Break Up, Next

Chapter 14: decide, break up

He Shaoqi took Su Fu to the doctor for medicine. He originally wanted to give him a general examination, but Su Fu refused. Although he was beaten a few times just now, it was not that serious. Continue to stay in the hospital.

After taking the medicine, seeing that Su Fu was a little tired, He Shaoqi memorized Su Fu directly, ignoring the opinions of others, and all the way out of the hospital. Su Fu rarely refused, but buried his head on He Shaoqi's shoulder and wet his eyes.

He still remembered that when he was in school, homosexuality was not as accepted by society as it is now, but at that time, the two of them went shopping at night, and when they came back, He Shaoqi always carried him on his back, He Shaoqi Not afraid of outsiders' eyes, if someone pointed at Su Fu, He Shaoqi would definitely go up and speak with his fists.

Unconsciously, they have been together for nearly ten years, but why, between them, gradually became like this?

He left the hospital with Sui on his back and walked to the parking lot. Before he got to his car, he suddenly felt a heat in his neck. He Shaoqi was shocked and stopped almost instantly. .

Su Fu cried, for so many years, no matter how difficult it was, no matter how hard the mother made Su Fu, He Shaoqi never saw Su Fu shed a single tear in front of him, why suddenly?

He Shaoqi stood in a daze, so panicked that he couldn't move.

"Shaoqi," Su Fu's soft voice sounded, hitting He Shaoqi's heart heavily, he said, "Let's break up."

He Shaoqi felt that he could not find his voice, and after a long period of stunned, he asked dryly, "Why?"

"I'm tired and I can't keep going."

At this time, He Shaoqi felt a little relieved, Su Fu just said he was tired, not that he didn't love him anymore. He Shaoqi felt that this was not a problem. He persuaded him well, and Su Fu would change his mind. How could Su Fu let him go because he was tired because he loved him so much? And he's already dealing with the kids and everything will be fine.

"Xiao Fu, shall we go back and talk?"

Su Fu responded and didn't speak any more, just got off He Shaoqi's back and was about to go to the car. He didn't want Mother He to say anything when they saw them like this.

Back in the car, Mother He gave him a white look, saying that he was troublesome and made people wait for so long. Su Fu ignored it and leaned on his seat silently. This time he was determined to leave the He family. He didn't want to pay attention to the thorns in his mother's words, and because he decided to leave, he felt a lot more relaxed.

On the way back, Mother He was still looking for her own sense of existence, chatting chatteringly, He Shaoqi felt a little uncomfortable because Su Fu had broken up, and did not answer He as patiently as when he came Mother, and only occasionally responded perfunctorily. Mother He felt boring and stopped talking soon.

The car fell silent, Su Fu leaned against the seat, and gradually fell asleep.

When I woke up, it was already dark, Su Fu was still sitting in the co-pilot, but the car was already parked in the parking lot of the community, He father and mother did not know when they had returned home Now, it was only him and He Shaoqi in the car.

When Su Fu opened his eyes, He Shaoqi was looking at him with a tender love that had not appeared in his eyes for a long, long time.

I picked up the phone and looked at it. After six o'clock, Su Fu sat up straight and repeated the sentence.

"Let's break up, it's a little late today, I'll move things tomorrow."

He Shaoqi frowned. If he heard about the breakup before, he felt that Su Fu was just venting after being a little tired. Now that he heard Su Fu saying he was going to move things, he believed that Su Fu was serious.

"Xiao Fu, are you serious?"

Su Fu lowered his head, was silent for a while, and said, "Shaoqi, you know I won't joke about this kind of thing, I'm very tired, really, since we were together, I Every day I dream about the future and what a wonderful life we ​​will have in the future, but now I know that the gap between the dream and the reality is too big."

"Just because of my mother? Just because of her occasional embarrassment, you will give up our ten-year relationship? Xiaofu, you are not such a cruel person."

Su Fu opened her mouth, not knowing what to say. Their positions are different, which leads to different perspectives on issues and also determines the different pressures they bear.

In He Shaoqi's eyes, it's just an occasional embarrassment, but in Sufu's eyes, it's a huge obstacle in their relationship, which makes him hard to breathe, no matter what. There is no end to how to back down.

Of course, if it's just Mother He's embarrassment, Su Fu will not be unable to persevere. What really makes him unable to persevere is He Shaoqi's attitude. He always stands by Mother He, regardless of major events For small things, everything ends with Su Fu giving in. Su Fu feels that he has nowhere to go. He is tired and wants to move forward.

"Shaoqi, have you ever seen me smile since you have been in your family for so many years?"

