Confession

Five or six years passed in a flash, and no one thought that after they separated, they would meet again after walking at a different fork in the road for such a long time.

In the morning, after Xu Sui and Zhou Jingze cleared their relationship, they were called away by a nurse who hurried past. After he was busy, during the lunch break, Xu Sui pulled off the coat on the hanger and lay on the office sofa with his eyes closed and rested.

The afternoon wind came in from the window and it was cool. Xu Sui closed her eyes and had a long dream. The details of the memories were so real that she really thought that she had returned to high school, was admitted to the university seriously, and met him again. she.

The cellphone alarm clock that Xu Sui was holding fast rang. She still felt heavy eyelids, and felt someone pushing her arm next to her. She opened her eyes laboriously and said unconsciously, "get out of class is over."

There was laughter from the side, and Xiao He, the nurse on duty today, asked, "Doctor Xu, you are at work, are you asleep?"

A voice instantly pulled Xu Sui back to reality. Xu Sui got up from the sofa, with a coat still on his body, and smiled faintly: "Indeed, I was sleepy."

"It's 2 o'clock soon, and I have to wait in the afternoon." The nurse who worked with her reminded.

"good."

Xu Sui got up and went to the bathroom to wash his face with cold water, facing the mirror, he pulled the rubber band off his wrist and tied it into a neat low ponytail.

The curtains in the office were pulled aside, a large amount of light flooded in. Xu Sui unscrewed the lid, grabbed a handful of scented tea and threw it into the health pot, and pressed the power button with a beep.

As the tea boiled and made a gurgling sound, Xu Sui leaned over to organize the medical records and documents on the desktop. His brain worked quickly and his speech became clear and distinct:

"Nurse He, you will come in order in a while. If you encounter a lot of people in the queue and the patient is emotionally anxious, you can comfort it: If you encounter troubles, don't force your head, and directly call the security guard to deal with it."

"Okay, Doctor Xu."

There are more people who make appointments on weekends. Xu escorts a patient away and welcomes another patient. He is so busy that he doesn't even have time to drink.

At four o'clock in the afternoon, Xu Sui received a relatively special patient. A mother brought a little girl in. The little girl was about ten years old. She had two soaring croissants. She had fair skin and round eyes.

The girl’s mother hugged her and sat down, lifted her clothes to show the girl’s abdomen, and said, “Doctor, there was a fight between a pair of boys in my daughter’s class the day before yesterday. I rushed to the frame on impulse last time, but was hit by a blunt object in one of the hands."

"I saw a bruise on her abdomen that day and Doudou said it didn't hurt. I simply dealt with it. I didn't expect that she called it pain two days later. It was so painful that she couldn't sleep, and she still had trouble breathing."

Xu Sui nodded, looked away from the patient's medical history on the computer screen, and said, "Hold me over and take a look."

Xu Sui leaned forward and pressed the injured area of ​​the little girl's abdomen, and asked softly, "Does it hurt?"

The little girl's eyes were wet, and her mouth curled downward: "It hurts."

Xu Sui returned to the desk, printed out two checklists, and signed them: "Take her to do abdominal color Doppler ultrasound and CT to check if there is any delayed organ damage."

An hour later, the mother brought the little girl back. Xu Sui took the report and checked it carefully. Finally, he said: "Fortunately, it's just a soft tissue injury. I will prescribe a course of medicine for you to get her to recuperate. Check back."

The girl's mother breathed a sigh of relief and nodded hurriedly: "Thank you doctor."

The little girl seemed to understand, but vaguely felt that it was good news, and her face immediately turned cloudy, showing a bright smile. Xu Sui walked up to her, took out a handful of fruit candy from his pocket, looked at her level, and spoke softly:

"You are brave, this is for you, but you have to promise me that you will protect yourself before you are brave next time, okay?"

The little girl nodded vigorously, staring at the colorful candy in her palm, her eyes rolled round, her tone of voice: "Sister, do you have a mint flavor? I prefer that."

Hearing "Mint" Xu Sui's black eyelashes tremble, he was taken aback. The little girl’s mother pushed her arm: “I’ll pick it for you, hurry up and accept it, and say thank you to the doctor.”

"Thank you sister." The little girl picked two candies out of her palm.

Xu Sui returned to his senses, raised his hand and touched her head, got up and sat back on the chair to continue working. The sun slowly sank, and the last ray of orange light came in and fell on the tabletop.

Xu Sui glanced at the time. It was six o'clock in five minutes. She pressed the internal phone and asked, "Xiao He, are there any patients behind?"

Xiao He hesitated and said, "There is another one, he has been waiting here for a long time."

Xu Sui took a sip of water from the cup on the tabletop, tightened the lid, and finally made his voice more comfortable: "Let him come in."

Not long after, there was a rhythmic knock on the door, "Tuk-tuk--" Xu Sui lowered his head and was writing on the casebook. Unobedient hair fell from his forehead, and it became a shadow on the paper.

"Doctor, I come to see a doctor."

A throat sound close to metal sounded, deep and magnetic, familiar and unfamiliar. Xu Suizheng was writing the words concentratingly, and with a "heap", the pen tip snapped a long line down, and the case was broken.

