Ledia helped Lin Shangzhou to walk on the sidewalk on the side of the road, and the bartender's words just now made her decide to have a good talk with Lin Shangzhou, and now she was hesitating when to talk about it.

Do you want to talk about it when you go back to the apartment? Or find a bench around here and sit down and talk to him outside?

Laetia looked around, and on the opposite side of the road there were benches for pedestrians to rest, and a little further on the course of the River Spree.

She looked up at Lin Shangzhou's cheeks and found that his expression was a little painful, and Leetia hurriedly said, "Filitz, let's go over there and rest first."

Lin Shangzhou didn't speak, just nodded, he felt that if he opened his mouth and made a little sound, he would spit it out directly.

Laetia helped Lin Shangzhou to sit on the bench across the road, he felt a little better after sitting down, but this soothing feeling was only temporary, and after a few seconds, the feeling of nausea came up again, this time Lin Shangzhou got up directly and rushed to the river fence and lay on it to vent everything in his stomach to the Spree River.

Laetia followed him to the fence as he got up, and she patted Lin Shangzhou's back with moderate force, hoping that it would make him feel better.

After spitting all the contents of his stomach into the Spree River, Lin Shangzhou felt much better, he raised his hand to wipe his chin with his sleeve, and then saw the handkerchief handed over by Ladia, and heard Ladia's soft voice at the same time: "How dirty it is to wipe with clothes, are you a child?" Use my handkerchief. "

“....... Thank you.

Lin Shangzhou hesitated for a few seconds before thanking the girl next to him and taking the handkerchief, he wiped his chin with the handkerchief, then turned around and slowly slid down against the fence, and finally sat on the ground.

He didn't give the handkerchief back to Ladia, but took it in his hand, although the handkerchief itself is a cleaning tool, but the handkerchief after wiping his chin is too dirty, and if he wants to return it to Ladia, he has to wait until he washes it before returning it, if this handkerchief has no special meaning to Ladia, it is okay to buy a new one for her.

"Filitz, are you feeling better?"

Ledia leaned over and asked with concern, Lin Shangzhou looked up at Ladia's face and nodded, and then saw Laetia stretch out her right hand to him.

"Aren't you going to give me back the handkerchief?"

"It's too dirty, I'll give it back to you when I go back and wash it."

Lin Shangzhou shook his head.

Looking at Lin Shangzhou, who was a little stubborn, a faint smile appeared on Ladia's face, she straightened up and said to Lin Shangzhou who was sitting in front of her with her hands behind her back: "This is a disposable handkerchief that Aunt Elena sent to our maid, there are many more in Sanssouci Palace, so you don't have to go out of your way to wash it."

Listening to Ladia's words, Lin Shangzhou lowered his head and thought for a while, then looked up and said to her, "That's it... Is it okay if I throw it away?

"Absolutely."

Laetia said unconcernedly.

After getting Ladia's permission, Lin Shangzhou raised his left hand and threw it up without thinking about it, and the handkerchief that was grabbed flew in the air with a gust of wind, floating on the course of the Spree River for a while, and then fell to the dark river, and finally disappeared into the darkness along the flowing water.

Ledia looked at the scene in front of her blankly, she didn't expect Lin Shangzhou to throw the handkerchief directly into the river, she reproached: "Fritz, it's not right to throw things around, how can you throw things into the river?"

After saying this, Laetia noticed that something was not quite right, yes, why did he throw things around? The garbage can was just a few meters away, but why did he throw his handkerchief into the river?

(Because he's drunk, isn't he?)

Thinking of the conversation between herself and Lin Shangzhou from the beginning, Ledia came to the conclusion that although Lin Shangzhou didn't look like he was drunk when he seemed conscious, his behavior was not like what he would do in the ordinary world, let alone what he would do in the past two days.

"It's just a handkerchief..."

Lin Shangzhou whispered, Ladia's reproach made him realize that what he did was wrong, and now he didn't understand why he did it just now.

Laetia thinks that now is a good time to talk to Lin Shangzhou, and when he is drunk, he is likely to confide in herself, knowing what he is thinking, she can come up with a way to help him get out of his grief.

So Letia took a step to the left and came to Lin Shangzhou's right hand, she took another step forward to the fence, and Ledia turned around and sat down slowly against the fence, sitting next to Lin Shangzhou.

"Latia, what are you sitting down?"

Lin Shangzhou turned his head and asked the girl sitting next to him suspiciously.

"I want to sit here."

Laetia replied, Lin Shangzhou shrugged, she couldn't stop her if she wanted to sit next to her.

