Conan: I Am Not a Snake Spirit

"Xiao Ai, what about you?" Ayumi turned to pull her allies.

"Brother Feichi should choose this by himself, and there is another issue that needs to be considered in advance." Hui Yuanai looked up at Chi Feichi, "I haven't got the recovery certificate yet, can you come to teach the children an activity class?" ? Are there any restrictions?"

The rest of the Detective Boys were stunned for a moment, and then fell silent.

That's right, they almost forgot that Chi Feichi was in a special situation.

Xiaolin Chengzi felt that the atmosphere was not right, and asked suspiciously, "Certificate of recovery?"

"Mr. Xiaolin, please think about it carefully. Brother Feichi once suffered from depression and multiple personalities. In short, it is a very complicated illness, and he has not recovered yet." Hui Yuanai felt sorry for Chi Feichi for mentioning this, but in order to avoid For possible accidents in the future, I still suppressed the guilt in my heart, and said calmly, "We are okay, and we can have our own judgment, but for some children who lack judgment, we have to consider whether they will not because of A certain sentence of Brother Feichi was adversely affected, such as negative mood, or..."

"But Brother Chi is not like that," Ayumi said in retrospect, with a serious look, "I never felt that Brother Chi made me feel negative."

"Except for the time when the rabbit made the ingredients." Mitsuhiko added in a low voice.

"Yes, we believe Brother Feichi won't pass on bad emotions, but what about other parents? Don't they worry? Teacher Kobayashi should also treat this problem rationally, and make a decision after considering whether he can bear the impact," Hui Yuanai Hanging his eyes and pursing his lips, he looked up at Chi Feichi and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry, I didn't have to mention this, but..."

"Needless to say, I understand," Chi Feichi stopped Hui Yuanai from continuing, "I'm fine here, if I have to talk about restrictions, it's probably not to talk about life and philosophy with everyone, and take the children to do some activities It doesn't matter, but Mr. Xiaolin really needs to think about it."

He has always believed that he is a normal person, so that he often forgets that he still has some restrictions in life, such as failing to pass the psychological assessment of the judicial department, such as today's incident.

Huiyuan Ai didn't throw cold water or think the situation was too serious, on the contrary, his sister found the key point before him and Conan in this matter today.

He could have thought darker, but also more realistic—

Even if the parents accept it now and express that they don't care, when the children in this class grow up in the future, if someone has psychological problems, will the parents think about it? Do you suspect his influence? Could it be him, Xiaolin Chengzi and Didan Elementary School?

Although this kind of thinking is far-fetched and unreasonable, there are everyone in the world. When some people escape from reality, their thoughts are unreasonable, and they even deceive themselves.

Even a doctor who is dedicated to helping patients will encounter family members who cannot accept the pain, turn the pain into hatred towards the doctor, and use attacking the doctor as an outlet to vent their emotions. What's more, he, a patient with a medical certificate, is regarded as an "emotional vent" object is not impossible.

"this……"

Seeing the children looking at her, Xiao Lin Chengzi was embarrassed for a while.

She is the head teacher of many children, and she has to be responsible for many children and their parents. It is true that she cannot only consider the feelings of herself or a small group of children, but she was the one who proposed the invitation, so she felt very sorry for Chi Feichi when she changed her mind.

After hesitating for a while, Xiaolin Chengzi suddenly thought of an idea, and looked at Chi Feichi expectantly, "Mr. Chi, I can actually make it clear to everyone first that the children and parents will discuss and decide. If you want to participate in the activity class with you, you can Volunteer to participate, it doesn’t matter if you don’t participate, many parents in my class are open-minded, really, I have contacted the parents of the students in the class, I can guarantee it!”

Parked on the side of the road with a red Lexus SC, Chi Feichi stopped and turned to look at Chengzi Xiaolin. The emotion in his eyes was too calm and so deep that it was hard to fathom.

Facing the gaze that knew everything and hid herself tightly, Xiaolin Chengzi unconsciously began to feel uneasy and guarded, "I...what's the matter?"

"Are you still planning to take this opportunity to let the children in the activity class encourage me?" Chi Feichi asked.

"No..." Xiaolin Chengzi subconsciously wanted to deny it, but being stared at by Chi Feichi, he still didn't tell the lie, and said weakly, "Yeah, I, I also want to help Mr. Chi."

"I don't need it," Chi Feichi looked at Xiao Lin Chengzi, his voice was soft but with undeniable determination, "There are a group of people around to comfort and encourage, it will only make me feel bored."

"But..." Xiaolin Chengzi lowered his head, unable to tell whether he was more flustered or more disappointed, "Holding, sorry, I understand."

"When I was receiving treatment in the hospital, I met a patient with depression. Her family and friends often visited her, and every time they would comfort and encourage her, 'Tomorrow will be better', 'You need to get better soon. , everyone is waiting for you'..." Chi Feichi said calmly, turned around and opened the door of the passenger seat of the car, leaned into the car, looked up at the rearview mirror, and looked down from the storage compartment , "Then the frequency of her suicide attempts increased, and the doctor had to help her increase the amount of medication."

"Ah?" Xiaolin Chengzi exhaled softly.

"She told the doctor guiltily that she knew that everyone was doing it for her own good, but she couldn't help it..." Chi Feichi took out a book from the storage compartment, turned around and said to Xiao Lin Chengzi, "It's very complicated. I don’t know how to explain my thoughts and emotions, but professional things should be left to professional people, and the rest will just go with the flow.”

