Chapter One of the Night

   Chapter 148 The Breeze in the World

   No matter who he is with, Xu Zhenghua has always been frank and sincere.

Small things can be made up casually, such as how a necklace came from, you can say how it came, how it came, say something nice, and describe how hard you are for this necklace, so that you can receive it. The person who received the gift was obviously happier, so why not do it?

   But the big place, never lie.

  Thinking about a lie within a lie and rounding them up is too tiring.

  It is impossible not to reveal the stuffing.

   But in the past, Xu Zhenghua said frankly that he was lecherous, just wanted to have many women at the same time, so he would not feel embarrassed, and he would no longer feel ashamed or embarrassed because of desire.

   But today, something special.

  Xu Zhenghua has always felt that Du Xuelan is a rare breeze in the world.

   The essence of this world is a mass of tangled desires.

   But in this world, there will always be a small number of people who are alone in the entanglement of desires.

   Some people are because of seeing through, and some people are because of innocence.

  Du Xuelan is probably the latter.

   She also has greed, but the wonderful thing is that she can not be entangled.

   Live in your own world.

   A particularly beautiful feeling.

  It is not shameful for people to have desires, and it is not shameful for people to pursue desires, and they are even proud of themselves after they have achieved something.

   But a sober person should understand that you can fight in your desires, but when you encounter the breeze in the world, you should know how to step back and not disturb him or her.

   Don't even try to pull him or her into your desire.

   So when facing Du Xuelan, mentioning that he was particularly lecherous would make him feel a little embarrassed.

   Of course, it is fleeting.

   does not intend to harm others, of course has a clear conscience.

  Du Xuelan looked up at him, "Then...will you be rehabilitated because of a certain girl?"

   She actually called that "evil"?

  Please, that's my business!

  Xu Zhenghua shook his head calmly, smiled, stretched out his hand and pinched Du Xuelan's pouting face, "Don't worry about making my prodigal son come back! We'll be friends for life, it's pretty good."

He is very serious, and even rare, sincerely stands on the other side's position, and makes plans for the other side, "How about you, choose a new company to sign, you or Dao, don't worry, I I won't let it go. I will write you a good song for the title song of your new album. You earn a few more years of money steadily, and then you meet someone who is right in your eye, and who is very close, and you get married. Pretty good."

   She continued to pouting without speaking.

   Based on Xu Zhenghua's understanding of her, this is a very angry state.

   So he laughed, "What's the matter? Am I wrong?"

   She looked up, "But I met you!"

  Xu Zhenghua laughed again, "Don't tell me you like me! Stop it! It's better for you to jump around, you are so affectionate, I can't stand it!"

   But she was still serious, but the more she talked, the more sad she became, so she lowered her head and said, "You are all too smart, I think I am a fool compared to you..."

   Ah this... yes.

I also think so.

   But don't feel inferior, you are cute and silly.

She said: "I told Brother Dao before that I want to confess to you. I don't want to do any partying. I don't like it. I just want you to come and spend my birthday with me, and then I will confess to you. But Brother Dao disagreed, he said, you will not accept it, and the confession can only hurt me once."

Uh…

   "He said, you are so smart and so attractive to women, almost no woman can bear a few sweet words from you. If you liked me, you must have been unable to hold back."

this…

"Brother Dao also said that this time is too sensitive. Everyone knows that my contract is about to end. At this time, I have to ask you to confess. It will make you and others think, thinking that I want to finalize a new contract in advance. The producer of the album, that's why I came to you to confess. It will... make you feel that I am very utilitarian."

  “…”

   "He said, you will be particularly embarrassed."

  “…”

"He said, if I change companies, the best place to go is actually yours, your Zhenghua Music. That can almost guarantee my follow-up development without any problems. But since so many days have passed, you have been If you didn't say anything, it proves that you don't want me at all."

   Lying… trough!

  Chen Bangdao, is it necessary for you to explain these things to her so clearly?

   This girl is stupid, don't you know?

   What are you... alas...

   Sure enough, I started crying.

   But Xu Zhenghua's hand had just been raised, and before she could wipe her tears, she herself had already raised her hand to wipe away a few big tears, looking very strong, "Then I'm going to break with you!"

   "Uh...break?"

   She nodded solemnly, was very serious, wiped away her tears, and said, "Well, break up! I will never admit it, and you are not allowed to say it outside."

  “…”

"Also, don't make up my jokes in the future, I'm afraid my future boyfriend will misunderstand..." Before she could finish her words, she had already curled her lips aggrievedly, with big big tears, no It flowed out of his eyes under control, so the sassy turned into a choking, "UuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuUuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu”

   Ah... childlike.

