Close to You

Lorraine is far from knowing how long he slept, and when he woke up, there was no one around him, his limbs were weak, and his chest was stuffy.

He's even on oxygen, what's wrong with him?

Looking at Uncle Wu like this, Luo Linyuan knew that he must be seriously ill this time, and he scared Uncle Wu.

Since he was thirteen or fourteen, he didn't seem to be so sick again.

Lin Shu received a call from Lorraine Yuanxuan at home. He only changed his clothes and rushed to the hospital. It was not until he got in the car that he found that his hands were still stained with paint.

She simply cleaned her hands with a tissue and water from the car. The car was just driving out of the gate. Lin Shu subconsciously glanced at the gate, and the boy was no longer waiting there.

It seems that Luo Ting's simple and rude way shattered his heart. Lin Shu couldn't tell if it was easier than at the beginning.

She has also calmed down these days. There are a lot of homosexuals in the circle. She has seen many of them, but it happened to her son. Going out to play, ruining your body and ruining your life.

Of course, there are also personal selfishness and face consideration. She is like this, Luo Ting, the old-fashioned, will only be more exaggerated.

Lin Shu's thoughts were all shattered the moment he saw Lorraine Yuan. It was probably the umbilical cord that was in the blood that touched her maternal nerve, and at that moment, she really felt her heart twisted like a knife.

Her son lost a lot of weight, and the flesh on his cheeks disappeared without a trace, as if he had grown up overnight, innocence was gone, and his eyes darkened.

Lorraine was wearing a much larger uniform than before, sitting on the hospital bed, clenching her right hand tightly, only when she walked in did she realize that it was a candy.

After sitting down, Lin Shu took the candy out of Luo Linyuan's hand, opened it, and handed it to his mouth. Lorraine shook his head silently and refused to eat. The mother and son didn't speak, and Uncle Wu left the ward wisely.

Lorraine was far from wanting to speak, but Lin Shu had to. The doctor said that under the current situation of Luo Linyuan, it is impossible to continue his studies, and he will have to rest for at least three months to six months.

We are approaching graduation in half a year, so how can I take the college entrance examination. Luo Ting meant that when Luo Linyuan was in better health, he would send him abroad and study abroad directly.

Moreover, foreign medical skills are more developed, which is beneficial to his condition.

Lorraine listened slowly to Lin Shu's words, and finally gave a reaction, he shook his head, his voice hoarse: "I don't want to go abroad."

Lin Shu said, "I'm not discussing with you."

She threw the sugar into the trash can, and saw Lorraine Yuan's eyelashes vibrating violently as the sugar hit the bottom of the trash can.

Lin Shu remembered that the doctor said that Luo Linyuan should not be emotionally ups and downs, so he couldn't help worrying that he made this decision too early.

She sighed: "This matter is not urgent, you need to take care of your body first. If you feel any discomfort, remember to tell the nurse that you need to take care of your illness."

Unconsciously, she was long-winded and annoyed, so she shut her mouth, only to see Luo Linyuan as if she couldn't hear anything.

Lorraine didn't completely ignore her. After she didn't speak, she said to her, "My heart hurts."

He put his palm on his chest: "I don't think it will get better."

disease.

Lin Shu: "The doctor said that you will be fine if you take good care of you. Stop thinking about it and rest."

Lorraine was lying on the bed in a daze, Uncle Wu unfolded the small dining table and brought the porridge spoon to his mouth.

Lorraine suddenly asked: "Why is there candy beside my bed?"

Uncle Wu's eyes dodged and he refused to speak. Luo Linyuan saw that something was wrong: "Uncle Wu, are you even unwilling to tell me the truth?"

After that, he pretended to be unable to breathe and looked emotional.

How could Uncle Wu withstand being so frightened by him, he said it all, it was given to him by Yu Han.

When the boy saw him, he rushed over to him, his movements were unsteady, his legs and feet seemed to be injured, and there was a box in his hand, after opening it, there was nothing but a candy.

Yu Han bowed to him: "Please."

Uncle Wu didn't say anything about Yu Han's condition, he was afraid that the young master would quarrel with the master again, he just said: "There is only one candy in the box, nothing else, young master, I didn't lie to you , really only sugar."

As soon as he finished speaking, he saw the young master get up from the bed and was about to get out of bed.

Uncle Wu hurried to help: "Little Master, don't move, what are you looking for, Uncle Wu will find it for you!"

