Conan Nozomi Kudo

[Everything is just a dream. When you wake up from the dream, everything has changed... I want to go back to the dream world and never wake up... but... it will never be possible. 】

[Bing, I wish you and Miya happiness. Now, it’s not that I don’t love him, it’s just that I don’t have the strength to love him anymore...]

"Xi." Bing patted my shoulder and looked at me suspiciously, my head lowered and silent.

"...Huh?" I raised my head and looked at Bing in front of me with a look of "Did I do something wrong?"

"Phew - okay, okay, I thought you were crying." Bing smiled, without a single flaw in her smile. Maybe... Bing was more like an angel, she was really dazzling. Tears fell quietly...

…

Bing, do you know why you cry?

It is to think of someone. However, trying to think of someone is to remind myself all the time that there is at least one person worth crying for. Bing, do you know why I was jealous of you at that time? It was because I cared too much about you and Miya...

...Or maybe it's just that you don't care about me...Do you still remember? You quietly told me that you like Miya, solved code problems with me, ran penalty runs with me in gym class, and put your cold fingertips on my hands.

Write the word 'dependence'...Bing, maybe...I can't live without you...Oh, maybe, than Xiaoai, I can't live without you more than anyone else.

Although I was misunderstood, maybe it was fate. Miya and I... were just destined to have no connection. Many, many things turned into pieces, and then I picked them up piece by piece, and then things changed and people changed... Bing, if you let

I choose between you and Xiao Ai, I will choose you... because you can give me more happiness... What I need is an angel who can give me joy and happiness. Is it too late for me to know?

"Xi, don't cry. Did I do something wrong? Don't cry, okay? I'll change it right away." Bing hurriedly comforted me and handed me tissues, his eyes were red. Looking at Bing's panic,

I stopped crying and the corners of my mouth curved.

"Bing, I'm fine." These four short words left Bing stunned.

"Xi, you actually laughed at me." Bing saw my smile, a few tears fell, he chased me and laughed out loud. It looked really weird like that. Maybe... this is also a way to express happiness and friendliness.

How? Thank you, really thank you... Since I met you, I have said thank you more often... Bing, you have really changed me a lot.

Bing, you are actually lonelier than me, right? Because when I am crying, you are also crying, and when I am smiling, you are also crying... Only then did I realize that you are much, much lonelier than me... Now, Bing

, am I useless?

I know you won't call me useless, because I know you will comfort me with a lot of truths and sweet words.

Bing Na, do you know? The day you left, I really felt a lot of sadness, so... please don't leave me again, I'm afraid I will lose control, I'm afraid I will fall like Ye Li... Really

So scared... Ye Li, now I understand why you chose to fall... In this way, can you be freed?

Bing, forgive me for my original ignorance...last words...I wish you happiness...everlasting happiness...