Chronicles of the Modern Empress Dowager

Such a mother made Li Wei feel unfamiliar, so she had to be patient and elaborate: "Mother, there is a saying that the tree attracts the wind. You should have known this truth since childhood. We already have an older brother who is the governor, enough. Now, let Sixth Brother do what he wants to do. So many eyes are staring at our house. How long can I take shelter."

Fu did not listen to the first few sentences very much, but she understood the last sentence. She became more angry and couldn't take care of a lot. She only distinguished from her daughter: "A Wei, don't forget who took you Once you are in this position, don’t forget who gave the glory and wealth in front of you. If you weren’t allowed to enter the palace, you could have a good life today? You are rich, but even your own brother is reluctant to take care of it. It looks like it really feeds a white-eyed wolf."

In the face of her mother’s accusations, the grievances and shame she has suffered over the years has flooded like a tide, almost swallowing her, Li Wei also shook all of them: "Prosperity and wealth, yes, a woman can sit on me. What else to pursue in this position, the honor is incomparable. It’s fine to just eat and wait for death. To put it bluntly, I am just a **** for you to seek prosperity. At the beginning, the eldest sister was too sick, so you were anxious. He pushed me out to continue the Li family’s prestige in the court. There must be no one in this palace."

Fu did not expect that her daughter would say this, and she was very angry. Her lips twitched and her face was swollen. It took a long time to suffocate a sentence: "Okay, very good. In the end it is ours. In the end, it is not ours. She also said that she was counting on you. If you can take care of your home, that's how you take care of it..." Fu said that the last sentence was not a sentence.

Li Wei's mood calmed down a bit, she calmed down, her tone softened a lot: "Mother, you think I am a white-eyed wolf or whether I am crossing the river and breaking the bridge, but I don't want to regret it. I don't care about that home. , I’m doing my part too. Maybe you will understand in the future, that day you will blame your daughter again."

"I don't listen to you. I should have sent your four sisters in if I knew that. Maybe I can be more intimate after the belly."

Hearing this, Li Wei's eyes were dim. She looked at a picture of "Qing'e Fighting Han" hanging on the wall, feeling panicked in her heart. There was no one else in front of her, and she could say anything in private between mother and daughter. She finally said the humiliation she had pressed in her heart over the years.

"Mother, if I can choose again, I will definitely not enter the palace, nor do I want to be the queen mother. My wish is very small, I just want to be an ordinary woman. Even if it is just a husband and a child, I am willing to live an ordinary life. I have been trapped in these numerous palaces and can’t get out. I don’t know how many years are left, but from youth to twilight, I’ve been like this in my entire life. Mother, I’m only twenty years old, although I am married to the noblest in the world People, but what did I get. The first emperor took care of me at the time for the sake of the elder sister. I have lived in the shadow of the elder sister all my life. I dedicated my whole life to this place, and what did I get in the end? . But to die is a virgin body."

After hearing Li Wei's words, Fu was shocked.

"This...this...how is it possible?" Fu Shi didn't believe it.

Li Wei smiled sadly: "Does the mother think her daughter still has to deceive you?"

That's true, but why did Emperor Xian treat his daughter like this. When the queen was still alive, the first emperor indeed gave the queen a grace, and even the Li family took care of the score. Only after the queen gave birth to the prince, her vitality was greatly injured, so she and her family together picked one of the sisters and sent it to the palace to take her place. This matter was also approved by Emperor Xian. Picking and picking her daughter.

At that time, my sister-in-law told her that it was the honor of a family to become a concubine in the palace, and that it would be a lifetime of wealth to give birth to the dragon descendants. At that time, she listened to what her sister-in-law said, and used this concept to educate her daughter. Fortunately, Awei had a soft temper at that time and listened to her, and the daughter agreed.

The daughter was sealed off as soon as she entered the palace. When the queen died, her daughter became a concubine, and she became the prince's adoptive mother.

Behind the seemingly beautiful scenery, there is such a sadness hidden behind.

Therefore, the daughter has grievances in her heart and complains about the family's original arrangement, so now she doesn't even care about the family's future.

Fu quickly thought of this layer again: "You are not satisfied with the arrangements at home, so you are now deliberately retaliating, right?"

Li Weiwan didn't expect his mother to say something like this: "Mother, don't you really understand? Now that the emperor is young and I am not old, the government is now in the hands of the regent and the cabinet group of elder officials. The position of the emperor and I is not stable. Maybe one day we will accidentally stumble and never turn over. Since it is not stable, it is better to let Sixth Brother stay away. If there is something he has a buffer. There is room. Mother, this is my painstaking arrangement, I hope you can understand. It is enough for our family to have a powerful minister like the eldest brother. The sixth brother is still young, so it is not a bad thing for him. Besides, it is only temporary. He will come back in a few years, what are you worried about?"

After Li Wei's patient explanation, Fu fell into deep thought. She looked at her daughter, if her daughter would never tell her the negative remarks before, because she knows her daughter best, and her daughter’s grievances and pains have always been buried in her heart. It has been so for all these years.

Some parts of my daughter seem to be different from before, and she thinks more about the problem than before, and she has a different vision as the queen mother.

Fu's heart calmed down again, and his tone eased a lot: "Okay, don't feel sad. What else can we do at this step, let's live quietly. Just now I was a little impulsive and made you feel wronged. , Don't take it to your heart."

In my memory, my mother hadn't said anything like this, and Li Wei was only quick to talk, shaking out all the words that had been held in his heart for a few years, and he was still a little reckless in thinking about it afterwards.

"Mother, Wan Su hanged herself and committed suicide. She has been with me for so many years. I told her to let her go out of the palace. She didn't want to. Then she died. It was rumored in the palace that I forced her to death and said that I was wrong. Virtue. Even if you sit in the position of the queen mother, every word and deed have to be seen. Mother and we all have to be careful not to give any more eloquence."

Fu said: "They are all bullying your orphans and widows. Unfortunately, the little emperor is still young and has no rights in his hands. He will get better when he is in charge." Fu thought for a while and said: "The regent We can’t help but hug the tree. You have to worry about your sister."

Li Wei nodded, she said: "Mother, I'm tired."

When Fu heard that, he got up and said: "You are so resting, don't think too much. Tell your family if you have any difficulties. A Wei, no matter what others plan, but you are always my daughter, I gave birth to you. With your sixth brother, the person who hurts most is the two of you. I hope you two are doing well."

"Mother and father should also be well. If there is nothing wrong, you can go back. Talk to your father about everything, don't be too impatient."

Before Fu left, he saluted Li Wei and retired.