Cover The Sky With One Hand, Beat The Ground With The Other

The sky on that day was incredible.

In the morning, the sun was in the sky, and there were hundreds of miles of snow, while the snow was flying all day, but it stopped in the evening, and a red afterglow was reflected on the evening snow in the distant mountains. In an instant, the endless snow seemed to cover it. A thin layer of red shirt is magnificent and beautiful.

Song Langsheng picked me up without warning, and wandered through the white world. Behind him was the snowy dusk and the dusky light, and when he looked down and talked, he was magnificent.

I looked at him anxiously, thinking about the words he just said repeatedly in my mind, I only felt that the whole person seemed to be floating, "You... are you in my dream right now?"

Song Langsheng smiled lightly, "It's not a dream."

I was confused, "Every time you enter my dream, you say it's not a dream."

His smile was soft and gentle, "It's not a dream."

The void in my heart seemed to be filled with this smile suddenly, I shook my head and muttered: "No, you, how come you smile to me like this, you are obviously very angry with me, and I didn't tell you , How would you know that I am a little sister..."

Song Langsheng had a look, "Why didn't you tell me? I was so angry after hiding it from me for so many years."

After walking in the snow for too long, my tongue was so cold that I couldn’t make a quick call, "I didn’t mean to hide it from you..." Seeing him smile, it seemed to be a little melancholy, "You... never smile when you are angry. Yes, even if it is a dream, learn to be more real..."

After Song Langsheng heard this, he stopped again, he put me down carefully, put my feet on his shoe uppers, circled me in his arms with one hand, and gently stroked my neck with the other. "Since it is a dream, can it be my heart?"

I stayed for a while, before I could answer his words in the future, he had bowed his head and gently kissed my lips.

There is nothing in my mind, and there is only some sane that can't be recovered, "You..."

Accompanied by a chuckle, the warm lips covered again, with a hint of coolness, rushing to my heart circle by circle.

The lips and lips were tossed and tossed, at first it was a soft kiss, and then gradually deepened, unable to distinguish whether it was gentle or wanton, a flame spread across the body, almost to be swallowed, but he was reluctant to push him away .

I can no longer distinguish whether this is a dream or reality. My lips and heart are burnt by the kiss, and I feel the tip of his tongue swirling flexibly on my upper jaw, passing each other's warmth numbly, and parting again. Reunion is irresistible and irreplaceable.

I don't know how long it took, the long kiss gradually stopped. As the lips separated, he asked in a low voice: "So, is it true?"

My thoughts melted into a paste, "I..."

He gently rubbed my cheek with the tip of his nose, "Or...the princess often has such dreams?"

I just feel that my whole person seems to have been ignited by this moment, "...you often have this kind of dreams!"

"What I did with the princess in my dream is much more than that..."

What does it mean to do with me... My face burst into flames, "You, you—"

Seeing me in embarrassment, Song Langsheng was snickering and trying to get back to me. He saw the dagger I was holding, but the smile on his lips was suffocating. I followed his gaze and stared down and felt my arms around him. The hands on the waist tightened, and when he raised his head, he saw his pale face as if a layer of hoarfrost, "Atang..."

I know what he is going to say. He has gone through thousands of hardships to send back the antidote. Naturally, he has to see me take it to feel relieved, but... I shook my head and said, "I know, where did you get this medicine? What will happen next? All these Xiuzhu have told me, Song Langsheng, I still have a lot of things I want to ask you, a lot of things I want to tell you, I can’t just forget everything in the past two years without knowing it. Now, do you understand?"

The fluffy fine snow slowly fell on his head, and the snow began to fall again. I heard him sigh slightly, and in the next instant, I felt my body rise in the sky again, and he hugged me into his arms again," It's getting dark soon, now, let's find a place to shelter first."

So I was held by Song Langsheng all the way, and I don't know how long and how long I walked. Before the snow became more serious, I finally found a cave in the mountainside.

