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Xuanyuan shrugged helplessly:

"I missed a meal at someone's place, and the tombstone was prepared for me in advance."

"If I miss another meal, I can't imagine what will happen next."

Hearing Xuanyuan's ridicule.

Xinya blushed with embarrassment, and said embarrassedly:

"I'm really sorry!"

Xuanyuan smiled:

"Nothing, just a joke."

"You can have dinner, I'll choose the place."

Hearing this.

Xinya's eyes lit up, and she looked serious:

"Great, please choose a good enough restaurant to express my apology."

Xuanyuan smiled and nodded:

"Okay, I'll charge you a lot, and I'll bankrupt you in one meal."

After that, he took Xinya with him.

Come to the simple restaurant that Captain Thorfinn asked Xuanyuan to treat last time.

Seeing this open-air simple restaurant on the square.

Xinya was stunned.

"Huh!?"

"Mr. Xuanyuan, is this really all that's needed?"

Xuanyuan found a chair and sat down naturally, picked up the menu, and smiled:

"Otherwise, what else do you want?"

"I really want to bankrupt you with just one meal?"

Xinya looked at Xuanyuan, opened her mouth with some emotion, and wanted to say something.

In the end, she just sat quietly opposite Xuanyuan, and no one knew what was going on in her little head.

Soon, Xuanyuan chose a recommended nutritious meal of the day with a balanced meat and vegetable content and a wide variety.

On the contrary, Xinya picked up the screen for ordering dishes.

From beginning to end, she kept tapping on it with her little finger.

Seeing this, Xuanyuan said:

"You ordered too much, didn't you?"

"I've already ordered all the dishes on the menu."

"Can you finish it all by yourself?"

Hearing this, Xinya looked at Xuanyuan in surprise:

"I ordered what I can finish~"

"Mr. Xuanyuan, if one portion is not enough for you and you're afraid that you can't finish it if you order more, you can eat mine together."

Xuanyuan was stunned, and looked at Xinya's petite body that was almost half a meter shorter than him, and the almost full menu in front of her.

Shaking his head:

"It's okay, as long as you can finish it yourself."

"My portion is enough."

After a while, the food in front of the two of them was piled up like a mountain.

The table in the open-air square was too small, so the waiter deliberately put together a few more tables for them, and then barely filled the table with dishes.

The adventurers passing by and other diners in the restaurant all looked at the two sideways.

Xuanyuan looked at the set meal in front of him, and then looked at the Manchu-Han banquet with hundreds of dishes in front of Xinya, and Xinya who was almost drowned by the mountain of food.

Xuanyuan said nothing, and did not ask much.

He started eating and chatted with Xinya.

Xinya seemed extremely excited and kept sharing her joy.

Xuanyuan listened quietly to the girl's narration and responded from time to time.

Through Xinya's self-narration, Xuanyuan knew.

Earlier this year, the other party had passed the written examination of the Scholars Guild with high scores.

Her internship at the Adventurer's Branch in Stokes Dungeon was the final test of Xinya's personal character and stress resistance secretly conducted by the Scholars Guild.

She had passed the test.

Now, she has become an official member of the Scholars Guild.

Today, she was brought here by the new mentor of the Scholars Guild.

Let her come here to continue working from tomorrow, and she will not have to go to work in the Adventurer's Guild outside in the future.

She had just completed the entry formalities.

She bought some snacks nearby and unexpectedly met Xuanyuan.

Speaking of this, Xinya was particularly excited and said that her trial period would have lasted at least a few months.

However, she had been exclusively nominated by Xuanyuan for cooperation.

Xuanyuan, her nominated partner, had entered the real Adventurer's Guild and successfully changed his job to become an apprentice archer.

So far, Xinya's final test ended ahead of schedule, and she passed the final assessment of the Scholar's Guild with the best score.

Because the last item of the Scholar's Guild's final assessment required a nominated cooperation with an adventurer who had entered the real Adventurer's Guild and successfully changed his job, and reached the most trusted nominated cooperation among adventurers.

Speaking of this.

Xinya felt particularly embarrassed.

"The instructor just told me today that you have been transferred to an apprentice archer."

"If I had known earlier, I would not have done the stupid thing of erecting a monument for you."

Speaking of this, Xinya couldn't help but cover her face with a red face:

"Ah, ah!"

"Now when I think about it, I still feel so ashamed!"