   She is so stupid!

   "Then what?" Xu Zhenghua asked.

She sobbed, wiping more and more tears with the back of her hand, "Then...then, then I will slowly forget about you, and I can't even remember what you look like, so I can look for it again. A very handsome and handsome...a boy who must be more handsome and talented than you..."

good idea.

big head.

   Xu Zhenghua rarely akimbo.

   This is smarter than An Xiaojing's, and it is much harder to deal with.

  Xu Zhenghua actually likes people like An Xiaojing very much. Everyone clearly states the price, and there is no love and no love. It should be Hapi Hapi, it should pay the bill, hello to me, hello to everyone, and He Meimei.

   Even if we break up, we all understand each other, and there is no sadness at all.

   Let's go our separate ways!

   But a girl like Du Xuelan can't do it.

  You don't actually have any responsibility for her, or, in other words, you have always been smart enough to avoid any interactions that may lead to responsibility, and always put yourself in a position where you can withdraw at any time.

   But even so, as long as she cries, you will still feel guilty.

well!

   But no, you can't disrupt the plan.

"I'm leaving?"

   he asked tentatively.

   She nodded, clearly crying like pear blossoms and rain, but her voice was arrogant, "You are not allowed to contact me in the future!"

   "Okay!" Xu Zhenghua replied.

   She cried loudly, "Then you go!"

  Xu Zhenghua raised his hand and rubbed his brows, and suddenly caught a glimpse of a figure flashing by the door of the room—I don't know if it was her assistant or the nanny in the house, maybe she heard crying.

   turned his head and caught a glimpse of a napkin on the coffee table not far away, so he walked over, pulled a few, and handed it back to her, "Then wipe it yourself, I'm leaving. Goodbye!"

   She was so out of breath crying that she took the tissue and just held it in her hand, not wiping it.

   does not speak.

  Xu Zhenghua hardened his heart, turned his head and walked out.

   As soon as she arrived at the door, she suddenly shouted from behind, "You said to wear night clothes to me, but I haven't worn them until now! You don't mean anything, puppy! Puppy!"

  Xu Zhenghua stopped, patted his forehead, walked back and looked at her.

   "Then what do you want? Or... I'll find a place to make a night clothes, and wear them for you tomorrow, so that you can fulfill your wish?"

   She suddenly pounced, moving extremely lightly.

He wrapped his arms around Xu Zhenghua's neck, crossed his legs around his waist, and hung his whole body on him, as if he had brought his own suction cups, the hoop was so tight that he couldn't tell, "Tell me... what if I can't forget you all the time? "

"Uh…"

Xu Zhenghua hesitated for a moment, raised his hand and caressed her back, trying to explain, "There should be a handsome, handsomer and more talented boy who will make you forget me as soon as you see him. Bar?"

   But she shook her head.

   shook his head desperately.

"There won't be! ... Don't think I'm a fool, I'm not stupid! There may be people who look better than you, but there will be no one who is as good-looking and talented as you, and who will make me happy. of!"

  Uh...Actually, I don't think I did much to make you happy.

   I coaxed two senior sisters and Xia Jingjing more.

   Coaxing Jin Xiaoqing has also started to increase recently.

   only occasionally coaxed Yuan Wei and An Xiaojing.

  I am so utilitarian and cold-blooded, either you can bring me joy or you can bring me benefits, otherwise I will be too lazy to deliberately make someone happy.

  Er...that doesn't seem right.

   Thinking about it carefully, it seems that I don’t really care about the people who help me earn money.

   On the contrary, the little sisters and big beautiful girls who were not helpful to me, I coaxed the most.

   In front of the big sister, he is the most willful.

   Forget it, I can't figure it out.

   patted her on the back and said softly, "Come down? How about... I'll accompany you to have a meal before leaving?"

   She sobbed, but her hands and feet were still tightly bound, and she didn't move.

   After a while, she asked, "If I don't object to you falling in love with other girls at the same time, will you marry me in the future?"

   Ah, progress is so fast, I actually learned to negotiate.

Xu Zhenghua tilted his head back, reached out to hold her face, put her head slightly away from his shoulders, looked at each other, her eyes were full of tears, Xu Zhenghua used his thumb to help her wipe down the big teardrop that slipped down her face, and said : "You are so beautiful, how can a man face you and not be tempted or possessive? Me too! But I said, I know I'm horny, and I don't want to be responsible, and I know You are a very serious person and a very hard-hearted person, so..."

