Confession

Xu Suishu started the topic and asked: "I wish to bet, what do you want me to do?"

"Next week, Grandpa's birthday, accompany me back home." Zhou Jingze let go, lowered his neck, and looked at her.

Xu Sui was taken aback, remembering that he was going to take her back to see his grandfather at the university, but she broke up. After saying this, Zhou Jingze also realized something, and the two fell silent unanimously.

"Are you talking about pretending to be your girlfriend? Okay." Xu Sui nodded. What was originally ambiguous and entangled became clear and demarcated because of what she said.

Zhou Jingze's eyelids twitched. He obviously didn't mean that, but only in this way would Xu Sui go home with him. In this case, he also recognized it.

The man bit his posterior teeth and said, "Yes, pretend."

"You remember to buy a gift." Xu Sui reminded, holding the corner of his mouth.

After returning home in the evening, Xu Sui lay on the bed, Liang Shuang forwarded a piece of news and said: [Follow, this one is you, Zhou Jingze's plane is a slap, even I have a little movement. 】

Xu Suishun followed the link and found out that Zhou Jingze used an airplane to write a confession in the sky during the day.

Because the pilot is so handsome, netizens began to pick up his information, but unfortunately, his identity and background cannot be found at all, and he can only find out the airline he previously worked for.

As for the name he wrote on the plane, it was just a nickname or nickname, and there was no one to find.

Xu Suidian opened the comments under this video, all of them licked the screen of Zhou Jingze's appearance: [This handsome look is still a single eyelid, and I feel it, I think the new live-action CS competitive game endorsement can find him. 】

[From today on, I have changed my husband, please call me Mrs. Zhou in the future. 】

[Really very upright, where can I meet him in Beijing North City? 】

The lamp beside the bed exudes a warm light, Xu Sui lay on the bed, staring at Liang Shuang’s phrase "Even I am moving".

Zhou Jingze is like this. Like the turbulent wind, the scorching sun, I like a person, vigorously, and brazenly want to let the world know.

The time promised to accompany Zhou Jingze to his grandfather's house soon came. Zhou Jing was waiting downstairs at her house half an hour earlier, with his slender hands on the steering wheel, he was reaching out to get the cigarette from the center console, and he glanced inadvertently, his eyes stopped.

Xu Sui walked far away. Today, she was wearing an off-white embroidered waist skirt with a lake-blue coat on the outside. Her hair was tied into a ball head, revealing a smooth and full forehead, and the fine hairs on the forehead came down. , Xingmou Yingying, lips pale red.

It's like Xu Sui in college.

Quietly, the Master Teacher couldn't help but take another look.

The man's Adam's apple rolled slowly, looking at her: "Very beautiful."

Xu Sui didn't know the change in his mood, and only treated it as an ordinary compliment, and answered politely: "Thank you."

The car drove forward slowly all the way into an old town. The line of sight suddenly widened. Two days of tall sycamore trees were planted on both sides of the road to cover the sky. The sun fell from the gaps in the leaves above the head, and there were mottled trees. film.

Zhou Jingze drove left and stopped at the gate, took out the access card from his wallet, leaned forward and passed it, and the guard swiped the card and let it go. The car moved forward slowly.

Looking through the window of the car, Xu Sui found that there was a family building, with a wide area and shady trees. A group of young people were playing football on the football field, and there was a burst of applause around them from time to time.

After the car was parked, Xu Sui was still looking around, feeling a little strange. A pair of eyes turned around. Someone took her hand, the palm of the hand was wide, and it was deeply pressed against her palm.

Xu Sui wanted to earn subconsciously, Zhou Jingze reminded her: "I'm going in soon."

"Why, I haven't seen the family courtyard." Zhou Jingze led her forward and laughed.

"You haven't seen it before. My dad used to be a firefighter and my mother was a teacher. I grew up in two family homes."

She just hadn't seen the aeronautical engineer's family courtyard. Walking inside, you could see age-like airplane models standing there everywhere.

