Cover The Sky With One Hand, Beat The Ground With The Other

once Upon a time……

I have imagined the scene of reunion with Nie Ran countless times.

When I first recovered my life from the turbulent waves, I remembered that on a dark night with high winds, I suddenly stood next to him in a white dress, and said with a dark smile: "I didn't expect that I would come to you again. Come on, there is a debtor, I am here to claim your life", and then scared him to death.

After the wandering days, I thought I watched people’s warmth and warmth, and I only hope that one day, even if I meet on the road, I will just smile calmly, "Finally, the unsatisfactory things in life are nine out of ten. I always remember one. The second is, from now on, treat it as a stranger." After speaking, he turned around, and he looked at my back and fell into deep self-blame.

When I was taken by Song Langsheng and learned that I was a princess, I like to lie in bed and close my eyes and imagine: When Xia Yanghou and his son will attend the court meeting, I leaned back on the phoenix chair in Chinese clothes and saw Nie Ran. With a dazed expression, an evil eyebrow raised: "I haven't seen you for a long time, Xu Fang...oh, no, should I call you a son?" Then, he knelt down and begged "the princess for my life", and I pointed. "Come on, take this traitor to me." Then he raised his head and laughed wildly, the laughter rippling endlessly in the hall.

I admit that I'm a bit whimsical, but...

When I was naked in the hot springs on the wilderness, someone suddenly asked you who was next to me... Would this reunion’s outrageousness be even more whimsical...

I was in a crisis for a moment, lowered my head and said solemnly: "The student is a supervising student of the Guangwen Museum. Before that, because of the cold, I came here to soak the hot springs to invigorate the blood..."

The person behind did not speak immediately, as if thinking about the credibility of my answer. I waited and waited, and when he saw him still not speaking, I said: "I wonder why Master Siye is here at this time?"

Nie Ran snorted, "I remember that I have never been to the Guangwen Museum to teach courses... You know who I am just by hearing my voice, are you familiar with me?"

I was shocked in a cold sweat, "Master Siye's instruction in Piyongdian on the first day has benefited the students a lot, and the adult's voice should be remembered in my heart."

Nie Ran said: "Okay, you don't need to say more about these false words. You go ashore and put on your clothes to speak."

Go ashore... wear clothes... naked in front of you...

I shrank into the pond and said, "Students are not used to being naked and facing adults. Can you please avoid them first?"

"Man is so pretentious?" Nie Ran chuckled, hearing his footsteps drifting away, and when he turned his head, he saw his back. He was as cool as ever under the moonlight, and he stopped not far away. Step down, sitting on a bluestone with his robe, quietly looking into the distance.

I was busy getting up from the hot spring pool, ignoring my body, putting on my jacket as quickly as possible, and keeping an eye on his direction. It was only a little loose after I fastened my outer clothing belt and matched my hair crown. Take a breath.

Nie Ran didn't mean to look back from beginning to end. I don't think he has much interest in a supervised student who sneaked out of the hot spring in the middle of the night.

I said, "Master Siye, if nothing else, the student will retire first."

Nie Ran let out a hum, he was forgotten by the past.

My mind was in chaos, I didn't dare to stay longer, but at the moment I left, I heard the sound of a flute.

I was stiff, the ghost turned around and saw his profile face under the clear moonlight, like an ink painting scroll, plain and quiet, the flute in his hand was the jade flute I gave him, inferior jade Leu Xiao, the song he played is exactly the one he gave me, Xu Feng He Yue.

On that morning more than half a year ago, Xia Yanghou's servant came to look for him. He drove them away but looked back and saw me crying silently.

That night, we were sitting under the big locust tree in Chenjiacun. I listened to him playing this song to me. I asked: "Why is this song called Xufeng Heyue? It's a bit like our name, but not the same. "

He hooked the tip of my nose and asked with a smile: "Then you know...why did I name myself Xu Fang and you called Hefeng?"

I thought about it for a while and shook my head, "Let's listen to you."

He smiled slightly, and smiled in sorrow: "When I first came to Chenjiacun, I liked to sit alone on the side of the mountain and watch the sunrise and sunset. I often guess the various possibilities in the past, and I am at a loss as to where I will go in the future. Where is the sun of the sun, so I hope this name can lead me to find the answer. Later, I met you. You are very troublesome, amnesia is messy, and squeamish and willful, I saved you because of compassion, several times It hints you to leave, but you just can't feel it. It really makes me feel miserable."

