Cannon fodder is a full-level boss

Just when the audience in the live broadcast room couldn't help but scream, and Song Xiaomeng really took that step, a dark red figure ran over.

Yan Ling quickly moved to the edge of the rooftop and grabbed Song Xiaomeng's arm.

...

When a person has not been exposed to death, she always feels that death is an extremely simple thing.

It seems that as long as she chooses to close her eyes, everything in the world has nothing to do with her anymore.

But these people often don't know that when they are extremely close to death, the desire to survive in human genes will be stimulated all of a sudden, followed by panic and regret.

However, often at this time, everything is too late.

Song Xiaomeng was relaxed before jumping, but at the moment when her body lost weight, her whole body shook.

Yes, she was scared!

She admitted that she didn't want to die!

She originally thought that she was going to leave this world with great regret, and she even thought of the horrible scene of herself falling to the ground and turning into a pool of meat sauce.

But unexpectedly, she found that she seemed to be rescued.

"Don't move your body."

"I'll pull you up!"

It was a man's voice, which sounded strangely nice.

Song Xiaomeng stopped struggling, and the whole person was like a rope swaying in the wind, dangling in the air.

With Song Xiaomeng's cooperation, Yan Ling easily pulled up the girl who wanted to commit suicide.

...

The rescued Song Xiaomeng sat on the flat ground of the rooftop, panting, and her little face was pale.

Just when the audience in the live broadcast room thought that the little brother who saved people would comfort the anchor, Yan Ling laughed.

"It seems that you don't want to die, otherwise you should let go of my hand instead of holding it tightly."

Song Xiaomeng had never seen the man in front of her. Hearing the man's mocking tone, Song Xiaomeng's face flashed with embarrassment.

"I don't need you to save me!"

"Even if you save me this time, I will jump down next time." Even though she knew it clearly, at this time, the boys and girls all wanted to save face.

In addition, after being rescued, she suddenly felt that it was too stupid to live broadcast her jumping off the building.

If she died, it would be good, and she wouldn't have to worry about anything.

But now she is alive, and everything that happened just now has been seen by the people in the live broadcast room. Although she is no longer impulsive, how will the people in the live broadcast room look at her? How will the teachers in the school look at her after knowing this? Will they think she is sensationalizing? Will they look at her with a strange eye from now on?

Song Xiaomeng lowered her head and silently pulled her fingers.

She could almost foresee that soon the whole community would know her, the police car would come, and her parents would see her now, and they would probably scold her for being ignorant.

In fact, thinking about it this way, she should have been more determined just now, so that she would not have to face the next thing.

Yan Ling could guess what the girl was thinking as soon as he saw her look.

"You can still choose to jump down now."

"This time, I won't stop you."

Song Xiaomeng's whole body stiffened after hearing this, and she looked up at the place where she almost fell just now.

But her legs were a little weak.

Yan Ling sat down on the ground.

"Actually, the world after death is very scary, all white, nothing."

Song Xiaomeng retorted, "You sound like you've died before."

"Maybe." Yan Ling spread his hands, "But if you insist on dying, remember to tell me, I won't save you, after all, saving people is also very laborious."

"If you die, I will lose my job at most."

Song Xiaomeng was carrying a flashlight, which she put aside at this time. When she heard the man's voice, Song Xiaomeng looked at the other person. Although she didn't know the person, she knew the clothes, after all, this was the characteristic of their community.

"Are you the security guard of our community?"

"Yes, I met you on the first day of taking office."

"Then you are really unlucky." Song Xiaomeng said indifferently.

"But you will not stand by and watch someone die. You are just saying it. You adults are hypocritical. If you do nothing, you will definitely be condemned by public opinion."

"At least you will pretend to do it."

"Then you guessed wrong. If I were someone who cared about public opinion, you would not have had the chance to see me."

Song Xiaomeng thought the man was talking about not coming to save her just now.

Just when Song Xiaomeng wanted to say something, Yan Ling said again, "Not all people think that you think. Do you feel embarrassed now? Do you think everyone will laugh at you?"

Song Xiaomeng was hit on the spot and did not speak.

"Internet people on the phone, residents of the community upstairs and downstairs, people in the school, including your parents, including me in front of you at this moment."

Song Xiaomeng thought the little security guard would comfort her.

But——

"Yes, we will all laugh at you."

"Because what you did is really beyond the word stupid."

Song Xiaomeng had never been called that before, and she stood up angrily.

The dullness in my chest seemed to be pried open by an axe.

"Do you think you are so great? Do you think I want to choose this? I thought that nothing had happened, and I stood here impulsively, but it was too late."

This kind of social death made Song Xiaomeng feel uncomfortable even breathing at this moment.

"So this is still just what you think is too late."

The man was not angry at all because of Song Xiaomeng's behavior.

Song Xiaomeng was stunned for a moment. She saw the man closed his eyes, and he seemed to really not care whether she would jump again.

The man's voice spread in the night.

"I don't know what happened to you. I respect whether you choose to live, but you have to think about whether jumping from here is irresponsible to yourself or to others."

Yan Ling supported his hands and looked at the sky.

He always likes the quiet starry sky because it can make him understand many things.

"In fact, people meet many people and encounter many things in their lives. When they are young, they have family, friends, classmates, and teachers. When they grow up, they have lovers, friends, and countless strangers."

