Conan: I Am Not a Snake Spirit

Chi Feichi thought for a while, "She once had a relative who was dependent on her die. Every time she cried, it was because of that relative. But I think that although there was this reason, it was not the main reason. The main reason was the loss of the only one. After relying on and spiritual sustenance, I left the familiar environment and found that the new environment was incompatible with me, and I even felt guilty..."

He has also seriously considered this point. When she found out that Miyano Akemi had died, Haibara Ai did not despair. She thought about resisting. She wanted an explanation. She was fleeing from the organization. At that time, Hui Yuanai was still strong.

Therefore, the main cause is not Akemi Miyano.

The reason why every time I cry is to mention Miyano Akemi, it is probably because Haibara Ai is thinking that if her sister is not dead, no matter what she is, at least there is someone who can love her, she is tired There is still someone to talk to, someone to understand her, but that person is gone, forever gone...

In fact, it is better to cry for a reason than to be depressed for no reason.

"Self-guilt?" Fukuyama Zhiming wondered, "Has she or her family members ever made any mistakes? Mistakes that hurt others?"

"Doctor Fukuyama." Chi Feichi's tone became a little colder.

"Okay, okay, I won't ask," Fukuyama Zhiming laughed, "I'm used to it, so should I think about it, the cause is actually the guilt? She feels that she is a sinner, while others are innocent Flawless, others cannot accept a person like her."

"Well, after that, she had the idea that there was no place for her in the world, and because of some problems in the original group, she worried that the people around her would be hurt, so she had to deliberately stay away from others, and she longed to be accepted in her heart." Chi Fei said late.

Fukuyama Zhiming was helpless, "The situation you mentioned is a bit complicated. I don't quite understand it. Why does she feel that the people around her will be hurt? There is also a sense of guilt. She used to..."

"Doctor Fukuyama." Chi Feichi reminded again.

Fukuyama Zhiming didn't smile this time, and sighed, "You can't tell, I can't give you the exact answer..."

"I tried everything." Chi Feichi said.

Fukuyama Zhiming: "..."

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What does it mean?

Chi Feichi talked about his solution.

First of all, it was Miyano Akemi's death. He enlightened Hui Yuanai to try to accept memory and regard memory as a part of life.

Then came the sense of guilt, he let Hui Yuanai take a look, he was not much better, there are still many people in this world who are not pure white.

After that, the issue of shelter can be involved.

He wanted to secretly instill an idea into Hui Yuan Ai: the world is so big, and people like Conan are not the only ones. There are always people who can accept things that they don’t accept. It doesn’t matter whether you are looking for the real kind, or staying here to seek common ground while reserving differences. As for having no shelter.

If it doesn’t work, let’s be black people, it’s super cool to deliver TA-Q BIN!

And there is also the matter of "Forest Princess", Hui Yuan Ai would feel that there can be a destination.

Finally, there is the matter of organization.

Hui Yuanai was worried about hurting the people around her.

This can't be solved for the time being, because he hasn't been able to solve the organization yet.

What's more, it's not necessarily a good thing for him to run to solve the organization alone. It is necessary to let Hui Yuan Ai participate and fight monsters together, so that Hui Yuan Ai can be braver and stronger in the future.

However, in the end, getting Huiyuan Ai to participate in this is the most difficult thing, and it requires Huiyuan Ai to have the courage to face it.

When Chi Feichi spoke, he slightly adjusted his rhetoric.

Describe the organization as a group of bad students...

"You're a man, which is different from her. You want her to understand what it means to face and be brave from other girls. That's okay," Fukuyama Zhiming smiled, and soon his tone became serious again, "But before you By the way, let her go alone with those people, not only to let her try to be brave, but you also found the problem, right?"

"Well, I got involved too much." Chi Feichi said.

"Yeah, you got involved too much. You took her to meet other people, trying to prove that she could be recognized, but when she exploded, she might have self-doubt again, thinking that people recognized you, and It’s not her, she’s still the same without you, and she still has no place to live.” Fukuyama Zhiming paused, “When many people seek help from a psychiatrist, when they get help, they will regard the doctor as someone who can save themselves from going ashore. I want to hold on to the rope tightly, and one point that the psychologist must abide by is not to establish any relationship with the help-seeker other than consultation. The doctor has a little bit of bad intentions, and he can completely control the patient, and completely control it. Judging from your words and actions, you don't have any feelings for her, so what about her?"

Chi Feichi thought about it seriously again, "No, I'm sure, there is a dependence, but it probably treats me as a brother or something."

"Okay," Fukuyama Zhiming believed in Chi Feichi's judgment for the time being. Although Chi Feichi had never had a relationship record, he didn't think Chi Feichi could judge accurately, but that can be solved slowly. Now there is a more serious problem, "still There is a problem, you let her face it alone... Is it a little rushed? Since you brought her to contact at the beginning, there must be a period of relaxation, take your time, you know, if she musters up the courage It is certainly a good thing to take that step and get the result you and she want, but if she does not get the approval or the expected result, it will be a devastating blow to her, and she will probably deny everything before, The situation will also deteriorate, alas, half and half chance, you shouldn't bet..."

"What if I didn't gamble?" Chi Feichi asked back.

"You arranged for someone?" Fukuyama Zhiming was puzzled, and reminded again, "If she finds out, it will be very bad. She will feel that the situation of getting better in the past is deception and illusion, and she will also start to deny everything..."