He turned his head back to look at the street in front of him, and after sitting for more than ten seconds, Letia said to Lin Shangzhou, who was chuckling: "Fritz, you drank thirteen glasses of beer today, if you change me, I will probably be drunk and unconscious after two or three glasses, and your alcohol consumption is much better than mine."

As she spoke of herself, Laetia thought back to the events of that day, her cheeks hot, and a blush flew onto her face.

However, Lin Shangzhou was looking at the car driving on the road in front of him at this time, and did not notice the changes in the girl next to him, his chaotic brain did not recall the events of that day, and after examining his state, he said to Retia: "I don't know if I'm drunk or not, maybe I'm not drunk."

Laetia was amused by his ambiguous words, and after laughing for a while, she said to Lin Shangzhou, "Filitz, I think you should be drunk."

"Why do you say that? I don't know if I'm drunk or not, how do you know?

Lin Shangzhou turned his head and asked Ledia curiously.

Laetia looked into his eyes, smiled slightly, and said, "Because I've been watching you for the past two days."

"If you hadn't been drunk, you'd have sent me away by saying things like 'Letia, I want to be alone,' instead of having me sit next to you like this."

This sentence made Lin Shangzhou a little surprised, but if you think about it, it is also a reasonable answer, Ledia She must be able to see the change between herself and before, and he also remembered his attitude towards his friends in the past two days, he knew why he did that at that time, but now he doesn't want to do this to Ladia.

"That's the same..."

Lin Shangzhou leaned against the fence and looked up at the dark and starless night sky and sighed.

"Fritz, can you tell me why you want to go out alone and drink sullenly? It's still an afternoon, and you won't answer when we call you, and if I hadn't been lucky, I might not have found you tonight.

Although there was no hint of resentment in Ladia's words, Lin Shangzhou felt guilty about Ledia and the others in his heart, and he really needed to be taken care of by others like a little kid now...

He opened his mouth to apologize to Ladia, but Laetia said before him, "You answer my question first."

Lin Shangzhou turned his head to look at Laetia, who had a serious expression, swallowed back the words of apology, and then said, "Because I want to cry."

"Cry out?"

Because of the previous advice of the bartender, Laetia was not too surprised by his answer, and Lin Shangzhou did seem to be doing this by borrowing wine to relieve his sorrows.

But why did he want to cry so much?

This answer Letia doesn't have to think about to know what it is, but in order to figure out Lin Shangzhou's knot, she plans to ask the question, and only by letting him explain it himself can the problem be solved.

"Why do you want to cry so much?"

Laetia asked, confused.

After she asked the question, Lin Shangzhou was silent, and after a minute, he sniffed his nose and said to Ladia, "Because my only relative... My only uncle is gone, my uncle is so concerned about me, so take care of me, I can't sleep well at night, he buys me a gramophone and records

, I like to eat light breakfast, he gets up early every morning for ten years to make me breakfast..."Lin Shangzhou snorted violently, choked and took a deep breath before he continued: "I didn't like to deal with Germans before, my uncle connived at me to stay at home for ten years, he knew that I didn't like to go to school, so he didn't force me to go to school, He didn't want me to go to school, he taught me German at home...

"He knew that I had grown up, but he still couldn't let go, he had to follow me to take care of me when I went to Strasbourg, and even because he was worried that I would take a leave of absence from Berlin to Strasbourg to see me, he had been thinking about me since I was a child, but I, who was a nephew, never did anything for him, and in the end his death was caused by my nephew..."

Lin Shangzhou poured out his thoughts to Ledia in a trembling voice, and after saying this, he took a deep breath, suppressed his almost collapsed emotions, and then said to Ladia: "I had a nightmare this morning and morning, in which a person who looks exactly like me said that I don't love my uncle at all, no... No... Didn't think of him as my uncle.

"Because since my uncle left yesterday, I haven't shed a single tear for him..."

Lin Shangzhou didn't finish his words, he bit his lower lip hard without pain to prevent his emotions from collapsing, obviously he only needed a simple cry to prove to Nightmare that he loved his uncle, but for some reason, Lin Shangzhou didn't want to cry.

He wanted to cry, but he didn't want to.

He lowered his head and desperately suppressed his almost collapsed emotions, but within a few seconds, Lin Shangzhou felt a pair of hands holding his cheeks, and those hands slowly pressed his head up.

When he was raised his head, Lin Shangzhou saw Redia in front of him, and it was Ledia who held Lin Shangzhou's cheek with her hand and lifted his head.

"Fritz, you want to cry, your eyes can't hold your tears anymore, they are already flowing, but why don't you want to cry out loud?"

Ladia's expression was very serious, but her eyes and tone were extremely gentle, she looked at Lin Shangzhou's eyes, and wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes with her fingers.

