"Li Zhanyuan, you are really disgusting now."

At this time, Li Weihan, Cui Guiying, the brothers and sisters of the Li family, and the folks who came to buy things in the small sales department in the evening with a smile and curiosity stared at Li Zhanyuan.

Everyone is quiet and everyone is very eager.

The simplicity of beautiful things is the nature of people.

Nothing is far away from the mother and child but can listen to each other's voice, and it can make the onlookers feel moved and relieved.

Li Zhanyuan still held the microphone with both hands. The shy expression on his face not only did not fade, but became more intense. He gently sideways and seemed to want to avoid everyone's attention, but in everyone's eyes, this was in the eyes of everyone. But it is more like a child's desire to refuse to welcome.

Everyone thinks that this scene is very cute, the smile on the face is brighter, and they are slightly opened, waiting for the next conversation.

Although they couldn't hear the sound of the microphone, they could make up for the child's mother to say and ask what they asked by the child's response.

"Mom, I'm very good at home, I'm very good."

"Shouldn't you be angry, shouldn't you fall off the microphone angrily, shouldn't you cry or make trouble? Don't you ask me this mother?

Oh, by the way, you won't.

hehe,

They are around you, look at you? "

"Mom, I don't really want to be home. I'm very happy here."

"Li Zhanyuan, you just saw them for the first time, and they were the first time from you to see you, so do you need it, do you continue to perform in front of them?"

"Grandpa and grandma are very good to me. Panzi, Lei Zi, Yingzi, Stone, Tiger, brothers and sisters are also very good to me, they all take me to play."

"Li Zhanyuan, you are really hypocritical. Obviously, you look down on them, thinking that they are foolish, but you still have to create your image in front of them."

"The village is fun, there are fields, there is a canal, you can catch fish, grab the field chicken, the sauce made by grandma is delicious. Grandma said that your mother, you also love to eat it when you were a child."

"Don't you feel tired, my son, why are you so happy to be so tired of this game?"

"I also went to Aunt Xianghou's house. Aunt Xianghou told me a lot about my mother's previous things. Many people still remember your mother."

"I am really amazing, I gave birth to so disgusting."

"Mom, are you busy working there? Grandpa and grandma want you to pay more attention to your body, eat on time, and don't tired yourself."

Li Zhanyuan looked at Li Weihan and Cui Guiying.

“我原本以为我能控制住的,可是你的出生,却像是一面镜子,映照出我最讨厌的我自己,李追远,你知不知道,这几年每次见到你,我都Restraining the impulse to kill you.

Every time you call me ‘mother’, in my ears, it is like a whisper of a demon. "

While listening to Listening, Li Zhanyuan nodded, in the eyes of everyone, as if following the mother's love, everyone seemed to guess that the mother must teach him various precautions on the other side of the phone. Don't be naughty.

"I know, mother, I know, I understand."

"I tried to replenish this leather seam on my body. Every morning I woke up, and I had to imply and confirm myself over and over again.

But you always want to tear my skin again and again.

You are me, I am you.

Li Zhanyuan,

Our mother and child,

It is a monster wearing human skin. "

"I know, mom, you can rest assured, I will obedient."

Li Zhanyuan's ears were sticking to the microphone and shaking his body gently, like a child was a little impatient, and felt a little bit of face, but it was sweet.

"Your father has helped me control the condition, and the marriage has given me some help. I should have returned to the right way until I gave birth to you.

Your birth has ruined all my efforts for so many years.

In my eyes,

Li Zhanyuan,

You are a mistake that should not happen. "

"Mom, can you send some snacks again, the kind of cookie biscuits, we like to eat it very much. There are some stationery. Everyone likes my pencil box. I promised everyone to give them."

The Stone Tiger he heard this and hugged each other excitedly.

"After discovering your essence, I also tried to find a way to find treatment. The failure of the treatment on your body seemed to let me witness my own frustration.

My life is dim, you, the last light of my light, completely blocked.

Xiaoyuan,

Why don't you die? "

"Mom, too."

