Cover The Sky With One Hand, Beat The Ground With The Other

After the rice was steamed, I lifted my skirt and squatted down by the threshold, watching the direction of the village entrance bitterly. Xu Fang said that he would buy two big herrings to make soup for me in the evening to celebrate my recovery from the serious illness.

By the way, I have been bothering for some time. Since the peach season of this year, he rescued the self-seeking me by the edge of the cliff, and the day has not gone smoothly.

I seem to suffer from a strange disease, and I often forget everything when I wake up from a dream, including my first and last name.

At that time, Xu Fang would have to wake up early, lest I wake up first and panic because of the blank memory. He always said the same comforting words tirelessly, even if I would forget it again the next day.

This situation lasted for a long time, until one morning, when I opened my eyes, I squeaked: "Xu Fang, I'm thirsty."

He was stunned for half a cup of tea before he went to boil the water. After a long time, his hands were still shaking.

After that, my condition gradually improved. I occasionally had forgetfulness at first. Recently, I have read some trivial matters very clearly. Xu Fang was in a good mood and went out early to earn money.

He really condoned me.

My temperament is not good, and I sometimes dislike the rough tea and light rice. When he buys the dried meat with the copper plate he saved, I start to talk about the neighbour Wang Jie wearing a new cotton robe.

Xu Fang rarely annoys me. When he ran into me unreasonably making trouble, he would listen patiently and try his best to satisfy me.

I once asked him: "Why treat me so well? After saving me, I found that I was a troublesome ghost. If I lost it, we didn't know each other."

He replied: "It's mainly because I'm bored."

I kicked him and screamed. He pursed his mouth and looked at me for a while, and said, "Gentle style, because I know the pain of no memory better than anyone."

He Feng is the name he gave me. In fact, Xu Fang was also given to him. He lost his memory when he was picked up by the village chief a year ago. Thinking back to the past.

In fact, in my own heart, I don't want him to restore his memory. I often tell him that no matter what your past is, you are not allowed to leave me, but even if he promises a hundred times, I never feel at ease.

When I was being stupid, I pinched a hand on my face, and Xu Fang's voice came from my ear: "Whatever I think, my saliva flows out." He stared at the herring in his hand again, "Xiao Yu'er. , Your mother thinks that your heart is broken."

I pushed him hard: "You are its mother!"

His eyebrows bend: "You are his mother, I am naturally his father."

I was enraged for a moment, and I concealed the corners of the slightly raised lips. Xu Fang rubbed my head vigorously, "Has the cutting board been washed? I'll make a big herring soup for you."

I don't know if he is good at craftsmanship

It's still fresh fish, I rarely eat it to my heart's content, and mysteriously handed him a jade Xiao while he was washing the bowl: "For you."

Xu Fang was taken aback, and asked: "Where did it come from?"

"bought."

"Where did you get so much money?"

"...Stored."

Xu Fang put on a posture of "You can't lie to me", and I confided: "I earned the laundry for the village chief's wife."

There was a distressed look in his eyes, "I, now I can't give you good food, but if..."

I asked: "What?"

He paused for a while but refused to continue speaking. He just took me to sit down by the tree and said, "It's better to let me blow up to you."

Xiao Sheng played slowly, the breeze blew, black hair flying, and the slanting hui made him look like a person in the picture.

I can't help but be silly.

The days passed as calm and comfortable as imagined. Just when I thought we would continue to grow old like this, I accidentally saw a notice on the stone wall of the market.

The missing person notice, it was Xiayang Hou Shizi, Nie Ran.

The Nie family, who is worthy of being the head of the four major families, has a vivid portrait on the notice, but anyone who has seen the deity of the world may not be able to recognize it.

Not to mention the me who gets along with him day and night.

When she got home, Xu Fang was cooking in the kitchen, and the babble of the spatula swallowed all the words I weighed out on the way.

He is the noble son of Xiayang Hou, even if he doesn't dislike him, how can his family tolerate me, a wild girl of unknown origin?

However, the one who should come will not be able to hide after all. When he woke up the next day, Xu Fang did not sit by my bed as usual.

I searched the whole room in a panic, but didn't see his shadow.

Until I heard the movement in the front yard.

