Confession

Zhou Jingze had a fever, and the condition went from good to bad. It lasted for a day and a night. All these years, things that I didn't dare to remember, all had a dream.

In his dream, when he was about to resist, Yan Ning hurried back. In front of his wife, Zhou Zhengyan played an elegant and gentle husband. When he saw her back, he immediately greeted her and picked up the big and small bags in her hand.

Yan Ning sat down and drank two sips of tea, pointed to the gift on the soft sofa, and said warmly: "Zhengyan, I saw a nice Windsor knot when I was shopping in France. The style is very special, so I bought it for you."

"Thank you, wife." Zhou Zhengyan smiled and peeled a grape to Yan Ning.

"The blue bag next to it is Kyizawa's. The pen he wants." Yanning bit the grapes and pointed to the bag next to him. "Hey, what about the other person? Let him come over and see if he likes it."

Zhou Zhengyan's expression flashed in panic for a moment, and his tone dodged: "He's going to class."

"Okay, then I'm going to rest. Jet lag." Yan Ning put down the cup in his hand.

Zhou Zhengyan also stood up, put his arms around Yanning's waist, kissed her on the cheek, and said in a petting tone: "Wife, then I'm going to the company, you can call me if you want to eat when you wake up, after get off work. I bought it for you."

"Okay." Yan Ning stretched.

After Zhou Zhengyan left, she stepped onto the steps without taking two steps, and she felt pain in her heart. Yan Ning stopped and took a rest, always feeling that something bad had happened, and then slowly upstairs by holding the stairs.

After Yan Ning returned to the room, she removed her makeup and combed her hair in front of the mirror. For some reason, her eyelids jumped and her heart was flustered.

Xing is a mother-child connection, Yanning feels something is wrong, and subconsciously worried about his son. Suddenly, she glanced down inadvertently, and there was a string of broken Buddhist beads lying on the ground.

Yan Ning's eyes drenched, picked it up, and immediately called Zhou Zhengyan, cutting directly into the subject: "Where is my son?"

"Wife, didn't he say that he went to school." Zhou Zhengyan smiled on the phone.

"You lied! All the Buddhist strings he brought with him were left at home," Yanning tried to calm her emotions, but finally couldn't help but said sternly, "Zhou Zhengyan! If there is anything wrong with my son, don't think about it! "

After speaking, Yanning smashed the phone to pieces. Aunt Tao asked for leave and returned to her hometown. She called the nanny in. In the end, she was famous. There was someone in the family supporting her. Yanning's momentum was there. She asked less than three sentences, babysitter. The whole person was trembling non-stop:

"The ground... the lower room, the husband shut him down."

Before she finished speaking, Yan Ning rushed down, and when she found Zhou Jingze, she cried so hard that she wiped her tears and carried him out.

In a trance, he heard his mother continuously apologize to him, and then heard the sound of emergency horns. A group of people surrounded him. The doctor said that if he was sent a step late, his ears would be deaf because of a high fever.

Later, after Zhou Jingze recovered from his illness, he was afraid of the dark for a long time and couldn’t stay alone and couldn’t speak. Grandpa took him back and taught him to play chess and airplane models every day. After a long time, he Only slowly got better.

Fortunately, grandpa taught him well.

As far as Ning is concerned, because he was too soft-hearted and still has feelings for Zhou Zhengyan, after he knelt down and desperately admitted his mistake, he was reluctant to forgive him.

Zhou Jingze has been living at her grandfather's house. Yanning often came to persuade her to go home. Until the third year, her grandma became seriously ill. Grandpa didn't have the energy to take care of him. It was Zhou Jingze who offered to go back to that home.

He is no longer afraid of Zhou Zhengyan. In the past three years, Zhou Jingze has learned taekwondo and fencing.

In the end, the weeds grow savagely into big trees, and they will not fall in strong winds, and will not disperse in windy sands. They live tenaciously, sharply, and arrogantly.

...

During Zhou Jingze's fever, he had a fever when he retreated. Xu Sui took two days of leave and stayed in front of the bed to take care of him. After feeding him the medicine, he repeatedly cooled him down.

Five or six in the afternoon, at dusk, the most beautiful time of the day. Xu Sui touched Zhou Jingze's forehead to see that the temperature had almost dropped, got up and went to the kitchen, planning to make some porridge for him.

