Confession 99 Times, Gao Leng's School Girl's Persona Collapsed

"Cough...cough cough..."

On the big soft bed, Ji Yan woke up from his sleep, only feeling groggy for a while, his head was groggy, and he was coughing non-stop, almost couldn't help but want to fall asleep again.

But relying on her strong willpower to force herself not to sleep anymore, she took out the mobile phone under the pillow and opened WeChat immediately.

In the chat box with Qin Luo, the right half is full of messages sent by Ji Yan, densely packed, long and short.

And the part on the left is completely blank.

Ji Yan pursed his lips, his disappointment and pain could not be concealed on his face, but he edited the message stubbornly and sent it out.

Ji Yan: I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, please forgive me, please, please take care of me, please, Qin Luo, please talk to me, please.

After sending out this message, Ji Yan continued typing without stopping.

But what she didn't expect was that Qin Luo sent a message back very quickly.

Qin Luo: A sentence.

Ji Yan froze for a moment, although he didn't understand what Qin Luo said, but since he was willing to reply, it was enough to refresh Ji Yan [Song felt that his drowsy head became much clearer.

She asked: What does the sentence mean?

Qin Luo: Didn't you ask me to answer your question?

Ji Yan: ""

She couldn't help laughing suddenly.

In the past few days, she and Qin Luo spent a little time together almost every day, and chatted before going to bed. Although they didn't talk much, Qin Luo could always use some weird ways to make Xia Heng laugh.

As it is now, these two simple words can't mean anything by themselves, but it makes Ji Yan feel very interesting.

But with a smile, the corners of her mouth curved down again.

The scenes at the party yesterday resurfaced in his mind, making Ji Yan feel as if he wanted to cry but had no tears.

She said: did you forgive me?

Qin Luo: Did you do something wrong?

Ji Yan: It’s all my fault, I shouldn’t have thrown away that doll, I shouldn’t have said those things to you, I should have strengthened my mind earlier, please forgive me, okay? I want to be your girlfriend, I like you.

In the past, even if Ji Yan was killed, she would never have imagined that she would send such a humble message to a man.

This was no longer an expression of her heart, but a humble begging for forgiveness, begging Qin Luo to be with her.

Because in the short time of one song yesterday, Ji Yan completely understood his intentions.

She feels that she just enjoys the time with Qin Luo and feels very comfortable with Qin Luo. If she really wants to have a boyfriend, it would be nice if that person is Qin Luo.

But she didn't want to go against her mother's wishes, because that was the only family member around her. She had lived under her mother's meticulous care since she was a child, and she didn't want to make her mother sad anyway.

So, she said those words to Qin Luo, saying that she wanted to maintain the status quo, and the rest will be discussed later.

She thought that this was the best result.

But the facts tell her that she is not the center of the world, and not everything will revolve around her.

Qin Luo used a song to express everything he wanted to express.

And through that song, Ji also knew that his feelings for Qin Luo were not just as simple as it appeared on the surface.

She really liked Qin Luo very much, and this love was so heavy that she didn't even feel how heavy it was.

She felt that she just simply liked the feeling of being with Qin Luo, but when Qin Luo said that she was going to give up, she felt her heart hurt as if being pricked by a needle.

When Qin Luo left the stage, she felt empty in her heart, as if something was missing.

Scenes of the time when we got along with him came to mind, stabbing Ji Yan's heart all the time.

She finally understood that her love for Qin Luo was not just as simple as it appeared on the surface, but a deeper and inextricable love.

However, it was such a rare love that was lost by her own hands.

Ji Yan couldn't accept this ending, so she tried her best to make up for her mistakes, even if she was as humble as dust, she still asked for Qin Luo's forgiveness.

Even, doing so might break the mother's heart.

But, she really didn't want to see Qin Luo showing that 933 tired smile to her again, nor did she want to experience that feeling of emptiness in her heart again.

