Catalog of the Lost - a searing epic

Kite has proven his abilities in one escort and assassination after another, and Sly's relationship with him is based on his abilities.

He

was able to complete all of Sly's orders perfectly, and he was perfect in the safety of the guards, so he gave up looking for the Night Demon and went on to fund Black Flag, and in order to ease his fatigue, Kite added a sum of money to Black Flag's funding and hired three other people to help Kite.

Regarding the true identity of the kite, Shree only knew after he was convinced of the kite's ability, and at that time he had already relaxed his vigilance against the kite, because he was like a puppet without his own consciousness, only knowing how to mechanically execute his own orders, even the previous black flag would retreat on its own because of the difficulty of the order, but he was different, it seemed that there was an obsession that drove him, pulled him back in countless deaths, and then returned to him, telling him that he had completed the order, and all kinds of actions were difficult to make people feel that he had other purposes.

That happened after Slay brought the kite to Lulu Town, and for a long time, the kite didn't recognize Lulu Town as the village it used to be, but remembered that every time Slay returned, the people of Lulu Town would always hold a welcome ceremony in front of the city gate, and the huge welcome ceremony seemed to have become a custom, which was very common in Lulu Town.

Until one day, the kite returned to that road, and the moment she stepped on it, the kite recognized it, but bypassed it because of its work.

On that occasion, Slye ordered Kite to assassinate a nobleman, and that assassination was much more difficult than the previous ones, after Kite mixed in the crowd to assassinate the nobleman, he was surrounded by the swarming guards, and only escaped after fighting all the way, and when he returned to Slai, he was covered in bruises, and because of his injuries, he did not receive any orders during that time.

It was then that Kite made a request to Slay, "There is a forest not far from here, can I go there and see it?".

It was this request that revealed Sly's true identity, but instead of refusing, he took him there himself.

After re-embarking on that path, the kite instantly swelled with thousands of thoughts, but because of his years of training, he had long forgotten how to express his feelings, so he could only sit at the entrance of the forest and keep looking into the forest.

Seeing this, Shlay asked in surprise, "Is there anything noteworthy here?"

Kite shook her head and replied, "I don't know, but, I just want to come back here, as if there is something I forgot about this, but I can't remember what that thing is." "

Kite then tells Slay about his experience in the cold winter and what the villagers who betrayed him afterwards, and Slay unknowingly sits down beside him.

This is the first time in history that Shlai has let his guard down on a person to this extent, probably because of his conscience, which makes him feel a little guilty about the kite and wants to make amends.

"Do you hate me?" asked Slay.

The kite shook her head again and said, "You are the first person to feed me, I don't know why I hate you." "

"For example, I lied to you, destroyed your village, and drove you out of here. "

"I don't really understand, but I don't like the village, I just like it, and I don't understand why. "

Shlay wanted to reach out and pat the kite on the shoulder, but eventually gave up, and said with a wry smile, "If you have any wishes, I will try to fulfill them." "

The kite lowered his head and pondered, he couldn't think of any other wishes he had besides the catalog, but it was while he was pondering that his subconscious wishes blurted out.

"I think there's a choice. "

This wish was almost impossible to fulfill, and Shlai couldn't give Kite any promises, and Kite came back to his senses as if he didn't know that he had said this, so the matter passed.

In

a flash, many years passed, and in the years of getting along, Kite discovered that Shree Gosho was a strange man, that he had a property in all the important towns of the Imperial Kingdom, and that a dungeon was built under each house, and that these dungeons were not for annoyance, but for himself, and that he would always have two or three days a month in which he would not eat or drink, and after coming out of the dungeon, he became very refreshed and happy, as if it were some kind of baptismal ritual for him.

Suddenly, one day, a man named Zwei wrote a letter to Slay, saying that he wanted to meet him, and when he was about to leave for Moreliano, suddenly a local lord wanted to meet him, and his territory was still half a royal country away from him, which inevitably aroused Slai's suspicions.

Just as Shlai was wondering, the three killers he hired behind Kite told him about Black, and Kite heard the name Black for the first time, and he wanted to meet Black and defeat him, which would be enough to prove that he could have a catalog.

Having said that, this matter still needs to be decided by Sly, and Slay throws the matter away and ignores it, just as King Faro is about to receive him, and Slay and Kite meet Zway and Jack.

Kite couldn't have imagined that the defects of his feet became the only reason for his failure, under the suppression of Jack's strength, he soon lost his balance because of the defects of his feet and was completely subdued, but strangely, this failure did not make Kite have any dissatisfaction, his heart was very calm, he thought it was a process of proving himself, but it didn't seem to be so important to him after the failure.

And after Zlley agreed to Szelai's terms, and only the three of them were left in the room, Twee took out a book, and Kite recognized it as a catalog at a glance, and learned that it was the 'astrologer' catalog in Twee's explanation, but Szley didn't know anything about the catalog, thinking that it was just an ordinary book, and threw the catalog back to Zway.

Kite wondered why Zwei would use such an important thing as a bargaining chip, and he thought that the catalog should be extremely important.

Thinking of this, Kite was stunned, and he thought to himself: Is the catalog really that important?

It was precisely because of that time that the kite was shaken by the status of the directory in his heart, but if the catalogue was not important to him, then what was important and what had he forgotten?

For

a long time after that, Kite had been thinking about this question, and he didn't know if Slay had taken Tshway's catalog or not.

Until that day, the news of Tswy's death and the dissolution of Black Flag reached the ears of the two at the same time, and Slay focused on the cause of Tswy's death, while Kite was still obsessed with the catalog.

The dissolution of Black Flag seemed to give him a shot in the arm, he couldn't accept that someone won the catalog before him, because he was impatient to recapture the catalog, but just when he stated his purpose and wanted to resign to Slai, Slay ordered the other three to knock out the kite as if he had suddenly changed a person.

When he woke up, his legs had been cut off, he had completely lost the ability to move freely, and at the same time, he had lost the last chance to fight for the catalog, but he still couldn't feel any loss or anger, whether it was the sharp pain of the amputation and the faint phantom limb pain, or the "I'm sorry" that Shree said next to him, he couldn't feel anything.

Kite's life changed abruptly the moment he touched the 'catalog', the 'catalog' made him give up revenge, give up returning home, and let his life live only to get the 'catalog', he understood that the catalog stripped himself of these emotions, and often felt that he was no longer worthy of living as a person with feelings, and felt that existence was incompatible with this world, but he did not regret it, just because he could finally walk side by side with the brave child in front of him.

Eventually, Kite tells Shrae what she wants.

"I want to go back there. "

The

world in the eyes of the kite changed again, and everything seemed to brighten.

The sweet wind caressed him and soothed his wounds, and the earth grew a meadow full of scent, and the sun was warm, hotter than the slightest residual heat in the bitter winter, scorching his dirt and fading away all darkness.

It turns out that I forgot this, but why haven't I noticed it?

I wanted a reason to be brave, a reason to catch up with the kid, a reason to keep going when he finally fell.

If I had come out of that winter, I would have done this.

The kite spreads his hands and embraces the breeze, in this land he loves.

"I seem to be free. "