As soon as he opened the door of the refrigerator, Xu Sui was stunned, refrigerated for three layers, and there were no ingredients. The top layer was the family's white peach milk that she often drank, the second layer was the carbonated drinks he often drank, and the third layer was ice water. .

Let alone the frozen layer, it is cleaner than the face of the older man.

Xu Sui closed the refrigerator door, took out his mobile phone, and ordered some ingredients and seasonings online. After half an hour's waiting, the express clerk delivered the goods to the door.

Xu Sui bit the milk straw and walked into Zhou Jingze's kitchen with a large bag of ingredients in her other hand. She glanced roughly and found that except for the kettle, all other household appliances were new, and she didn't even remove the labels.

Xu Sui turned his head to turn on the gas stove, the blue flame leaped, and then washed the millet out of the pot. After a while, there was a gurgling bubbling sound from the steamer.

Xu Sui washed his hands, took out a rubber band from his pocket, and **** the hair behind him. The original shoulder-length hair had grown to the waist because it hadn't been cut for a long time, and it cost money to tie it. a little time.

When the porridge is boiled to a certain heat, Xu then pours the cleaned ingredients-chunks of ribs, diced carrots, ginger, and yam into the pot.

Xu Sui was drinking milk while looking at the porridge in the pot. The curved side of her face was quiet and beautiful. There was fine hair behind her ears falling to the front, and it was a little itchy when she brushed her cheeks. She just wanted to reach out and hook her ears. The shadow fell, and one hand pulled her broken hair behind her ear faster.

"Are you awake?" Xu Sui's eyes were filled with surprise.

"Are there any discomforts?"

Zhou Jingze casually put on a gray sweater, with a loose neckline, revealing two clavicles, messy hair on his forehead, lips a little white, and a lazy smile:

"A little thirsty."

"Ah," Xu Sui let go of the straw he was biting, and paused, "Then I will pour you some water."

Indoors, Xu Sui was wearing a white Dumbo sweater, holding a milk carton in his right hand, and a little milk was applied to his moist and red lips, and his thick and long eyelashes were hanging down, making him look awkwardly obedient.

Zhou Jingze's eyes were gloomy, suppressing the surging emotions, and when Xu Sui passed by him to get water, he stretched out his hand to stop her waist.

Xu Sui was forced to slam into his chest. When he raised his eyes, the noses of the two were about to meet each other. Zhou Jingze held her chin with his hand and kissed him with his head tilted, licking the milk from the corner of her lips little by little. The warm breath was on the neck, his voice hoarse:

"Isn't this ready?"

The setting sun sank, and the last warm light was divided into small grids by the window on the edge of the kitchen and fell on the two of them. The shadows intertwined, and Xu Sui only felt hot. His waist was hit against the Liulitai, but he was blocked by a wide palm. The milk between his lips and teeth was sucked away, and a drop of milk dripped on the collarbone unconsciously.

Zhou Jingze bit it, Xu Sui felt pain right now, his thick black eyelashes quivered, and a tingling came from the collarbone.

Until the porridge in the pot made a rapid topping sound, Xu Sui pushed him away, turning his face away, his voice was intermittent, but with an inexplicable anger:

"Zhou Jingze! Porridge...porridge, sizzle."

After shouting a few words, Zhou Jingze let go of her, Xu Sui sorted out her clothes, hurriedly turned off the fire, poured out a portion of porridge, and a portion of winter melon and lily soup.

At the table, Xu Sui sat next to him, moved the porridge and soup aside, and said, "You can drink and drink."

It just so happened that Xu Sui's mobile phone made a "dingdong" sound. She clicked and looked at the news from Guan Xiangfeng, asking about Zhou Jingze's late reaction and symptoms.

Xu Sui responded seriously, and naturally forgot the people around him.

Zhou Jingze opened the chair, from sitting down to picking up the spoon, and found that the girl's eyes were not on him for a second. The eldest master stirred the porridge with a spoon, and spoke calmly:

"Xu Sui."

"Huh?" Xu Suezong moved his eyes away from the phone.

"This porridge seems to have no salt." Zhou Jingze raised his eyebrows, his voice still a little dumb.