The case paper was torn off and thrown into the trash can.

Xu Sui's index finger and thumb were pressed on the blue document. What he saw was black pants with his hands hanging on the seams of the pants. The wrist bones were clearly protruding, and there was a blood-red mark on the tiger's mouth, just scabs.

The **** is wearing that silver ring.

Slowly raised his eyes.

A thin black jacket with a co-branded style, with a black and white striped shirt inside. The neckline cuts his face into a three-dimensional shape. The two buttons are loosened, revealing a throat bone, and those dark and deep eyes. Just look at it. Teach people can't move away.

It's looser than the original sneer, a bit more abstinence and masculine.

Something seems to have changed, and it doesn't seem to have changed.

It is indeed Zhou Jingze.

Met twice in a day.

The wall clock on the wall went exactly to six o'clock. Xu Sui only watched for two seconds. He retracted his eyes faintly and put the cap back into his pen: "It's off work. If you go out to see a doctor, turn left and turn to the emergency department."

Zhou Jingze was stunned for a second, and drove people as soon as they came in. It was obvious that he just didn't want to see him.

He raised his eyelids, looked at Xu Sui and said, "Xu Sui, I'm really coming to see a doctor."

Xu Sui lowered his head to remember things, and Zhou Jingze's solemn and calm tone seemed like she was obsessed with him, deliberately avoiding it.

At this time, the door was pushed open and Nurse He came in with a pile of documents. Zhou Jingze took a stool and sat down, with a calm tone: "Nurse, can I ask you a question?"

"What?" Xiaohe's voice softened when he saw the handsome guy talk to him.

Zhou Jingze played with a silver lighter in his hand and asked, "If you save a person because of an uneven road, what should you do if the other person doesn't want to be held responsible because that person is injured?"

"Isn't this ungrateful! You have to make that person responsible." The nurse said excitedly.

"It makes sense." Zhou Jingze nodded seriously.

Xu Sui ignored their conversation and sorted out the files on the desktop. Yu Guang caught a glimpse of the man sitting there calmly and calmly, with a line of sight falling on her head unhurriedly.

He kept silent, and Xu Sui's neck was numb with his scorching eyes. She finally spoke, her voice still a bit rushing:

"Why are you still not leaving?"

Nurse He, who was collating documents next to her, looked surprised. Doctor Xu has been gentle and gentle. It was the first time I saw her speak so aggressively today. Zhou Jingze put the lighter on the table, his tone was idle, and his voice was deep and nice:

"Doesn't this wait for you to be responsible."

? ? ? ? ! ! ! ! ! A large row of exclamation marks appeared on the nurse's face. No wonder Doctor Xu is single. No matter how good the condition is, he can't look down on it.

"I'm off work. If I need to see a doctor, I can call the emergency department." Xu Sui repeated.

Nurse He understood. Before going out, Yu Xin couldn't bear to say a word for the handsome guy: "Doctor Xu, or you should help him see it. Before, it was the gentleman's turn. There was an old man in front of him who was anxious. , He gave it to her."

It turned out to be so.

Xu Sui lowered his eyes and let go: "Where is it uncomfortable."

"Back." Zhou Jingze said briefly.

Xu Sui pointed to the compartment inside: "Go inside and let me check it."

Zhou Jingze didn't twist, and walked in and sat on the edge of the bed. It was probably too troublesome. He stretched the hem of his clothes with both hands, and took off his coat directly, revealing a piece of tight muscles, and his eyes flashed past the mermaid line extending under his abdomen. .

Xu Sui turned away subconsciously. After Zhou Jingze took off his clothes, he turned his back to her automatically, and Xu Sui went to check the first two steps. At this moment, the sun has sunk completely, and the light in the room is a bit dim.

A row of spinous processes is obvious on the back of the slender neck, and the back is wide and thin. There are two dark red scars in the middle, with purple bruises, and the wounds are a little ulcerated.

It should have been suffered that night.

He did not do anything.

The wound came back.

Xu Sui leaned over and pressed the bone near the wound on his back, lowered his eyelashes and looked intently: "Tell me where it hurts."

A pair of Roulian pressed to and fro on the back, touching the wound, Zhou Jingze turned a pale face and said nothing. Suddenly, he made a "hiss" inhalation sound, as if he was enduring something extremely.

Xu Sui paused and asked: "It hurts here?"

"No, you got my hair." Zhou Jingze's voice was low and low, and he slowly put out a word, "itch."

Xu Suixin contracted, only to find a strand of hair on her forehead stuck to his back, stepped back, and reached out to hook the hair that fell out behind her ear: "Sorry."

"No big problem," Xu Sui sat back at the desk again, in a low tone, "I'll give you a medicine list and go to the window on the first floor to get it. Pay attention to wound infections, avoid smoking and drinking, and eat less spicy food."

"Row."

The computer mirror reflected that the man was holding his chin up, slowly putting on his clothes, buttoning up his clothes, and having an idle posture. Xu Sui retracted his gaze and waited for him to come over and hand him the medicine list.

There was no eye contact between the two of them.

