Civilization: Beyond Two Worlds

I haven't had surgery yet... I still have to do an MRI. The hospital has a tight schedule and is trying to coordinate it.

These days, I have been trying to adjust my sleep, I have to go to the hospital, and keep in touch with the medical company. There are a lot of things, and my mind is up and down. After all, it brings back old memories... It is not very pleasant.

In addition, what is the operation, please don't ask and discuss. I can only say that the problem is not big, please don't worry. The reason why I tell this is because I can't guarantee that it can be updated normally during the operation, so I have to give Please explain, otherwise I won't talk about it. I don't have the habit of telling this kind of private matter for others to enjoy and comment on, and it's not something worth discussing.

It's just that I've been running back and forth in the past few days, I'm uneasy, I always have some thoughts, and I don't have much thought to code.

It is said that past experiences shape personality, but it was not until these two days that I discovered that the potential huge insecurities and fears in my life these years still stem from old events seven or eight years ago... I thought I was strong enough, but now It seems that it is far from good enough.

In short, I hope everyone can take care of their health. I still think that the words "I wish you good health" are really the highest blessing.