"You think you are socially dead, you think you are laughed at by others, even if it is true, no matter what, public opinion is the best burden to get rid of. As long as you don't care, no matter how much pressure others put on you, it will just be light."

"We are travelers in this world, and the world is also a passerby in our eyes."

"No one will carry one thing for a lifetime. If so, it means that she has not let it go."

Song Xiaomeng was thinking.

Yan Ling opened his eyes and looked at the girl standing beside him.

"At your age, it's probably because of academic issues or emotional issues, but I think it's probably about academic issues."

Song Xiaomeng didn't say anything and agreed.

Yan Ling continued, "Academic issues are probably because your parents force you to study, disconnect your computer from the Internet, confiscate your phone, or your class teacher contacts your parents when your test scores drop."

Song Xiaomeng looked up in surprise. Except for the confiscated phone, she found it, and guessed everything else about this person.

Does he really not know her?

"Do you feel that your parents treat you badly, and that you don't have what others have?"

"Actually, this is normal, because parents and children are not equal. What you have now is what your parents gave you. You can choose to ask for more, and they can also choose to refuse gifts for some reasons. If you want to have more choices, forcing others to give you gifts is the most incompetent way."

"You have hands, feet, and brains. If you want something, you can get it by yourself. If you want to travel, want a computer, want to learn new things, skills, or even if you want to live alone, as long as you can make money through your own efforts, these are not difficult. "

"You think you can easily choose death, but you will get nothing, even the sadness of others will settle with the years, and you will eventually have nothing, and you may even become a negative example in the mouths of some people. "

"The world is beautiful, and there are actually many things worth appreciating and discovering. "

"And if you choose to leave, the world will not change because of you. "

The hallway behind him began to sound hurried footsteps.

The man stood up slowly, avoided the people who came in, and left quietly.

...

When Song Xiaomeng was hugged by her mother who rushed to the rooftop, she recalled what the young security guard said in her mind.

I always feel that he is a very bad security guard.

Because normal security guards will not be so young, and they will not have a lot of big truths, as if they have seen through life.

However, when Song Xiaomeng's palm was stained with her mother's tears, she suddenly felt that even if what the little security guard said was indeed reasonable, there was one thing she didn't agree with.

The relationship between parents and children may be an unequal one, but this inequality sometimes highlights the feelings between the two.

Compared with the little security guard's words of indifference, she found that she couldn't let go.

Because this relationship still made her feel dependent.

The impulse at the beginning had disappeared, and the uneasiness and panic behind it were suddenly diluted when chatting with the little security guard.

That person was right, in fact, it was not a big deal.

Even if she did some stupid things, who wouldn't do a few stupid things in her life, let others say whatever they wanted, even if there was no such thing, there were a few boys in the class who didn't like her.

But just like she also dislikes some people.

They are all passers-by, why take it too seriously.

Song Xiaomeng hugged her mother suddenly, and then hugged her father who almost collapsed on the ground.

"We won't force you to study in the future. You can do whatever you want. We won't force you."

In Song Xiaomeng's memory, her father has always been very serious, and he has never used such a begging tone as now.

It's funny to say that Song Xiaomeng always wanted to see her parents compromise, but now she finds that she doesn't like it very much.

She thought about it and said seriously, "Mom and Dad, I know you are doing this for my own good. I shouldn't be so willful."

"I've figured it out. I will finish the remaining half of the year. After all, I have studied for so many years and I can't waste it. But I really like singing and dancing. If I get into college, I want to go out to work during the summer vacation, and then make money to sign up for a class in my spare time at college. Is that okay?"

"Of course, it's okay."

In fact, this is not bad, it's just a little later.

She is still very young, and she can wait for everything in the future.

...

Just as Song Xiaomeng expected, some people in her live broadcast room have begun to scold Song Xiaomeng for "acting" from a commanding height.

But this voice was soon drowned out by more blessings.

Song Xiaomeng held her father in one hand and her mother in the other. When she left, she didn't even think about the mobile phone on the rooftop.

When she lay next to her mother and closed her eyes, she remembered it.

But Song Xiaomeng decided not to take it.

Anyway, she decided to study hard, and she would ignore the comments from the audience who started the live broadcast.

Out of sight, out of mind.

This also includes the phone that represents the black history of life.

That night, the people in the live broadcast room stayed for a long time. Some obsessive-compulsive people saw that the live broadcast room went black when the sun rose in the video the next morning.

The phone turned off automatically.

…

When Yan Ling came down the corridor, he found that he was being followed.

The footsteps were light and the figure was petite.

Yes, it was an old acquaintance.

But this old acquaintance had changed.

Yan Ling thought that according to the cat's cautious character, it should leave soon, but just after he took over, the cat followed him.

And jumped to the window of his new residence and hid secretly.

Yan Ling suddenly opened the window, and the cat outside the window was frightened.

But this time the cat did not run away. It seemed to resist its body's instinct and forced itself to stand still.

Yan Ling's hand gently fell on the cat's furry head, and the black fur suddenly all looked like inverted thorns.

This cat looked very powerful last time, but Yan Ling found that no matter last time or this time, this cat has always been very timid.

Last time it was to find someone.

This time it was also to find someone.

This cat seems to have lost its owner.

...

Originally, he could only feel some emotions, but now Yan Ling can clearly hear the cat's thoughts.

His mental strength has not increased, so the change is this cat.