Crazy Psychologist

The moonlight is clear and the air is as clear as water. I can see far and wide through the ginkgo trees on the roadside.

At the far end of the road, lights are scattered. Looking up, the real night that has been reluctant to fall for a long time and the clouds that bid farewell to the sunset are playing a game of refusing to welcome.

The mood of adults, the road before college.

As he approached the cafe, he could recognize Liu Tong's back at a glance. Shen Zifeng was more familiar with her back than her face. They had appeared in the convenience store at the entrance of the cafeteria and the foreign literature reading room on the second floor of the library. The volleyball court next to the east gate, or a syllable hidden in a sonnet.

Love is something that people can’t bear to forget as time goes by.

Shen Zifeng thought that he would no longer be obsessed with these unreasonable and unwise loves.

But here he is, the moment he appears at the corner coffee, his stubbornness is like the layer of seaweed wrapped on the rice balls, which floats cleanly when the wind blows.

He had no chance to speak the first syllable anxiously, just like the opening of Nabokov's "Lolita" - the tip of his tongue pressed against the roof of his mouth...the breath passed through the gap...

She seems to have a pair of sensitive musician's ears, which can catch the beating music from the friction of the air.

"Hey, I thought I had to wait until dark." Liu Tong blinked, and the stars shone slightly. Shen Zifeng quickly looked at the alyssum on the white table. There were five yellow petals in total.

"Zifeng, what's wrong with you? You don't seem to be in good spirits. Is it because you work hard in the hospital?"

Shen Zifeng shook his head quickly, "No, it's okay, it won't be very hard."

The hands placed on the knees have already been covered with a thin layer of beads, covered with dense thoughts.

He pretended to pull up his cuffs to look relaxed and natural.

Liu Tong stood up and sat next to Shen Zifeng. His movements were as light as a bunny. This time, the breath of Liu Tong's hair was close to him. He had fantasized about Liu Tong's breath countless times.

So close to the taste of fantasy.

"It's a pity that you're married."

She sighed, moved her fingertips back and forth against the rim of the cup, and tilted her head against his shoulder. She was so familiar with him that there was no barrier between them. Shen Zifeng blushed and his heart beat, but she couldn't explain why he wasn't too excited.

Maybe someone pushed the door open and entered the store. The man's arm was tied with gauze, and the white cloth was faintly red. There was a smell of medicine, and the doctor Shen Zifeng suddenly became calm. He was used to it and needed to be calm at work. , so the woman who I thought about day and night squeezed and touched her shoulders, which was just a heartbeat and a flushed face. It was a normal reaction and nothing else.

There should be more...

By some strange coincidence, two cups of passion fruit hot sweet tea were bottomed out. The fragrance lingered, and the drunkenness faded. Liu Tong's eyes became brighter and brighter, and the smile on his lips was full of emotions. Shen Zifeng was at a loss what to do, and he was unconscious and took a shower. phone number.

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In the night breeze by the river, Shen Zifeng began to regret why he called this man.

"I always feel like there should be more, why is it just this little."

Shen Zifeng sneered, "What do you mean? What's more?"

"Night, sweet wine, perfume, women, shared memories." Muchun said to himself.

"Wait, what perfume, what shared memories, what are you talking about?"

Mu Chun ignored Shen Zifeng, who was holding his hands and frowning, and continued counting on his fingers, "Meet, date, flirt, seduce."

"Hey, what on earth are you talking about?"

"Aren't you being seduced by a woman and begging me to rescue you?"

"Are you kidding me? How could I be seduced by a woman? I am a married man, but unlike you, I am single and unloved." Shen Zifeng said dismissively.

Muchun made a sad face, "Moral tangles or human desires are unbearable. Dr. Shen can just ask for his blessings."

"Liu Tong just happened to be back in China and wanted to find someone to catch up with." Shen Zifeng pretended to be calm. When he said this, he felt that this was what happened.

"Oh, and then."

"Then what? It's inappropriate for me not to go home. Why don't you just find an excuse and say it's urgent?"

"oh……"

"Why are you talking about it? By the way, does Dr. Mu have nothing to do after get off work? Can he rush over to help with just one phone call?"

"It just so happened that I wanted to attend an offline event. There was a lecture at the law school."

Shen Zifeng was doubtful about the letter, wrinkled his eyes and sighed again.

"Tell me, when a person suddenly returns to China, who would he most want to see?"

"Useful person." Muchun looked like a child knew the answer.

Shen Zifeng became angry when he saw this expression. When will this guy become normal? People are not tools. Useful or useless is not the right word to describe him.

"Shouldn't it be someone you miss or something?"

"It's possible, for example, someone you once liked, a relationship that you wanted to confess but missed because you didn't have the courage, or an old friend. In short, it's impossible to meet someone you don't like."

"Does this sound like human language? It has to be someone you like?"

Muchun sneered without concealing his disgust, "Ah, it should be someone you like, not an enemy."

"Here, I just praised you for saying something humane."

"I said Dr. Shen, I have work to do tomorrow. If nothing happens, I will leave. Hey, I thought there would be some stories to tell."

"There is no story." Shen Zifeng retorted loudly, scaring the female students passing by and running away in panic. "We were just classmates. At that time, she was the goddess in the hearts of many boys, the kind of woman I only dared to look at her in the cafeteria. That's it. We rarely interacted with each other. Even in college, we barely spoke to each other for so many years. She also has a boyfriend, who is a top student in medical school and law school, but her boyfriend is excellent in everything. He is the kind that boys will like. I don’t have an orientation problem, it’s just a description. It’s called a match made in heaven. , golden boy and beautiful girl, that’s what they say, like all ordinary boys, I can only dream about them.”

"So you don't know why she came back to you?"

"Hmm...I don't know at all," Shen Zifeng shook his head again, "I didn't want to meet her originally, maybe because I was afraid. I felt that I had nothing good in the past and still have nothing to shine now. In front of her, besides feeling inferior, I could have nothing but inferiority complex. What."

"But the story still has to happen, if it must happen."

"What weird things are you talking about? It's impossible. Don't think that I don't know what you mean. It's impossible. Liu Tong can't like me."

"I didn't say she liked you." Muchun coughed a few times, and Shen Zifeng's ears felt hot.

"Then there would be no story."

"There will still be, unless..."

"Unless what?"

"Unless you're useless."

Shen Zifeng didn't understand for a moment, but when he realized it, Muchun was already ten meters away, blending into the lights on the roadside.