After the news was sent, Ji Yan stared at the screen tightly, waiting for Qin Luo's answer, and also thinking in his mind how he should continue to redeem Qin Luo after he refused.

After a while, Qin Luo replied the message.

He said: Aren't we ordinary classmates? We can always get along like this, and we will talk about other things later. Can you understand me?

Ji Yan poked his finger on the screen, just typed a line, but quickly deleted it, with a self-deprecating smile on his face.

She suddenly remembered, isn't this what she said to Qin Luo yesterday?

Just keep getting along like this...just like ordinary classmates, let's talk about other things later...

So, did you feel so sad after hearing these words yesterday?

That's right... How can you be content with the status quo when facing someone you really like...

Ji Yan's hand holding the mobile phone fell limply on the bed, and the other hand covered his chest, feeling his breath stagnate for a while.

Her nose was sore and her eye sockets were sore, but she couldn't cry because she had shed too many tears during the rainstorm yesterday.

"Ji Yan, are you awake?"

Along with the sound, Zhang Ru opened the door and walked in.

She saw that Ji Yan had woken up, and before she had time to be surprised, she was startled by her daughter's appearance at this time.

Ji Yan was lying on the bed leaning on the head of the bed, his eyes were extremely red, his eyes seemed to be in a trance, his originally clear face seemed to be covered with tears that hadn't completely dried up, and he looked extremely haggard.

If he hadn't seen it with his own eyes, no one would have imagined that the flower of Gaoling who had countless admirers in the school would have such a distressed appearance.

Zhang Ru felt her heart throbbing, and she couldn't help but walked to Ji Yan's side and hugged her, stroking her face with her hands.

As a result, as soon as Ji Yan was hugged in her arms, she found that her daughter's face was extremely hot.

Through the thin silk pajamas, it seemed that she could also feel the abnormal temperature on her body surface.

Zhang Ru was taken aback, and quickly found the thermometer to check Ji Yan's temperature.

Five minutes later, Zhang Ru looked at the thermometer and her face turned pale.

39.1°C, already a high fever without a doubt.

This is also a matter of course, a girl's physique is relatively weak, Ji Yan was drenched in the rain for so long yesterday, and he was in the condition of dysmenorrhea, coupled with heartbreak, it would be abnormal if he didn't get sick.

Zhang Ru only hated herself for not discovering it earlier, otherwise if she let her daughter lie down like this again, she might burn her brain out.

She immediately called the hospital and said sadly, "Silly daughter, why don't you call mom when you're sick? Look at how sick you are."

Ji Yan glanced at her dully, and murmured: "Mom [Qin Luo, he...he doesn't want me anymore...

"It's okay, mom is here, he doesn't want you, mom wants you."

"No...I want Qin Luo...I want Qin Luo...."

"Okay, okay, mom will take you to see a doctor now, and when you recover, mom will take you to see Qin Luo, okay? Mom will help you.

Hearing this, Ji Yan's slack eyes finally regained some light, and asked with hope: "Really?"

Seeing her daughter like this, Zhang Ru felt very complicated, distressed and helpless, nodded and said: "Well, really, mom won't object to you anymore, mom will help you. If Qin Luo doesn't want to, Mom will find a way to get him to be with you."

Ji Yan wept with joy, and wanted to say something, but her weak body couldn't hold on any longer, and she fell asleep in Zhang Ru's arms with her drowsy head drooping.

Zhang Ru was so scared that her face turned pale, she hurriedly called the ambulance sent by the hospital, and finally rushed to the hospital with Ji Yan.

After the examination, the doctor said there was nothing serious, it was just a fever and a cold, which caused my body to be weak, so I fell into a coma. After that, I just need to stay in the hospital for a few days to recuperate.

Having said that, it was fortunate that he was sent to the doctor in time, otherwise if Ji Yan were to burn at home for another day, I am afraid that he might have been sent to the emergency department (ajbh).

Ji Yan was sent to the ward with a drip in his hand, Yin's expression looked extremely pitiful.

