Conan Nozomi Kudo

July 9, rain.

Sister, this is the first time I write a diary, and it will be the last time, right?

Sister, I finally met you. Do you know how happy Ye Li is? It’s just that... I can’t recognize you yet... I entered the organization for the first time to protect you. That training is really extraordinary.

Bitter. Not long after I joined the organization, you also joined. At that time, you were the third member of the secret force when you first joined the organization, and you were also spotted by 'that gentleman'. I will never be able to catch up with you.

I know. However, this is also the motivation for me to train hard, in order to protect you...

Sister, I actually hurt you...Will you forgive me? I'm sorry, I said I would protect you, but I hurt you. Ha, it's a bit of a mockery. Looking at those yellowed photos, I want to cry, but

I can’t cry anymore...Sister...you will forgive me, right? No matter you forgive me or not, I will protect you...even if it costs me my life, just looking at your smile...I feel

, everything I do is worth it. Maybe, you will think I am selfish, but... I must do it.

Sister, will you cry? Don't cry, promise me, don't cry. I hate it when you cry. I feel the saddest when you cry. Tears always flow down. It has always been like this since I was a child.

Let us worry about you and feel sad for you. I know... you have been very withdrawn since you were a child. Although you are a genius, only I... know your sadness, the sadness behind the genius, the sadness that no one can truly understand.

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And... Miya, please forgive me, I used you as an excuse, a tool, and a lie. Brother Xinyi... you also have to forgive me, I really didn't mean to hurt my sister... Brother Xinyi

, maybe you like your sister? It’s not that kind of love, it’s the love between men and women. When you found out that your sister almost died, the look in your eyes was not just pretending. I’m a girl too, I know that feeling.

What does it mean... Kuroba Kaito? Maybe you are my sister's sun? So dazzling. So you must take good care of your sister. No matter... anytime, please believe in your sister. She is actually very fragile.

, she won’t be able to bear it.

Miya, maybe... I turned my feelings for you from a lie into a reality. I really like you very much, but I know that I am not worthy... Hehe, really, to be honest, if Bing

If you are not a good friend of my sister, I will definitely snatch you away, no matter what means I use. Sure enough... there is a saying: women in love are idiots. It is true... I am an idiot, no matter in

In love and daily life, I am an out-and-out idiot. Black rose? Maybe this is what is really suitable for me... Although it is beautiful, it is untouchable... Haha, it is a bit narcissistic.

Bing, do you know? Maybe... I really hate you a little. When I think of my sister's red eyes crying for you, I want to kill you. But... I know that if I kill you, my sister won't be happy either.

I will only fall into endless guilt and sorrow... Xiao Ai, my sister really regards you as a very important person. Your smile or tear can touch my sister's heart... I don't know what's so good about you.

, but... I know that my sister regards you as a very good friend... No, maybe it's a relative. Your status in my sister's heart... may be higher than mine? I'm a little jealous.

Xiaolan, although I have never met you and don’t know who you are, I learned your name from my sister. My sister always told me that you are an angel, a pure angel, who always considers others.

Just treat things as your own business. You like Brother Shinichi very much, right? So... I wish you good luck, maybe... Brother Shinichi also likes you, but... Brother Shinichi, you also like your sister now, right? I like my sister.

, I also like you...because you have given your sister a lot of warmth, right? I wish you happiness, and I also wish your sister happiness...

Now, everyone... I'm gone. This diary is the only thing I have left... Everyone wants to be happy, everyone must be happy, but... I can't seem to see you happy anymore, die...

Maybe this is my destination.

Sister, I will always be your Ye Li, and you will always be my sister... But it seems that the promise of being with you forever cannot be fulfilled... Sister... forgive me... forgive Ye Li

...Forgive that ignorant Ye Li...Sister, goodbye...the next life...goodbye...the next life, I will definitely stay with you forever...At that time, I will definitely not break my promise again...

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Dear friends, you are so incompetent... I would like to give you a recommendation~~~ Xiao Lei has no motivation to write anymore...