After the people left, there was silence in the office, and the wall clock on the wall made a ticking sound. Xu Sui leaned back on the office chair, relieved.

Xu Sui sat in the office specially for fifteen minutes before leaving with his bag.

In the underground garage, Xu took out the key from his bag and pressed it to unlock the car, walked forward, opened the car door, put the bag aside, shifted gears, and left the garage.

After coming out, Xu casually put her hands on the steering wheel and started the music. The soothing music sounded, and her nerves relaxed a lot. I don't know why, she has always felt tired recently.

Maybe it's really time to take the annual vacation and go out to relax.

Xu Sui thought about it this way, completely unaware that a **** G suddenly traversed right in front of him, drifting over obliquely, and then set the four-wheel drive firmly, as if waiting for her in front.

When she reacted, it was too late to slow down and brake, and the whole person slammed into it with a "bang".

Xu Sui knocked his head on the steering wheel under the impact of inertia, raised his eyes and looked over.

It's the same as playing in a bumper car, there is still smoke after the collision.

About to enter 28, is she going to have a fleeting disadvantage this year?

The other party opened the car door and walked towards her sideways. When Xu Sui really saw the person coming, he closed his eyes in despair. She leaned over the steering wheel and turned her face, feeling ashamed.

With a cigarette in his mouth, Zhou Jingze walked away with his long legs. He bent his fingers, his knuckles snapped on the window, Xu Sui had to press the button and lower the window.

The wind came in, and his face was clearly visible.

"Get off," he said.

Xu Sui had to get out of the car. Zhou Jingze bit the cigarette and raised his palm to signal her to walk over. Xu Sui had no choice but to walk over, and he just stood still. Unexpectedly, Zhou Jingze pinched the phone with his thumb and index finger, and took a picture of her "click".

"Why are you patting me?" Xu Sui frowned.

Zhou Jingze took the cigarette from his mouth, brushed the ashes with his hand, and looked at her:

"Leave a proof, for fear that you will fall back on the bill."

Xu Sui: "."

"Let's talk about it, or go through the procedure if it is private." Zhou Jingze asked her.

Xu Sui glanced at his G-series 65-beginning car, as well as the serial number plate that was hit by her with a missing corner, so she couldn't afford to pay for all his wealth.

However, her self-esteem and determination to not want to involve him anymore prompted her to gritted her teeth pretendingly:

"Follow the procedure."

Zhou Jingze nodded, held the phone in his hand and turned it around, pressing his thumb on the screen: "Phone."

Xu Sui pursed his lips, subconsciously guarding: "You come directly to Puren to find me, I will be there all workdays."

"Xu Sui," Zhou Jingze called out the name slowly, his voice was a little low, and his tone was serious, "I'm relatively busy these days."

By implication, he didn't want to harass her.

Xu Sui had to report a series of numbers, and then turned around and left after the report was over. Three seconds later, a clear and very loud female voice sounded behind her:

"Sorry, the number you dialed is empty, sorry..."

Zhou Jingze opened the hands-free, Xu Sui blushed to toes in embarrassment, Zhou Jingze breathed out a puff of gray smoke, and raised his eyebrows:

"Explain, eh?"

After Xu Sui re-reported a number, he fled back into the car and started the car to leave.

Zhou Jingze returned to the car, staring at the white car in front of him and leaving, with strong emotions in his eyes. Suddenly, the screen showed that Sheng Nanzhou was calling.

Zhou Jingze picked up the airpod and stuffed it into his ears, tapped the switch with his index finger, and the phone was connected. Sheng Nanzhou immediately spoke, snapping a lot:

"Damn, I called you a few times, so how come I answer it now! Do you have any fear of being favored! I ask you, how are you thinking about going to the training base of the AVIC school? I'll tell you, though I was aggrieved by your qualifications, but you are also a chief instructor at any rate, and the salary is good, and you are short of money recently..."

"Dude, I crashed my car." Zhou Jingze suddenly said.

"?"

"Fuck, buddy, that's your favorite car. I usually don't want to let me touch it twice. How do you say it hits me?" Sheng Nanzhou forced a lot of words, and finally reacted." No, how do I feel you are a little bit happy?"

"It's kind of." Zhou Jingze responded.

After speaking, he lowered his neck and slid his thumb to the photo album. Xu Sui was wearing a knitted skirt and long hair shawl, standing next to the car, showing his nose and lips, his brows and eyes were naturally curved, and the expression on his face was blank.

The collarbone of the neckline is long and prominent, and the waist is more than enough to grasp it.

How long has it been?

It didn't seem to be long.

Xu Sui looked like the original quiet and beautiful appearance, but there were many changes in the details. She was no longer a timid little girl who was teasing by a book of scriptures.

When Xu Sui faced him, his calm eyes were defensive, making Zhou Jingze's throat astringent, and his heart was pricked by a soft thorn, causing dense pain.

One more relationship than strangers, what is it called?

Xu Sui's attitude and reaction reminded him.

The years have passed.

Zhou Jingze furrowed his brows, his eyes were heavy, and the emotions surging in his eyes could not be suppressed:

"Thin."