Zhang Ru stood by her side, gently stroking Ji Yan's face.

At this time, Ji Yan suddenly grabbed Zhang Ru's hand. Although he was still awake, he murmured: "Qin Luo..."

Zhang Ru almost didn't cry, and then, as if she had made up her mind, she walked out of the ward with Ji Yan's cell phone.

Ji Yan didn't reply to the message for a long time, Qin Luo didn't think too much, and put away his phone.

For him, Ji Yan's current words and deeds are basically hard to arouse his mood swings.

Ever since he took the stage yesterday, Qin Luo had already thought about this matter clearly in his heart.

What I want to say and do, I have already done what I said, if you continue to entangle, it will be really cheap.

In addition, Qin Luo gave himself a psychological hint.

Apart from other factors, let's just talk about system rewards.

This mine has been dug out, so is there still a need to dig it?

Of course not, the most important thing right now is to find the next mine.

Admittedly, Qin Luo felt that such a thought was a bit scumbag, but he felt that such a thought was the most powerful and direct way to help him let go of this relationship.

Back to the entrance of the community by car, Qin Luo found the door of his sister's house with ease, and then skillfully keyed in the password and opened the door to enter.

As a result, as soon as she stepped into the house, she saw Jiang Zhitao standing at the door of her bedroom, and she was still maintaining a very strange posture.

If I had to describe it, it was as if she hurried out of the bedroom after hearing the noise, and when she saw Qin Luo, she froze there, looking at Qin Luo with a very subtle look.

Qin Luo gave her a strange look, wondering if it was an illusion, he felt that Jiang Zhitao seemed to be inexplicably relieved, and there was a slight smile on his face as if he was relieved.

"What are you so silly about?" Qin Luo said to her while changing shoes.

I thought that Jiang Zhitao would come back without saying a word as usual, but unexpectedly, she just pursed her lips and looked at Qin Luo, and then went back to her bedroom.

Qin Luo was a little puzzled by her strange behavior, and finally just complained: "Melon skin."

Then he went to the bedroom to wash up on his own, and after going to bed, he looked at the plane ticket back to the north.

Qin Luo's family is in a small county in the north, which belongs to Beihe Province and is very close to the imperial capital and Jinmen.

In the past, when Qin Luo went back, he would take a plane directly to the Imperial Capital, and then take a car back home from the Imperial Capital. The journey by private car took about two hours, and this time the plan was the same.

When he opened the ticket-buying software, Qin Luo was depressed to find that almost all the economy class tickets had been booked, and the only way to buy tickets now was to grab them, and it depended on luck.

This is also normal, now is the summer vacation period, very

University of Toronto students will buy tickets half a month or even a month before the summer vacation. Qin Luo wants to buy tickets now, which is really a test of luck.

Qin Luo looked at it for a long time, and found that the nearest economy class ticket had to be queued for ten days later, he was depressed and suddenly stunned for a moment.

"I'm already a multi-millionaire, I'm going to grab this economy class ticket to see what's going on."

He was cursing, and couldn't help despising himself for a while, he has become a multi-millionaire, why is his way of thinking still the same old way.

No, this stinky problem has to be corrected, and I have to adapt to my current status as a multi-millionaire as soon as possible.

Qin Luo, who made up his mind, decided to enter the role of a multi-millionaire as soon as possible. The first way he thought of was shopping.

Yes, it is to buy things, and you have to buy expensive ones, so as to help you cultivate new values ​​and consumption concepts.

So, what is the most expensive thing?

According to the inertial thinking of ordinary people, the first thing that comes to mind must be houses and cars.

Qin Luo calculated the current housing prices and car prices in his mind.

The car is okay. With a deposit of more than 10 million yuan, you can basically win any popular ultra-luxury car on the market, regardless of whether it is a high-end Rolls Royce or a cool car.

The domineering Lamborghini is not a problem.