"Really? Let me take a look." Xu Sui immediately put down his phone, took the spoon in his hand and took a sip of porridge, and wondered, "Why do I feel that it smells."

"Really?" Zhou Jingze answered without changing his face, and then took the spoon and continued to drink the porridge.

Zhou Jingze was very educated when eating, and his cheeks moved evenly, as if he was tasting some food. He gave Xu Sui a lot of face, and drank most of the porridge.

Xu Sui looked up at the phone and raised his head: "How are you feeling now?"

"It's like having a long dream. When it's over, I won't be afraid when I wake up." Zhou Jingze said slowly.

"You can get used to a closed and dark space now. If you sleep, you need to cooperate with medication later." Xu Sui said.

The nightmare ended, and Zhou Jingze resumed his previous dangling and undisciplined appearance. The corners of his lips were raised, but his tone was serious but with a kind of open and bad energy:

"Okay, you accompany me to sleep."

Xu Sui's cheeks became hot quickly. She pretended to look at the time on the wall, and her tone was flustered for a moment: "It seems to be late. If you are okay, I will go back to school first."

Xu Sui packed her bag in a panic, throwing books, notes, hand cream and the like into the bag in annoyance, putting on a white down jacket and going out.

"Xu Sui." Zhou Jingze called out to her.

"Yeah." Xu Sui looked back at him holding Bao Bao.

Zhou Jing sat there, her dark and long eyes pinned her in place, her voice faint:

"You will be willing."

In the end Xu Suiluowan fled, and when he walked out of Zhou Jingze's house, a bit of cold wind blew, his heartbeat was still accelerating, and the screen of the phone in his hand lit up:

ZJZ: [Called you a car at the alley, and sent me a message when it arrived. 】

After Xu Sui returned to school, he plunged into the ocean of knowledge, desperately to make up for the notes that had been left over the past two days, and traveled to and from the classroom or library all day.

And Zhou Jingze finally returned to school after disappearing for a whole week. He explained his situation to the head teacher. Although the teacher valued Zhou Jingze, he still acted according to the rules and judged his general psychology test to be zero, and gave the corresponding score. Sanction.

The teacher gave him a winter vacation and asked him to make adjustments as soon as possible.

"It must be adjusted well, or even if you pass our level, you will still face difficulties when you graduate in the future."

Zhou Jingze accepted the punishment given by the school frankly without any dissatisfaction. He nodded: "Thank you."

Xu Sui felt that she and Zhou Jingze had changed in this relationship. If the ski resort was a mutual trial, she seemed to feel that Zhou Jingze really liked her this time.

When they first got together, Zhou Jingze was laissez-faire to her, even if she was caring, it was a careless gesture. Now, Zhou Jingze calls and texts her more frequently, and he controls her schedule calmly.

On Friday, Xu Sui was carrying books for the whole afternoon in the library. The surrounding students left one after another. Some people were holding a meal card and talking softly about the roasted ribs in the cafeteria. She realized that it was already evening.

Xu Sui took a look at the time and realized that it was six o'clock. She had an appointment with Zhou Jingze. He said that he would take her to try a new store today. She hurriedly packed her books and hurried downstairs.

Unexpectedly, I ran into Shi Yuejie downstairs. Xu Sui looked surprised. She hadn’t seen Shi Yuejie for two months. I heard that he had already been undergraduate studies. Some time ago, she followed the teacher to Xi’an for a project. .

"What a coincidence, brother." Xu Sui greeted friendly.

Shi Yuejie shook his head: "No, I came to you specially."

"Look for me?" Xu Sui's tone was surprised.

"Yeah," Shi Yuejie glanced at the students coming and going, with a gentle voice, "Can I change the place? I have something to tell you."

Xu Sui glanced at the time and said in apologetic tone: "I'm afraid it won't work. I have an appointment with my boyfriend for dinner."

Shi Yuejie's expression froze when he heard the three words for boyfriend. Xu Sui thought that Shi Yuejie had something important to say, and pointed to a tree not far away: "Or let's go there."

The two came to the tree one after the other. Shi Yuejie didn't speak as roundabout as before, and cut directly to the subject: "I heard you and Jingze are together."

"Yes." Xu Sui was startled for a moment, but he didn't expect this to be what he was going to say.

