Confession

When Xu Sui was just in college, social software like WeChat just became popular, but in October of that year, Xu Sui formally met with Zhou Jingze.

At the beginning of October, the autumn tiger had not dissipated. The heat was surging and the air was sticky. People stood outside for a while, and the sweat from their elbows dripped onto the ground and quickly melted and evaporated.

These medical students formally entered university life after their military training. Originally, anatomy was a course for the first half of the semester, but their professor did the opposite, letting them study this course in advance.

Today was only the second time they learned anatomy, and the professor left them homework to dissect toads and record their neural responses in the form of group cooperation.

The recruits get started, and there is a scene of turmoil in the laboratory.

"Fuck, big sister, hold it down!" A boy said with a grumpy face, "Don't let it run away again."

"Uuuuuu can't work, I dare not, I am afraid when I see it." The girl's voice trembled.

The two of them worked together, and the girl didn't dare to reach out to touch, but accidentally bumped into the toad. As a result, the green creature directly faced the boy, urinating him all over.

The air was still, and then there was a burst of laughter. The boy on the test bench next door laughed so his shoulders were shaking, and said, "Dude, open the door."

The experiment failed several times, and the students in the other group were even more exaggerated. Before their hands touched the toad, they went to the bathroom and vomited several times just seeing its appearance.

On the other side, several people gathered around a girl and watched her anatomy experiment. The girl is slender, with her hair tied behind her, revealing a white neck. She is wearing a white coat and her eyes are quiet and clean under the goggles.

I saw that she grabbed the toad without fear and fixed it, holding a steel needle in her hand and piercing it into the back of her head. She was not afraid, she directly pulled out the mashed thing, and then pulled off her spine with the other hand. Cut open the neck with scissors, clamp its tongue with tweezers and observe.

The whole process was done in one go, the movements were clean and smooth, and there was a small amount of applause around. A boy boasted: "Admire, Xu Sui, I think you are a kind of daring thing because of your looks. Who knows, it's so bold and neat when dissected."

The girl next to her opened her mouth wide in surprise: "Xu Sui, you are so amazing, aren't you afraid?"

Xu Sui's dark eyelashes drooped, forming a shallow arc, and smiled calmly: "I'm not afraid."

"Your operation was so beautiful just now, can you teach me." The girl who spoke was called Liang Shuang, a classmate of Xu Sui's.

"Good." Xu Sui nodded.

Under Xu Sui's guidance, Liang Shuang mastered the essentials, finally overcoming the psychological obstacles, holding a big steel needle when he was about to poke Toad's brain.

As a result, the roof shook slightly, followed by a loud roar of airplanes, and the buzzing sound continued. Liang Shuang was startled. The steel needle deflected and directly hit the toad’s thigh. come out.

It failed again.

Liang Shuang became angry and began to complain: "I really don't understand why the president who built this medical university moved the school site to an aerospace university next to a street across the street. The group of pilots tried out at the airport. Practicing, morning and night, noisy, really annoying."

A girl heard Liang Shuang’s complaint and joked: "Hey, Liang Shuang, I remember when you first came, didn't you still say to find a pilot to be your boyfriend? Why did you change your heart so quickly."

Hearing the words "pilot", Xu Sui's heart tightened, and then he returned to the test bench to observe the data casually.

Liang Shuang replied: "Two different things, haven't we found them yet."

Xu Sui returned to the experiment table to continue the experiment. A girl in her group called Bai Yuyue, except for handing tweezers, steel needles and other tools, did not make any contribution to their group work.

Because Bai Yuyue looked at her mobile phone after a while, she didn't think about anatomy at all. Suddenly, the mobile phone she was standing by made a "ding" sound, and Bai Yuyue clicked on it, revealing a sweet smile.

Xu Suizheng leaned over to observe Toad's brain nerve response on the computer. Bai Yuyue called her: "Xu Sui, I have something to do. You can help me with the rest."

It means that she does the homework alone, but the final name must be for two people.

Xu Sui took a look at the experiment and it was more than half finished, and nodded without emotion. She doesn't care about such things very much, because she is lazy.

Bai Yuyue walked away happily. Because Xu Sui was alone, he naturally completed the experiment a bit later than ordinary people. When it was over, he found that Liang Shuang was still waiting for her.

"You haven't left yet?" Xu Sui took off his disposable gloves.

"Of course I am waiting for you." Liang Shuang squeezed her face, tusk, it feels pretty good.

After Xu Sui changed her clothes, Liang Shuang dragged her to run down the stairs, saying, "Hurry up, my potato ribs are gone."

In a canteen, the two finally got a meal and sat down. There was a boy with glasses holding a dinner plate and asked if he could sit together.

Xu Sui held a soft and harmless face, but refused his request mercilessly.

Liang Shuang sat opposite her and looked at Xu Sui, slapped her face, her face was white with a pink layer, apricot eyes, and two dimples when she laughed. His hair was tied behind his head in a regular manner, and the broken hair on his forehead fell out recklessly.

The appearance of a typical southerner looks so good.

Liang Shuang sighed with ribs and sighed: "Hey, there are a few this month, follow me, do you know that our department forum is conducting departmental polls, you are on the list of candidates."

Xu Sui didn't show much reaction to this incident. She inserted a straw into the milk carton and said with a puffed face, "But I was really ordinary in high school."

The kind of existence that would be submerged in the crowd.

If Liang Shuang had seen the photos of her in high school, she would not have said such a thing. In high school, she was sick all the year round and drank traditional Chinese medicine for a long time. Her figure was swollen and her face was too pale. She wore a monotonous and generous school uniform all the year round. She was an ordinary girl.