The cave is quiet and gentle, it is indeed the only place to refuge from snow on this mountain. Song Langsheng let me sit down and rest, only to go out for a while, and I don’t know where to find dry wood and branches. After the fire was lighted, he took me to the fire. I sat down and saw my bare feet exposed outside the fox fur. I stretched out my hands and covered them. With the heat of my palms, I found my consciousness a little bit. I stared at him in a dazed manner, as if the cold in my heart was justified. After being so covered by him, I suddenly felt that in fact, there are many confusions that are not so important. At this moment, it is so good. With him by my side, why bother to worry too much.

When Song Langsheng saw that I had gradually recovered a little temperature, he released his hand and lifted a corner of the fox fur. The whole person got in. I thought that we would be like this in the princess mansion in the middle of winter, like hiding in After finishing my quilt, hug me tightly, then put the quilt on, and use each other's body temperature to warm each other. But now our old dormitory has disappeared. It is inevitable that we will feel sorrow and grief in our hearts. After a long while, we listened to him: "Want to ask first, or should I speak first?"

I looked up at him, and the fire flickered in his eyes, "When did you... when did you know that I was... that little sister back then?"

He looked at me and said, "Yesterday, when I took you out of the carriage."

that time?

"I didn't say anything on the carriage..." I was at a loss, "Why did you know at that moment? And, Caimi was still lying next to you..."

He saw that I was so surprised, and smiled faintly, "I knew she was not the little sister back then when Picking Mi appeared in the princess mansion." He shook my hand and said, "Do you still remember," She appeared in vain that day. I asked why she found this place. How did she answer?"

I tried to remember, "She... seems to say that she can't find her elder brother, cough, that is you, and she is afraid that her disappearance will make me worry, so she found the princess mansion... Bar?"

Song Langsheng hummed, "Then do you remember, back then...that little girl who always likes to sneak out of Yulong Villa to meet me privately always likes to pretend to be a court lady?"

I glared at him, what does it mean to like private meetings, "At that time, I was worried that you saw Ni Duan, so I told you that I was the emperor's brother... serving the palace maid..." At this point, I was surprised, "So ..."

"So," Song Langsheng continued, "Since she is a maid serving the former prince's east palace, we should not find the deceased in the princess mansion. When I learned that she was the princess's maid, I was suspicious and tentative. , She prepared her entanglement, but she was hypocritical, you let her keep her and stayed..." He stroked my palm with his fingertips, "The little sister who I know and fall in love with, feels How high is it, if you see my change of heart, and leave without saying a word, how can you succumb to the princess's mansion and live for a long time?"

I have mixed feelings in my heart. No wonder Song Langsheng’s attitude towards "little sister" was so decisive at that time, and I was still depressed about it. This thought is really ignorant. I slowly asked: "You have seen through her, why not? tell me?"

"The appearance of picking honey made me wonder if there was another leader or conspiracy in the escape back then. I don't want you to participate in it. If you know your temperament, you will never give up. On the contrary, it is very possible to step into others. Among the traps..."

Hearing this, I avoided his eyes with a guilty conscience. If I let him know that I was really arbitrary and led by Fengli, would he annoy me even more? Recalling yesterday, thinking of his desperate appearance when he saw "I" buried in the sand, I chuckled and asked: "So... are you still mad at me, mad at me, mad at me, mad I watched you in the sea of ​​flames? You should not call my name..."

Song Langsheng said: "Naturally, I am very angry."

I was guilty in my heart. Seeing that he didn’t comfort me, and thinking of the unfeeling words he had said to me when I was in the princess’s mansion, I couldn’t help saying: "But you knew that honey-gathering was fake, but why did you want it yesterday? I was so fierce, what kind of words "severe righteousness" to me..."

"I didn’t believe her, but you’d be better. It’s okay to say, "I have been deliberately approaching me seven years ago, investigating me, and sent thousands of troops to kill my father, my mother, and pick honey." These words, then I It was a mess, and you haven’t figured out what He Pingzhao’s nectar collection is all about, but you came to add fuel to the fire to confuse the audience..."

I said: "What I said was angry..."

He squinted and said, "Naturally what I said is also angry."