I tiptoed to the door and saw the people kneeling in the courtyard with a look of horror on their faces. Xu Fang just stood in it like Shi Shiran, his faint voice filled with majesty: "Give me all back."

The headed elder said tremblingly: "My son, Lord Hou and his wife have been looking for you, and the young lady..."

Xu Fang glanced at him coldly. I have never seen him look like this. From my perspective, it looks like an angry look, "If I don't leave, you still want to hold me back?"

Those people fell silent immediately, and kept kowtow begging for mercy. Xu Fang waved his sleeves impatiently and said, "Fine, I will return to Suiyang to plead guilty to my father in a few days."

It wasn't until the group of people left that Xu just turned around, saw me standing by the door, and panicked: "Hefeng, why are you awake?"

I was stunned

Staring at him blankly: "When did you restore Nie Ran's memory?"

Xu Fang's expression changed slightly: "You all know? You..."

I interrupted him: "Do you have a wife?"

Xu Fang couldn't continue.

My tears dripped unconvincingly: "You want to go back to reunite with her?" Xu Fang came over and took my hand. I threw it away: "If you want to go back, I will go back. I don't want you to be pitiful."

Regardless of my struggle, Xu Fang hugged me tightly, and said anxiously: "Hefeng, how could I not want you... She, she and I have not formally visited the hall, so you, don't bother me."

I trembled my hands and rubbed my eyes, and Xu Fang kissed my tears: "Hefeng, I don’t like her. I will go back and tell my father that the person I want to marry is you. If they don’t allow me, I will take you away. The sky is big and the earth is big, nowhere can it be home."

He looked at me with bright eyes, and I cried for a long time before relieving: "You are not allowed to lie to me."

He listened to me like this, took Yu Xiao off his waist, put it on my hand, and said, "If I change my heart, you will use this Yu Xiao to knock my head hard, okay?"

I rubbed Yu Xiao and pouted, "Wouldn't it be cheaper for you?"

Xu Fang simply hugged me for a few circles, turning and laughing. At that moment, I really thought that whether he was Xu Fang or Nie Ran, he would always love me like this forever.

Three days later, we set off for Suiyang.

Xu Fang hired a carriage, and I complained about how much it should pay him. He also seemed to think it was a bit extravagant: "If my father insists on marrying someone else, I have to steal some of my mother’s jewelry before elopement. Desperate World will be more calm."

I heard him say this, but I was a little unhappy, "Your father likes that girl very much?"

Xu Fang shook his head: "In recent years, the sage has been suffering from the dragon body, the prince is young, and the princess Xiangyi is in charge. The court may be turbulent at any time. I am Nie Hou Shizi, she is the daughter of Zhao Shoufu. If the Nie and Zhao families can marry, That…"

I don't care about those, just ask: "Your childhood sweethearts?"

Xu Fang hurriedly denied: "I just treat her as a little sister."

I said, "When you first rescued me, you told outsiders that I was your little sister."

Xu Fang solemnly said: "It is true that the first time I saw you, I was greedy for your beauty. Otherwise, what do you want to do with me if you love to jump off the cliff instead of jumping off the cliff."

I punched his wagon straight.

When I arrived in Suiyang, Xu Fang placed me in an inn. He changed into a clean Confucian robe and handed over the silver dominance to me. He asked me to wait for him at the inn for one night, whether to go or stay, and come and tell me tomorrow.

Since I lost my memory, I have never tried to spend the night alone, grabbing his sleeves to prevent him from leaving, and saying that if I should not let me follow, Xu Fang said that he will never let me suffer any harm, and he cannot promise to take me back to the house rashly. what will happen.

I was wronged and sat aside, Xu Fang poured a cup of tea, and smiled: "If I can't come back tomorrow, you don't have to be afraid. My dad has probably caught it. I can always take you away. If he When I find you, I'm afraid that someone will be sent to persuade you. You have the right to be the wind in your ears, and you must not leave sadly like the weak woman in the playbook."

I finally loosened his cuffs: "Okay, I'll be entangled to the end."

He kissed my earlobe: "Don't be afraid, I will be with you, and the breeze."

Later, I often dreamed back at midnight and regretted many times why I let him go that night.

Xu Fang never came back to find me.