"If you die early, you may also inspire my motherhood, isn't it?"

"Well, I can't."

"I'm going to participate in a secret project. The risk factor of that project is very high. I don't know if I can come back alive."

"Mom, you must pay attention to your body yourself, I will worry about you."

"Tell you this because I don't want these true words to hide in my heart after I died, but I didn't have time to say to you, I think that we need such a frankness between us.

In fact, you always understand that while I can see through you, you can see through me, isn't it? "

"Well, I listen, I will write it down, mother."

"This road was chosen by yourself.

When my father and I divorce, let your father begging you to you, you are firmly choosing to follow me.

Your father has always felt that I was sick. I was torturing your father and son in a change of law, bringing pain to your father and son.

But what he didn't know was that his son was a devil that was more terrible than me. All his father -in -law performed. In the eyes of his deep love son, he only performed a completely clowns.

He was sad, and he had applied for a polar science project.

When I want to help you change the surname, your grandfather disagrees, and you have to change your surname firmly.

Your grandma said that if you follow me, you will never enter the house again in the future, but you still hold my cuff and leave with me.

Li Zhanyuan, do you think you do this, can you move me to make me look back?

I only had irritability in my heart:

Why,

Why do you still insist on entangled me and continue to torture me! "

"Okay, okay, I know, mother, you don't need to say this anymore, I know."

"I will go to the project team tomorrow. I don't know if I can come back safely. I just hope that if I can come back alive, there will be no you in my life.

I think it is through, and I have made up my mind.

Li Zhanyuan, I want to get rid of your dog skin plaster.

I will transfer your guardian to your father's side. Although your father is not there, your grandparents should be happy to accept you. After all, you are a child who can enter the youth class and can be proud of their family. "

"I don't want it, don't do anything else, just send snacks and stationery, new models, mom."

"I know you won't want it. You will still grab anything that has something to do with me. Therefore, I will send you back to my hometown. A place where I will never go back in my life.

I will transfer the guardian to my father, your hukou, your student status, and your status will be transferred.

I am very grateful to this project and give us the convenience of fully arranging relatives. "

"Mom, I live in the family of Taiye Li Sanjiang now, and my grandfather likes me. I call me to accompany him for a while.

"I see."

"Well, that's it, mother, I want to give the microphone to Grandpa, Grandpa wants to continue talking to you."

After Li Zhanyuan took the microphone for a while, after the footsteps came from the foot there, there was a sound of walking close, and then he reluctantly handed the microphone to Li Weihan.

Li Weihan held the microphone: "Hey, Lan Hou, you can rest assured, Xiao Yuanhou is very good here, we will take care of him."

Li Zhanyuan didn't want to stay here to watch Grandpa chat with Aunt Xu.

"Grandpa, grandma, I'm going back to the grandfather for dinner."

Cui Guiying said busy: "Go back soon, don't let your grandfather wait. After a while, I and your grandfather will ask you the grandfather and see when you can return home."

"Okay, grandma. Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, see you again."

Li Zhanyuan waved goodbye to everyone, and then turned to leave.

Run Sheng followed Li Zhanyuan, he was hungry, but now he dare not remind the boy to go faster.

He has always felt that the boy has two faces. Although the boy has always called himself "Runsheng Brother", when there are many people, when there are only two of them, the "brother" sounds different.

The former is the title of enthusiasm with his brother, and the latter is like his name "Runsheng Brother".

But he had nothing to know about it. He said that he was stupid, so don't think about what he was thinking about smart people's mind.

He felt that the boy's mood was not high. What he could do was just walking slowly with the boy.

In the mind of Li Zhanyuan, he echoed the words of his mother on the phone over and over again.

It is very pleased that my mother hasn't said so much with herself for a long time.

It is just that he knows that his mother's words are actually not what he said to his son, but more like what she said to the mother's heart.

Mom, who regarded her son as the cold incarnation in her heart.

Instead of doing himself, if the expressionless self in the cabinet mirror, he will become his own child in the future, and he will be crazy, and he will be hysterical.

