Confession

After Xu Sui pushed the business card to Li Yang, he quickly deleted Zhou Jingze.

You can be stupid for love in your youth, but now you can’t. How hard she was in love at the time, how miserable she fell.

At the very least, there will be no entanglement, which is good.

After returning home, Xu Sui received news from Li Yang.

Li Yang has always been awkward in work, and sent a screenshot to her: [On-site watching the press conference, and the staff will take you to the backstage to shake hands and take pictures with the actor you like. 】

Xu Suihui: [Brother is reliable. 】

After a while, Li Yang said: [But the press conference is two months later, some of you have been waiting. No, I said that when you are so literary, watching this kind of Italian movie, it is the first time to see you chasing stars, so I like it so much. 】

Xu Sui smiled and didn't reply.

If there is no reason, it is probably because of one person.

The weekend passed by, Xu Sui quickly forgot this episode, and became a squeaky screw, nailed to the surgical room. On Tuesday, there was a meeting in the hospital. One of the links was how doctors view the dependence of patients.

The director of the hospital released a series of short videos. Among them, the doctors in the hospital were tired and sick to rescue patients, and there were also examples of patients who were strong in fighting cancer but died unfortunately.

The doctors in the room were all moved, and some even had moist eyes.

Director Zhang sat opposite Xu Sui, watching her quietly. Xu Sui sat at the side of the meeting, looking calmly at the ppt on the projector, without much expression, but she was listening carefully, occasionally lowering her head to take notes carefully, and the ponytail on the side of her head swayed slightly.

After the meeting, Xu Sui closed his cap, arranged the meeting record book on the table, and walked out holding it. Halfway through, he heard someone calling her.

Xu Sui stopped and looked back, it was her teacher, Director Zhang.

Director Zhang walked up to her with his hands behind his back, and asked with a smile: "Xiao Xu, what are the main points of this meeting?"

Xu Sui thought about it for a moment, and then spoke clearly.

"Yes," Director Zhang nodded in praise, and turned around. "The question I told you before, have you found the answer?"

As the teacher who has been taking her with him, Director Zhang had a private conversation with her some time ago. He said that Xu Sui is diligent and serious, his medical skills have been improving, and he is also responsible and patient with patients.

It’s good everywhere, but I have lost my compassion for being a doctor.

In other words, Xu Sui is too rational in this profession.

Xu Sui shook his head and said, "I'm sorry, teacher, I—"

Director Zhang sighed, patted her shoulder, and said before leaving: "Someone will tell you the answer."

When Xu Sui returned home after a busy day, the room was silent, and when he pressed the switch, it was as bright as daylight. Xu Sui stood in the hallway to change shoes and put on bags, and also ordered an out-of-the-box purchase.

After taking a shower and getting out of my hair, the takeaway just arrived.

Xu Sui took the takeaway and turned on a variety show on the TV, eating and watching. Halfway through, Xu Sui's mobile phone on the table made a "dingdong" sound.

She put down her chopsticks and took a look. It was a message from Li Yang: Sweetheart, I'm so tired.

Xu Suitei was familiar with the pattern at the beginning of Li Yang's words, which meant that he had a lot of things to complain about, so she returned an expression and Li Yang immediately began to complain:

[Suibao, your friend is too cold, right? Ask him five sentences and answer me one word. Just because he is handsome, do I have to endure that he is cold? 】

cold? Xu Sui thought about it carefully before, and it seemed to be okay.

Xu Sui didn't know what to reply, and replied: [You have worked hard. 】

Li Yang returned a series of ellipsis.

When I was two children, Xu Sui cleaned up the room, ordered a piece of citrus-scented incense, patted the pillow and got ready to go to bed, and Li Yang sent a message:

[I decided to give up this man. 】

Xu Suigang lay down, leaned on his side, with his head resting on his arm, and asked: [Huh? 】

Li Yang replied a lot of words: [People are good-looking, and boring character is useless. He is not fun at all, saying that he has no hobbies, click into his circle of friends to see, there is no news, and the signature is still a dash. 】

Soon, Li Yang attached a screenshot.

Xu Suidian opened it and saw that his dark eyelashes trembled. His WeChat profile picture has never been changed. It was always Master Kui, but now it has been replaced by Master Kui and 1017.

Xu Sui's nose was sore looking at their picture.

Over the years, they have become old cats and old dogs.

Zhou Jingze's circle of friends has nothing, very clean, and his signature is still that dash.

Xu Sui remembered that when they were in college, the two had just been together and they played games at his home. The summer is long, the sun outside the alley is very strong, and the cicadas are screaming.

Xu Sui and Zhou Jingze were watching a football game at home. They sat on the sofa with the orange sunlight falling in one corner. Zhou Jingze hugged her and sat on the sofa with them. He was in good spirits and opened a can of cold beer.

The pull ring was torn apart, and countless bubbles rushed up.