There were two winter plums at the door of Grandpa Zhou Jingze's house, and their petals were on the branches. He led Xu Sui in, and many guests had already arrived inside.

As soon as the person entered, Xu Sui received the glances from all directions, unavoidably a little nervous. Zhou Jingze squeezed her wrist tightly and said:

"It's okay, these are the relatives of the family and the students of my grandfather."

Zhou Jingze led the people to a pair of old people, handed over the gift, and smiled: "Grandpa, happy birthday, this is Xu Sui."

The old man moved his eyes to her, Xu Sui hesitated for a long time, and finally smiled and said, "Grandpa, happy birthday."

The old man was 76, his hair was white, but his bones were still sturdy. Hearing this "grandpa" with a majestic look, he immediately opened his eyes and smiled, beckoning and saying:

"Well, you are one by one, I am happy to see this kid finally bring his girlfriend home."

Xu Sui wondered how the old man knew her nickname and knew her. When the old man said this, the seven aunts surrounded him and asked Xu Suidong to ask Xiwen, very enthusiastic.

"You bastard, you can still find a girlfriend."

"Girl, where are you from? How old are you this year?"

"I didn't see which girl Jingze took home. You are the first one. Are you planning to get married?"

Xu Sui was surrounded by the crowd, and the elders dragged you and asked me intensively. The excessive enthusiasm made her feel a little overwhelmed.

Besides, she is not Zhou Jingze's true girlfriend.

When she didn't know what to do with Hershey, a lazy and laughing voice came in. Zhou Jingze held her hand tightly and said:

"Dear elders, if you keep asking, it scares people away, what should I do?"

"Uncle, you call dog food!" A voice of milky milk came out from the crowd.

Everyone was amused by the kid, Xu Sui saw Zhou Jingze lower his head and then twitched his lips, choking his heart.

Zhou Jingze accompanies the elderly to drink tea, chats with relatives on his mother's side, and occasionally mentions his own recent situation, lightly revealing it.

Xu Sui sat in the living room with the child watching cartoons. The little girl was named Guoguo. She was a little skinny, but her mouth was very sweet. She took a bite of her "pretty aunt".

Guoguo was fascinated by the cartoon. She jumped up on the sofa at the critical moment. She was holding a glass of juice in her hand. She staggered and didn't pay attention. A full glass of juice was spilled on Xu Cui's body, and the orange juice was lying on the rice. On the white skirt, dripping wet.

The child panicked at the moment. The babysitter just brought the fruit up, and when he saw it, he quickly put down the fruit plate, hurriedly pulled a paper towel and handed it to her, saying, "My little ancestor, look at your good deeds."

Zhou Jingze heard the noise from here, walked over and saw that Xu's skirt was all fruit stains, and asked:

"what happened?"

The little girl shivered because of Zhou Jingze's approach, tearful: "I'm sorry, auntie."

Zhou Jingze frowned and wanted to say something more, Xu Sui looked up at him, his eyes stopped, and touched the little girl's head with the other hand in a gentle voice:

"It's okay, but you have to sit down and watch TV in the future."

"Yeah." The little girl sniffed.

Xu Sui lowered his head and continued to wipe her skirt, but it was useless. The nanny said: "Miss Xu, or you can go upstairs and change one. The clothes from her aunt before leaving the country are still new."

"Go, I'll call you during dinner later."

Xu Sui nodded, followed the babysitter up to the second floor and entered a second bedroom. The nanny opened the cloakroom and smiled: "Miss Xu, the clothes on this layer are all new. You change it first. I'll go out first. Call me if you need it."

"Thank you." Xu Sui said.

Seeing that it was almost time for dinner, Zhou Jingze glanced at the time. He hadn't gotten down yet, so he planned to go upstairs and ask Xu Sui to eat downstairs.

With his hands in his pockets, the young grandfather slowly went upstairs to the second room on the left hand of the second floor.

Zhou Jingze stood still at the door, knacked on the square with his fingers, making a deep sound.

