Concubine [Slow Wear]

On the morning of October 1, they went to see the flag raising. Although Lin Xianxian had not seen a more grand scene than this, but in such an atmosphere, she was still a little excited and huddled under her jacket. She looked up at the rising red flag, her eyes still filled with tears, as if it was a kind of hope, a kind of attachment, a kind of inexplicable love.

After returning, she wrote an article "My Motherland". She used the biography model to personify the motherland. She wrote about the difficulty of establishing the motherland and the hardships experienced by Chinese children. , The immortality of the martyrs, and the responsibility of revitalizing the motherland shouldered by all of us, her blood was surging and tears welled up several times.

Finally, she wrote a microcosm of the take-off of the motherland in the next few decades, which is what it looks like now, and the prospect of the future of the motherland, which makes this article more and more exciting for the spirit of the Chinese people.

Like her, there are many people who use writing to describe their feelings. Everyone circulates each other's works, and their writing is naturally very good. If the writing is the best, and the rhetoric is the most beautiful, Lin Xianxian is not the best. The blood spurted, Lin Xianxian's article really couldn't hide its dazzling brilliance.

So much so that at the literary exchange meeting that afternoon, her article was selected as one of the works exhibited by the Provincial Writers Association of G Province. Under Lin Xianxian's own eloquent recitation, the whole small auditorium was quiet. Now, her voice echoed in the small auditorium, awakening the enthusiasm in the hearts of many people. People looked at her with excitement, reverence, and longing. No, or it should be said, people are not looking at her, but The motherland in their eyes, and she is just a medium to awaken this mood.

At the end of the article, Lin Xianxian concluded: "I don't regret entering China in this life, and I will still be a Chinese in the next life."

Hearing that, many people choked in their throats, and the tears that had been endured for a long time finally welled up in their eyes.

The waiter who guarded the gate of the small auditorium kept wiping away his tears, but the tears were still pouring out incessantly.

Many people rubbed their tears while applauding Lin Xianxian. After the meeting, the leaders of the writers' associations of various provinces sighed with the leaders of G province one after another, your newcomers in G province are really turbulent!

And Lin Xianxian's article was finally included in the Beijing News and the Beijing Writers Association, but she followed the path of excellent articles, although she also borrowed some from the Writers Association, but the nature of those two articles is still There is a difference, another one, at this time, the Beijing News 10.2 page has been set, and even entered the printing process, so Lin Xianxian's selection of this article will not encroach on the interests of the other two articles. Although comparisons are inevitable.

But the level of the two seniors is also there. The three articles are excellent in their own way, and they feel like a hundred flowers blooming together, so the comparison is not a bad thing, but it is more like an achievement. A thriving beautiful talk in the provincial literary world.

The editors who were amazed by Lin Xianxian's works, when searching for her works, logically found her collection of soldiers, Lin Xianxian's hero biography won a column in the Beijing News, and even a publishing house plans to contact Lin Xianxian, Published a collection of her articles.

Of course, these are all things to come later. I can only say that Lin Xianxian has made a name for himself in the domestic literary circle with this article that directly expresses his heart.

And her declaration of "I will not regret entering China in this life, and I will be a Chinese in the next life" has spread all over the country because of her strong emotions and her deep love for the motherland.

It is worth mentioning that, after the reform and opening up, in a book devoted to summarizing famous quotes, this sentence and Xu Mengyuan's signature were listed. She heard it from elsewhere, and insisted on changing the signature of this sentence to Anonymous, because this sentence did not come from her mouth in the first place, she was just its communicator in this world.

In the reprinted book, the publishing house also wrote a short biography on the matter, and the person who will be the first to roll the name for this sentence falls on Lin Xianxian.

At that time, Lin Xianxian's reputation for being good at writing people has already spread in the literary world. When it comes to writing good writers, the dream come true from G province (Lin Xianxian's pseudonym) is definitely famous. No., in the 1900s, it has evolved into a jingle of writing people, XXX in the north, and a dream come true in the south. Of course, this kind of jingle is mostly popular among middle school students.

At that time, the general evaluation of Lin Xianxian in the literary world was that he was good at writing people and better at teasing.

Going far, back to the present, Lin Xianxian has won respect among colleagues by virtue of his own strength, surrounded by all kinds of congratulations and after-reading exchanges, Lin Xianxian managed to escape with great difficulty, and ran to the communication room to call Qu Tianlei. telephone.