Xuanyuan laughed.

Just as he had finished eating, he took out a tissue and wiped his mouth:

"This is quite interesting, isn't it?"

To be honest, seeing the empty plate in front of Xinya.

Xuanyuan was a little surprised.

He didn't see clearly how Xinya emptied the almost piled up food in front of her while talking to him nonstop.

It felt that the other party's eating frequency was obviously normal.

But the speed at which the other party finished a full banquet was the same as Xuanyuan's normal speed of eating one portion.

And, the lower abdomen was still flat, without any ups and downs.

Looking at Xinya who had just finished eating and was wiping her mouth with a satisfied look on her face.

Xuanyuan asked:

"Now that we are full, why not take a walk in the square?"

Xinya said happily:

"Okay! Okay!"

The waiter came to settle the bill. Xinya was very generous and took out a handful of gold nars from her skirt to pay the bill.

Let the debt of 10 gold nars.

Xuanyuan, who was still working hard in the dungeon, couldn't help but sigh.

Maybe the income of trainee scholars is really high?

No wonder Xinya's sister was surprised when she heard that she couldn't even take out 3 gold at the beginning.

Xinya and Xuanyuan.

The two began to walk around in this square after dinner.

When walking, Xuanyuan slowed down his pace and just kept pace with Xinya.

Xinya, immersed in happiness, didn't notice it at all.

Still talking about her own things.

It can be said that Xuanyuan didn't ask anything.

The other party had told the story of her grandfather who had made military achievements for the kingdom and became a baron, her father broke up with his powerful grandfather for love when he was young and was kicked out of the family, and then her father and his wife went through hard times, and after giving birth to her, he worked hard and studied hard for several years to become a formal scholar, and because of an extremely outstanding research result, he became an honorary earl two levels higher than her grandfather's title, and finally returned home in glory and reconciled with his grandfather.

At this point, Xinya covered her mouth belatedly, then lowered her head and said embarrassedly:

"I'm sorry, I really like to talk to myself."

"Is it not bothering you?"

Xuanyuan shook his head:

"It's okay, you are quite interesting."

"I don't think there is anything bothering me."

Hearing this, Xinya didn't know why her tone suddenly became a little depressed.

She lowered her head and whispered:

"Mr. Xuanyuan, you are really special."

"I have never met anyone like you."

"You are only 4 years older than me and only 18 years old."

"Why, I feel like a child who has not grown up compared to you."

"I don't know anything and have done a lot of stupid things."

"In front of you, I always feel so inferior."

"I also want to live as gentle, firm and wise as you, but I just can't do it."

"If it weren't for you, I wouldn't even pass the last test of the Scholars Guild."

"I finally met you."

"I don't know why, but I have been talking to myself all the time."

"I even ate so much in front of you like a pig."

"You didn't ask me a word, nor did you laugh at me for eating so much."

At this point, Xinya had tears in her eyes , couldn't help sobbing softly:

"Compared to you, why do I always feel so useless?"

"It's just that I was born better, but those are the abilities of my parents and have nothing to do with me."

"Besides reading books, I really don't know anything."

"I am often excluded by people around me. They always say that I can't read other people's eyes, that I have no emotional intelligence, and that I am like a child who never grows up."

"But now, even the only thing I can show off in my life is the identity of an apprentice scholar."

"Without your reminder, I can't join the Scholars Guild."

"I'm really useless."

"Like now, I know I should control my emotions and I know I shouldn't waste time talking to you about this."

"But, I still can't control the desire to talk non-stop."

Speaking of this, Xinya couldn't help covering her face with her hands, and tears couldn't stop falling.

"I'm sorry, Xuanyuan Jun."

"I let you see such a miserable me."

"Can you teach me how to be as mature as you?"

"It's really painful to live in this world."

"I know that compared with many adventurers, my life is already good."

"But I still feel pain from time to time, feel useless, and feel that I am good for nothing."

"I really don't know what to do. I have been depressed and inferior."

"I don't have the confidence to continue."

"Can you teach me?"

"How can I continue to live in this world without so much pain?"

Staring at the crying Xinia.

Xuanyuan smiled:

"Why do you pursue perfection?"

"Your self is completely opposite to my self."

"Others say you are childish and don't know how to read other people's eyes, but in my opinion, it is precisely your innocence and pure nature."

"You feel that you are useless except for reading books."