No, in the He family, all he has is forbearance and compromise, all his smiles are polite and compelled to laugh.

"I know you've been wronged a lot, Xiaofu, can you give me a little more time? I promise to solve the problem this time."

Su Fu smiled lightly, didn't respond, just sighed: "You know I'm wronged, yes, you just know."

He Shaoqi knew that he was wrong, but he couldn't let Su Fu leave him, he was a little irritable, frowned, and looked at Su Fu for a long time before dissatisfied: "Su Fu, you have to be so aggressive I've explained it to you many times, it's not that I don't care about you, it's just that my mother is getting older, I want her to be happy for a few more years, what do you always compare to my mother as a man? Let her Not a single piece of meat is missing at all."

"Am I not enough? How far should I be? Give my life to you?"

"How could I kill you?! Are you angry? Because I signed that agreement today? That's because I knew you wouldn't do that research, and my mother made trouble again, just doing It's just a show, do you care so much?"

Su Fu smiled wryly, turned her head to look directly into He Shaoqi's eyes, and asked, "A show? What if it's true? Your mother asked you to sign, but would you not sign it?"

"Xiao Fu, I love you, how could I joke about your life?"

Su Fu smiled, his laughter was full of ridicule, he didn't believe it, He Shaoqi might love him, but that didn't prevent him from listening to Mother He's words.

"Your mother is fine, you want your mother to be happy, and I want to make my mother happy. For so many years, they throw away whatever I give, and my mother is getting older , have you ever cared about it once? Every time I go home to eat a closed door, every time I miss home and think crazy, when I get back to your house, I have to see your mother's face, you know that I have to bear it, I Hold it up, did your mother let me go?! Your mother and son are deeply in love, as for me, I miss my mother too! But I can't go back!"

Su Fu became more and more excited the more she talked, thinking of her parents, all the grievances were magnified almost instantly.

He Shaoqi had never seen Su Fu so excited. The way he collapsed made He Shaoqi feel so much pain in his heart that he quickly took Su Fu into his arms.

"I'm sorry, it's my fault, I'm sorry, I'll accompany you to come home to see you often in the future, okay?"

Su Fu closed his eyes and tried to control his emotions, He Shaoqi's apology, he was tired of hearing it, he wouldn't expect any changes in He Shaoqi. He knows that even if everything is said today, in He Shaoqi's heart, his mother is still the first, and his position in the He family will not change at all, so he wants to leave, he has already decided, He Shaoqi's pale apology And retention will only make him see more clearly.

Wipe away her tears, control her emotions, Su Fu pushes He Shaoqi's arms away, still saying that.

"Break up."

"I won't agree."

He Shaoqi clasped Su Fu's wrist tightly, his brows furrowed, his strength was so great that Su Fu frowned in pain, but he did not compromise.

The two were so deadlocked, one endured the pain and looked out the window coldly, the other stared at each other.

It wasn't until Su Fu was so painful that he couldn't help but struggle for a while, then He Shaoqi let go of his hand, looking at the red marks he grabbed on Su Fu's wrist, his handsome eyebrows knitted together.

Time to figure it out." He Shaoqi's voice softened again, and gently rubbed the red marks on Su Fu's wrist.

Su Fu looked at He Shaoqi's gentle appearance and suddenly wanted to laugh. He knew that He Shaoqi was a little selfish, but he didn't expect him to be able to talk to himself like this, but also, He Shaoqi was used to making decisions for him, just as he used to talk to himself and decide to let Su Fu back down and tolerate his mother.

He didn't make an impulsive decision like He Shaoqi said. Breaking up was a decision accumulated over the past few years, and his feelings were also worn away bit by bit in the past few years. He didn't understand, He Shaoqi had already had an affair, why did he Can you still take it for granted that their feelings are the same as before?

"It's very late, I'm going to pick up the volume, you go back." Su Fu said, opened the door and got out of the car, and did not respond to He Shaoqi's words.

He Shaoqi took his hand and asked, "Are you going back to the hotel tonight?"

Yes, where else would you go? Su Fu nodded and said nothing.

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Su Fu didn't say anything in the end. After getting out of the car, he hesitated for a while, wiped the place where he had been kissed on his forehead, and drove his car away.

He Shaoqi kept his temper under control, until after Su Fu left, his expression turned hideous, and he slammed the steering wheel a few times in resentment. He will not allow Su Fu to leave him, absolutely not!

The author has something to say: spoof small theater:

He: I don’t agree with the breakup, the thing I don’t agree with just doesn’t exist, the breakup doesn’t exist! does not exist!

Su: Ahhh!

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