Xu Sui was so greedy that he wanted to drink, Zhou Jingze refused, and finally let her taste the beer foam. Zhou Jingze took the beer back, put it aside, and asked casually:

"One by one, who do you bet to win?"

Xu Sui looked at him and asked, "Who do you think will win?"

"Neymar."

"Then I'll bet the number 16, the one in the red jersey." Xu Sui said.

Zhou Jingze became interested, raised his eyebrows and asked: "Oh? Why, do you know him?"

"No, I just want to sing the opposite of you." Xu Sui smiled.

After speaking, she crossed a piece of ice watermelon and put it in her mouth, and flew away from Zhou Jingze, sitting on the other side of the sofa, for fear that Zhou Jingze would clean her up.

On that unusually sultry afternoon, the two watched a game together. Who knows that Xu Sui said that the athlete in the red jersey on the 16th actually scored a century-old spinner goal.

Neymar actually lost.

Xu Sui smiled brightly in his eyes: "This is what makes people with aspirations come true."

Zhou Jingze drank a cold beer and smiled: "What do you want?"

They said earlier that the losing party can do one thing for the other party.

Xu Sui thought for a moment, took his arm, and said with some embarrassment: "You just...post a message about my circle of friends? Or should I draw a tortoise on your face?"

Zhou Jingze chose the former. He picked up the mobile phone on the coffee table and directly posted a circle of friends, and incidentally changed his signature. The circle of friends he posted was quickly seen by Liu.

Liu: [What kind of weird thing is this, do you like dashes? "】

Zhou Jingze: [Hmm. 】

【? Don't do this, you suddenly become a mother. 】

Xu Sui took a look at his phone and frowned slightly: "Dash?"

Zhou Jingze rubbed her head, like touching his dog, deliberately teasing her, his tone was not serious: "Well, don't all of them look like dashes?"

"It looks a lot like it too."

Xu Sui reacted, short-tempered, stretched out his hand to hit him, and his temper was soft: "You are like a dash."

There was a pleasant tremor in Zhou Jingze's chest. He was drinking beer, Xu Sui leaped over and accidentally bumped his elbow, and the beer in his hand swayed Xu Sui's body.

She was wearing a white dress, her chest was wet, and the bubbles were evaporating. Zhou Jingze watched her eyes change and the indoor temperature rose.

He cheated and kissed, pressing the man on the sofa.

The black pants pressed against the hem of the white skirt, a touch of forbidden color in the gasp. Xu Sui tasted the beer he had fed. It was cold and swallowed with fluid, as if dizzy.

The legs were entangled and tightened, and the sunlight coming in was very strong. With a "click", the beer can fell on the ground, and the remaining half of the can of beer fell on the ground, making a sound of "boom", and then slowly melted.

The sweet words at the beginning seemed to be in his ears. Xu Sui looked at the screenshot and wondered what he meant, and he has not changed his signature until now.

This is not like Zhou Jingze's style at all, after all, he is not a long-lasting person.

Over the years, what Xu Sui has learned after joining the work is that things that she can't figure out will go around. She thought for a while but couldn't find the answer. It should be that Zhou Jingze simply didn't bother to change it.

Xu Sui did not return to Li Yang in the end, and fell asleep deeply.

On Friday, Xu Sui got up a little late, holding a bag of bread, took a carton of milk, and hurried to work. The hospital is overcrowded as usual.

Xu Sui sat in the office and ran all morning. He was so busy with backache and back pain. As soon as he took a sip of water, the deputy director came in with a stack of papers.

"Director," Xu quickly stood up, trying to pour him water.

"Hey, sit down, don't be busy," the director pointed to the seat with the folder and motioned her to sit back.

Xu Sui had no choice but to sit back again, and the director handed her a document: "Xiao Xu, this is the case. There is a medical cooperation project in our hospital, which is in Zhongzheng Airlines. They asked us to send medical staff to teach. Teach pilots about emergency medical care, and by the way, cooperate with them to take cooperation propaganda videos for a win-win situation."

When he heard the word aviation, Xu Sui instinctively rejected it, but if he refused, the director would definitely doubt it. She had to follow his words and ask:

"Where?"

"In the western suburbs of Beijing, as far as the aviation flight training base of a subsidiary company is under them, you and your colleagues in the obstetrics and gynecology department, clean up and have a car to pick you up."

Xu Sui flipped through the file symbolically, looking hesitantly: "Director, I have a lot of work here, so..."

"Don't worry, the organization will give you a holiday. If you can't, I will let them transfer your class." Director You said.

Xu Sui wanted to say something more, but the director interrupted her: "Xiao Xu, you are in front of our department, and your medical skills have been improving. Why not send you to send someone. Besides, you have to do the job of my old man. Support it."

He finished speaking, and the director took advantage of the situation to put her in such a high position, Xu Sui had no choice but to nod his head: "Okay."