"I didn't make any arrangements." Chi Feichi looked sideways at the sea, "I just believe that group of people can give me and her the desired result, sure."

"Are you so confident?" Fukuyama Zhiming was a little surprised. It was really not easy to hear the word "believe" from Chi Feichi.

"Well," Chi Feichi responded, and then talked about other topics, "Dr. Fushan, apart from not being able to establish relationships with clients other than counseling, there are two other points: not to discriminate against clients for any reason, and to abide by confidentiality. in principle."

Fukuyama Zhiming told Dr. Ali about his situation before... Come, explain to him!

Fukuyama Zhiming: "..."

What can he do?

Chi Feichi had been silently confronting him, resisting treatment, and even had the idea of ​​studying psychology, so he didn't have much perseverance.

With this perseverance, he believed that Chi Feichi's depression would definitely be cured.

It's just that he's depressed.

In the last inspection, although Chi Feichi had some minor problems, there were generally no major problems.

He didn't believe that the inspection report was true. Not only did it not conform to the necessary psychological change process, but even the time perception barrier still existed.

There is definitely something wrong with this kid!

It's just that Chi Feichi grew up too fast, and he was able to hide from the machine and various inspections. He couldn't stop Chi Feichi anymore, and because of some potential dangers of Chi Feichi himself, he felt it necessary to remind Chi Feichi. People who will come into contact later.

Once it is found that the help-seeker is endangering the safety of himself and others, he must take necessary measures or consult with other psychologists to prevent accidents. For this reason, he can disclose a little bit of the illness, and he also limits the exposure of confidential information to a minimum. Regarding Chi Feichi's family situation, Chi Feichi's previous investigation at school, etc., he just mentioned it casually.

Logically speaking, he felt that he was not good enough, so he should discuss with Chi Feichi and transfer to another doctor, but Chi Feichi's examination report was there, and other doctors couldn't keep Chi Feichi in the hospital for observation.

Moreover, no one wanted to take over Chi Feichi's thorn.

He was also worried.

Qingshan No. 4 Hospital is already strong enough, and he is also a veteran doctor in it. He even finds it difficult for patients to be terribly difficult, and others may not be able to do anything about it.

He was still a little worried that the inexperienced doctor might be led astray by Chi Feichi instead.

He went to the United States for an exchange and study, firstly because of what happened to Masuyama Kenzo, and he knew that if he didn’t leave for a while and said that he would keep it secret to the end, the Manike Group would not be at ease; secondly, because he also wanted to go abroad for exchange and study, It is a good thing that someone pays for their own study.

There was another reason, he wanted to come to the United States to study and exchange, to see if he could solve Chi Feichi's thorny problem.

It's a pity that he couldn't say these words directly, otherwise Chi Feichi would definitely say, 'So Doctor Fukuyama, you think I'm dangerous? ’, the trust that was so hard to build is gone.

Now that Chi Feichi was able to talk to him about his original feelings, he felt it was very difficult to be able to talk so much.

Don't be in a hurry, don't be in a hurry, the mistakes you have made can't be repeated a second time...

Fukuyama Zhiming reminded himself to be patient, and joked, "Then you won't report me?"

"No need." Chi Feichi paused when he saw the seagulls flying from the sky.

Seagulls twittered down to drink from a small basin on the deck.

"Doctor, the results are out."

"Oh?" Fukuyama Zhiming hurriedly asked, "How is the situation?"

"good news."

...

On the beach, Hui Yuanai was lying on a beach chair, and was startled by a group of people who suddenly appeared from the side.

"Huihara, sister Xiaolan said that you are not feeling unwell, so are you unhappy?" Ayumi asked.

"No, Huiyuan has always been like this, and he won't tell us if he's uncomfortable," Yuan Tai said speechlessly, "You must tell us if you're uncomfortable, otherwise it will be very worrying, okay?"

Hui Yuanai was taken aback.

will worry...

"Maybe it's because Brother Feichi didn't come, so you're unhappy?" Guangyan guessed.

"That guy is always like that, he likes to be busy," Conan said with half-moon eyes, "It's fine if we can't play."

"Because I really don't understand what's wrong with you," Sonoko Suzuki said, crossing his arms, "We've been discussing for a long time without any results, so I just came to ask you directly, the little girl should be more active, what's the deep learning from Brother Feichi?" ..."

Hui Yuanai was silent.

The group of people whispered just now, not because she behaved badly and was hated, but... worried about her?

"It's okay if you don't want to say it," Mao Lilan smiled and handed an ice cream to Hui Yuanai, "I don't think I can leave you here alone to be unhappy, how about sitting with you for a while?"

"Let's sit down for a while too," Ayumi turned to look at Genta, Mitsuhiko and Conan, "I'm tired of playing anyway."

Hui Yuanai took the ice cream offered by Mao Lilan, looked down, then looked up at Mao Lilan, "Thank you... Miss Xiaolan."

"You're welcome." Mao Lilan replied with a smile.

...

"Maybe it's because of me that their relationship is much better, but she must understand that she has long been regarded as a companion by those people..."

On the deck of the yacht, Chi Feichi was still sitting on the beach chair, talking on the phone with Fukuyama Zhiming.

Therefore, even if there are some conflicts of ideas, he still feels that it is really good to have such a group of people in this world.