gravity.

"Master, Director..."

I subconsciously waved my hands in the dark, trying to find a companion, hold her hand, and feel the temperature from her palm, so as to relieve the fear of soaking into the pores along the darkness.

In the end, I also got my wish, but instead of being able to hold that companion's hand, I touched something through the clothes. Before I could react to what happened, there was a hot touch on my face.

Mo Xiao's slap slapped me hard on the face, making me stagger, her strike was really hard. Suddenly, for unknown reasons, the lights in the room were turned on. I touched my swollen cheeks and looked around the illuminated room. I saw Mo Xiao looking at me annoyedly. It seemed that I had bumped into her just now, but how could she be in the dark? The one who found my face so accurately...

"Master, where are you going to find it? Look for a fight!"

She blushed and raised her hand to hit again. I didn't have time to reply, so I hurriedly hugged my head to protect it, but in an instant, Mo Xiao's arm was hanging in the air, and the whole person stopped moving. I raised my head to look at the other three, and their bodies were also frozen , as if frozen.

I turned around, and the weird sight in front of me made me, like them, unable to move. It was like we were in a weird horror story.

This is a spacious classical European-style restaurant. The surrounding walls are covered with all kinds of hideous animal heads and some expensive oil paintings. In the center of the room, a huge table occupies 70% of the place. space.

On this huge dining table, there is a huge strange fish, so big that there is no container to hold it, but it is placed directly on the table, and all kinds of food are piled up around it exaggeratedly .

The food on this table is not complete, some are still steaming, obviously someone has just eaten it, I looked carefully, and couldn’t help but take a breath, the food on the table made me feel like I went back to the earth in ancient times, with long hair The skull of the giant-toothed mammal, the trilobite-like arthropod crustacean, and of course the strange fish in the center... In my knowledge, these animals have long been extinct, but why did they reappear? appeared, and was made into a 'delicacy'?

And behind the strange fish in the distance, that is, at the end of the table, there is a diner in brown clothes. She is ecstatically eating on the plate. The speed of eating reminds me of some top predators when hunting. explosive power. Yes, she behaved like a beast, so I can only use 'eating' to describe her behavior, not simply 'eating'. As the food scraps around her kept piling up, and the strange fish on the table was being swept away, I gradually saw her face clearly.

"Wakazuki Uragi!"

Mo Xiao stared at the brown-clothed woman in surprise for a while, then suddenly came to his senses, roaring angrily and rushed forward, raising his right hand as if he wanted to slap him. Ruoyue still buried her head in wolfing down her food, as if she didn't notice the other people in the room, and didn't care about Mo Xiao who rushed up at all.

At this moment, Tang Ren who was beside him also rushed up and grabbed Mo Xiao.

"You don't want to die?!"

As Tang Ren said, he gently pushed Mo Xiao back, and looked at Ruoyue carefully with calm eyes.

As if aware of the gaze here, Ruoyue is like a huge machine that stopped abruptly, slowly stopped eating with afterimages, and slowly raised her head to look over.

"ah?"

She looked at us, the corner of her mouth covered with food residue raised an exaggerated arc.

"That plate, bring it to me? I'm too lazy to get up."

She was not in the least surprised that we stood before her. Did she notice us when the lights were still dark? No, what is even more surprising is that she was already eating when the light was turned off just now.

"Which plate do you want, this one?"

Tang Ren walked unhurriedly to the dining table, picked up a plate of dishes, which contained the legs of several arthropods.

"Thank you, hey, isn't this Master Tang?"

"Well, Your Excellency Ruoyue, long time no see, your appetite is still so good."

"Who is behind you? It's the first time I've eaten with so many people." Ruoyue's expression was a little dull, as if she had just woken up.

"I'm very sorry for interrupting your pleasant dinner." Tang Ren replied in a nonchalant manner.

Saying this, Ruoyue shook the half of what was left in her hand in front of Tang Ren's eyes,

"do you want to eat?"

Tang Ren didn't answer, and suddenly picked up a plate in front of him and flew towards Ruoyue, moving like a thunder and shaped like a shooting star. I couldn't see what happened clearly, I only vaguely saw the thrown plate being stretched at high speed, it swept away all the obstacles on the way with terrifying momentum, and blasted towards Ruoyue, instantly, oil and water splashed everywhere , The cups and cups broke and screamed. I couldn't help covering my ears under the screeching sound that pierced the air at a speed like breaking through the sound barrier. The entire room was filled with murderous aura overflowing, and I even had some difficulty breathing.

The next moment, the plate that was thrown out disappeared without a trace, without even making a sound.

"Stand back, don't lean in!" Tang Ren shouted to us behind us.

After listening, I took a few steps back, my nerves tensed, I looked at Ruoyue, but found that Ruoyue was nowhere to be seen, leaving only a plate vertically embedded behind her. on the wall.

But above the wall, there was a strange laugh.