"In my opinion, you can read so many profound and extensive books, and you consciously think about them at the age of 14, and feel painful because of self-reflection."

"It proves your patience, determination and good reflection."

"Xinya, it is easy to become a social person, as long as you enter the society This dye vat, let yourself be dyed into the color that others need, and constantly cater to the expectations of others. "

"However, it is very difficult to become a truly mature person. You must have the ability to think independently, the firmness that is not shaken by the environment, and the courage to stick to yourself against the opposition of everyone. "

"Some people are in their seventies and on the verge of death. They think they are very mature, but in fact they are just completely domesticated by this society and have lost their own unique colors. "

"Some people are not very old, but they have already begun to question, think and reflect on the truth of the universe, and they are tirelessly thirsting for truth. "

"The former is just a walking corpse living in the world."

"The latter, in the pain of self-reflection, gradually embarks on the supreme road to wisdom and truth."

"Xinya, there is no need to pursue perfection in the world."

"This world is not driven by perfection, but by imperfection."

"The two random leaves in this world are so different."

"Why pursue perfection?"

Hearing this, Xinya stopped crying, and her eyes were thoughtful:

"Why shouldn't we pursue perfection?"

"Aren't we all pursuing a perfect life?"

Xuanyuan couldn't help laughing:

"This is a misunderstanding of life by those who are not good at thinking."

"Xinya, if you observe the universe carefully, you will discover an obvious truth."

"The perfection that people seek is nothing more than a stereotyped and vulgar life."

Speaking of this, Xuanyuan randomly found a store that sold porcelain cups.

He spent 30 coppers to buy two identical white porcelain cups, and held them in front of Xinya:

"Look, these two cups."

"They may have been produced on the same assembly line."

"If they represent perfection, then do these two cups have perfect handles, perfect cup bodies, perfect cup bottoms, and perfect cup mouths?"

Xinya nodded.

Xuanyuan put the two cups behind him, exchanged them several times, and held them in front of Xinya again:

"I exchanged them behind my back."

"Now, tell me."

"Can you tell which cup in my hand is the one in my right hand when I held it up to you just now?"

Xinya shook her head blankly.

Xuanyuan casually raised the porcelain cups and knocked them on the ground to make a gap.

The gap of one cup was small, irregular, and cracked;

The gap of the other cup was large, round, and without cracks.

Lift it up and signal Xinya again.

Put the two cups behind your back, exchange them several times, and hold them in your hands:

"Now, which cup in my hand is the one in my right hand just now?"

This time, Xinia pointed it out without hesitation.

Xuanyuan asked Xinya:

"Why, you can recognize it this time?"

Xinya thought carefully:

"Because there is a gap on this cup."

"The gap of this cup is different from the gap of the other cup, so it can be recognized."

Putting two cups in front of Xinya, Xuanyuan said calmly:

"Two seemingly perfect pure white porcelain cups are like the perfection that people pursue."

"If everything goes as planned, it's like playing a game without any challenge, and you can't feel the value and meaning of life growth and transcendence."

"It looks perfect on the surface, but it's just a mass-produced product on the assembly line. It doesn't have its own thoughts and soul, nor does it have the unique essence that makes it what it is."

"The broken cup is like a real individual life."

"It is because of these unique broken mouths and cracks that we become unique and have our own unique identity."

Speaking of this, Xuanyuan's eyes became deeper.

He stared at Xinya.

His eyes were like a bottomless deep pool, exuding a tranquil atmosphere.

"All carefully set rules and definitions always have their own limitations and scopes that cannot be surpassed."

"Only irregular random events can create endless possibilities."

"Xinya."

"This universe has never been able to operate because of perfection."

"On the contrary, it is because of various imperfections that it spontaneously forms a wonderful and harmonious resonance system, allowing everything to operate forever."

"Each imperfect individual is like an irregular puzzle."

"All puzzles combined together will form a magnificent blueprint of life."

"So, don't resist your imperfections."

"This imperfection is the inner essence of you."

"Imperfection is the most perfect design of this world."

"All wisdom must also rise from imperfections."

"Troubles and wisdom are like two sides of a silver coin."

"They are opposite to each other, but they cannot be separated."

"Transforming troubles will give rise to wisdom."

"Ignoring wisdom will give rise to troubles."

"Choose a life of wisdom and tranquility, or a life of pain and troubles."

"The right to choose is always in your hands."