Lorraine Yuan paled: "Sugar!"

Wu Bo: "Where?"

Lorraine pointed to the trash can, anxious and regretful tears falling down his cheeks.

Uncle Wu walked over and saw that there was still sugar. He had already put on a new garbage bag, and it was clean and nothing.

Lorraine also thought about it, the cleaners just came and left him nothing. His heart was turned upside down, his eyes darkened, and his past memories emerged one after another.

He used to lie on Yu Han's back and said that they were in love and not to quarrel, even if they quarreled, it didn't matter, he was very coaxing, he said, Mr. Yu, just give me candy, no need More, just one candy will do.

This candy has been lost by the careless him and can't be found again.

Uncle Wu said anxiously: "How about I go to the supermarket to buy it for you."

Lorraine Yuan covered his face and shook his head, it was useless, the relationship between them was more than just a piece of sugar.

Since he has chosen to let go, he should not be greedy for these beautiful things.

Luo Linyuan has a long recovery period. He is reticent. He only needs a picture album. When the weather is good, he will go downstairs to paint. Lin Shu occasionally came over and saw him sitting in the park, thinking he was sketching.

When I came one night, I flipped through the picture book and realized where the sketch was, it was all the boy.

Xinghe, sad and in a trance.

Luo Linyuan blinked slowly, saw Lin Shu in front of him clearly, recognized that this was the reality, and closed his eyes in despair, very tired.

A few days later, Lin Shu brought the phone to him. It had been repaired, but Luo Linyuan didn't dare to turn it on, so he put the phone in the drawer and didn't dare to look at it.

The weather was getting colder and colder, Lorraine Yuan put on a thick coat, and it was rare to see snow outside the window. This was the hardest snow in City C for ten years. On this day, Uncle Wu found that Lorraine rarely had an appetite, and was very happy.

Luo Lin Yuan asked for a cake, Uncle Wu agreed and bought it for him.

Lorraine Yuan inserted nineteen candles on the cake and asked Uncle Wu to turn off the lights. He closed his eyes alone in front of the flickering candlelight and made a wish, and it took him a long time to blow out the candle.

After the lights were turned on, Luo Lin Yuan lost his appetite again, so Uncle Wu took the cake and stood in a daze by the window.

Uncle Wu took the cake out and closed the door.

Lorraine was very sleepy by the time it was twelve o'clock in the morning. After a serious illness, he was completely hollowed out. He braced himself, took out his phone from the drawer, and turned it on.

He hesitated for a long time before making the call.

Beep, beep, beep.

"Hello."

The long-lost male voice brought tears to Luo Linyuan's eyes. He pressed his aching chest and did not speak. There was the same silence over the phone, but no one hung up.

A happy birthday was bitten between her teeth, but she didn't say it.

The snow is getting bigger and bigger, almost covering the whole world in endless white.

Not long after, a busy tone came from the phone, and then the voice disappeared completely.

Yu Han hung up his phone.

Lorraine shook his hand and took down the phone, barely seeing the screen.

He lost his candy, he has no more candy.

At the same time, Yu Han put away his mobile phone and returned to the ward. Grandma's spirit is getting worse day by day, and this winter is hard to bear.

He took out the textbook and reviewed it under the lamp for a while, still impatient. Grandma woke up suddenly and whispered his name. Yu Han hurriedly leaned over and held his grandmother's rough and warm hand.

Grandma opened her eyes, smiled and said to him: "My dear grandson, happy birthday. Grandma will make you a bowl of noodles, longevity noodles... Longevity..." Grandma couldn't finish her words, Fell asleep again.

Yu Han leaned down and rested his forehead on the warm hands: "Thank you, grandma, it's enough for me to have you."

He once thought so, he had a grandmother enough.

Others, even if you want them, you can endure not wanting them.

But he didn't know, that was the last call he received from Lorraine Yuan.

After the semester ended, someone from Lorraine came from afar and arranged for him to transfer to another school. No one knows where Lorraine Yuan has gone and where he is.

He didn't leave a single word, no news.

Their last contact was endless silence, and he hung up the call before he heard Lorraine choked out.

Afterwards, Yu Han dreamed back countless times at night. In his dreams, he asked Luo Linyuan what he wanted to say to him at that time.

But in the dream, Lorraine was always silent and said nothing.

He could never hear the last words Lorraine Yuan wanted to say to him.

(End of Campus)