I stared at him unhappily, "You still say I am a snake-hearted!"

"Who called me to be a rebel?"

I:"……"

Seeing that I was about to cry, he stretched out his hand to mess with my hair, "However, seeing that you are safe and well in front of me, what is more important than this?"

"It's me who is not good," I wiped my tears with the back of my hand. "I knew I shouldn't talk to you like that, and shouldn't fall into the trap of others. But when you said that, I really felt ashamed of my heart. ..."

Song Langsheng whispered: "You don't know the situation at that time. If I stay at the mercy of others and don't turn against you, how can I force you to flee?"

I was startled and asked: "Did you mean it?"

"Although I am so angry with you, I don't want to jump to conclusions before I know the truth," Song Langsheng opened his eyebrows slightly, "I wanted to take you away to a place where there were only two of us. I’ll talk with you again.” He paused for a while, “Actually, relative to the princess for so many years, I didn’t never think about the possibility of you being a little girl. It’s just that... two years ago on Lingshan, you and Nie Ran What I said is what I heard, no matter what I think..."

I hurriedly interrupted: "At that time, what I said was not for him, I am..."

"You told me." Song Langsheng smiled confidently, "The person you met on the mountain that day was me, not him. Isn't it?"

I pursed my lips, trying to suppress the choking that almost broke out of my throat, "But yesterday you were on the carriage yesterday...how did you figure it out later?"

The fire clicked, Song Langsheng reached out a hand and added a few firewood, "Just after jumping off the car, we rolled down in the grass, you think I have something, I saw you look scared, you are I was so afraid of losing me. At that moment, I realized that I was wrong. My princess Xiangyi cares about me so much. How can she set up an ambush and kill me?"

I stared at him blankly. He looked at me quietly and said, "Whether it is the trap set by the prince, or Fengli’s calculations, even if the'evidence' for collecting honey is conclusive, or there are other How can anyone say, as long as I believe in the princess, as long as I understand your intentions, how hard is it to see through those conspiracies?"

I never thought that Song Langsheng's answer to me would be like this.

He was silent for a moment, and said: "Because I believe in you, then it means that the person doing these things must be someone else; Cai Mi can calculate the time for me to give me the letter from that year, I'm afraid you even read it back then. I haven’t seen it before. In that situation, she didn’t forget to tell me that you met with me in her name, but what is it that you did not have a guilty conscience? Thinking of this, I have any reason not to know who is my little one. Girl?"

In spite of the thousands of sufferings, I still remember the love so far.

The snow was still flying outside the cave. I closed my eyes and felt that at this moment it was warm and warm. Song Langsheng saw that I hadn't spoken for a long time, so he tilted his head and looked at me: "I have said so much, but you haven't answered yet. My question. Why have you never mentioned it to me for so many years? Are you the little girl back then?"

I snuggled on his shoulder and told him the whole story from beginning to end.

When he was thirteen years old, he waited hard under the maple tree, long love for many years after missing an appointment, the shocking reunion at the banquet, and... that year when his father gave his marriage to him, he righteously said that he had already been married. With a knot, his dead wife vowed not to marry forever.

These hundreds and thousands of times, the day and the moon, it turned out that it was only because I was timid and cowardly that we misunderstood so many times, and I missed it for so many years.

When Song Langsheng heard my story about picking honey and I didn't dare to confess the truth because of the sudden letter, he wanted to pinch me to death.

I can’t lower my head anymore: "...Many girls in this world would react like this... good……"

Song Langsheng buttoned my head with his knuckles, "To put it bluntly, don't you believe me?"

I tugged at his sleeve, "Song Langsheng..."

He turned his head away, "Humph."

I shook his arm, "Miss Ma..."

He muttered and said: "Is the princess not believing me? Why is she not asking me what happened two years ago? Not asking why I met with the remnants of the previous dynasty? Not asking why I colluded with Xia Yanghou, not asking why I would be with The wind leaves together?"