Try to worry, do my best, and want to work hard to cover the cold, but in the end, it turned into a child who was sticking to him all day and shouting his "mother".

At this time, Li Zhanyuan laughed.

He felt very interesting, like a ridiculous black and white silent movie.

He stopped and squatted towards the small canal on the side of the road.

It is already dark, and at this moment, the water water can be reflected, just a black face.

Li Zhanyuan looked at this face, but didn't know who it it was.

Runsheng also squatted next to him, silently setting up a fragrance.

Li Zhanyuan picked up a stone next to him and lost his figure in the water.

"…… ..."

After folding, it immediately returned to its original.

He knew that his mother was sick.

Tonight's phone was a kind of self -violent abandonment of her. She was tired. She was desperate. She would completely let go of the struggle, no longer resist, and she would integrate.

Thinking in a beautiful direction, this phone call is her last talk.

Although it is full of unpleasant, abusive and curse.

At the same time, there is indeed a kind of hatred, even jealousy.

Her skin had been completely broken, and she also wanted to tear off her son's skin.

So, mother, do you want to find someone like you after you have completely fallen?

Angry?

Yes.

But whether it is strong or not, Li Zhuiyuan does not know, because he can understand.

Because this is absolute rationality.

She proved with her own practice that no matter how much struggle there is, it is useless and meaningless, so she wants to save herself this process in this way.

But Li Zhuiyuan is very confused, because she should not send herself back, should not send herself back to Nantong.

Sometimes, don't listen to what others say, but look at what she does.

Continue to stay in Beijing, continue to attend the youth class, continue to study step by step, graduate step by step, and be assigned to a work unit step by step...

As long as she follows the steps, she can become the same person as her earlier.

She only needs to do nothing to turn herself into her, because she got sick earlier than she did at that time, and her illness was much more serious than hers.

But she still sent herself back to her hometown, saying that she would never come back in this life.

Is it because this place is the last fantasy you have kept in your heart?

Is this your last protection and expectation for me?

Do you think that the life here is the reason why you got sick later than your son, and you can get married and have children and live a normal life?

Li Zhuiyuan held his head with both hands, with a painful expression: Or is it just my wishful thinking.

Runsheng saw the boy's body began to shake back and forth, and he seemed to want to fall into the canal.

Li Zhuiyuan really wanted to fall in, jump into the canal, slap the water and cry, he thought he should vent at this time.

But in the end, his body stopped, because he thought it was childish to do so.

Li Zhuiyuan turned his head and looked at Runsheng who was squatting beside him.

Runsheng shivered and immediately moved his sight away. He didn't dare to look into these eyes.

Li Zhuiyuan looked at the incense in Runsheng's hand, he stretched out his hand and gently held the burning tip of the incense.

The burning pain came quickly, but the boy's face showed no expression.

Until it reached a critical point.

"Hiss..."

The boy finally let go of his hand, his face showing pain.

"It hurts..."

The voice also turned into a wronged child's voice.

Runsheng turned his head back. He just felt the shaking of the incense in his hand. Looking at the wound on Li Zhuiyuan's palm, he immediately blamed himself anxiously:

"I'm sorry, Xiaoyuan, I didn't mean it, I really didn't mean it."

Runsheng thought that he had accidentally burned the boy with the burning incense in his hand when he turned his head.

"It's okay, brother Runsheng, I was curious and grabbed it."

Runsheng's tears were about to flow down. Xiaoyuan made up such a lame excuse at this time to prevent himself from blaming himself.

He felt even more guilty. He was still thinking about it and thought that Xiaoyuan's eyes just now were terrible.

Li Zhuiyuan looked at the wound on his palm.

Has the condition worsened to the point where he began to seek self-harm?

Li Zhuiyuan stood up and said, "Brother Runsheng, let's go back."

"Your wound..."

"It's okay, I'll ask Aunt Liu for some ointment to apply."

When he walked home, the big guys on the dam were still eating. They must have deliberately slowed down their pace to wait for him to come back.

"Xiaoyuan, is it Mom's call?"

"Yes, Grandpa."