"Because... Because I'm crying for crying now, I'm crying now because I'm listening to the nightmares, if I... I... I... If I cry, then my crying is not for my uncle, but to confuse my heart, so that my heart that doesn't care about my uncle thinks that I care about my uncle..."

After saying this, Lin Shangzhou almost collapsed, he bit his lower lip in order to prevent himself from crying, blood flowed from the corner of his mouth, Ledia took out another handkerchief from her pocket with distressed eyes, and used it to gently wipe away the blood flowing from the corner of Lin Shangzhou's mouth.

Then Laetia hugged Lin Shangzhou in her arms, she held Lin Shangzhou's back with one hand, and caressed the back of Lin Shangzhou's head with the other, she lowered her head and whispered softly to the person in her arms: "But you remember what Uncle Fore did for you so clearly, if you don't care about him, you won't remember it so clearly, right?"

"You remember Uncle Fore making breakfast for you every morning; You remember Uncle Fore buying you a gramophone and a record for you because he was worried about you getting a good night's sleep; You remember Uncle Faure teaching you German at home; You remember that Uncle Fore was always worried about

you, and you remember all the love that Uncle Fore had for you..."You remember all the kindness that Uncle Fore has done to you, even if some things have been forgotten by your memory, you still remember Uncle Fore's kindness to you, don't you?"

"If you really don't care about Uncle Fore and don't think of Uncle Fore as your own, why do you remember these things? Why do you say these things? "

I don't know what you're dreaming of in your nightmare, Filitz, but I know that you can't believe the words of that villain in your dream, you love Uncle Faure as much as Uncle Faure loves you, it's just that you haven't had time to show him your love."

"So, Filitz, don't hold back your emotions any longer... If you want to cry, cry out..."

Letia choked up and finished the last sentence, and the emotions that had been suppressed in Lin Shangzhou's heart who was held in her arms were completely released at this moment, he cried loudly in Retia's arms, and completely vented the sadness in his heart, facing Lin Shangzhou who was in pain in his arms, Laetia hugged him tightly, held him in his arms and sobbed quietly.

For some reason, there was hardly anyone on the road at the moment, no one to disturb the two of them, and in this world on the banks of the River Spree, only a young man in tears and the girl who held him in his arms were left.

Letia just hugged Lin Shangzhou and sat on the ground against the fence, no one came to disturb them, she quietly hugged the person in her arms.

As time passed, Lin Shangzhou's crying gradually weakened, and in the end, his crying turned into even breathing, and Laetia had already stopped sobbing, and she was reluctant to let go of Lin Shangzhou, who had stopped crying in her arms, as if he would leave as soon as he let go.

Despite her determination to keep her distance from him, Laetia was never able to keep her distance.

She lowered her head and relaxed her embrace and whispered Lin Shangzhou's name, but received no response.

"Asleep?"

Ledia moved Lin Shangzhou's body hard and let him lie in her arms, at this time she found that Lin Shangzhou was indeed asleep, she looked down at Lin Shangzhou's sleeping face and laughed unconsciously.

She sometimes wonders why she likes this man lying in her arms, because of the year-long relationship? He pretending to be his boyfriend? Help yourself break with your father? Or is it because of his great ideals?

He obviously has the flaw of "flower heart", which can give girls enough reasons to turn him away, but Laetia still likes him.

Thinking of her love for Lin Shangzhou, Laetia smiled sweetly, she lowered her head and gently kissed Lin Shangzhou's forehead, after his forehead stayed for a few seconds, Laetia raised her head, with a hint of joy on her face: "Now I am the first person to kiss you..."

Now Laetia, who is sweet and happy in her heart, is faced with another big problem - how to get back to the apartment.

(Wake up Filitz?)

Laetia gently poked Lin Shangzhou's sleeping face with her fingers, she didn't want to wake Lin Shangzhou, but it would be a trouble to go back if she didn't wake him up...

"Alas~"

Laetia sighed, she didn't expect to encounter another problem just after solving a problem, but the problem is not big, after all, the most difficult part has been solved.

After leaning against the fence for a few minutes, Laetia reached out and fumbled for the communicator on Lin Shangzhou's body, she wrote down Louis's number before leaving, and then called Louis to ask him to come and pick them both up.

After groping for a while, Laetia took out the communicator in Lin Shangzhou's pocket, and was about to open the communicator when she noticed a strange figure walking on the road ahead.

The moment she saw the stranger, Ledia became alert, and she hurriedly protected Lin Shangzhou in her arms, turning the knob while looking at the stranger vigilantly.

The stranger stood a few meters away from the two of them and stopped, he reached into his coat as if to pull something out, because of the darkness, Laetia did not see what the stranger had taken out.

All she could see was that the man's hand was aimed at her.

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