When he said this, I suddenly thought of another thing, "There is something, you must tell me the truth, and never deceive me again." I poured the antidote hidden in the dagger into my palm." Xiuzhu said that you made a deal with Nie Guang in order to get the antidote. What kind of deal was it?"

He frowned slightly, but when I saw that he didn't answer, my heart twitched, "Did you promise him something he didn't want to agree to? Does he want you to do something for the dead ghost? Wouldn't he give you some poison? "

Song Lang squeezed my cheek alive, "The princess's imagination is really fast..."

I looked at him directly and said, "Don't worry about him."

"Is it as easy to be controlled by others?" Song Langsheng's eyes curled slightly, "No, please relax."

"Then... how could Nie Guang..."

"I just told him about the surnames of the previous royal family secrets." Song Langsheng smiled quietly, "I know that is the key to opening the secret. Although Nie Guang and Fengli have both beaten them in the past two years, I have always pretended not to know... Now, I'm afraid that Nie Guang can't think that Feng Li has taken him a step sooner, and found a way to open Shimen from you..."

I was stunned, and the doubts in my heart became even greater, "You knew about the existence of the secret land in the past? How did you learn about it? Your father...he obviously didn't tell you the secret land, so he was separated by the wind. Only when the mouth is destroyed will the Martial Family be destroyed... Or do you know the identity of your former imperial heir?"

Song Langsheng hesitated to speak, then said: "Princess... really want to know the truth?"

"Yes." I said.

"Atang." Song Langsheng looked at me deeply for a moment and looked at me, "Tell me that the secret place in the previous dynasty is not someone else, but the emperor."

I was shocked.

"Tell me that my father Jun Jinzhi belongs to the former King Rui, and he is also the current emperor."

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I stared at him dumbfounded, not knowing what expression to make, Song Langsheng blinked extremely slowly, "Just over two years ago, shortly after I brought the princess back to the capital from Chenjiacun, the emperor was not healed. , One day he called me into the Imperial Study Room alone, and he told me that the prince had told him that my father was a conspiracy of Jun Jin. The emperor asked,'What can you say about this? '"

Song Langsheng at that time had already expected this day to come. He knew even better that his father would never let him go. The only person who couldn't let go was me. So he said, "Chen, there is nothing to say. , I only ask the emperor not to anger the princess. The princess has no knowledge of the minister’s past. If the emperor can execute the minister privately, that would be great."

The father was silent for a long time, and then slowly asked: "Song Langsheng, do you know who Jun Jinzhi is?"

Song Langsheng raised his head suspiciously.

The father told him that Jun Jinzhi was the well-known King Rui from the previous dynasty. Seeing Song Langsheng's unbelief, his father asked him to open several boxes of old things from the previous dynasty indifferently, including antique calligraphy and paintings of King Rui. Those were the spoils of his father's invading the palace when he seized the country.

How could Song Langsheng fail to recognize his father's handwriting?

The father said that when the prince told him, he was not surprised at all. Do you know why? Because, he had known for a long time, who was the married man of his precious princess.

Song Langsheng asked his father: "These things are not even known to the ministers, how can the emperor know so clearly?"

The father asked Song Langsheng to open the last box. The box is full of scrolls.

Song Langsheng unfolds the picture scroll, each picture is one person, it is his mother.

He looked at Emperor Father in disbelief, and there was a bit of bitterness in his eyes, "Your mother's real name is Wen Chu, a native of Cai County, Huainan, and she is my... my wife who had never been through the door when I was young."

Father, told a story.

The boy and girl in the story are childhood friends and playmates. The girl is the most beautiful girl in town. There are many men who love her, and she only admires that boy. It's just good fortune to trick people, and when the girl passed the age of 笄, the most powerful King Rui came to see her through Huainan and forced her.

The girl loses her virginity, desperate for life, and has no face to face the teenager. She wanted to die, but when she found out she was pregnant with King Rui's flesh and blood, she decided to give birth to a baby.

The teenager knew everything, and he didn’t want his beloved woman to give birth to someone else’s child. He quietly put the abortion medicine in her food. Unexpectedly, the medicine not only caused her to lose the child in her womb, the doctor said, she I can't have my own children in this life.