Hearing this, I gave him an unpleasant look, and he said: "Until one day, when I came back from hunting and found that you were not in the room, I panicked and looked around for you. I realized that I was so nervous about you. Your illness It’s weird. I slept for today and I forgot tomorrow. How can I run out alone? I finally found you. You sat by the river and didn’t say a word. I stayed with you for a long time, and then you smiled and said, "I Is it your burden or has it caused you a lot of trouble?' Although you are smiling at the corners of your mouth, your eyes are full of tears."

I said quietly: "These...I don't even remember..."

"Yeah, how can you remember? Even if I had a bad attitude towards you the day before, how would you remember it after one night?" Xu Fang's eyes were shining, "I knew then that although you have lost your memory, your heart is still It’s so sensitive and fragile. You keep in mind who treats you well and who treats you badly. If you don’t say it, it doesn’t mean you don’t want to. You...I'm sorry, I regret how I could treat you like that. Then I took you home, and under the moonlight I made a promise to you, wherever you are I will be, kind and gentle, and follow me, Where the wind blows is my direction. You are called Hefeng, and I am Xu Fang."

I asked, "Xuefeng Heyue, the promise of Xufang and Hefeng under the moonlight, does that mean?"

Xu Fang nodded, I wiped my tears and said, "But this is the promise of Xu Fang and He Feng, not Nie Ran."

"Can I not be Nie Ran? I prefer to be Xu Fang." Xu Fang smiled back and said, "Actually, I remembered everything that day, and suddenly realized that my previous life was probably to wait for someone like you. For such a person, I am very fortunate that God has made me go through hardships, let me lose my memory, and let me meet you. Thinking of being able to be with you in the future is already very satisfying."

"I think..." I looked at Xu Fang, "Even if one day I can't eat or sleep well with my old meal, I can't sleep anywhere. I can't even tell my grandson and great-grandson, but I won't forget you. What I said today is always remembered and used to smile."

Halfway through Nie Ran's flute, he stopped.

Stopped in the bamboo forest that day, I sang and he played, I stopped where he stopped.

He tried to continue playing, tried a few notes but couldn't continue anyway, so he had to start again.

I was at a loss again.

Is he really amnesia? Because I can't remember the past, I can't play this tune completely, I can only stay at that time. Or... thinking of the situation that day, can't play anymore? Why is he playing tunes here at this time?

I stood and looked at me blankly, my whole soul flew out of the nine clouds, and when I recovered, I realized that Nie Ran had turned his head and looked at me blankly.

We kept looking at each other at a distance, he didn't come forward and I didn't back up.

I thought I would turn around and run desperately, but I couldn't move forward. The moonlight is so bright tonight, I can see his face clearly, and it is also true to him.

In the lonely forest, he stood facing the wind so lightly, his expression was so unbelievable, he wanted to come closer but didn't dare to come closer, "Are you... still alive?"

How should I answer? Should I be indifferent or sarcasm, is to answer that I don’t know you, I’m just someone who looks like your friend? Or I am not dead, are you disappointed?

I heard my voice saying: "Well. I was rescued after being swept away by the flood, I really didn't expect to see you again."

Nie Ran stepped forward two steps and stopped again, as if I was a ghost who would swallow him, "Why do you... why do you do this again..."

I said, "I came to the capital city and met my old friend. He took me to the Imperial College to play, so I was disguised as a man. It’s just a coincidence that I will do this again tonight."

Nie Ran was startled, "You..." You haven't heard anything for a long time.

I smiled, "Do you still hate me?"

He didn't react, "What?"

"At that time, I took Zhao Yanran into the river..."

"I know." Nie Ran looked into my eyes, "You are the arrow you blocked to save me, you jumped into the river to save Yanran..."

"Did Zhao Yanran tell you? She is such a good girl." I smiled. "I still misunderstood her, thinking she would say nothing. Now that the misunderstanding is solved, I am not dead, and you don't have to Guilt, everyone is fine and fine."

Nie Ran stood quietly, silent for a long time, and gave a soft hum.

I exhaled, "It's so late, let's go back first."

"Japanese wind girl."

I stopped again.

"I should call you that, right?" Nie Ran said, "Yan Ran told me that during the two years of my amnesia, the whole year was with you."

I closed my eyes tightly, trying hard not to let the tears flow out, but the teardrops still got out of my eyes and dripped unconvincingly.

Nie Ran said calmly: "Yan Ran said that I took you to Suiyang and went back to the house to beg my father to terminate the marriage contract with the Zhao family, but my father didn't allow me and locked me in the room. What happened later, she didn't know. My father doesn’t tell me, I don’t remember..."

I nodded, "It turned out to be like this..."

Nie Ran said calmly: "Sorry, I couldn't believe you at that time. I have always sent people to look for you after the accident, I thought you..."