"Hello." Qu Tianlei's voice came from the other end of the phone.

"Brother Tianlei, hee hee hee." Hearing his voice, she was so happy, "Did you miss me yesterday?"

"Probably... no." Qu Tianlei teased her deliberately, but in fact, why didn't he want to? It's just that his thoughts and Lin Xianxian's thoughts are two different concepts. His thoughts will be more rationally analyzed. What he thinks is, At what moment did he change from rejecting this little girl to accepting it? Is he really in love with her? In fact, he himself is very vague about the answer. He can be so ambiguous with the little girl. Know what a bad man is like, because he used to be a bad man, but he doesn't want to do this to her, this is his motivation to establish a relationship with the little girl.

And if in the future, he determines that his liking for her is not the kind of liking a man has for a woman, he will also make it clear to the little girl without any hesitation to dissolve the relationship.

"Hmm!" Lin Xianxian made a cute humming sound, and then said somewhat resignedly, "Okay!" As for Qu Tianlei's feelings for her, Lin Xianxian's expectations were still relatively low, although he had already established a target It's a relationship, but people still have to continue chasing it, but some words and some things will be more justifiable when done. Thinking of this, Lin Xianxian regained her energy, she said sweetly to the phone, "Anyway, I miss you, I think about the way you smile at me, what you are doing, how you eat, what you live in, whether you are not used to it, whether you have been wronged, whether you are afraid, whether you are…”

Qu Tianlei was still immersed in the pleasure brought by the little girl's splendor, but the more he heard the back, his heart seemed to be clenched by something, and his grief was mixed with sadness, Lin Xianxian said. It's not that he doesn't have these feelings, but now he has been able to digest them very well. He has grown up, and he can get rid of these useless emotions by himself. It reminded him of the incompetent and helpless self after his parents were taken away. These words seemed to be said to that self, as if this voice comforted and cared for the self at that time, and let him feel at this moment. My heart felt as if it had been scalded, and I couldn't tell if it was warmth or pain.

Qu Tianlei lowered his gaze and squeezed his Adam's apple slightly, as if restraining his emotions, "No." He replied a little awkwardly.

"Ah?" This sudden answer stunned Lin Xianxian who was still counting down, and Qu Tianlei's voice came again, "I am not wronged, I am not afraid, I am not used to it."

Hearing this answer, Lin Xianxian looked at the microphone. She heard that Qu Tianlei's voice was not right, and she wondered if it was a fault with the telephone line. Woolen cloth? It's really not like him.

Lin Xianxian was silent for a while, and suddenly felt a little distressed. Maybe in a place she didn't know, he was not as fearless of harm as she saw.

"Liar!" Her voice was involuntarily crying, "How could someone not have these emotions."

Hearing the cry on the phone, Qu Tianlei suddenly laughed, and he said, "I don't have it." Should he sigh about this little girl's sensitivity? Qu Tianlei suddenly had a feeling that her feelings for him were like this. "What have you done today?" His voice was very clear and caring, but it calmed Lin Xianxian's emotions, even though she knew that he was probably changing the subject.

Lin Xianxian's voice was still muffled because of the rush of crying just now, "I got up early today to go with my colleagues to watch the flag-raising, there are so many people, the flag-raising is so beautiful, many people are crying, I Hold back!"

Hearing the little girl showing off with a crying voice, Qu Tianlei's mouth curved up unconsciously.

"Brother Tianlei, have you watched the flag raising?" Lin Xianxian asked in a nasal voice while wiping her nose with the toilet paper she took out of her pocket.

"No, my side is quite far away." The main road was not very familiar, so Qu Tianlei didn't go.

In fact, he also wanted to see it from the beginning. After all, when he arrived in the capital, it was also the National Day. As a result, when he and the local people nearby asked about the raising of the national flag, the local people responded very dull, after all, they just wanted to see it. Those who can watch it, and some have seen the military parade in five or more years, will naturally compare the scale of the ceremony.

In their eyes, the flag-raising on National Day is more spectacular than usual, and the rest are not bad. There are many people and it is very crowded.

Considering his own situation, Qu Tianlei decided to give up this year.

"Then let's go see it together next year." Lin Xianxian casually threw out a small agreement.

"Okay!" In response to the little girl's words, Qu Tianlei unconsciously thought of how he would take the little girl to see the vague arrangements and pictures of the flag raising during the National Day next year.