The love that belonged to them, also because of it, came to an end.

Later, the boy was drafted into the army and left Caixian. He returned to his hometown after many years. It was said that the King Rui returned and took her away from Caixian shortly after he left.

After that, time has passed, and he has laid down this piece of land and became the emperor. He has never seen that girl again.

Only when I dream back every midnight, my heartache is unbearable, and my thoughts are attached to the painting.

Until one day, he reunited with her in a small teahouse in the capital on a private visit.

He couldn't help himself, and wanted to tell the love for many years, but found that she was on the same line as her husband, and even had a son.

Like a romantic figure like King Rui of the previous dynasty, he is willing to give up everything for the girl, but now that the dynasty is changed, she still guards him, that affection has long been beyond the ability of outsiders to shake.

After he returned to the palace, he sent people to investigate them. Not only did he find out the identity of Jun Jinzhi, he also learned that the boy was not their birth, but a sickly abandoned baby picked up on a snowy night many years ago.

Song Langsheng was the abandoned baby who was raised as his own flesh and blood.

After listening to his father's memory, Song Langsheng sat quietly next to the portrait, speechless for a long time.

The father sighed and said, "This is also the reason why I didn't send anyone to kill you when your family fled the capital. I...after all, I owe your mother too much."

Song Langsheng closed the picture and asked: "Back then, did the emperor send someone to chase and kill my parents?"

Father Emperor said: "If I want to kill, I will kill, why bother to send someone to assassinate the tiger back to the mountain?"

Song Langsheng’s heart was cold. He worked hard to find this position. He had been wronged for his father. Now he not only learns his father’s identity as the heir of the previous dynasty, but also realizes that he is not his own person. Knowing my life experience early in the morning, why did you recruit me to be an official in the court and make the princess betrothed to me?"

The father did not answer. He fixedly looked at Song Langsheng for a while, and only said: "You have been upright in your affairs, you have been an official for several years, and the court has done what the people have done. I see it all in my eyes."

This will naturally not be the real reason.

The emperor father said again: "In order to protect you, Xiangyi, she would rather hide it from me, and risk the crime of deceiving the emperor to marry you. In the world, how can there be a parent who can stubbornly succumb to their children."

Even if you dote on the princess, as an emperor, how can you easily marry your daughter to someone who has trouble with the previous dynasty?

What's more, this princess is also responsible for overseeing the power of the country.

When Song Langsheng saw his father's remarks, he was obviously reluctant to discuss in depth, "Since the emperor does not want to investigate the life and experience of his ministers, why is he calling his ministers into the palace today?"

The father was slightly startled.

Song Langsheng learned in vain that his life experience was not as hateful or angry as imagined, but he was so clear and calm. After accepting the facts, he calmly asked his father's true intentions. This is very much in his chest.

The emperor stood up slowly, passed Song Langsheng, and said with his hand: "I originally wanted you and Xiangyi to stay together forever. If it hadn’t been for the time when the oil was exhausted and the lamp was dry, I really didn’t want to see Xiangyi sad. sad."

"Nowadays, the ministers in the court are in power, and the loyalty and traitors in the army are indistinguishable. Outside there is Xia Yanghou who is ambitious. The remnants of the previous dynasty are even more eye-catching. Even some of my brothers are waiting for me to fall, and then wait for the opportunity to move." Father Huang sighed. He sighed, "The prince's seniority is too young to deal with this mess."

The emperor turned his head slowly, his pale hair reflected in twilight, "I...need your power."

Song Langsheng said quietly: "The minister is just a mere Dali Temple clerk, I am afraid that he can't share the worries for the emperor."

"Maybe others can't, you can." Father said: "You are the only emperor heir in the eyes of the Yu Dang in the previous dynasty. As long as you find the secret place left by the King of Rui for you, you will be able to respond with a hundred responses and eliminate the biggest hidden dangers in one go. ."