"Actually..." I said with a hard throat, "It's not your fault. You woke up from a serious illness when you believed in your relatives and your childhood sweetheart. I'm just a stranger. I also kidnapped your fiancee. Anyone is there. Under such circumstances, they would do that... Sometimes the truth is there, even if you can't accept it emotionally, you have to admit it."

I tried my best to make my laugh sound more cheerful, "It's not written in a legendary textbook. If I lose my memory, I will still be worried. I myself have forgotten the past. I can't feel any feelings... So you really don’t have to be like that..." I caught a glimpse of the jade flute in his hand and fell silent. Xiao, you asked me to play "Xue Feng He Yue" that day. It is really a very good piece. It sounds like Sun Feng Yue. I have been thinking about how to play this song..."

I suddenly said: "This is the tune you wrote."

Nie Ran frowned in confusion, then a trace of clarity flashed, and he wanted to say nothing, "I really don't remember the past..."

I nodded dullly. I kept nodding tonight, I don’t know if I was persuading him or myself, "Because you told me when you wrote this song, Xu Feng and Yue are Xu Fang and... "

"Hefeng girl." Nie Ran interrupted me and said slowly, "After that, I have seen many doctors and even famous doctors. They all said that there was no blood congestion in my brain and no signs of poisoning. Suddenly losing that memory is simply incredible. I'm afraid I won't be able to remember it again..."

I turned around and looked at him in a daze, before repeating, "Never... can't remember anymore?"

Nie Ran handed the Yuxiao back to my hand, and said gently, "I know that those memories are very deep for the girl, but the matter is over, the past cannot be returned, and it is not good for anyone to get caught in it, Nie. I hope the girl can forget it as I do. It is a good thing for the girl and for Nie, isn't it?"

Heartache, unexpected pain, even breathing pain, I took Yu Xiao, smiled and said: "Don't worry, I will not pester Mr. Siye again, maybe it has always been me wrong, you are you, he is He, from the moment you wake up, my lord, Xu Fang has disappeared." I hold Yu Xiao, "But, I will not forget that memory, remember that those memories are my promise to Xu Fang, and Nie It’s okay for the son, is it?"

Nie Ran looked at me in surprise, "Since the girl thinks so, there is nothing left to say."

I looked at him for an instant, and I don’t think my whole heart is calmer than it is now. "The thing I regret most is that Xu Fang left so suddenly, I didn’t have time to say goodbye to him. Master Nie, Ruruo You don't mind, you can close your eyes and be quiet for a while, don't say anything and do nothing?"

Nie Ran blinked in confusion, but he didn't ask much, Yiyan lowered his eyes and stood quietly in front of me. I wiped away more tears and let myself look at this face calmly. Such soft lines belong to Xu Fang. I gently stretched out my hand and drew it through the air, recalling every scene in the past, as well as the phrase "Gentle and gentle, follow me, and wherever the wind blows is my direction."

I'm such a fool.

Such a person can cry and laugh, blush, be annoyed and nervous, and be sweaty and tremble with fear. How could such a person pretend to be the person in front of him?

After all, I just don't want to believe that such a beautiful Xu Fang will never be seen again. But, just as the stars in the sky are fleeting, if I only remember the beauty of that moment, I would be very happy, right?

Xu Fang, goodbye.

"Okay." I stepped back and said, "From now on, we will not owe each other."

Nie Ran opened his eyes, "The girl's words are very bad. If the girl has any needs, Nie Ran will help if she can help..."

"Master Siye, I think, you look down on me too much, I still have some skill in harmony." I laughed loudly, "However, I may not have such a big belly for you. If we meet in other places in the future , Don’t be too surprised, just as you said, you must forget about these complicated entanglements."

"Okay." Nie Ran curled his lips bitterly, "It's late at night, so let me send the girl down the mountain."

"No need." I took two steps back and gave my hand, "Master Si Ye will go back first, I have no problem myself."

Nie Ran was still waiting to say something, and I said again: "It's better to separate the boundaries at this time. Please don't embarrass me anymore."

"Then you take care of yourself carefully." Nie Ran sighed imperceptibly, and silently turned and walked forward, gradually moving away step by step, until he disappeared into the night.

I am rubbing the jade flute, but unfortunately I don't know how to play it, otherwise I can listen to Xufeng Heyue one more time as the last goodbye.

I raised my hand, intending to throw the jade flute under the cliff.

There was a "click".

I was shocked. Well, it wasn't the sound of Yuxiao falling. Besides, the sound came from behind. I turned my head and looked, and walked away from the jungle with a dark shadow.

I sternly said: "Who?"

"It's me." The dark figure moved forward and turned into a bright figure. "Sorry, I didn't mean to eavesdrop on your conversation, princess."