That was the memory passed on to him by the original consciousness later.

At that time, the original consciousness body saw the girl being surrounded by a group of people to beat the chicken blood, and did not envy the girl for having so much attention, but felt horrible and sympathetic.

He pondered over and over why the original consciousness produced such emotions, but the emotions transmitted along with the memory were very chaotic and complicated. It shouldn't be that I don't want to be cared and recognized, but that I don't like too deliberate caring and recognition, or that I want to feel a little more real emotion.

Let everyone get along with the flow as usual, let the atmosphere be more relaxed, and express it when you really want to say "I care about you", it is far better than a mere formality.

Speaking of this, he just didn't want Xiaolin Chengzi to do bad things with good intentions in the future, so he reminded him that in this situation, don't think about organizing any encouragement meeting, otherwise it will make people feel suffocated by being "kidnapped by emotions".

If you think it is complicated, just say it - leave it to the professionals.

As relatives and friends, there is no need to be overwhelmed. The girl didn't feel stressed because she was beaten once or twice, it's just that the cumulative number of times was too much.

He can somewhat understand this. If a bunch of people surround him and say "thank you" to him repeatedly, he will choose to block it when he is in a good mood, and just listen to it, but when he is not in a good mood, he may He will just turn his face away and leave.

Similarly, he was also afraid that Xiaolin Chengzi would really hold a "chicken blood meeting" for him, and he would be cold-faced and everyone would be embarrassed.

Xiaolin Chengzi lowered his eyes to think, sorted out that Chi Feichi was reminding her not to be 'reckless', and nodded thoughtfully, "I seem to understand, but the matter of the activity class...Frankly speaking, I haven't figured it out yet. what to do."

"It's better to postpone it," Chi Feichi handed the book in his hand to Hui Yuanai, thinking that there is no need to embarrass this kind of thing, "I will give the children another activity class after I get the recovery certificate."

Xiao Lin Chengzi was taken aback, and smiled relievedly, "That's right, then I will save an activity class for Mr. Chi, which can be arranged at any time. When the time is right, we will organize everyone to participate together!"

Chi Feichi nodded.

Although he felt that he would never get a recovery certificate in his life, this was the least embarrassing way for everyone, and it was better for him to propose than Xiaolin Chengzi.

Hui Yuanai looked down at the book that Chi Feichi handed her. At first, she thought it was a psychology book, an extra-curricular book, or the fashion magazine she mentioned before, so when she saw the "unknown flower name" on the cover— —We still don’t know the name of the flower we saw that day’. I was surprised for a second, and then I was even more surprised when I saw the signature below was ‘H’, “This, this is…”

"I was working on this a few days ago," Chi Feichi explained, "It's just been typeset and printed, so I'll show you a copy first."

He investigated the whereabouts of Rena Mizumu some time ago. Although he would go to the Mori Detective Agency and the Isogai Nagisa store to check his presence in the morning, so as not to let others think that he disappeared mysteriously, he still refused on the grounds of 'I'm busy'. Quite a few drinking invitations from Mori Kogoro, rejection of many activity invitations from the Boy Detective Team. I can't say 'I'm reading the script' or 'I want to write a song' every time, and I don't have the script for him to read.

This book can just make up for that period of time when he couldn't tell what he was doing. Anyway, other people don't know that he just put the stories in his mind into words, and didn't spend much time and energy at all.

For things like writing a book, if you spend more time, you can say that you have no ideas. If you spend less time, you can say that you have inspiration.

"What is it?" Conan curiously moved to Hui Yuanai's side.

"Good stuff," Huiyuan hugged the book tightly, and seeing the three children approaching curiously, he hesitated for a moment, then showed the cover of the book to others, and said truthfully, "It was that camping trip where Brother Feichi only said one thing. The story in the short paragraph is about facial codes..."

"Huh? Face size?"

"Did Brother Chi write down that story?"

"Great! Then we can finish the story!"

The three children looked at each other with surprise in their eyes and a smile on their faces.

"Can you know what happened to Mianma and them back then!"

"I can know what happened to everyone in the end!"

"To know what Mianma's wish is, if they don't help Mianma fulfill their wish, we can help!"

Chi Feichi: "..."

Children are children, can they climb into books and help?

Conan didn't boo, and looked thoughtfully at the book that Haibara was holding tightly.

Although it's not a mystery novel, Chi Feichi's behavior of telling stories without filling holes is really a bastard, which made him always curious...

Seeing Huiyuan like this, he thought it was impossible to be the first one to see it. Then go to Dr. Ali's house and go back after finishing the book?

Haibara Ai looked at Conan, always feeling that the detective was staring at him. He put away the book, hugged it tightly, with a calm and serious expression, "I got it first, and I read it first."

"Ah..." Ayumi was a little disappointed, and began to think about whether to go to Dr. Ali's house, finish the book before going home.

"Then do you want to sit in a coffee shop for a while?" Xiaolin Chengzi raised his wrist to look at the time on the watch, and smiled at a group of children, "It's only two o'clock in the afternoon, I know there is a coffee shop nearby, you can go there and read books together , I will treat Mr. Chi to coffee as agreed, how about it?"

The three real children immediately forgot all about the activity class and cheered together, "Good!"