Ruoyue, who was at the same height as us just now, has moved far away from us at some point. I sat on a staircase next to the dining table, and there was an unfinished human figure relief beside the steps. Maybe I was too nervous, and I didn't notice that there were stairs in this room. Ruoyue smiled and threw the food in her hand, and stood up. Only then did I realize that this relief sculpture was exactly Mo You who was beside me. I turned my head to look at Mo You, she seemed to have noticed this too, she took two steps forward with a strange expression on her face.

"Speaking of which, you are really a big shot, miss, even people who are not eternal souls regard you as a messiah," Ruoyue patted the dust off her body, and said with a smile to Mo You.

"...What did you do to my followers?"

"Don't worry, half of your underground believers are still alive. We are not Romans, and we won't feed them to lions. But I haven't been to the laboratory for a few days. I don't know if there is any wear and tear, ah, By the way, the professors you brought also sent me there too, and they shouldn't die so quickly because they are tall and powerful."

After hearing Ruoyue's words, Mo You put on the hood and lowered her head slightly. It seems to be covering up her expression at this time, but I can still feel the terrible expression under her hat.

"how dare you……!"

Just when she was about to explode, another frosty voice appeared.

"enough."

The voice came from the stairs next to it, and a familiar figure came down. I gasped involuntarily. No one could remain calm under this intimidating majesty. Seeing her, even Mo Xiao showed a shaken expression, let alone Mo You, who was given a blow in the face. She raised her head, looked at the figure on the long stairs, and murmured two words.

"Mother……"

It was none other than the professor. She changed into a long black dress and looked down at us from above, making people flinch with her unique domineering demeanor.

"I heard that you went to Kunlun Mountain. You really have some skills."

"I...I..." Mo You on the side suddenly lost the anger just now, and turned into a look of doing something wrong.

"And you, Mo Xiao, isn't it bad to deceive your master and destroy your ancestors?"

I saw Mo Xiao clenched his fists and gasped and said, "You still have the face to say such things!"

The professor smiled, but didn't answer.

"Ah, I'm sorry, should I leave first, so I won't bother you to reminisce about the old days, I feel a little sleepy after eating." Ruoyue interjected, but then she was squinted by the professor, and immediately shut up again.

"I still have some eyesight, so I'll snap one of your fingers when I get back later."

"Thank you, Professor!" Ruoyue smiled wryly, then turned over and ran up the stairs directly.

The atmosphere of confrontation returned again between the professor and us.

"Let me tell you, I have thrown away the broken chip you asked for a long time ago. I didn't want to come to see you, let alone see you. I feel sick when I see you. I just want to make you unhappy. I will do this kind of thing now. , I will do it in the future, I will do it every day, I will do it every moment, until I die!" Mo You stepped forward and said, gnashing her teeth.

After hearing this, the professor still did not respond. She leaned lazily against the railing of the stairs, took out a cigar from her pocket, and lit it.

"Release my people!"

As Mo You said, she suddenly cast a glance behind her, the shocking hatred in her eyes made me shiver in fright.

"Your person? Who did you learn such a philistine vocabulary from, the big stupid guy next to you?"

"Dear professor, I'm very sorry. I was incompetent and failed to fulfill my duties as a housekeeper." Tang Ren, who was on the side, even took the initiative to admit his mistake after hearing this.

She shook the cane on the ground, waving her hands as if acting. Her behavior was simply to provoke Mo You deliberately. I saw Mo You's fists clenched tightly like a knot, her nails were slightly inserted into the flesh, and the blood dripped to the ground, which was shocking.

But after that, she fell silent and didn't say another word. At this time, the professor looked directly at Mo Xiao.

"Mo Xiao, I haven't seen you in four or five days, how do you feel?"

"It's so pleasant. Not seeing you for 129 hours and 31 minutes has cured my insomnia and tinnitus. Being away from you is a panacea for all diseases."

"Geez, that would be great, next time write a report on a clinical study away from me, I'm interested in this amazing cure."

"hehe."

"Okay, let's talk about the business. Although you took away my important materials, we are still a family after all, so I think it's better to talk to you before deciding to kill you, so as not to surprise you."

"Oh, that's very considerate, my dear professor."

"Very well, let's have a meal together as a family later, and bring your sister."

"no."

"OK."

The professor shrugged.

After she finished speaking, she turned her eyes away from Mo Xiao, and Mo Xiao naturally ended the conversation with her, turning his face away as if avoiding something dirty.

Finally, the professor looked at me.

Being surrounded by those purple eyes again, I shivered uncontrollably.

The professor wrapped his cane around his hand, and went down two steps for the first time, and I couldn't help but take two steps back until I leaned against Tang Ren's broad body.

She bent over, as if checking some kind of tiny component, and looked me over carefully. Finally, he slammed the cane on the ground, causing a crisp sound in the middle of the small church, like the bell of a high tower, which lasted for a long time.

"wilderness."

The professor opened his mouth slightly and spoke slowly. This tone was different from the conversations between Mo You and Mo Xiao, full of the condescending arrogance of a slave owner when facing his own possessions. Although what he said was not a reprimand, it was better than a reprimand.

I never knew that I was so afraid of this person in front of me, I could only stay there and tremble.

"you--"

She made this voice very long, not in a hurry to say what she was going to do, as if she was deliberately torturing my nerves.

