Chang’an Peasant Girl

"But my eldest brother is more qualified than me. Even if he did some things for my sister-in-law that made my parents sad, at least he has been by my parents' side all these years. How different is he from me." When he said this, he couldn't help but Yes, Su Yixing sighed, feeling very sad and blaming himself.

After a while, Su Yixing said again: "Sometimes I wonder if I made a mistake when I studied medicine with your father. If I hadn't been studying medicine, I would have been able to stay with my parents every day and take care of my younger brothers. , be a good son, be a good brother, be a good brother.”

"However, although I always suspect that I made a mistake in studying medicine, I am very lucky. If I hadn't studied medicine with your father and I didn't have the medical skills, then I would have only watched my fourth brother's body collapse. There’s nothing you can do if you go down.”

"At least now, I can do something to prevent his body from breaking down so much. My fourth brother is really worrying."

"But yes, he wanted to learn martial arts, but he couldn't learn it because he was weak; he wanted to learn horse riding, but he learned it, but because he was weak, he couldn't always ride a horse like us brothers. He couldn't even walk a long distance. Otherwise, he would be gasping for breath before we even showed any signs of being tired.”

"Every physical activity, he basically stood aside and watched. Because of his frailty, he couldn't participate at all."

"It's no wonder that he is devoted to officialdom and wants to rely on his intelligence and particularly dazzling political achievements to prove that he is not a useless person. Yes, he thinks he is a useless person."

"Every time I heard him say that he was a cripple, I wanted to cure his body, but I didn't have the ability. Especially at that time, I really resented people saying that I was good at medicine. If my medical skills were really good, Gao Ming, why can’t I even cure my brother’s health?”

Speaking of this, Su Yixing burst into laughter, "I drank some wine with Master tonight, and I'm probably a little drunk, so I said so much to you. Usually, I rarely say these words."

In fact, he wasn't drunk at all. He just thought about his fourth brother spending the New Year alone in the imperial capital, and he didn't go back to celebrate the New Year with his parents. He felt really heavy, and that's why he felt this.

Gong Le shook his head and said: "Sometimes, people should talk more and not bury everything in their hearts. That will make life very tiring."

After a pause, "Brother Xing, you are actually a good brother. Don't belittle yourself. Why do you study medical skills every day? Isn't it just to cure Brother Yun one day? And your efforts are actually seen by everyone." inside."

"Besides, you are not a god. How can you care about everything? If you want to care about this, you cannot care about that. Brother Yun's health has always been a concern for everyone in your family. You are committed to this. The above, in my opinion, is a very correct choice.”

Su Yixing nodded, feeling relieved that Gong Le could understand him. He is indifferent and not very fond of his family, but he cares about all the people at home, and he cares about them very much.

The topic was a bit heavy, so Gong Le changed the subject and asked with a smile: "You have agreed to marry me, how are you going to explain it to Qing Yi?"

Su Yixing immediately hummed: "How can I explain it? No need to explain it. She doesn't like me anyway. I asked her last time what she would do if I got married to you. She directly said congratulations to me. Are you angry? Annoying?"

Gong Le burst out laughing: "Your problems are bigger than mine."