Xu Sui was still changing clothes inside. Most of the clothes in the cloakroom were more eye-catching. She finally picked a simple one and found that this dress was too difficult to wear.

She thought it was the nanny Zhang Ma, so she said: "Come in, the door is not closed."

With a "click", the door was opened. Xu Sui was still struggling with her skirt. Today, she wore a cross-strap bra. The black velvet skirt outside was laced with buckles. The underwear straps and the skirt were entangled. How can I untie it? Can't solve it.

"Aunt Zhang, can you help me explain it?" Xu Sui's voice was a little helpless.

Zhou Jingze leaned at the door, staring at the woman's back with dark eyes, his breathing gradually burning.

At 11:30 in the morning, a large swath of light poured in and cast on her back, creating a transparent texture of suet jade, pure and lustful.

She was too thin. The two butterfly bones at the back were raised, and the ridgeline in the middle stretched all the way down, blocked by a black velvet skirt, alluring and full of reveries.

Xu Sui was wearing a black velvet dress. The zipper on his back was half pulled, and the belt was pulled backhand so that his sleeves fell loose and half hung on his arm. His round and white shoulders were very dazzling.

She stepped barefoot on the carpet, her legs were slender, her black velvet swayed, and she looked holy and intrusive.

Zhou Jingze felt his throat dry for a while. She is his addiction.

There is a reaction at a glance.

Xu Sui found a moment of silence behind him, and was about to turn around, when a familiar smell of tobacco floated over.

Zhou Jingze's hand pinched her shoulder strap, and her fingertips touched her back skin from time to time. It was cold and biting. These obvious sensory stimulation made her heart tremble.

"Why are you?" Xu Sui frowned.

She wanted to turn around and push Zhou Jingze away. Suddenly she remembered the tattoo on her ribs and subconsciously blocked it with her hand.

"You go out!" Xu Sui said.

Zhou Jingze chewed a mint candy in his mouth, turned the tip of his tongue against the candy in his mouth, paused with his hands untie the skirt straps, raised his eyes, and then tightened, Xu Sui fell back, and his back was immediately attached. His chest.

"Where does the problem of changing clothes and not closing the door come from, if someone else comes in," Zhou Jingze paused, with a low voice, leaning over, and the heat hit her ears, "Aren't you dying to clean up."

When he leaned over, Xu Sui's ear was itchy and tingling, and she leaned to hide.

I want to push him out, but I am afraid that the tattoo will be seen by him.

For five minutes, Xu Sui felt like a fish on a chopping board, being held by Zhou Jingze. He leaned too close and moved slowly, feeling every inch of his breath walking on her back. She couldn't help but Shrunk a bit.

Xu was unable to move as if a dense electric current passed through.

Finally, the strap came out, and Zhou Jingze raised his hand to zip the skirt on her back.

Xu Sui sighed, and finally she was safe, and she immediately put on her shoes.

The eldest master leaned on the armrest of the sofa, his eyelids half lifted, his lips smiled, and he looked like he was waiting to be thanked.

When Xu Sui was free, the first thing he did when he turned around was to walk straight to Zhou Jingze.

The man raised his eyes, his eyes met, and Xu Sui smiled at him.

Zhou Jingze was taken aback and his heart moved. Before he could react, Xu Sui stomped him hard and ran away.

"hiss."

Zhou Jingze looked at her back, and followed her slowly.

He found that after many years of separation, Xu Sui was not the soft and well-behaved kitten, but the cat with small teeth and biting people from time to time.

The two went downstairs one after another, with Zhou Jingze following behind.

Just when it was time for dinner, Zhou Jingze's grandfather and grandmother enthusiastically picked up vegetables for her. For fear of being negligent, Xu Sui was embarrassed to sit at the table.

Xu Suina was embarrassed and hurriedly dissuaded him: "Grandpa, today is your birthday, don't give me food. If I want to eat, I can get it by myself. If I can't, I can ask him to help me."