"I lost weight."

She said that the simple three words seemed to contain some kind of magic, urging me to respond to her words.

"No... I, no, no... I'm fine."

"It seems that my two daughters are not very kind to you."

As she spoke, she pointed at Mo You and Mo Xiao with her cane.

"Don't listen to her."

Mo Xiao shouted at me.

"Maybe she's trying to mess with something."

"No! Very good! They are very good to me!"

I straightened my body reflexively and glanced at Mo Xiao. Thinking about it carefully, if there is no Mo Xiao in these few days, it is hard for me to say what kind of encounter I will encounter. But she told me not to talk to the professor, which is really impossible.

In this confined space, the professor's frightening sense of presence was even more ferocious. She ruthlessly strangled my heart and squeezed out my words one by one from her throat.

"Really? That's good, how is the outside world?"

"Outside……"

Having said this, I unconsciously glanced at Mo Xiao again. Only then did I remember that I was a prisoner, a death row. And the reason why I want to come here with them is to meet the professor and confront her face to face. Otherwise it wouldn't make sense for me to come here.

"I... what crime did I commit!?"

When people pursue the truth, they can always burst out with sudden courage. I don't know where the courage came from, but I dared to yell at the professor.

"Huh? What do you mean?"

The professor frowned, but the smirk on his face didn't change a bit.

"The director told me that I was a death row...that's why I was locked up in that hospital...Since I am a death row, I want to know what crime I committed!"

"Really want to know?"

"certainly!"

"However, I need you to meet someone before that."

"Meet someone?"

Just when I was wondering, Mo Xiao grabbed my hand.

"do not go."

Mo Xiao said in a low voice.

"This is a conspiracy. She may ask you to do something."

"Do you really want to listen to her?"

But even though Mo Xiao's voice was already very quiet, the professor seemed to have heard it, so he leisurely retorted at Mo Xiao's warning.

"Listen to me in the hospital, listen to her outside, can you still not make a decision yourself?"

"……I……"

Beads of sweat dripped from my forehead.

It was really difficult to make a decision. I felt uncomfortably hot, just like when I and Mo Xiao came out of the fire. I looked at Mo Xiao, her face was full of uneasiness. Is that a concern? I don't know, but she at this time is different from the usual one who has a little temper and seems to be in control of everything.

She also didn't know what decision I would make.

"This person has something to do with your dream."

Just when I was walking on the edge of the cliff, the professor gave me another push.

"Don't you want to know what your dream is about?"

Her words, like some kind of shocking oracle, struck a thunderbolt on the top of my head. I shook off Mo Xiao who was holding my hand tightly.

He took two steps forward resolutely, and then made a decision.

"I want to see you."

"wise."

At this moment, the professor finally showed an obvious smile. She raised her cane and hit the ground hard. Suddenly, the lights in the whole room were turned off again, and it became dark and chaotic. In this sudden change, I can only feel that Mo Xiao, Mo You, and Tang Ren all reacted one after another, and I was lifted up by something in the middle of them, bearing the burden. A sense of weightlessness slowly rises in the darkness.

On my way up, a hand grabbed my ankle.

"Go...don't go..."

Vaguely, I seemed to hear such a sound, and then the sound disappeared together with the ankle.

In this way, I continued to ascend slowly while stepping on something I didn't know what it was in the sense of weightlessness.

After being completely dark, I came to a place that was completely 'white'.

Everything here is gray and white.

Just like what I often see in the hospital, the gloomy sky, the eternal evening, the world where even the stars and satellites cannot be seen. Under this pale sky, I saw many familiar things, that crazy world without logic and reason, just like the reappearance of my dream. Only this time I was sure I was sober.

"I have been waiting for you for a long time, my child."

In the daze, a voice came over. It was obviously the first time I heard this voice, but it felt very familiar.

"You are one of my many children, and the best of them all."

According to the reputation, in the darkest part of the sky, there is a woman sitting on a flat stone, looking at me quietly.

This place fits so well with my dream, so I am not at all surprised that there are people who have appeared in my dream. Only this time, her image is as strong and clear as the reality of me standing here.

This woman, whose whole body is covered with the aura of silver and white, is so suitable for this gray world, just like the piece that can plug any gap in the pure white puzzle.

"Who are you?"

Seeing this person whom I have seen countless times in my dreams, my heart began to beat violently, and my mind was in a mess. There are countless questions I want to ask, but I don't know where to start.

"Why did you appear in my dream?"

"What does my dream mean?"

"Who am I?"

I threw out a lot of questions in one go, but facing my flustered look, she didn't say a word, she just smiled slightly, but the golden pupils made people unable to feel a trace of tenderness, she Proud and solemn, as if knowing the cause and effect of everything in the world.

weird.

I can only feel a strange but majestic temperament from this woman, which is unpredictable.

Just when I was a little at a loss, she moved.

She raised her left hand, stretched out her index finger, and drew a circle in nothingness.

In an instant, a golden light occupied my mind, and at the same time, I lost consciousness.

The moment I lost consciousness, I thought about one last thing.

This piece of golden light is exactly the same as the color of her pupils...