Crazy Psychologist

"Yes, that's true. It applies to both the elderly and children. We in the bureau often call each other teachers. The word "teacher" cannot distinguish gender or age."

Liu Yiming tried to understand.

"Yes, this is probably the biggest reason. I preconceived the appearance of the person on the forum at the beginning. Then after I learned that this teacher was at Jingyi University, I went to listen to a few classes of Teacher Muchun. Although it is a club course open to the public, his image and the image of the person on the forum naturally fit together as the same person in my mind.

Then, I became more and more convinced that it was the teacher! The person who helped me is Teacher Muchun! I almost had no doubts. "

"Wait a minute, on the forum nine years ago, you found a teacher on it and got help. Sisi, you were in middle school at that time. What would you need help from a teacher in the physical and mental department? "

Liu Yiming thought that he had known Chu Sisi since he was a child, and there was nothing he needed to hide from each other. He was a person with no secrets in front of Chu Sisi, or even in the Chen family. Perhaps Jiang Feng was his biggest secret. Well, now Chu Sisi knows about it and has become Chu Sisi’s friend~

But what about Chu Sisi? From what she said tonight, she must have known Mu Chun in middle school? No, I sought help from a psychosomatic doctor when I was in middle school.

Oh my god, Chu Sisi, your high and carefree middle school life is what many girls dream of.

There are drivers to take you to and from school, tennis lessons to professional athletes, singing lessons from music school professors, and painting teachers to Professor Zhang Yang from the Academy of Fine Arts. They wear the most expensive clothes and eat the best food. The Chen family is a real place to talk and laugh. Hongru, there are no white people in his dealings.

Why does Chu Sisi still have any problems that need the help of a psychosomatic doctor?

Liu Yiming couldn't understand. Not to mention that Liu Yiming was completely confused when he found out about this matter. I'm afraid if the two fathers, Chen Weiwei or Chu Xiaofeng, knew that in addition to the two of them, their daughter also wanted a third father. ~~~~~~~You can vomit blood face to face.

"Have you ever asked Uncle Chu about this matter? Whether it is the forum founded by Mu Xiao or Mu Chun, since they are both students of Professor Chu, he may be very aware of this matter."

Chu Sisi shook her head. Her illness had always been a secret. It happened secretly and was cured secretly. Only she and the teacher knew about this process.

At home, no one can know.

Family is the last thing to know.

"Dad may or may not know, but I really didn't ask. Until I asked my dad to help me get into a psychiatric internship, my dad didn't specifically ask why.

Dad is a person who understands the world around him very well. Yiming may not be familiar with my father, a professor. Dad has a special temperament. He always seems to understand very well, and will not tell the truth, nor will he say anything more than is necessary. This kind of understanding is particularly gentle and generous. "

"I~~~~~ probably understand."

Liu Yiming really didn't understand.

"So my father listened to my idea and agreed. At that time, there was no particularly good choice. I couldn't let me go to a large hospital like Jingyi Affiliated to work with my father, so it was natural for me to come to Huayuanqiao Hospital and follow Mu Teacher Chun learns psychosomatic treatment methods.

During this whole process, I never doubted that the person in front of me was not the same person as the person on the forum. Although there were some things that were occasionally weird, I would explain it as because I never said it was the person on the forum. The girl who asked for help. "

"You thought you were in the dark, you were hiding part of the truth, so there were some weird situations on the teacher's side, such as when you mentioned the forum and he didn't understand what you were talking about at all. There was a reason for that.

The reason is that the teacher does not know that you have asked him for help on the forum.

The real situation between the two of you is that you both believe that treatment is a very private secret that should not be discussed with others, so you both pretend not to know. "

"Yes, I have always thought so. I even told the forum story several times, but the teacher still didn't respond. He hid it too well. At that time, I thought that the psychosomatic doctor was too strict in keeping secrets. And seriously.

Now that I think about it, I may have made a mistake that I ignored at the beginning, and then this mistake lasted for nearly ten years.

It’s not a matter of keeping a secret at all. It’s Teacher Muchun. He may not know about this forum at all, and that email address doesn’t belong to the teacher. The person who helped me through emails during that time is not Teacher Muchun at all. "

"It sounds like this does explain everything. It even explains the disappointment and frustration you sometimes feel towards Teacher Muchun. In his opinion, it may be completely inexplicable."

"Yes." Chu Sisi admitted.

When she thought about all this in the attic of Jiang Feng's house, Chu Sisi felt sad and sad, as well as a lot of shame and regret.

How could such a mistake be made.

But now, she felt a sudden sense of clarity, just like when a car comes out of a tunnel and sees a vast sea in front of her.

"Let's go for a drive along the coast." Chu Sisi suggested.

Liu Yiming nodded happily, as long as you are happy.

"Actually, I feel very good now, and Dr. Mu's treatment is really brilliant, and the people on that forum are really awesome."

"Why did you say that suddenly?" Liu Yiming asked.

"I guess Dr. Mu knows a part of my existence. Maybe it's the [transference] mentioned in his notes before. The patient transfers his own desires to the doctor. For example, I may transfer my expectations for my father and teacher to Mu. On Teacher Chun.”

"Is this the expectation you have for your father and teacher?" Liu Yiming asked timidly.

"Yes, of course, you can't tell. I am clearly a girl who has the happiness that many people desire but can't get, but I am still so dissatisfied. I even pretend to be a teacher and a father. It is really a disgrace to people's hearts. It’s not enough for a snake to swallow an elephant.”

"No, no, it's not that exaggerated. What everyone wants in their heart may not be exactly the same as what the world gives them. I don't know anything about psychosomatics, but I intuitively understand that it may be like this. We think What we want may not be commensurate with what is given to us.”

"Are you saying you don't like the girls who chase you?" Chu Sisi suddenly joked.

Liu Yiming really couldn't laugh at this joke, but he laughed, feeling sincerely happy that Chu Sisi finally relaxed and was no longer as worried as before.