After speaking, she quietly pushed his arm, Zhou Jingze looked at the phone, looked out, and said: "Yes, don't be busy with you, there is no me."

The old man finally put down his chopsticks, and a group of people shifted their attention to Grandpa Zhou Jingze. They toasted and the children said toasts, wishing him a happy seventy-sixth birthday.

During the dinner, Zhou Jingze received a text message with an unfamiliar number and clicked on it: [Hi, this is Bai Jiajia, do you remember me? The one we both like to watch the football match, I just happened to have tickets for the Manchester United match in my hand recently. Do you want to go together? 】

Zhou Jingze stared at the message for a long time before thinking about who this person was. He raised his eyebrows and typed the message in the dialog box to reply:

[Forgot to say, the person who likes Manchester United is Xu Sui. If you don't mind, you can sell me two tickets and I will take her to see them. 】

After the message was sent, Bai Jiajia did not send any more messages until the meal was over.

After dinner, some people left the venue one after another, while relatives stayed and made up a table of Mahjong.

In the afternoon, Zhou Jingze was instructed by his grandfather to go to the back garden to repair the garden frame that the dog had bitten the other day. A group of children followed Zhou Jingze to the garden excitedly holding a toy iron.

Only grandpa and Xu Sui were left in the living room, and grandma also went to play mahjong with them.

After three o'clock in the afternoon, the weather was very good, the indoor light was bright, and the sunlight came in obliquely, making people warm.

"One by one, where do you come from?" Grandpa asked with a smile on crutches.

"Li Ying, in Jiangsu and Zhejiang." Xu Sui answered.

"South, that's a good place." The old man said.

"Who else in the family? What do they do?"

Xu Sui lowered his eyelashes and twitched the corners of his mouth: "Dad is a firefighter. He passed away unexpectedly because of a mission in junior high school. Mom is a teacher and there is a grandma at home."

The old man listened to the child with distress, and comforted: "Good boy, if you don't dislike me as an old man, come over to eat often. Grandpa teaches you to play chess. Your grandma can also arrange flowers. Let her teach you."

"Good." Xu Sui curled his lips.

There was a touch of warmth in her heart. She felt that Zhou Jingze's family were all very good people.

"Look at my brain, how about playing chess with me?" The old man knocked on the ground with crutches, "I just went upstairs to get my glasses."

"I will help you." Xu Sui stood up.

Xu Sui carefully helped Grandpa Zhou Jingze upstairs, helping him into the study all the way. The old man rummaged around and found only a pair of glasses. He said, "My child, I’ll find it first. You can help Grandpa go to Jingze’s room to see if there is any chess. Normally he will use it to play. The one inside."

"Good." Xu Sui nodded.

Xu Sui went out and walked to the innermost room on the balcony, put his hand on the door handle, unscrewed the door and walked in.

Zhou Jingze's room is exactly the same as his own style, with cool colors, but also enjoys it. The bed sheets are grayish gray, and a flying aviation magazine is thrown on the head of the bed.

A soft sofa, a carpet, a projector hung on the wall, and a row of model airplanes on a low cabinet. There is also a brown cello in the corner.

Xu Sui walked over and looked for chess seriously, but didn't find anything.

With a casual glance, a game of chess was placed in the corner of the sofa.

Xu Sui was always careful. She sat down and opened the chessboard to check if there were any missing chess pieces. After looking for it for a while, she found two chess pieces stuck in the gap on the edge of the sofa.

She raised her hand to pick up the chess piece, but the other chess piece fell off with a clatter and got stuck in a deeper gap.

Xu Sui had to bend down, his cheeks pressed against the sofa, and effortlessly stretched into the gap to grasp.

After groping for a while, Xu Sui finally caught the chess piece and got up slowly, only to accidentally hit the map posted on the wall of the sofa.

With a "clang" sound, the magnet fell. Xu Sui picked up the magnet and posted it back, and found that there were several red and blue city marks on the map.