Fortunately, after getting healthy, she lost 20 pounds when she was in college. In addition, her white skin, small features and delicate features, seemed to be reborn all at once, and everyone paid more attention to her.

It is indeed because colleges and high schools are really different. There are multiple aesthetics here, and she will be paid attention to by accepting people with different personalities.

"Hey, who is not in high school, it's all for studying," Liang Shuang put a piece of meat in her bowl and asked, "but I think you have refused several times, what do you like?"

Xu Sui bit the straw and didn't move. A game human face appeared in his mind. He quickly pressed it down again and shook his head: "I don't know."

"It's okay, it's still early." Liang Shuang poke the vegetable with chopsticks, and it took a while to react. She beat spinach and said bitterly, "I wipe it, I can't do it, I feel like vomiting when I see the green color. too disgusting."

"I'll help you eat it, I'm not afraid." Xu Sui said with a smile, and then put the spinach in his bowl.

At five o'clock in the afternoon, Xu Sui stood on the roof of the school's ideological and political building to blow the air. The evening breeze blew her test papers on the railing, like a white dove flapping its wings.

Xu Sui plugged his earphones into his mobile phone and stood on the rooftop to do his listening test papers. There are few people here, it is quiet and the scenery is good, she often comes here, it is a good place to relax.

When he is tired, Xu Sui presses the test paper with his elbow and relaxes his eyes as he looks into the distance. At this time, she would always look in one direction, the northeast corner of the school was pointing to the playground of Beijing North Aeronautics and Astronautics University.

Every day there are students from the Flying Academy who are practicing day after day. From the rooftop, you can only see the dark heads under the green ocean.

She couldn't see anything clearly, and she didn't know what she was expecting.

Xu Suizheng was in a daze, the mobile phone he was holding vibrated, and it was Xu's mother calling. Xu Sui clicked to answer. Xu's mother cared about her study and life, and then moved the topic to the weather.

"The frost is about to fall. Once the frost has passed, the weather will turn colder. Remember to buy an extra quilt." Xu Mu nagged.

Xu Suishi smiled, with a brisk tone: "Mom, where is this? It's still very hot here. And I haven't stayed in the north before."

Xu's mother sighed when she heard this. Xu Sui was born in a single-parent family in the south and grew up in a small town called Liying in Jiangsu and Zhejiang provinces. Mother is an ordinary middle school Chinese teacher. When Xu Sui was in high school, she was worried that the teaching resources in the small place were not good, so she planned to send her out to study.

It happened that Xu Sui's uncle was doing business in Beijing North City and proposed to let her come here to study. Xu's mother sent her off as soon as she gritted her teeth for the child's education.

Xu Suigao transferred to Tianhua No. 1 Middle School in the first half semester and spent two and a half years in the north.

When she applied for the college entrance examination, Xu's mother had discussed with Xu Sui, and she would choose any university in the south. Who knew that she had to apply for the medical university in North Beijing with all her heart.

Thinking of this, Xu's mother complained softly: "You are in college, you are so far away from me, and no one takes care of you. When your child gets cold hands and feet in winter, he is afraid that it will be too cold. I really don’t know why you have to go there. go."

Xu Sui had to change the subject, coaxed his mother a few words, and finally hung up the phone.

Xu Sui stood on the rooftop in a daze, and she couldn't help asking herself, why did she come here?

It should be crazy.

She was in a daze, and suddenly there was an emotional hum from the corner not far away, accompanied by an anger. Xu Suishun looked at the sound source.

There were two people standing on the wall around the corner. The girl was tall and demon-looking. She was next to him with an ambiguous posture. The boy was leaning against the wall with his clothes loosely wrapped around him.

Xu Sui was separated from them by an abandoned iron frame, which was covered with mottled red rust. Across a small frame, the line of sight gradually narrowed, but the movements of the two became more obvious.

The boy didn't move much, but the girl pressed it tightly, touched her finger down subconsciously, and hooked the bottom of the boy's black trousers. The hint was obvious.

When she wanted to take a step closer, the boy stretched out his hand to easily clamp her knuckles, making it immobile, and looked at her with a smile.

The girl was so hot that she took the opportunity to confess: "I really like you."

The boy didn't respond much to this, he was lazy in his bones, and he smirked, "How much do you like it?"

After speaking, the boy's slender fingers wrapped around the red bow on her chest, and the clean fingertips touched an inch of her skin. To be puzzled, control meant full control, and the girl's chest gradually fluctuated and panted.

Faint expectation surged from the bottom of her heart. She raised her eyes and met the boy's teasing eyes, her face flushed, and she simply buried her entire face on his broad chest, and said softly, "You are so annoying."

The wind stopped, and the burning clouds in the evening were warm and bright, and Xu Sui felt a bit sun-dried, hot, and stuffy, and she almost couldn't stay longer.

The orange-red fish-scale clouds on the horizon moved over, and the light became clear at this moment. The boy suddenly turned his head and looked over, and their eyes collided in mid-air.

The boy's hair is extremely short, revealing green stubble, his eyelid folds are shallow, his pupils are pitch black and careless, the curve of his jaw line is smooth, and the protruding Adam's apple is slowly rolling up and down.

His eyes rested on her without emotion.

A violent evening breeze passed through the border and poured into her throat, too dry to say a word. Xu fled with Luohuang, and the conversation between the girl and the boy spread to her faintly along the wind, very clear.

She heard Bai Yuyue ask softly: "What are you in a daze? Did you meet someone you know?"

The boy's voice was almost metallic and cold, and three words rolled out of his throat: "I don't know."