Li Zhuiyuan sat down and picked up his chopsticks to eat while recounting his conversation with his mother.

He seemed very happy and joyful.

Like all normal children, there will always be a period when their parents are their idols, and they always talk about "my dad" and "my mom".

Li Sanjiang listened very happily and interrupted from time to time. Every time Li Zhuiyuan would give him an answer, which made Li Sanjiang even happier. He kept knocking on the bowl with chopsticks and said, "I knew it, I knew it, hahaha."

Aunt Liu was also very happy. She was originally cheerful and was very happy to see the atmosphere at home become more relaxed.

Even Liu Yumei asked Li Zhuiyuan a few questions.

I felt sad in my heart that no matter how smart this child is, he can't change his nature.

Runsheng ate the meal while chewing on the fragrant rice. Seeing Li Zhuiyuan's performance, he subconsciously thought that the silence on the way home was just because the child missed his mother.

He didn't have a father or a mother, only a grandfather, so watching Li Zhuiyuan talking to everyone, his face gradually showed a look of longing:

No mistakes in one song, one post, one content, one 6, one 9, one book, one bar, one look!

It turns out that having a mother is such a happy thing.

Only A Li put down her chopsticks silently.

She liked to see the boy's expression, but the excited and happy boy in front of her had no light in his eyes.

After dinner, Li Zhuiyuan forced Li Sanjiang to go to Zheng Datong to get some medicine.

Originally, an injection would be more effective, but Li Sanjiang was unwilling to do it.

After returning, everything was the same as before.

Runsheng sat in front of the TV, watching TV and smoking a cigarette.

After cleaning the kitchen stove, Aunt Liu was busy coloring the paper.

A-Li was coaxed by Li Zhuiyuan and went back to sleep with Grandma Liu.

Li Zhuiyuan was behind the house, doing horse stance seriously.

When he returned to the second floor, he saw Li Sanjiang pouring washing powder into his hands.

On the stone slab beside the water tank, there was a basin of hot water and a towel hanging on it.

"Grandpa..."

"Grandpa, I have good news again."

"Congratulations."

"Go, go, Xibeishaoer!"

"Hehe."

Because of his mother's phone call, Li Zhuiyuan realized that his luck problem had not been solved.

Unfortunately, he couldn't ask his grandfather directly, because he didn't understand it himself.

So, what was this transaction that consumed so much luck about?

Li Zhuiyuan walked back to his bedroom, turned on the desk lamp, and took out "Liu's Qi-Watching Secrets".

He opened it and frowned.

He missed Wei Zhengdao's calligraphy.

He took out so many sets of books from the basement, but only Wei Zhengdao's was the most comfortable for him to read.

He endured the discomfort and read carefully page by page.

He didn't know whether he was gradually getting used to the charm of this dog-crawling body,

or whether the content of "Liu's Qi-Watching Secrets" was indeed mysterious.

Li Zhuiyuan was more and more interested in reading it, and gradually couldn't stop.

This book talks about the Feng Shui of rivers, lakes and seas.

A very special category, because the "feng shui" in the normal sense has a relatively open pattern, water is one of them, and the more important is the mountains and land.

After all, whether it is the living or the dead, they are basically on land.

And this book focuses on the water system, which involves water burial, water prison, water robbery and so on, and mountains and land have become supplements.

From a practical point of view, we can make an analogy:

Other feng shui books, if you really understand and read them, you can feel that there may be an ancient tomb here when you travel to famous mountains and rivers.

After reading this book, when you are on a boat, standing at the bow, you can occasionally feel something and point your finger: here, there may be a dead body.

Li Zhuiyuan did not rush to read the Liu family's book, but picked up "Qin's Observation of Jiao Method" and read it.

It was found that the theme was the same. It seems that the Liu and Qin families should have been big families of equal status on the river in the past.

The theme is the same, but the route and method are different.

This is of great benefit to learners, and they can verify each other and deepen their understanding.

As long as I understand both books, my understanding of the feng shui of the rivers and lakes will become extremely profound.