The city circled in blue is the starting point, and the city circled in red is the end point, connected by a line in the middle.

And there are countless red lines on it.

Xu Sui discovered that these departure cities all point to three destinations, namely Hong Kong, Beijing North, and Nanjiang.

Nanjiang was the city where she was studying for graduate school. An uncertain conjecture slowly emerged in her heart. Xu Sui's emotions could not be expressed. She only felt heavy breathing. She was staring at the map above.

A voice came from the door and asked: "One by one, have you found chess?"

"Found it," Xu Sui turned his head back, his voice a little dumb, "Grandpa, do you know what this is?"

Grandpa walked in with a cane. He sat on the sofa and took a look. He smiled and said, "To be honest, I don't know too well. My child, you are not curious, why did I recognize you at a glance?"

"Why?" Xu Sui felt a little uncomfortable in his throat.

The sunshine in the afternoon was good. Grandpa Zhou Jingze sat there talking to Xu Sui. His word order was a little confused, but Xu Sui still caught some key words.

"I remember when he was in college, he suddenly said one day that he wanted to take a girl home for me to see," the grandfather recalled, and said, "he said, grandpa, the girl is called Yiyi, she is very good and kind. I really like her."

Zhou Jingze leaned at the door, without the breath of Meng Lang on his body, lowered his dark eyelashes, spoke seriously, and smiled unconsciously at any time when he thought of Xu:

"With her, I started thinking about the future for the first time."

The old man thought he could see Xu anytime, but on the birthday of his grandson, Zhou Jingze did not return all night, and he could not eat a bite of the vegetables and longevity noodles on the dinner table.

He seems to have forgotten his birthday.

"When you broke up, this kid is just as crazy. He always has self-discipline and rules, but he has been drinking heavily for several days. He locked himself in the room and did not go to class. He was very depressed. Dare to come close to his room," Grandpa paused and sighed, "At the time, he looked like a bastard. If I don't care about him, no one will care about him."

"Later, he was finally willing to come out. When he got better, he played chess with me and went to the garden to plant trees with me. I think he was in good condition. He was willing to eat normally, he would go out and pick up the lessons he had left. , I thought it was over, but how can I think of one day—"

On an ordinary afternoon, Zhou Jingze brought cats and Demu to his grandfather’s house for dinner. After the meal, he took them to bask in the sun. 1017 originally turned his belly to bask in the sun at his feet. Suddenly, it caught a glimpse of butterflies flying and jumped. I went to the flower stand to play, and disappeared in a while.

Grandpa held the weeding shears, bent over to look for the cat for a while, but couldn't find it. Seeing Zhou Jingze sitting on the bench in a daze, he asked, "Where is the cat?"

Zhou Jingze was sitting on a bench in the yard. The grass under his feet was spreading, almost overwhelming the red rust chair. He raised his eyes to look straight ahead, his dark eyelashes were a little wet, his eyes were red, and his voice was hoarse:

"Grandpa, I lost her."

When he was a child, Zhou Jingze was locked up in the room on the ground, beaten and abused by his father, and kept crying. Later, after finding that crying could not solve the problem, he never cried again.

This was the first time that an old man saw Zhou Jingze's eyes red.

Grandpa looked at the girl in front of him, and continued to say, "I didn’t know later. He went to the United States to train, then graduated, and flew all over the world. But he often came back and asked him how he got back, so he said it was an airplane. Turning around, I went into the room as soon as I came back, and now it seems to be playing around with this map."

Xu Suishun followed Grandpa Zhou Jingze's gesture and looked at the map again. Her hands were quietly clenched into fists, and the corners of her skirts were about to be deformed by her, but she still couldn't hold back, drop after drop of tears fell on the ground, and her vision was blurred.

On the map, over the years, countless blue dots have led to three cities, marking the back and forth several times.

Los Angeles-Hong Kong, the distance is about 11,600 kilometers, and it takes 16 hours.

Zurich-Nanjiang, 9002 kilometers away, takes 10 hours.

