Crazy Psychologist

The new house has two yards, and a fish pond is built in the backyard. The surrounding scenery is very simple, with slender bamboos and gray stones, which gives it just the right Zen feel.

When the weather is nice, it is quiet and comfortable to sit in it, with the faint sea breeze blowing, and your thoughts blowing.

The front yard was plowed but I haven't figured out what to do yet.

In the last few days in the hospital, Chu Lin read a lot of garden magazines, hesitating between European gardens and Oriental gardening.

She originally wanted to discuss this matter with her mother or Ning Tao, but in the end she decided to listen to herself.

"Maybe I really changed a person after the operation." Zhang Wenwen held a coffee cup and looked at Chu Lin, who was wearing a white top. The girl in front of him was weak due to two consecutive surgeries, and she looked more charming. Zhang Wenwen looked at it in a trance, and inadvertently thought of the woman's expression described in the "Book of Songs". Then he shook his head and showed a full-fledged smile, "Where do you plan to go after being discharged from the hospital?"

"Does Dr. Zhang care so much about his patients?" Chu Lin answered while arranging her clothes.

"Yes, the nurse at the door has already started gossiping about whether I, a handsome and talented doctor, am dating one of my patients. Do you think we are a good match?"

"You really know how to gossip. Can you spread this?"

Although she was smiling, Zhang Wenwen knew that she was still waiting for his reply. She should get feedback today on what she asked him to do five days ago.

It's just that - Zhang Wenwen looked at the moving girl in front of him, wondering whether his next words would make her fall into pain again. After finally returning from death, I have earned more smiles and happiness in this life.

"Then let's get down to business?" Zhang Wenwen took a sip of coffee and subconsciously exerted some force on the hand holding the cup. Finally, he stacked his right hand on top of his left hand and held the coffee with both hands, as if the cup weighed a lot.

Chu Lin also noticed this atmosphere. She gently sat down along the edge of the bed, placed her hands on both sides of her thighs, and gently pressed against the light pink sheets. She lowered her head and was about to speak when she raised her head again and bent towards Zhang Wenwen. He rolled his eyes and smiled slightly, "Let's get back to the business. Please excuse me, Dr. Zhang."

"The trouble is a bit troublesome. Fortunately, Ning Tao is currently receiving treatment from a doctor. I believe this doctor should be able to help him."

"So, what happened to him? I want to ask, could it be the problem here?" Chu Lin cautiously tapped her temples, and Zhang Wenwen instantly understood what she meant. She wanted to say whether Ning Tao also had brain problems. question.

"Why do you ask that?" Zhang Wenwen was surprised. She probably didn't know anything about Ning Tao's situation.

"Is it really true? I just have a bad feeling. Aren't some of the unknown diseases that people suffer from possibly coming from here?" As she said that, Chu Lin nodded her forehead again, her movements were very cute and cute. , Zhang Wenwen couldn't help but stretched out his hand and rubbed his forehead.

"Miss Chu Lin, I have a request now. Please stop being so cute."

"I'm going to be single soon, why can't I be cute?"

"Single? Single?"

Zhang Wenwen doesn't gossip, he just has a gossipy heart.

"Yes." She looked relaxed, as if she had already made up her mind.

Zhang Wenwen didn't know how to respond. Chu Lin was afraid that he would be embarrassed, so she said to herself: "It seems that the decision was made during the operation. I didn't expect it myself. It seemed like it was the end of a long dream."

She stood up gently, walked to the window, gently pulled the curtains, and looked along the camphor outside the window toward the sky in the distance. Her voice was soft and could not remind Zhang Wenwen of the nurse who said that she would not hesitate to delay in order to marry a fiancé. Surgery girl.

A thin ray of light shone on her face, light and clean.

"I was walking alone on the beach, as if I had been waiting for a huge ship. The ship was filled with flowers and curios from all over the world, but I didn't care about those things at all. I just waited, all the time. Wait, stop and stare, hoping to see the person I am waiting for from the waves, like that movie, have you seen it? "The Pianist on the Sea"——"

"I have seen it, but it was a man who would not get off the boat. The land was only in his gaze and in the music he played."

"Yes, but for me, in the long dream, the land is at my feet. What I stare at is the sea, the figure in the sea. But you are right, he will never come down. For him, the land and the people on the land are all illusory scenes that he stares at. We are illusory to each other across the coastline. We are obviously in a straight line, but it is like two parallel lines. We can never look at each other. Our sights may They have already intersected, but they passed through each other and became a distant gaze."

Zhang Wenwen was moved by her words, immersed in the guidance of her words, and seemed to see the sea in her dream, the smell of the sea and the boundless feeling of despair.

She expressed it so softly, even tenderly.

"I think this is the fate I should face squarely. If I want to see him and see his face clearly, I must decide to say goodbye to him. Only when we are separated can we see his eyes and those eyes clearly. His eyes are always looking over my shoulder to somewhere.”

"His eyes can't see anything now. This wonderful world has played a huge joke on him. It's a problem that even a great doctor like me can't solve for a while. He is sick, but it's a pity that we don't have medicine."

"Is he really sick?"

"He came to my clinic before you had the operation. I saw him and examined him. I even hoped to find some lesions in his MRI examination, so that I would not have to face a There is an endless sea, and I also want to find a ship, a ship left behind on the sea, with its mast exposed, so that I can find the direction to correct its channel. Unfortunately, my eyes have no problems or lesions."

"Then what happened to him? Mom said he took a leave of absence and now is a critical period in his career."

"He has vision problems. Can you imagine that all he sees in his eyes are black bugs?"

"Insects?" Zhang Wenwen's words obviously surprised Chu Lin. She guessed that Ning Tao must have some physical problem, so she asked Zhang Wenwen to find out about his situation. She must hide these things from her mother, even if If she wanted to break up, she also hoped that it was a matter between her and Ning Tao. He should be the first to know, and she would be the first to make it clear to him.

Sure enough, he was sick, and it was an incomprehensible disease. Chu Lin closed her eyes tightly, and suddenly opened them to the sun. He felt dizzy, but the sun was still a pale white disk in the distance. The camphor trees are still red and green, and Zhang Wenwen's white clothes are bright and white.

Ning Tao can't see this?