"To be honest, it’s a bit abrupt to tell you these things, but I’m sincere. Kyizawa is not as good as what you see on the surface. He... actually has something unknown, and he promised to be with you. Maybe it was on a whim, for fun, because—"

Speaking of his lips, Shi Yuejie seemed to be unable to express his teeth, and then changed his words: "I suggest you—"

To be honest, Xu Suizi thinks that she is a good-tempered person, and will never take the initiative to collide with others, but this time, she interrupted Shi Yuejie’s speech:

"Thank you brother for caring. I can feel what kind of person he is. We are quite good now." Xu Sui's tone was not very good, and he smiled, "I always like to listen to myself, and I don't like others to give me. Suggest."

Xu Sui hugged the book and turned and left. She seemed to remember something, and stopped and looked back: "Also, I don't want to hear anyone say that he is not good anymore. It's his friend, so I won't say that to him behind his back."

Xu Sui walked out of the campus all the way, took out his mobile phone and took a look, Zhou Jingze sent a message to her about it. The sky was a little dark and gloomy. Although she had firmly defended Zhou Jingze in front of Shi Yuejie just now, his words still appeared in her mind from time to time along the way.

What is the other side of Zhou Jingze? Is it true that he is with her on a whim, holding the attitude of casually dating people?

After all, he will never lack love.

After Xu Sui walked for about ten minutes, he opened the door and walked into the restaurant they had arranged. As soon as I walked in and looked at her from a distance, Zhou Jingze turned his back to her, wearing a black sweater with white cuffs, his jacket on the back of the chair, his elbows on the side of the table, and he was studying the menu, in an unruly state. .

Resting Zhou Jingze's face there was a disaster on its own. After a while, a girl next door came up to ask for a phone call. She had a lively and lovely personality. She was also generous and uncomfortable when she started talking.

Xu Sui's hand holding the doorknob tightened, not knowing why he stopped. That kind of strange self-esteem came out again, and she stood behind to see if Zhou Jingze would refuse.

The girl stood in front of him with joy and explained her intentions. Zhou Jingze moved halfway from the menu and glanced at her.

Zhou Jingze, who was asked for a number, usually gave it to him based on his mood, or simply ignored it.

Zhou Jingze picked up the mobile phone on the side and took a look, unexpectedly raised his hand to indicate something to say to the girl. The girl leaned down. The expression on her face was first happy, then depressed, and finally smiled heartily. He spoke to him and left. .

After hearing this, Zhou Jingze relaxed his brows and smiled extremely lightly.

Standing not far away, Xu Sui felt that his chest was stuffy and out of breath. Shi Yuejie was right. Maybe Zhou Jingze was really because of other reasons. It might be freshness and curiosity to be with her on a whim. No matter what, it would not be serious.

She was in a daze, and the very busy waiter who hurried past accidentally hit Xu Sui, and a few drops of warm water splashed on her hair.

The waiter handed a tissue to apologize, Xu Sui took it and wiped it casually, and shook his head: "It's okay."

When Zhou Jingze heard the sound, he looked back and was about to come over when he got up. Xu Sui hurried over. She sat across from Zhou Jingze, put down her bag, and said, "I'm sorry, I'm late."

"I didn't say okay last time, you have the right to be late," Zhou Jingze poured her a cup of buckwheat tea in a slow tone.

Xu Sui took a sip of tea and didn't speak, and reluctantly lifted the corner of his lips.

Xu Sui likes to eat hot pot in the winter. It is not spicy or unpleasant, but Zhou Jingze's taste is rather light, so she ordered a Mandarin duck pot.

The atmosphere of the meal was very good. Zhou Jingze also took good care of her. He didn't move his chopsticks much during the whole process.

"What are you thinking about, eh?" Zhou Jingze's voice was low.

Xu Suizheng stared at the bubbling **** floating in the butter pan in a daze. After hearing the words, she regained her senses. She lowered her head and took a bite of the light green bamboo shoots and smiled:

"I was thinking about the topic the teacher asked in the morning. It was a bit difficult."

"It's hard?"

"Well, it's too difficult to solve."

After dinner, at 8 o'clock, the two of them walked back together. Zhou Jingze escorted her all the way to the downstairs of the girls' dormitory. Xu Sui said "goodbye" to him and turned around.

