Close to You

It was so, so it was.

If he hadn't hung up the call, if he had held the hand Lorraine had held out to him.

But there is no if, as everyone knows, the past cannot be looked back.

This thought has become a knife of remorse, a knife that pierces the heart. Yu Han tightly hugged Lorraine Yuan, who was sobbing sobbing, his throat trembling, and he said the answer with difficulty.

Whether it was seven years ago or seven years later, the answer is the same and will not change.

"Lorraine is far away, I want you."

Because he is still him, Yu Han who has always loved Lorraine Yuan.

The man in his arms, when he didn't know it, was near death and lost everything he had. Families are broken, and the world is in pieces. At the last moment, I still want to find him.

Until his refusal became the last straw that broke Lorraine Yuan.

He thought Yu Han didn't want him anymore, no one wanted him.

So Luo Lin left City C and was suspended from school by the Luo family. No one knew where he went. Lin Yuan came back again, not to mention contacting the old man in City C.

So, Fang Xiao didn't know the news of Luo Linyuan. It was not until seven years later that we met him again.

The little princess he once wanted to protect in his heart was arrogant and absent, and after losing the protection, he was forced to grow into a strong person.

When I saw him for the first time, wearing a ridiculous rabbit suit, I didn't dare to say hello, and I didn't want to make a sound, but I still wanted to give him a candy and a flower.

When I was misunderstood by him, I didn't explain it, I just held him helplessly and said sorry.

Never thought to let him know this.

What is it for, Yu Han can almost guess. I didn't want to say it at first, then I didn't want to say it.

I probably feel that since they are reunited, these past misunderstandings can only make people more uncomfortable.

Luo Linyuan really thinks so, but deep down, he is more afraid that Yu Han blames him, blames him for making his own decisions, all because he is weak and not strong enough. The ease of letting go, the ruthlessness of leaving, no matter there are thousands of reasons, he did it.

He was wronged, but he never thought of asking Yu Han to accompany him in pain.

What's more, knowing that Yu Han has never forgotten him, he is already content, and those uncomfortable and past events have gone with the wind.

And Yu Han is really uncomfortable now, and his heart is broken now.

Yu Han almost smashed the body in his arms, his heart hurt to death, love and hate intertwined, he gritted his teeth, pinched the back of Lorraine Yuan, almost wanted to bite Lorraine in one bite The cheeks that are far from being full of tears are the ones that bite people and cry even harder.

"Who told you to hide it from me, why did you hide it from me! You thought you were doing it for my own good, you thought you kept all these things in your heart, and you made me feel better?!"

You didn't wait for me..."

Enduring the distress, Yu Han still insisted: "Then why are you going back to China? It's not better to watch me marry someone else and have children, secretly guarding everything in the past, hurting my feelings alone, for a lifetime Don't say it!"

Luo Linyuan cried so hard that his nose could not be heard, and his voice was half hoarse. With red eyes, he looked straight at Yu Han: "Yeah, if you don't wait for me, I won't either. find you."

It is clear that one has been waiting, and the other has been unable to restrain himself from contacting each other when they first met.

They stared at each other and said things against their will. Until Yu Han pinched his face, kissed his lips, and almost swallowed him fiercely.

Lorraine can't even care if there are outsiders breaking in here, they are crazy. Yu Han kissed his lips, sucked his tears, kissed him heavily on his swollen eyelids, and finally hugged him again, all ruthlessness receded, his movements were gentle and careful, full of what was lost.

He said, "Far."

He shouted this name over and over again, his voice getting softer and softer, Luo Lin Yuan almost made him cry, his cheeks buried in Yu Han's shoulders, he shouted, Luo Lin Yuan went should be heard.

The two hugged for a long time before they remembered to get the test results. Lin Shu went back and forth, holding a dozen test results, facing the two young people who had obviously cried, and then seeing their clasped hands, did not say anything.

Luo Lin Yuan held Yu Han and looked at Lin Shu with sore eyes: "Mom, thank you."

It is sincere. Although he has held grudges in his heart for so many years, even if he has not shown it, he is very estranged from Lin Shu in his heart. The assistant is kind.

Lin Shu looked embarrassed, and glared at him with hatred: "Who told you to like it so much that you haven't changed your partner for so long, it's still this person."

Luo Lin Yuan blushed at her words, Lin Shu sighed, and nodded satisfied with the current situation.

It can be seen that Lin Shu just gave space to two young people on purpose, and he is still in the hospital, and he does not know where to hide.

The three of them went to listen to the doctor's results together. The results were not bad. They were almost the same as the doctor in the small town.