I glanced at the time and it was time for me to go to bed.

Li Zhuiyuan put away the book, turned off the desk lamp, took a basin to take a bath, then returned to the bedroom, lay on the bed, folded the quilt, lay down, and went to sleep.

A quarter of an hour later, Li Zhuiyuan sat up. He couldn't sleep.

No matter how strong the inertia of behavioral logic is, it can't suppress the impact of his mother's phone call on his heart.

Pushing the door open, walking to the terrace, sitting on the rattan chair, Li Zhuiyuan looked at the dark night sky and was in a daze.

I don't know how long it took, the door of the east room was opened by Liu Yumei. Looking at her granddaughter who was about to go out, she could only hang a cloak on her in time.

Looking up, seeing the boy sitting on the balcony on the second floor, Liu Yumei felt mixed emotions.

Is it not enough to be together during the day, and they have to play together at night?

But looking at the boy's indifferent expression, she was a little confused: Wasn't the child fine at dinner? Why is he like this now?

Did he miss his mother when he went to bed at night?

Although children's nature is natural, Liu Yumei felt that this little boy should not be so fragile.

This look is exactly like her own A Li who used to sit behind the door.

Soon, she saw her granddaughter appear on the second floor, and the girl sat on the rattan chair next to the boy.

After a while, the girl took the initiative to divide her cloak in half and covered the boy.

Liu Yumei's eyes widened. Her granddaughter actually took the initiative to show concern for others?

She has lived in Li Sanjiang's house for some time, but A Li's condition has only been controlled and has not deteriorated. As for improvement, it has not improved at all.

Only after the boy also moved in with his grandfather did A Li's condition show signs of improvement, like a piece of ice, finally hanging water drops.

But no matter how much better it gets, it can't compare to this day and night!

At first, she would nod and shake her head to express, and now she can take this kind of active care.

Liu Yumei raised her head and didn't let the tears overflow from her eyes. She really saw the hope that her granddaughter's illness would recover. It seemed that it really wouldn't take too long.

She walked into the house, sat in front of the altar, and pointed at them:

"Ali got sick because of your irresponsibility. If you had left a little spirit to protect her according to tradition, Ali would not have become like that."

Picking up the handkerchief and wiping her tears, Liu Yumei said in a crying voice:

"If I had known that smashing your tablets would help Ali's illness, I would have chopped you all up and burned you as firewood."

...

Li Zhuiyuan didn't know when the girl came. She seemed to have been here for a long time. Something was covered on his back, and he felt warm.

"You are here?"

The girl looked at the boy. This time she took the initiative to hold the boy's hand. Then she seemed to notice something. While lowering her head, she opened the boy's palm.

There was a wound in the palm.

The girl rubbed it with her fingertips.

This was a rare warmth, and Li Zhuiyuan couldn't help but smile, but the smile soon froze.

Because the girl's five fingers were all against his palm, and the five nails, which were neither long nor short, directly pierced his flesh.

"Hiss..."

Li Zhuiyuan stood up in pain, and his body almost twisted.

"Ari, I'm in pain, I'm in pain..."

It is said that the ten fingers are connected, but at the palm of the palm, it is still soft meat. The girl's five nails are deeply picked into the meat and continued to work.

This taste is like a rake in the plow.

Earlier, I was squatting next to the water canal and actively reached out to hold the burning fragrance in Runsheng's hand. At that time, I didn't feel pain, because I was abnormal at that time.

But now, I am normal.

At this time, it seems that the girl who has always heard of her own words always ignores her.

Her eyelashes are beating, her body is shaking, her luster in her eyes disappears, and it is numb.

A dangerous atmosphere emanated from her.

In the past, every time she was about to start, the boy only needed to hold her hand to appease. It can be now that the boy's hand is intensifying her violence.

Li Zhanyuan pulled his hand from the girl.

The girl's body gradually returned to calm, her eyelashes no longer beating, and her eyes were low.

She turned around and walked towards the stairs.

The cloak that was originally covered by the two fell down. Li Zhanyuan picked it up and wanted to put it on the girl.

