Can You Love Me?

When Jian Zechuan carried him out of the bathroom, Xin Ai was exhausted.

Lying on the bed, Xin Ai's eyes were red and swollen and her strength was gone, but she was still thinking about one thing. She scratched Jian Zechuan's arm with her fingers: "Third Master, I have no strength. Can you help me get the birth control pill? If you're more kind, you could give me a glass of water by the way."

Jian Zechuan was stunned for a moment, then reached out and opened the drawer of the bedside table. He saw a row of birth control pills, and he had already taken a lot of them.

His eyes were complicated: "Have you been eating?"

Xin Ai raised her lazy eyelids: "What else? Do you really want me to be pregnant with your child?"

She reached out to take the medicine from Jian Zechuan's hand, picked out one pill, and stuffed it into her mouth without drinking any water. She moved skillfully and kept her expression calm, as if this was something she was already very familiar with.

She usually eats after Jian Zechuan leaves, but this is the first time she eats in front of him.

With a tired and heartless smile on her face, Xin Ai said deliberately: "If you really feel sorry for me taking medicine, please bring a small umbrella next time. It's not good for women to take too much medicine, so just treat it like... ...It hurts me. This medicine is too bitter. Really, I am afraid of suffering."

Jian Zechuan didn't speak. He sat on the bedside. The dim light fell on him, but his face fell into darkness. No expression could be seen. He could only hear him asking: "Xin Ai, have you really never thought about it?" child?"

The voice was calm and no emotion could be heard.

Xin Ai smiled, as brightly as a child: "As for giving birth to a child, it doesn't matter if it's someone else's, but your child... I'm afraid it won't survive. Besides, our relationship, Third Master, please tell me something." To be honest, if I were really pregnant, would you want him?"

Xin Ai closed her eyes, and her voice had no fluctuation. She was only covered with a thin silk quilt, and her exposed shoulders and arms were all stained by Jian Zechuan. She was so charming and enchanting.

The charming atmosphere of the two people's love still lingered in the air, but their voices were as calm as if no one was involved in the love affair.

Jian Zechuan didn't say anything. Xin Ai closed her eyes and knew that his eyes were on her at the moment. They had no special emotion and were cold.

Xin Ai made a slight adjustment to a more comfortable position and sighed: "So, why do you do something that you know is impossible? I'm afraid of pain and suffering, so why do I have to commit such evil and risk my life to try something impossible? What could possibly come true?”

Xin Ai said it lightly, as if this was an insignificant matter to her.

Jian Zechuan looked at Xin Ai with more and more complex eyes, saying that she was stupid, but sometimes she was so shrewd that he was shocked.

He knew her purpose, but didn't she ever have other ideas?

Had she never considered that as long as she gave birth to his child, as long as she could marry him, everything she asked for would become easy.

Any woman who approached him didn't come with this purpose, but she didn't. At this moment, Jian Zechuan suddenly couldn't see through her.

It is true that Jian Zechuan would not let Xin Ai give birth to a child, but when these words came out of her mouth, they were indescribably harsh in his ears. At least he was not happy when he heard them.

But he couldn't say anything to refute, because she was right!

Every word and every sentence cannot be corrected.

But Jian Zechuan felt uncomfortable listening to it. He thought of what Xin Ai said to Ning Zhiqiu and sneered: "So, what you said to Ning Zhiqiu today is true? Xin Ai, are you serious? Never thought of marrying me?"

Xin Ai opened her eyes, and the soft light fell into her eyes like crushed starlight. She said innocently: "Third Master, if you say this, it will hurt our feelings too much."

"Emotions? Do we have them?"

Although Xin Ai kept saying how much she liked him, Jian Zechuan had never seen a trace of love in her eyes.

He didn't care about it at first, but when he heard what she said one after another tonight, Jian Zechuan felt as if a thorn had been stabbed in his heart.

I can't tell what's wrong, but I feel very unhappy.

Xin Ai stretched out her weak hand and placed it lightly on Jian Zechuan's chest: "You don't have feelings for me, but I do for you. I have no regrets about you, but I am very self-aware. I know very well how much I weigh. I like you. This is my business alone. I am not the kind of person who loves you and wants to take everything from you at all costs. I am very reasonable."

Xin Ai tried his best to hold himself up and looked at Jian Zechuan: "Besides, I know very well in my heart that if I really have that thought, that's when I really want to get out, don't you think? This is just like what you just said It’s like asking me if I have ever thought about being pregnant with your child. The more I think about it, the shorter the time I have to stay with you.”

Jian Zechuan pinched Xin Ai's chin: "It's rare to be smart."

There was an indifference in his calm voice that he wasn't even aware of.

Xin Ai said obediently: "Yeah, I'm just a little smarter about this. Besides, aren't we good now? You like my body and I like your person. You have never thought of marrying me, and I don't expect to marry either." You, the two of us... really answer that word, a match made in heaven!"

Jian Zechuan's fingers tightened, and the coldness in his eyes became even stronger.

A match made in heaven?

Oh, how ironic this word is when applied to them!

Xin Ai couldn't help but said: "Third Master, it hurts..."

"Xin Ai, sooner or later you will kill yourself." What Jian Zechuan said was profound.

Xin Ai pretended not to understand and smiled: "Aren't you here, Third Master? I know you are reluctant to let me die."

"Me?" Jian Zechuan sneered, "I won't help you. Those who commit suicide deserve to die."

Xin Ai frowned, thought for a long time, and said seriously: "Then... Third Master, could you please take it for the sake of the fact that we have had an affair, and the fact that I am also working hard to be your lover? , Excuse me, if I really die, can you collect my body?"

Jian Zechuan's eyes suddenly turned sinister when he looked at her.

Xin Ai didn't seem to feel his change, and still said: "You know, there is no one in my family, not even my sister. Now I can't find anyone. If I die, there won't even be anyone to collect the body. I can't It will be miserable to be laid to rest.”

"Shut up." These words were almost squeezed out from between Jian Zechuan's teeth.

Xin Ai shook his arm and said coquettishly: "Third Master, Third Master, if I die and sleep on the street, I will go to your bedside to comb my hair at night."

Jian Zechuan threw off Xin Ai's arm and stood up suddenly.

Xin Ai deliberately shouted to him: "Third Master, it's settled, you don't want me to haunt you after I die, do you?"

What she responded to was a loud bang, and Jian Zechuan closed the bathroom door forcefully.

Xin Ai shrugged, confused. How could he be so angry?