Unless it's a magic car that costs tens of millions or even hundreds of millions at every turn, then more than 10 million is really not enough to look at.

In contrast, the price of the house is even more difficult to describe.

Ordinary houses in ordinary cities are fine, but if you are in a super-first-tier city like Shanghai and the Imperial City, let alone a large apartment or even a villa, even if you buy a house in the city center, it is the most ordinary.

However, for residential buildings, it is estimated that they will cost a minimum of 10 million yuan.

Thinking of this, Qin Luo suddenly felt that he was still poor.

"The road is long and long, and I will search up and down. If I want to become a real boss, I still have to go further on the mining road.

Qin Luo sighed, then waved his hand, and spent 8,000 yuan to buy a first-class ticket from Shanghai to the Imperial Capital two days later, taking the first step on his road to being a boss.

After finishing these, seeing that it was getting late, Qin Luo was going to sleep with his eyes closed.

As a result, before the phone was put down, a voice chat popped up.

Seeing the voice call invitation from Ji Yan, Qin Luo hesitated for a moment and chose to connect.

"Is it Qin Luo? I'm Zhang Ru, the mother behind the house."

The person who spoke surprised Qin Luo.

He asked: "Hello Zhang Aunt, it's so late, what can I do for you?"

Adding the words "it's so late" in the words subtly expresses his hidden meaning - Grandpa is going to sleep, so speak quickly if you have something to say, and fart quickly if you have to.

Perhaps Zhang Ru understood the meaning, and said bluntly: "Ji Yan is sick, Aunt hopes you can come and see her.

I went to see her for a fart, I'm not a doctor, you call 120 when you're sick.

Qin Luo complained in his heart, and politely said, "What's wrong? Is it serious?"

She said in a worried tone: "She has a bad cold and is still running a high fever. The doctor said that her bones are very weak now, and she is currently receiving water in the hospital, and has been falling asleep."

After listening to Zhang Ru's words, Qin Luo fell silent.

Ji Yan will get sick, and to be honest, he is not that surprised.

Girls who are menstruating themselves are relatively weak and cannot be exposed to wind and cold, and she has been exposed to so much rain and sent Qin Luo messages all night, so it is normal for her to be sick.

Just letting Zhang Ru say this gave Qin Luo a feeling that Ji Yan seemed to be dying at any moment.

His intuition told him that this woman was deliberately exaggerating the matter in order to make him feel guilty and owed.

Heh, people.

Qin Luo said nonchalantly: "Since she has arrived at the hospital, she should be fine. With you taking care of her, she will recover soon."

Zhang Ru on the opposite side seemed not expecting Qin Luo to answer so plainly, she was silent for a few seconds, and then said: "You...can you come and see her?"

Qin Luo still maintained a lukewarm tone: "I will visit her when I have time."

If you change this sentence to anyone with a high EQ, you can hear the meaning of rejection.

After all, if you really want to go, you don't need to be so vague. As for whether you have time, it's not up to Qin Luo to decide?

Zhang Ru heard this meaning, sighed, and said: "Okay, then you go to bed early, Aunt will not bother you, I hope you can come to see her when you have time, Li Yan she...she faint

I was still calling your name when I was lost. "

After finishing the call, Qin Luo locked the screen of the phone and put it under the pillow.

In the pitch-dark room, his deep gaze was fixed on the ceiling, and he closed his eyes after being lost in thought for a while.

After lunch, Qin Luo and Jiang Zhitao sat at opposite ends of the sofa, watching TV while fiddling with their phones in boredom.

Suddenly, Jiang Zhitao stretched out her long legs, poked Qin Luo with her foot seemingly casually, and then quickly retracted.

Qin Luo glanced at her, as if she bumped into it by accident and didn't care.

A few seconds later, he felt his leg being poked again, and couldn't help asking her, "Why?"

Jiang Zhitao pretended that nothing happened, and said casually: "It's nothing, I just found an interesting video."