The wind in winter was violent for no reason. Zhou Jingze stood there and lit a cigarette in the cold wind. The smoke exhaled from his thin lips. He squinted at her back and suddenly said:

"Xu Sui."

Xu Sui stopped, thinking that he had something important, then walked up to him again, and looked up at him: "What's the matter?"

The scarlet of Zhou Jingze's fingertips was pinched out, and his tone was loose: "You haven't said good night to me yet."

"Huh? Then... good night."

"Good night."

The next day, after Xu Sui finished class, she went to the cafeteria for dinner with Hu Xixi and Liang Shuang. After the meal was prepared, the three of them sat at the same table. Halfway through the meal, Hu Xixi felt that something was wrong and said in confusion:

"Hey, our cafeteria goddess was not asked for a phone call today, which is a bit strange."

Just after Hu Qianxi said this, the two men behind him with the dinner plate were whispering. Among them, the fat man pushed the man wearing glasses next to him:

"Don't look at it, you still have a boyfriend when you look at it."

"Besides, you won Zhou Jingze."

Hu Qianxi lowered her head and whispered to the sisters: "Baby, what's the situation, when have you been so high-profile?"

"I don't know." Xu Sui picked up a bean and stuffed it into his mouth.

She and Zhou Jingze have always been very low-key, and Zhou Jingze is not the kind of character that loves to share, lazy, looks careless, and doesn't care about anything.

Zhou Jingze has never posted her in Moments, so when did passers-by know that they were together?

"Hey, let me, a person who has been in Beihang's gossip forums all year round, search for answers for everyone." Liang Shuang excitedly took out his mobile phone.

Liang Shuang was browsing the mobile webpage intently with her mobile phone, and suddenly there was no sound when she watched it. After a while, she would show Hu Qianxi with her mobile phone.

Hu Qianxi glanced at the phone, bit a small piece of broccoli and fell off. The atmosphere was strangely weird, Hu Qianxi looked at Xu Sui and said:

"Follow, Zhou Jingze is here for real."

"What?" Xu Sui felt a little strange.

Hu Qianxi handed her the phone, Xu Sui took it, and pushed her thumb down on the screen. The amount of information was too dense and she was a little confused.

On Beihang’s post bar, there is a post about Zhou Jingze, which contains confession posts and discussion posts of various girls to him. Just pull down, it will appear:

Strawberry-flavored me: I ran into Zhou Jingze at the Feiyuan playground today. His handsome profile is so good to kill me.

I want to travel everywhere: Hey, I have been pretending to run into each other outside the training base, but I haven't seen him once.

My husband Zhou Jingze: I saw him playing on the playground in front of the Sizheng Building. I wanted to wear the same style with him. I checked it and found that the limited edition is still unavailable.

...

This post has been there since Zhou Jingze's first day of enrollment, and now a year and a half, two thousand multi-storey buildings have been built.

Zhou Jingze has never been to see it, and he doesn't care. He has always had the attitude of passing by and squandering life, in comparison. He is more concerned about what to eat the next day.

It was such a person who suddenly registered an account, and replied briefly but powerfully to the post on the more than two thousand floors:

[Someone, Xu Sui. 】

This reply stirred up waves on the first floor, and neither the girls in this school nor the girls who liked Zhou Jingze in the school next door could accept this reply.

It is really not his style to blatantly declare his preference to the world.

Someone replied underneath: [Fake it, unless you have your real name. 】

Others said: [I just want to **** sleep with him, it doesn't seem to work anymore? 】

Most people have postponed: [I don’t believe it very much, he doesn’t seem to have a fixed girlfriend, doesn’t it mean that the shelf life of his girlfriend will not exceed three months? Now one is coming out of thin air. 】

Xu Sui kept pulling down the post, turning his index finger joints a little bit painful, and stopped when he saw one of the replies to these doubts:

A can of 7-up: Although I don't want to believe it, I have to tell my sisters that it is true. Yesterday I ate with my roommate at a newly opened hot pot restaurant. I thought he was alone, jumping up to the ground to ask for his WeChat, but he spoke very seriously, with a strong tone: sorry, no. The girl standing behind you at seven o'clock--

When Xu Sui saw the second half of the sentence, his heart was beating hard, his heart was like water filled with overturned bubbles, slightly sour, and then sweet in all directions:

"That's my daughter-in-law."