Crazy Psychologist

"Yes, Xiaoxiao is right."

After Chu Xiaofeng lost his sense of taste, he did not choose to have a checkup at the Jingyi University Medical Center. Instead, he went to Zhinan Affiliated Hospital to see Mu Xiao.

Under Mu Xiao's arrangement, Chu Xiaofeng conducted a comprehensive examination, but the final results were heart-wrenching.

As if he had anticipated this incident, the professor behaved extremely calmly. From the beginning to the end, he seemed to be accompanying a friend to see a doctor. The sick person seemed to be completely different from himself.

"Many doctors are unwilling to conduct examinations in the hospitals where they work. Everyone understands this."

As soon as Mu Xiao finished speaking, Zhang Wenwen took up the topic and said, "This is true. It has always been like this. Sometimes I think about it. If I were sick, I would never get checked at Zhinan Affiliated. , if I am diagnosed with any nasty disease, then the pressure in my heart will increase inexplicably, which is probably a normal psychological defense."

"Psychological defense?" Muchun said.

"Ah? Did I make a mistake? Let me tell you something interesting. When I was an intern, there was a doctor in the same department who was very interesting. He had been working very seriously and never asked for leave for almost the whole year. One day he asked for leave. Five days. According to the holidays, he can take five days off. We helped coordinate the workload and working hours. During the five days he took off, he took good care of his patients.

I asked him at that time, I said, Jason, you don’t seem to be sick and you don’t have any intention of getting married. Why do you suddenly want to take leave? "

Hearing this, Mu Xiao said: "Zhang Wenwen, you can be considered a child who grew up abroad. Why don't you understand basic manners? How can you be such a talkative person?"

Although he knew Mu Xiao was joking, Zhang Wenwen still became arrogant and raised his voice: "I am caring about my colleagues. Jason was thirty-eight years old at the time, so he was not at an age where he didn't have to worry about getting sick, right? , I am a very old-fashioned and warm-hearted person." Zhang Wenwen tried his best to put a good name on himself, which indeed eased the depressive atmosphere in the car a bit.

"Then, Jason took leave. Later we found out that he took leave to go to a hospital 80 kilometers away for hemorrhoid surgery. As a result, when he lay on the bed and was about to undergo the operation, a pair of eyes stared at him. I watched it for a long time.

Then, the owner of those eyes asked, ‘Aren’t you Jason? Why did you come for surgery when your hemorrhoids were so serious? By the way, do you still remember that Linda from your previous internship? She's an operating room nurse. You should be able to see her soon. Mike is also in our hospital. You probably haven't been in contact with us for many years. ’ Jason said that he was completely stunned at the time, and it was best to give him some anesthetic quickly to forget about it. "

"That is to say, he made many choices to avoid being known, and ended up in a hospital where he knew many people." Mu Xiao said with a smile.

After telling this embarrassing anecdote, Zhang Wenwen felt a lot more relaxed and said with a smile: "Who says it's not the case? It's really hard to choose a hospital, but I chose a hospital where I know so many people. After driving 80 kilometers, he still went to treat hemorrhoids."

"Anesthesiologists and operating room nurses are really hard to guard against," Mu Chun said.

"Who says it's not the case? After looking around the hospital, I thought I wouldn't meet any acquaintances. Who would have thought that everyone would run out during the operation? There is really no way around this."

Zhang Wenwen looked helpless.

"reality!"

After Mu Chun finished speaking, he shifted his gaze from Professor Chu's diagnosis report to the window. At dusk around the sea, the street lamps that had just been lit, the orange light sprinkled in the blue-gray air, and there was a feeble hesitation. The night had come quietly. , but didn’t want to leave during the day.

This is the stubbornness and sadness of dusk.

It is beautiful, fragile, and precious because it is fleeting and cannot be forced to stay.

Muchun thought that not long ago, Ming's teacher had encountered the same problem. Like Jason, he was unwilling to seek medical help in a place he was familiar with, so he traveled thousands of miles to find his favorite disciple in the sea.

Fang Ming was involved in this stubborn and unprepared battlefield at dusk. He reacted quickly and went all out, but dusk wiped him off the picture with a blue-gray cloud.

The troubles the professor encountered also had some of the same problems. His choice was the same as that of many doctors. He did not communicate with the colleagues he was most familiar with in the hospital he was most familiar with, but made another decision on his own.

This choice is undoubtedly important to patients and is a strong indication that they still feel in control of their own destiny, as opposed to the shame brought about by the disease and the feeling of powerlessness at the mercy of others.

Because in addition to damaging a person's body, disease can also wear down a person's will, making people have to face their own powerlessness and have to admit that they no longer have any ability to control their own lives.

The feeling of powerlessness is a devastating blow to a person, especially a man.

Mu Chun knew that Mu Xiao must also understand what he could think of. As for Zhang Wenwen - maybe it would be better if he was not a person who thought so much.

He looked very confident, just like the usual Dr. Zhang, a top student who graduated from a top university, with outstanding appearance and extraordinary temperament. Except that he did not bring the results of the Department of Neurosurgery affiliated to Zhinan to the satisfaction of the dean, he was outstanding in all other aspects.

"I can do it, don't worry." Zhang Wenwen didn't know if he was saying this to himself or to make Mu Chun and Mu Xiao feel at ease.

"Okay, I also believe you can do it." Muchun suddenly encouraged him.

When Zhang Wenwen heard this, he didn't know how to answer it.

At this time, the car had arrived at the downstairs of Chu Xiaofeng's house. Since Professor Chu's house was an old-fashioned mansion, the parking space was very tight, so Zhang Wenwen asked Mu Chun and Mu Xiao to get out of the car first, while he drove around. Go to the back of the house, where parking spaces are relatively plentiful.

When I opened the car door, a gust of cold wind blew by, making the feeling of loneliness even stronger at dusk.

The New Year atmosphere is spreading. The shopping mall opposite Chu Xiaofeng's home is decorated with lights and New Year's songs are playing on a loop. You can hear it when you open the car door.

"It's really cold." Mu Xiao said.

Mu Chun stood next to Mu Xiao, "Yes, it's very cold. It hasn't been that cold in many years."

"Are you scared?" Mu Xiao suddenly asked.

Muchun thought for a moment, and the cold wind blew tears from his eyes.

"Afraid." Muchun said.

"I'm afraid too." Mu Xiao looked at the shopping mall opposite, but her thoughts were blank.

She was waiting for Muchun to say something, whatever she could say.

Muchun did say, he said, "Let's face it together."