I stayed in the inn for two days, thinking that he was really under house arrest by his father, so I often pretended to be a passerby and wandered around Nie's house until one day I saw a tall blue-robed man walking out of the house.

He wore a high hair crown and was extremely elegant and handsome, and his arms were holding a beautiful woman, walking slowly, as if he might hurt her if he walked too fast.

It is Xu Fang.

I didn't cry or rush forward. At that time, I was lucky enough to think that Xu Fang was just acting for his father.

I followed them for a long way, until I saw the woman go into a clothing store to choose clothes, and then I stopped Xu Fang on the right time.

He saw me suddenly rushing out, a suspicion appeared in his expression, and I asked: "Xu Fang, why don't you come to me?"

He showed a clear look: "The girl is afraid that she has confessed to the wrong person." He turned around after speaking.

Admit the wrong person? I held him in disbelief: "Xu Fang, what are you talking about, don't scare me."

Xu Fang stepped back respectfully: "I am not the one the girl is looking for, my name is Nie." I was so anxious that my tongue knotted, "I know your surname is Nie, you are Nie Ran, and you are also Xu Fang..."

Perhaps because my emotions were too agitated, many passersby stopped and watched. Xu Fang waved away from me and whispered, "Girl, please behave yourself."

I was stunned.

Xu Fang, he never talked to me in this tone.

At this moment, the woman walked out of the clothing store, looked at me carelessly, and asked Xu Fang, "Brother Ran, who is she?"

He glanced at me coldly, then turned to the woman, and said softly, "I don't know."

When my heart was stunned, it was cold, helplessness and fear flooded all over my body.

Suddenly I remembered one time before, I deliberately pretended not to recognize Xu Fang, so anxious that he was almost crazy, and then I couldn't hold back the laughter, and he was confused by me and was so annoyed that he ignored me for a long time.

And this time, he said he had forgotten me.

How I wish he suddenly bent down and laughed and said, hello, you have been cheated.

But I know not.

I looked at him with indifference, alienation, and a trace of contempt.

That's not Xu Fang's look at Hefeng, it belongs to Nie Ran, who I don't know.

He really forgot about me.

I looked at their backs, and just thought, if it ended in a simple way, then I would not be a gentleman.

Xu Fang is absolutely reluctant to be wronged in harmony. Then, without the gentle breeze guarded by the Xu Fang, he would never tolerate the slightest grievance.

I slowly clenched my fists and called Xu Fang: "Master Nie."

He and the woman turned their heads at the same time, and Xu Fang frowned, "This girl, I said..."

I stretched out two fingers, and said: "One year, the memory of this year, can Young Master Nie still have an impression?"

He stayed for a while, then his expression changed: "What do you mean by this girl?"

"Master Nie clearly understands what I mean."

Xu Fang looked at me gloomily, and was about to say something. The woman beside him said, "What are you talking about? But my brother was seriously injured and unconscious for a year, so how can I remember him?"

Her shrill pretending voice seriously interfered with my thinking. I had to look at her again: "Is the girl Zhao Yanran, the daughter of Shoufu Master?"

She stared at me in surprise: "You are..."

"You just said that Young Master Nie was in a coma for a year, so do you know that if ordinary people do not wake up for a year, their complexion will become haggard and their actions will not change?" I stared at her firmly, "You think, Nie Is the son like a person who has been in a coma for a year now?"

Zhao Yanran was speechless for a while and didn't know how to argue. Just when I thought things had turned for the better, Xu Fang interrupted with a little angrily: "Enough. Without Yanran's every possible care for me, how would I wake up? Her affection, how can you let an outsider provoke you at will? This girl, no matter who you are sent, is to hinder our marriage or other conspiracies, if you are more alarmist, don’t blame me for not thinking you are a woman. !"

He put down his words and turned to take Zhao Yanran away, never looking back at me from beginning to end.

I stood on the woven street in a daze, letting passers-by point and point me.

In fact, I don't even know what they are talking about.

In my mind, Xu Fang's last voice echoed over and over again, like countless sharp knives, piercing my heart.

Suddenly, I missed the former Xu Fang very much, and I want to have a word with him.

I want to say, Xu Fang, I really, have worked very hard so that no one hurts me.

It's a pity that that person is you.

Then, even the gentle breeze, which is not afraid of the sky and the earth, is powerless.