The recurrence is not serious this time, and you need to strengthen exercise on weekdays.

The main thing is to treat the cold. Once the cold is cured, the myocarditis can be cured naturally.

Lorraine was afraid that the two behind him could really do something to lock him up at home, so he said: "Doctor, as long as I go to bed early and get up early on weekdays, and my work and rest are the same as usual, I can still go there. Go to work."

The doctor didn't expect young people to be so motivated now, didn't they usually know they were sick and wanted to stay at home?

He hesitated: "Look at how your body feels. If you feel uncomfortable at work and are too reluctant, it is better to rest at home."

Lorraine Yuan: "Not reluctantly, not reluctantly, not reluctantly at all."

On the way back, Yu Han drove to pick him up. Lin Shu sat in the back seat and stayed in a hotel, and Yu Han sent people there first. When only the two of them were left in the car, Lorraine Yuan began to twist his **** and rummaged through Yu Han's drawer.

Pampered and spoiled, these four words are tailor-made for Lorraine Yuan.

Luo Linyuan said: "You have so many light music piano songs here, why is there no starry sky."

He looked at Yu Han faintly and said, "You don't know how long I secretly waited for the first time I took your car, but I didn't hear it."

Yu Han held the steering wheel: "Because I don't want to hear it, so no."

Lorraine was suffocated by this straightforward answer: "I want to hear it, but I can't."

Yu Han glanced at him, this glance made Lorraine Yuan's swaying tail wither, a little shrinking, his tone lightened, and coquettishly said: "Buy one? put it in your car."

Yu Han said: "Don't listen to what other people play for you, only listen to what I play for you."

Lorraine was so excited by this remark that he almost unbuckled his seat belt and harassed the driver in the past.

Lorraine Yuan: "Then when will you play it for me?"

Yu Han: "You obediently rest at home for half a month, and I will play it for you."

Lorraine gave up, quite simply. He is a man with a career now, and he can't indulge in male sex. Yu Han waited for a long time, but did not hear Luo Linyuan's voice: "What about the answer?"

Luo Linyuan said: "If I don't play, I don't play, I choose to go to work."

Yu Han's face turned dark and helpless, there was nothing he could do to him. But I was satisfied with Lorraine Yuan's state in my heart. Finally, he was no longer the pitiful appearance he used to be. He clearly wanted it in his heart, but he pretended not to.

I miss him very much, and I want to touch him, but I don't dare to touch him, for fear of being annoying.

In fact, it still looks a little like this now, Yu Han thought to himself, what can I do?

Arriving at the community where Lorraine lived, Yu Han glanced at the parking lot and frowned, "Would you like to live with me?"

Lorraine Yuan was taken aback by this sudden cohabitation invitation: "What? Not good."

Yu Han: "It's not good."

Luo Linyuan: "Your family..." Halfway through, he changed his words: "The taro **** will be scary."

Yu Han: "I will communicate with him well, and he likes you very much, it doesn't matter."

Lorraine Yuan: "Children are very sensitive, take your time and don't rush."

Yu Han watched him silently for a while, and finally couldn't hold back: "Why aren't you in a hurry?"

Luo Linyuan was stunned by the question, and Yu Han said again: "You are worried about the taro balls, so you are not worried about me?"

Lorraine Yuan: "What am I worried about you?"

Yu Han: "Aren't you jealous when you first found out that I was carrying a child?"

Lorraine Yuan: "…"

Yu Han: "I've never seen you jealous, and you accept it very quickly?"

Lorraine Yuan: "…"

Yu Han: "You are so good to taro balls, what if he really was born to me with another woman?"

These words are getting more and more outrageous and unreasonable. Luo Linyuan can't stand it anymore, and he feels that the current Yu Han is too cute. Yuan, also said that it is all his, so cute.

Seeing that Yu Han's face became darker as he talked, Luo Lin Yuan hurriedly leaned over, put his arms around Yu Han's neck, and whispered, "Who said I wasn't jealous."

Lorraine Yuan: "The night I found out you had children, I was so angry that I didn't even think about you."

Yu Han heard the words: "Miss me?"

Lorraine Yuan endured the shame and said, "Yeah, I miss you, I miss you every night..."

He became more and more sticky, hiding a lot of affection, and the ending sounded like a hook, he said: "I really think about it, only in those nights when I don't dare to think about it, I am afraid that you will have a wife and miss someone else's husband. , kind of like a crime."

Yu Han seemed to realize something, and his voice dropped: "What do you think?"

Lorraine Yuan put his hand on his lower abdomen, and his fingers pointed down suggestively: "When my body hurts, I miss you most."