Song Langsheng's heart trembled, and his father's meaning couldn't be more obvious. If he became the leader of the rebel army, he would know who the rebels lurked in the DPRK, so as to draw the snake out of the hole and seek victory in danger.

Song Langsheng did not hesitate to say: "Even if the minister is not his own, my father has treated me like a parent and child for many years. The kindness of nurturing has not been repaid, let alone using it, and the old man who trapped my father is a place of injustice. The minister...forgive me. "

The father emperor said suddenly: "Can you just watch the **** storms of treacherous officials and thieves, let the people living comfortably fall into the flames of war, and put Xiangyi in danger in order to protect my country?"

Song Langsheng said: "If there is such a day, the only thing the minister can do is take the princess away and fly high. As for the rest, the minister is a mediocre person, unable to return to heaven."

"It's so powerless, you know you--" The father's voice paused, but he was so angry that he couldn't stand up straight. Song Langsheng quickly got up and supported him, calling someone to call the imperial doctor. The emperor gasped and said: "I thought you were concerned about the common people, and you would never abandon the public for personal reasons, and give up your righteousness for the sake of small things. Now it seems that I...wrong."

His father's words not only shocked Song Langsheng at the time, but also made me unable to speak for a long time after hearing the truth.

I never knew that my father’s ideological awareness was so high, let alone his expectations of Song Langsheng so great.

I said: "The Emperor Father will never stop here. If he can't use it for him, he will probably not be able to keep you...so, is this the reason you left me in the cold?"

Song Langsheng's eyes flickered slightly, and said: "If you know everything, you will work hard to save me. I really don't want to involve you anymore."

I remembered that cold rainy night, the emperor punished him for some reason to kneel in front of the imperial court. I wanted to accompany him, but he said indifferently and remotely: "Those things were always said by the princess, I did not."

At that time, what kind of mood did he have to reject my affection?

Thinking of this, I couldn't help holding Song Langsheng tightly. Seeing me so sticky, he smiled slightly, "It's all over, am I not here to be nice now?"

"Hmm..." I whispered: "But later, why did you..."

"Later, Nie Guang knew from nowhere that I was the son of Jun Jin, and he found me and said generous words to me, huh... Maybe the emperor was right. The so-called rejuvenation of the former dynasty was originally Nie Guang. The lies weaving to achieve my ambitions," Song Langsheng said slowly: "But whether it is true or false, I have no retreat."

There is no way out.

Even if he persisted to the end, his father would definitely kill him and announce that the bloodline of the former imperial heirs of the world has been cut off, and Nie Guang's name of the old master of Kuangfu would be cut off.

If the imperial consort was killed in this name, even I would be implicated in losing power, and would not even be able to save my life.

Song Langsheng said: "If this conspiracy can't be eliminated, how can the world be peaceful."

My gaze never left him from beginning to end, "On the top of Lingshan two years ago, you pretended to prescribe the medicine to win the trust of Nie Guang's nomination?"

"Ok."

I was faintly disturbed, "But now you are seeking an antidote to save my life. Nie Guang knows that you still care about my life and death, so how can you believe in you again? If things fail..."

If things fail, they can only be wiped out as a rebellious courtier and thieves.

Song Langsheng smiled, "Don't believe me again? The meticulous subordinates in the past two years have fought for this, and I have the confidence to win."

I fixedly looked at him, his smile remained the same, his eyes were calm and soft, as if he were really confident.

I closed my eyes, "But I still don't understand why the father didn't tell the prince about this overall plan and let you fight alone..."

"He naturally has his considerations."

I panicked, "Yes, but he has been unconscious, if the prince keeps misunderstanding, if..."

A light kiss blocked my lips.

I slowly opened my eyes, and the tenderness in the pupils close at hand faded away with a trace of fatigue. He smiled and said: "Even if there is a real situation, how can I be afraid if you are by my side?"

To me, he is such a person.

A person who speaks softly to me makes me hard-hearted, and a person who shows off his face and smiles at me makes me unable to open my eyes.

In an instant, my thoughts turned into peace of mind, what kind of taste overflowed in my chest, and what was there to be afraid of when he was there?