But as he approached again, the girl stopped, and her back began to tremble.

Li Zhanyuan had to stop, and even took a few steps back.

The girl returned to normal and continued to move forward, and the figure did not enter the stairs.

Soon, the girl appeared on the dam, and the door of the East House was not closed. She walked in.

Li Zhanyuan stood on the second floor, holding the red cloak in his hand.

In the past, girls always liked to collect everything that had something to do with them. Now, she not only rejected her contact with herself, but also rejected her own things.

Li Zhanyuan lowered his head and looked at the bloody Wudaozi in the palm of the palm, still flowing blood.

He was painful, but he was not angry, but he was guilty.

The left finger was wiped out of blood, and the burns in the central area were exposed.

He knew why the girl was suddenly angry.

Because she found that those who originally kept hoping to help himself climb out of the abyss actually took the initiative to go to the abyss.

The biggest torture in this world is to give you hope in despair first, then, and destroy this group of hope.

She was used to it.

Li Zhanyuan went to rinse the wound, simply found a clean cloth strip to make a bandage, and then returned to his bedroom.

When I lay down on the bed, I didn't know if it was really sleepy, or he was desperate in the subconsciousness, and it would be restored after he was desperate.

In short, he fell asleep.

He slept very well, and he woke up because of inexplicable palpitations after a short sleep, but he did not open his eyes and forced himself to continue to sleep.

Finally, after how many times, he felt a clear sense of light across the eyelids.

God, it's bright.

Side, open your eyes, no one on the chair at the door.

Li Zhanyuan took the washbasin and walked out of the bedroom. When he passed by Tai Ye's room, he saw that the grandfather was not on the bed.

After washing, I went downstairs, and I couldn't see Runsheng on the table on the first floor.

Today, I haven't slept too late. Why do everyone get up so early?

Li Zhanyuan went to the dam, and Aunt Liu walked out of the kitchen: "Xiao Yuan, early, eat breakfast after a while."

"Aunt Liu, what about my grandpa?"

"In the morning, the head of the village came over before the day, and called you to go to the town government to say that there was an urgent matter.

Li Zhanyuan nodded, and then looked at Dongwu.

Behind the threshold of Dongwu, a girl with a black skirt sat there. She placed her feet on the threshold and looked at her eyes without any mood.

"Xiaoyuan, Xiaoyuan, you come here soon."

In the morning, her granddaughter didn't get up early as usual, and she noticed something wrong.

After getting up and dressing up, I actually picked up the bench and took the threshold.

Suddenly, Liu Yumei only felt that the sky was falling!

Now, the only thing she is expected is the boy.

Li Zhanyuan walked towards the Dongwu. As soon as he approached a little, the girl's body began to tremble, her hands slowly raised their hands unconsciously, and her eyes were red.

Liu Yumei immediately reached out to stop Li Zhanyuan approaching, and stepped forward and squatted beside his granddaughter, kept intimately.

The granddaughter's reaction was more intense than before when strangers were closer.

Li Zhanyuan retreated for a long time. After seeing that the girl was flattened with Grandma Liu's soothing, he bit his lips and took a deep breath.

Yes, the same as what I think before going to bed.

After a sense,

Both have recovered.

Nympho

"What, you tell me again, I didn't hear it clearly!"

Li Sanjiang sat in the office of the Civil Affairs Bureau and patted the table. He actually heard it, but he couldn't believe it.

The director and several staff members of the Civil Affairs Bureau can only talk to him patiently, even if this is the fourth.

They also received a notice from the superiors that there was something that needed special offices and specially approved, so they came to the unit early.

In fact, after seeing the files from fax, they also felt very incomprehensible.

Is there such an operation in this year?

"Uncle, are you called Li Sanjiang?"

"My identity card household registration book is brought, do you think so?"

"Yes, in fact, things are already very clear. Now, it depends on whether you want to sign it. If you don't want, we will return these documents back."

Li Sanjiang picked up the pen a little blankly,

Asked:

“If I sign this, will Xiao Yuanhou be registered in my household?”

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