   She hugged tightly again.

   "I don't care, don't say it, I don't want to hear it!"

   She shook her head violently, "I only know that I like you, you said it just now, you like me too, and you're moved, then I'm going to fall in love with you now! But..."

Speaking of this, she suddenly backed away, looked up at Xu Zhenghua's eyes, and said seriously, "I warn you, don't think that I belong to you, I just can't find someone I like more now, so Reluctantly, I will settle with you, once I meet a boy I like more in the future, I will break up with you immediately, we have agreed, then you are not allowed to pester me!"

  Mom!

Unbearable!

   Take back what she said in the past - she is really not stupid!

   Besides, how could it be so painful?

  Xu Zhenghua held her face and kissed her, her lips were tender and tender, and the fragrance was soft. It took ten seconds to separate and looked at her, "Don't regret it?"

   She was still sobbing from time to time, but she was arrogant again, "There's nothing to regret about that! Coincidentally, I'm also someone who doesn't want to be responsible! Just so, let's not take advantage of anyone!"

   Xu Zhenghua suddenly laughed.

   Her bravado is too fake.

   But ok, cute.

   raised his hand to wipe off the two teardrops that slipped down her face, Xu Zhenghua sighed in his heart: It seems that we will find a time to have a good talk with Chen Bangdao.

   But at the same time as this thought came into his mind, he couldn't help but feel a little annoyed secretly.

  Xu Zhenghua, what the **** is going on with you!

   I feel like I have never been a softhearted person!

   And he has always been the kind of person who can clearly distinguish the pros and cons, directly make up his mind, and never change his mind - sometimes, even himself feels a little cold-blooded.

   But this year I traveled to this world, I felt that I had changed a bit.

   At the critical moment, I can’t be ruthless every now and then.

  Like now, it's not too easy to refuse her, just turn around and leave.

   But once you stay, it means taking responsibility.

  Why didn't you touch her in the past?

   Of course, there is a kind of thought that can't bear to hurt her, and I want to keep this human breeze as pure as this, but in the final analysis, when I ask myself, there is actually another thought: I don't want to take responsibility.

   The breeze in the world, the breeze in the world.

   Once you take this human breeze into your own hands, if you can't protect her, you will feel guilty.

   The little desire to be satisfied from her is far from enough to offset the sense of responsibility that I have to pay for her - what the fuck, why am I getting more and more embarrassed!

   For a girl as innocent and naive as Du Xuelan, it was not easy for me to deceive her into bed, but for nearly a year, I was reluctant to start.

   Aren’t you hungry?

how is this possible!

  There is no saying that a womanizer is not greedy.

   But if you don’t touch this level, it’s enough!

   is already very conscientious, kind and shameful!

  I am still soft-hearted again, and I am willing to take responsibility for her!

   Alas… Forget it, go to the ball!

  Responsibility is responsibility. The big deal is to give her a little more support in her music career. If she is short of money, give her some money. When you have time, come and accompany her. Everyone please be happy.

   is not a big loss either.

   On the bright side, not only is she beautiful, but she is also a dancer, so maybe she can unlock a lot of poses...

   Ah, thinking about it like this makes me feel at ease.

   It turns out that I am still me.

  I'm just lustful.

  ***

   Yes, I can't write. There are a lot of things, maybe someone can write, maybe other sites can write, no one is watching the report, if you handle it more artistically, the editor will not have to embarrass you, but I can't write, someone will report when I write.

   There are some other things that take up two-thirds of my outline, so I deleted them all.

   Paving the way to learn martial arts is for Mao? I want to write about the filth in the social system of the Ming Dynasty, gang! And what else, I mentioned it earlier, just mentioned something, not to mention that the editor would not allow it to be written, the readers were frightened and persuaded me not to seek death, in fact, I really did not plan to dig into that, I have also been coding for many years, and this sensitivity is there, but even a little bit of involvement is not enough...

  Delete! delete! I will delete it again!

  The big skeleton was taken out for me, what else can I write? You can't go back and forth to release a song and hit the charts, right? Otherwise, if you invest some money in it, you will make a fortune?

  The tone of the whole book, after losing those tragic black-and-white games, political and business games, seems boring, and only scum is left.

  Otherwise, it's... a book, 404...

   On the contrary, you simply write scum, don't write details, you won't be sealed.

  I want to laugh, but I also want to cry.

  I have tried my best to maintain it, I have tried my best to write it, and I have worked hard for you all.

   (end of this chapter)