I shook the pill at my fingertips, "You just don't want to tell me more, you have to take the antidote to be at ease."

Song Langsheng helped his forehead and shook his head again and again: "After you take the antidote, you will still forget what I said just now. Don't I have to say it again? It's really troublesome."

I squinted at him irritably, but my heart was entangled with joy and sorrow, "Will you really tell me everything that happened in the past two years?"

Song Langsheng sighed helplessly, as if he felt that it would be a dark thing to just talk about right and wrong for two years with his mouth, "I will try my best." After a pause, "Oh, but about the matter of Xu Fang, I I won't say it."

I was shocked, "Why?"

Song Langsheng showed a slight smile, with a little sly, "I thought about the person you had admired for other than me, so it is just right, you forget him completely, from now on, whether in the past or in the future, your eyes and minds There can only be me."

I was dissatisfied: "Hey, how can you be like this..."

Song Langsheng smiled slowly, "Because, me too."

I stared at him blankly.

"Back then, I promised that little girl to marry her as my little daughter-in-law. However, I failed to fulfill the promise. Later, I fell in love with the incredible princess Xiangyi, not only because of my empathy, but also because of my empathy. I feel ashamed for not being able to treat her wholeheartedly."

Something in the head of the heart is swelling out, I will definitely look at the gentle luster in his eyes, and hear him say: "Atang, you are that little girl, it's great."

"Little girl. It's nice that you are the princess."

I lifted my head and kissed his eyebrows lightly, "Me too. Big brother. Also, the horseman."

We have been able to join hands to this day and live up to our promises.

very nice.

I took the medicine with relief, and seeing Song Langsheng finally breathed a sigh of relief, I couldn't help but ask: "How long will I take the antidote before I lose my memory?"

Song Langsheng constricted his eyes and said, "You will feel tired within an hour. After sleeping, you wake up from the dream and everything is back to the original."

I smiled, "Then after I woke up, didn't I return to eighteen years in one night?"

Song Langsheng said, "It is mentally, not physically."

I knocked him on the head, "No, if I forget everything, maybe how will you fool me, then I will be played around by you, what should I do if I suffer?"

He laughed loudly, "Then what are you going to do?"

After that, I got up, looked around, and finally, despite his resistance, took off his outer garments abruptly, and wrote on the cloth with charcoal sticks: Ma Ma is the most favorite princess in the world.

Song Langsheng leaned his head over and glanced at it, "It's written in reverse."

I ignored him and continued to do graffiti: From now on, this princess will never distrust her husband again, and she will never change her love.

After I finished writing, I drew a special little flower. It was my own painting method, which belongs to me alone.

I smiled and put on clothes for him, and said, "With this, you don't have to worry about what happens if I wake up and misunderstand you."

Song Langsheng's smile remained the same, and he rubbed my hair, "Okay, it's all up to you."

That was my happiest night in many years.

Outside the cave, there is snow in the sky, and the fire inside the cave is flourishing.

I cuddled in his arms until tiredness struck hard and closed my eyes, I could still feel him beside my body, gently stroking my back.

Suddenly I felt reluctant, and I wanted to put his smile in his heart more, maybe that way, I can remember this feeling deeply unrepentant.

Therefore, even though my mind has gradually sunk into the whirlpool, with such a heart, I can open my eyes again with consciousness.

Then, I saw him a few steps away from me, slowly took off the outer garment full of handwriting, and threw it into the fire.

The fire light shone on his face, it was a sorrowful and decisive color.

When he turned his head, he met my eyes, but he was shocked, "Ah, Atang..."

I looked at him incredulously, and for a moment my heart seemed to be cut by many thin knives, "Why..."

Song Langsheng quickly approached me, shaking his arms around me as if exhausting all his strength, "Atang... I'm sorry..."

why?

Why can't I see what he has been trying to hide with a smile.

why?

Why didn't I think about so many unreasonable points in his dialogue with the father.

why?

Why until this moment I can't open my eyes anymore and I will forget all that I have figured out everything.