Chronicles of the Modern Empress Dowager

"What can I do if I can't let go, Zhao Qian, this is Daqi, not that era, we are destined to be unable to get together." Li Wei said to Zhao Qian fiercely.

Zhao Qian grabbed Li Wei's wrist and slightly hardened, "Have you received all the letters I wrote to you?"

"I received it, so what?"

"I have made it clear in the letter, as long as you stand behind me. I will create the future." Zhao Qian said powerfully and firmly. He only needs to confirm Li Wei's mind. In Zhao Qian's view, as long as the two people are connected, no matter how difficult they encounter, they will be solved.

As Zhao Qian said, he lowered his head and stopped Li Wei’s trembling lips. Li Wei wanted to hide, but Zhao Qian’s strength was much greater than hers, coupled with his strength, made Li Wei fundamentally in the small carriage. There is nowhere to hide.

After being strongly kissed by him, Li Wei's eyes became wet, and she knew what she wanted or what she could ask for. To survive in this era, you must abide by the rules of this era. The shackles of identity bound them forever, and also drove her to the bottom of the valley early. Love has long become a hopeless thing for her.

Li Wei thinks it is useless emotion, since it is useless, it is better to throw it away early.

Faced with Zhao Qian's enthusiasm again, Li Wei stopped. She turned her face away, not wanting him to see the fragility in her eyes.

"Zhao Qian, we are over long ago, don't you know."

"It's over...what does this mean?" Zhao Qian asked.

"From the day I came back, it was doomed to be impossible between us. Whether you say I am a coward, I don't have the courage to respond to you this time. Sorry."

"Then I am... what they call a broken relationship?"

Li Wei did not give an answer, and the car fell into silence.

The two were clearly sitting next to each other, but at this moment they were like strangers who happened to get into the same car in a hurry. Each holds his own mind.

I don’t know how long it took. It seemed that the car had entered the Vermilion Bird Gate. Then Zhao Qian suddenly said to Li Wei: "A Wei, I love you very much, and never changed from the past to the present. How about you? Have you ever loved me? "

There was a faint pain in her chest, but even if it hurt any more, she had to tell him her thoughts clearly, she would cut off all his thoughts cruelly.

"Sorry, no."

This sentence floated by, and the car became unusually quiet again. The sound became clear as the wheel pressed across the road, and the car stopped after walking for a while. Zhao Qian was going to push the door and get out of the car. Before going down, he suddenly turned his head and said to Li Wei, "Thank you for telling me. No matter what, I will always remember the snow in Scotland."

Li Wei looked flustered, but she quickly calmed down. She is a person of this era and the mother of this dynasty. Even as the mother of the country, there are some things she can't think of. So it's very clean.

She got out of the car, which happened to be Longqingmen. Li Wei went in, but Zhao Qian didn't turn around and watched her go.

Li Wei walked quickly with her head down, always feeling sore in her eyes. She kept holding the sleeves to wipe the wetness on her face.

She is a clumsy fool in love, as Jiang Yunfeng said, she has never opened her heart to accept anyone. In the relationship between men and women, she has never loved anyone, and she doesn't know how to love someone. When facing college, she chased her madly, the teenager whose name she can’t name is good, or when facing Li Jianbo’s confession later, even when she is with Zhao Qian, even if the two are completely Without the estrangement, she didn't know how to love him. Perhaps she has never loved anyone, including Zhao Qian.

Li Wei privately reached such a conclusion.

When she recovered, she was already standing in the courtyard of Chongqing Palace, and later Lan Hui came out and pulled her into the house quickly to change clothes with her.

"Queen dowager, you respected the noble concubine once after you left, and the slave maid said that you were a little upset last night and that you had to sleep longer in the afternoon, so she asked her to go back first. Later, the concubine Dun came over, and the slave maid returned with the same words She. Everything is very thoughtful, no one knows that you have been out of the palace quietly."

Li Wei only felt a buzzing in her ears, and she didn't listen to a single word of what Lan Hui said. Let Lan Hui change clothes with her and comb her hair again, and she will cooperate well, just like a puppet.

Dressed up again, Lan Hui is still serving in front of him. From the moment Li Wei came back, Li Wei hadn't said a word. The expression on her face was extremely indifferent, the kind of indifference that was thousands of miles away. .

Li Wei went to the study to sit for a while, and she stayed in it alone, took a look at the painting of Bailu Cave, and looked at it all afternoon.

Until Shujia and Li Xing came back from the Wenhua Pavilion.

The two came to Li Wei to greet him, and Li Wei's mind seemed to be back.

"Let's go to school?"

But Shujia heard what Li Wei was saying wrong, and turned her head to ask her: "Mother, will it really snow today? It's already windy and cold outside. The sun is hiding behind the clouds, is it about to fall? Where's the snow?"

It's fourteenth in winter here, but the first snow has not yet ushered in. It is a warm winter.

Li Wei listened to the princess's charming words, and then calmly said to her: "Maybe it will be off at night."

Li Xing said from the side: "The snow fell a lot in the past few days last year. I don't know if it will fall this year."

There was a lot of snow on the day of Emperor Xian's death last year, about the size of snow in Scotland.

After dinner, Shujia pestered Li Wei and said that she wanted to sleep with her. The little guy will become more noisy in cold weather. Li Wei did not push Shujia away, but agreed to her request.

Shujia seemed very happy. Her court lady was busy carrying Shujia's pillows and bedding and laid them out. Shujia smelled the sweet smell of the quilt covered by Li Wei and entangled Li Wei, "Mother, what kind of fragrance do you smoke? Erchen also likes the smell."

"They made a lot of spices. Go back and take a few boxes and smoke them slowly." Li Wei said as he stretched out his right hand, the ring with Qibao on his index finger was still worn on it.

"The ring of the queen is weird."

"Don't you look good?"

Shujia said truthfully: "It's not pretty, but why does the queen still wear it every day?"

Li Wei said helplessly, "I want to take it off too, but I can't take it off anymore."

Shu Jia didn't believe it, so she wanted to help pick it up, but no matter how Shu Jia turned the ring as if it were on her hand, there was no way.

Li Wei quietly looked at the ring in his hand, and thought that this ring had sent her to that era, and brought her back. Can she still go to that era? Maybe she can't go back, it's been almost a year, she should die of this heart. Just accept the arrangements of fate quietly.