At 2 pm, Xu Sui and his colleagues set off to the flight training base. They went to four people, two men and two women. Xu Sui sat in the back row and brought out a laptop. Originally, she wanted to read the information, but the road to the western suburbs was too awkward. After a while, she turned off the computer and sat quietly in the back.

The colleague vomited: "This is too far."

After the car drove for an hour and a half, Xu Sui became more nauseous as he sat behind him, and his face turned pale. She really couldn't stand it, she felt sick in her stomach, pushed down the car window, and squatted on the window.

The colleague handed her a bottle of water, in a worried tone: "Is it all right? Why is the motion sickness so serious."

Xu Sui took a sip, somewhat more comfortable, and said, "I'm sick."

As the car drove further and further away from the city, Xu Sui lay on the window of the car, the scenery outside all the way backwards, the sun was burning, the fragrance of grass mixed with the humidity of the wind poured in.

From a distance, Xu Sui saw the base not far away, with his back on the mountain, the turquoise playground, and the gray floor engraved with aircraft landing signs standing side by side. The roar of the plane overhead became clearer and clearer.

The stone stele on the left is engraved with eight characters in red: AVIC Flight Training Base.

The car drove to the front and stopped. The guard at the door took the ID and opened the gate. The driver drove in and couldn't find a parking space, so Xu Sui signaled to get off.

After the car stopped, Xu Sui immediately rushed down the door. She was dizzy and nauseous. In a hurry, she asked a passing person:

"Hello, where is the toilet?"

The other party pointed to her: "Go straight and turn left."

Xu Sui ran all the way, and the sun was running as if chasing her shadow. When he walked straight to the first intersection, a clear and powerful familiar voice came:

"What's our slogan, huh?"

A group of sonorous and powerful voices answered him: "Do your best to rush to the sky!"

Xu Sui looked up and saw Zhou Jingze wearing a pine-green training uniform standing in a group of blue oceans. Zhou Jingze led them to the front. The golden embroidery on his shoulders was shining in the sun, biting the silver one. Whistle, sweat ran down the temples.

The ruffian is unruly again.

The blue phalanx passed in front of him, and Xu Sui squinted his eyes to look over. He was in a daze as if he saw his youthful appearance, doing training vigorously, and shouting "Report instructor, my girlfriend!"

As if yesterday.

After just watching for two seconds, Xu Sui covered his mouth, frowned and ran towards the bathroom.

Zhou Jingze led the team to train on the track. When passing east, he seemed to see a familiar figure. His footsteps stopped and fell behind the team, panting slightly, the whistle stopped abruptly, staring in a certain direction. Thoughtful.

Xu Sui rushed into the bathroom and vomited dimly with a pale face. Finally, he lay down on the sink, turned on the faucet, and washed his face briefly with cold water.

Xu Sui slowly went out for a while, walked to the right, and inadvertently raised his eyes, and found that the man was leaning lazily against the wall, a tall and slender figure struck down, his hand in his trouser pocket, with a dog's tail in his mouth. Grass, the side of the Adam's apple is smoothly curved, revealing a sense of stubborn abstinence.

Xu Sui retracted his gaze blankly and raised his foot to leave. Zhou Jingze called to her, with a low and faint voice: "Motion sickness?"

She nodded, Zhou Jingze stood up straight, walked to her, holding a green mint in her hand, looking at her pale face: "Eat a candy."

"No need, thank you." Xu Sui refused indifferently.

After saying that, Xu was about to leave. As a result, his arm was grabbed, and the temperature of his palm came up. The man's palm was rough, with a thin callus, rubbing her white and tender skin. It felt familiar and long-lasting. She only felt that her arm was very hot, scorching like a fire, and she broke free subconsciously.

No matter how you earn, Zhou Jingze stays still.

Xu Sui looked at him directly, spoke softly, and said every word: "Do you need me to remind you? We have broken up."

Zhou Jingze's face was dazed, his arm loosened, Xu Sui was able to break free, and called her just not far away. Xu Suiying said "coming", passing by him, and inadvertently bumping Zhou Jingze's elbow.

The person has gone far, and the faint smell of camellia still remains in the air.

If there is no, it is as calm as a person, but has a strong sense of existence.

The mint in his palm fell on the concrete floor and was instantly stained with dust. Zhou Jingze leaned over and picked up the abandoned candy, walked to the faucet not far away, turned on the switch, and flushed with water.

Zhou Jingze opened the sugar paper, threw the sugar into his mouth, put his hands in his pockets, and looked up at the woman in the distance. Her skin was so pale that she was glowing. When she talked to her male colleague and smiled, the pear vortex appeared.

He chewed the mint slowly, with snow between his lips and teeth, which was extremely cold, and suddenly "cacked", the powder was broken, and the tip of his rotating tongue tasted a bit bitter.