Berlin-Beijing North, the distance is 8984 kilometers, the distance is 8984 kilometers, it takes 18 hours.

...

These voyages pass through Europe, the Caspian Sea, the Middle East, and Asia, but all lead to the same place.

Hong Kong is his end point, Beijing North City is his end point, and Nanjiang is also his end point.

Where Xu Sui is, where is his end.

Xu Sui stood there and cried quietly, his eyes and nose were flushed. Grandpa didn’t blame her. He just said, “This child in my family has suffered a lot since he was a child, and his personality may be a little flawed and he can’t express. I won’t love him. You can bear him a little bit more.”

...

Later, when Xu Sui accompanied her grandfather to play chess, her mood gradually recovered. When she went downstairs, she specially went to the bathroom to wash her face, and looked at her face in the mirror before going out.

Zhou Jingze came back from the back garden carrying a toolbox, with two children behind his ass. Guoguo walked in happily and threw herself into the arms of the old man. She tilted her head to show everyone the little flower she was wearing in her ear, with a little pride in her tone: "The little flower my uncle gave me was because he said it was because I was pretty."

Xu Sui smiled. In the morning, the child was afraid of his death. In just a short while, Zhou Jingze reaped the love of a little girl.

Zhou Jingze washed his hands and waited for Xu to clean up, clinging to her shoulders to take someone away. Grandma suddenly shouted to Xu Sui, and handed over a brocade box, softly speaking:

"One by one, I am very happy to see your grandma. When we met for the first time, grandma didn't have any gifts for you. This was left by his mother before, not a valuable thing."

Xu Sui opened the brocade box and saw that it was a jade bracelet with good color and dripping emerald green. This is something worthless, she was taken aback, pushed back hurriedly, and said, "It's too expensive, I can't ask for it."

"You kid, take it!"

Xu Sui thinks that the two elderly people are really good. If they know that she is not Zhou Jingze's girlfriend, how will they be lost. Thinking of this, she still waved her hand, but when she raised her eyes, she couldn't say the words of refusal to the expectant look of the two old people.

She finally accepted the gift.

Zhou Jingze drove Xu Sui to go home. Along the way, he found that something was wrong with her whole body, she was desperate and didn't know what she was thinking.

"Unhappy?" Zhou Jingze raised his hand and pinched her face.

Xu Sui patted his hand away and said, "No."

Zhou Jingze turned her head and glanced at her with the steering wheel, and found that her eyes were swollen and her eyebrows were furrowed.

Low voice: "Have you cried?"

"No, I stayed up the night before." Xu Sui explained with lowered eyelashes.

Zhou Jingze pondered for a while, and saw that she was unhappy. He glanced at the time and said softly: "Would you like to eat something?"

"I'm not hungry," Xu Sui shook his head, hesitated for a while and took out the brocade box from his bag and handed it to him, taking a breath, "You can return the bracelet to grandma some time..."

The car was driving forward slowly, with a sharp brake sound, and Xu Sui stomped forward uncontrollably. Zhou Jingze turned the steering wheel and the car pulled over to a halt.

There was silence in the car, Zhou Jingze spoke in a dead silence, his voice was deep, and asked, "Why?"

"It's too expensive, and I only met for the first time..." Xu Sui's voice was a little dumb.

Zhou Jingze's lower jaw line is tight, the arc is sharp, and her eyes are locked tightly: "I said, what I like, they will also like it very much."

The atmosphere was deadlocked, and Xu Sui only felt that her voice was dry. She had a lot to say, but she didn't know where to start.

Zhou Jingze felt a little unspeakable powerlessness in his heart. He was so irritated that he thought of picking up the cigarette on the center console, thinking of something and then giving up.

Finally, he pushed down the car window, and a large amount of wind poured in. At sunset, the dusk showed a thick faint yellow. For a long while, he looked straight ahead, the wind was loud, and his voice was cut into pieces, and his tone was slow:

"If you don't want it, just throw it away.