Seeing her stern look, Qin Luo almost couldn't help laughing out loud.

He could tell that Jiang Zhitao wanted to share that interesting video with him, but he was too embarrassed to tell him directly, so he put on such an awkward posture

It's not that Qin Luo can't understand her psychology. His intuition tells him that Jiang Zhitao actually thinks the same as him. They both feel that the relationship between the two is no longer what it used to be.

So the younger brother is no longer a younger brother, and the older sister is no longer an older sister.

Because of this, there will be an inexplicable awkward feeling when getting along.

Qin Luo knew it, but he didn't expose her. Instead, he thought Jiang Zhitao's awkward posture was quite interesting, so he gave a very flat "hmm", and then ignored her.

Jiang Zhitao pouted, feeling suffocated, and then made a plan, very casually threw the phone with the unlocked screen on the sofa, got up, and stepped on the fan's slippers

Tapped to the toilet.

Qin Luo's eyes followed her sister's twisting butt all the way, and finally returned to her sister's phone.

Sure enough, a video was playing on it.

Qin Luo didn't have much interest at first, but when he saw it, he couldn't help picking up his phone.

Because he saw himself in the video.

On the spacious stage, Qin Luo in a suit was sitting in front of the piano, his eyes were lowered, his fingers danced gracefully on the keys like a dancer, playing a series of melancholy notes,

Together with his singing, they form a mournful movement.

As soon as the camera moved, it showed the faces of the audience in the audience.

They all stared at the stage intently, their faces were different, but they were all covered with sadness and regret, as if they had been aroused by something, they looked very melancholy.

During this period, Qin Luo also saw close-ups of Shi Yulu, Hao Meng, Jia Ting and Ji Yan.

Especially Shi Yulu, who gave the most shots.

Nothing else, just because she cried the most truthfully.

In addition, Hao Meng's breathing is difficult and his face is sad, which is also very vivid.

After seeing it, Qin Luo couldn't help but want to give the photographer a thumbs up, thinking who took this picture, it's so special!

Then take a closer look, okay, the official video from the University of Finance and Economics.

Qin Luo was filled with righteous indignation and complained: "Dangtang Caida has been reduced to relying on me as a student to gain attention? It's really disappointing!"

Then look at the title again—the Celebration Gala: A passionate performance from the grassroots of the University of Finance and Economics, an original song "Between the Rainbow", the men watched silently, and the women shed tears after watching it.

Good guy, is the editorial department of UC opened in the university?

Qin Luo's eyes fell on the word "school grass", and he admired from the bottom of his heart: "As expected of my alma mater, it's really good."

This video was shot really well, and it was extremely popular. In addition to more than 1 million likes, there were as many as 100,000 comments.

"Damn, what a handsome little big brother!"

"I thought Cai Da was just a beautiful woman, but I didn't expect a handsome guy to be so hot."

"Jimei, I can do this, go ahead! Next year I will take the college entrance examination to the University of Finance and Economics! Little big brother wait for me!"

"A group of perfunctory women who only know how to look at their looks, but they don't know that this song is the soul of this video."

"I've already searched online, and I really can't find the same song. I can basically confirm that it is an original song. It's awesome."

"The lyrics are good, the song is good, and the singing is good. What about the major entertainment companies? Action is worse than heartfelt action. Why don't you sign the little big brother quickly?"

"Such a handsome and talented little big brother, if he enters the entertainment circle, why can't he take off immediately?"

"Come on, the entertainment industry is so chaotic, I don't want our school grass to be misled, so we should quickly record the song and upload it to the Internet, hurry up and remind the school grass @财大方."

"You guys, it's still a picture. The essence of this video is neither his appearance nor his song, but the words he said before the performance. There is nothing in this video.

Yes, you can watch the first video in my likes, I recorded it on the spot. "

"Damn it, I just came back from watching the video, the amount of information is a little bit too much!"

"Little big brother was obviously hurt by love, that's why he made such a song, woo woo woo, combined to listen to it again, I suddenly felt uncomfortable."

"Just now I thought that those beautiful young ladies who were crying with sad faces were the ones who were invited, but now my mother asked me why I was crying with my mobile phone."

"Did you see, brothers, such a handsome man is still inevitably hurt by love, so this story tells us that women are all bad sisters."

"Bullshit, you know he was hurt by love? Can't it be the woman who was hurt by love?"

"That's right, and he can write this song thanks to the presence of a woman. If there is no woman, how can he be sad and how can he write this song? So the fact is that women are the ones who make men better

The first source of show!"

"Holy shit, this punch is out of order, I'm dumbfounded.

"This fist has twenty years of skill, what can you do to stop it!"

"I'm not afraid of death, come and punch me!"

Then, inexplicably, it turned into a male and female contest.

Qin Luo was speechless and wanted to laugh. In these days, traces of punching can be seen everywhere, which really makes people laugh.

He clicked on the official homepage of the University of Finance and Economics to take a look, and found that there were also videos of other performers.

The one by Qin Luo has the highest number of likes and comments, and it has even reached the second most searched list on this short video platform, and it is faintly moving towards the first place.

advancing trend.

Linglong's video also has more than 300,000 likes. After all, she is a popular actress. Although she is only at the bottom of the second tier, her reputation is not small, and she has outstanding appearance and sweetness.

The singing voice and the fan base are also quite impressive.

Then there is the video of Shi Yulu playing the piano, which has 200,000 likes, and the comments are all praising her as cute and beautiful as a princess, but the comments on the piano music account for more

a few.

This made Qin Luo have to sigh, sure enough, now this

In this world, beauty is justice.

Just as he was thinking, he suddenly felt a stare staring at his back.

Turning his head to look, he found that Jiang Zhitao came out at some time and was looking at him with a smile.

"Sneaking at other people's mobile phones while they are going to the bathroom, when did you develop this bad habit?" Jiang Zhitao's expression and tone were slightly teasing, it was obvious that she deliberately turned on her mobile phone.

It was shown to Qin Luo, but it had to show a straight posture of grabbing Qin Luo.

Qin Luo rolled his eyes at her, and said with a dry smile: "How rare, not only did I peek at your phone, I also..."

The words stopped here, Qin Luo didn't say any more, leaving a wide room for imagination for Quan Zhitao.

Then Jiang Zhitao's face turned crimson at a speed visible to the naked eye.

She didn't know what she thought of, she gave Qin Luo a soft "pooh" sound, and then snatched the phone from Qin Luo's hand.

Just in time, Jiang Zhitao's cell phone rang, and Qin Luo took advantage of the moment she hid the cell phone to look at the caller ID.

The note is "Miss Min".

Qin Luo didn't know who this sister Min was, but seeing Jiang Zhitao's indifferent expression after picking up the phone, he guessed that it was probably a matter of work.

Sure enough, although Jiang Zhitao didn't say anything after hanging up the phone, Qin Luo could still keenly feel that her good mood should have disappeared.

Qin Luo watched her go back to the bedroom, and saw her come out after changing clothes, and then went to the door to change shoes.

When she opened the door, she hesitated and said, "I'm going to the company.

"Well," Qin Luo nodded, paused, and asked again: "Are you coming back for dinner tonight?"

"Do you cook?"

"Ok."

Jiang Zhitao didn't speak anymore, but Qin Luo noticed that her back became lighter when she left, and seemed to be in a better mood all of a sudden.

At this time, Qin Luo's cell phone rang, and the caller ID showed an unfamiliar number.

After he picked it up, he heard a polite greeting from a man: "Hello, is this Mr. Qin Luo? I'm Ma Qiang, a talent scout from Rainbow Entertainment. I saw you at the University of Finance and Economics celebration party earlier.

The performance at the meeting, I am very interested in your songs and you, if it is convenient, can we sit down and chat?",