Cream Flavored Unrequited Love

Xu Lin's family is family acquaintance, in Lin Xichi's memory, even if it goes back to any corner of the front end, Xu Fang still exists.

The two grew up together, their embarrassment is clear, and their ugliness has been seen. They are too familiar with each other and understand each other too thoroughly. In fact, they don't have too much consideration for gender differences.

Lin Xichi told others that Xu Fang was her friend, but actually said that casually. For her, the more standard answer is-Xu Fang is equivalent to family members.

Xu Fang was two months older than her, and her parents taught her to be polite and orderly in front of her brother since she was a child. So before the second grade of elementary school, when Lin Xi called Xu Fang late, he would subconsciously bring an older brother, Xu Fang, after his name.

It's like Lin Xigeng calling Xu Fang now.

But as he got older, and gradually, one day, Lin Xichi suddenly couldn't yell, and she became calling him by first name and last name, even if she was scolded by her parents.

She still remembers that in her senior year of high school, the same table asked her what if Xu Fang liked her.

At that time, Lin Xichi's only thought was to think it was ridiculous. She looked at this sentence and asked her "What do you do if your brother likes you".

Isn't this **** incest?

Lin Xichi didn't want to answer at all, but the tablemate kept pestering her, as if watching the excitement, she hurriedly replied, and she didn't remember what she said.

In short, it is certainly not a happy word.

She was pretty sure that some time ago, what she thought of Xu Fang was that if he has any hobbies for women's clothing, she can help him buy underwear and skirts, and even wear her own.

This idea was subverted on the day Lin Xichi was drunk.

Thinking that Xu Fang helped buy the underwear, she almost took the underwear to talk to Xu Fang about the size. After staying with Xu Fang, she always felt that something changed when she was with him.

But she couldn't tell.

Lin Xichi discovered that all the previous thoughts were only hers. She didn't seem to think that Xu Fang was treated as the opposite **** at all.

At this time, Xin Zidan, who was embarrassed because of Lin Xichi's unrelenting face, also chose to retaliate in a sharp and hurtful way under his anger.

She wondered how to answer.

In fact, Lin Xichi felt that he had really made a fuss about this matter.

After all, I still have to live together under the eaves for four years. Keep your head down. Even if you don't want to befriend her, it's better to maintain a superficial relationship than to see you with your head up and down like before.

But she was really upset.

So upset.

Lin Xichi really didn't like Xin Zidan to find Xu Fang in her name and approach him in this way.

I imagined that Xin Zidan might succeed, and imagined that Xu Fang might have more of her next to her. Imagining this possibility, she would never want to talk to Xin Zidan for the rest of her life.

Xin Zidan said he liked Xu Fang, so Lin Xichi was very upset and angry when she heard her mention Xu Fang.

But why are you angry?

——"You said Xu Fang is just your friend. How do you treat him like a friend?"

When she heard this, she felt as if she had found the answer.

Never thought of it before, but once this idea came up.

It's like the rising bubbles in the soda, like the song of a single loop, like a sudden heavy rain, the rain drops into the puddle, and the water splashes continuously.

Once it comes out, it continues.

Unable to stop.

Seeing her, he stayed on the spot and didn't answer his own words. Xin Zidan's anger doubled again. When she was about to use more harsh words to prevent her from getting off the table, Lin Xichi finally responded.

"I don't know how you can see that there are many boys around me." Lin Xichi felt that his heartbeat was much faster than before, and didn't want to put too much energy on her, "I don't think I explained to you. It’s necessary, and please don’t use words like spare tires to describe him."

Xin Zidan choked: "Don't let you do it..."

"What position are you accusing me of right now?" Lin Xi pursed her lips. "How I get along with him has nothing to do with you, and what kind of feelings I have for him has nothing to do with you. "

"..."

"What does this have to do with you? It can make you so confident as his girlfriend."

"I didn't say it had anything to do with me." Xin Zidan really didn't have a stand, and he was a little guilty at this time, but continued to mock, "I can't see it."

More cheeky and sharp-toothed, Lin Xichi felt that she would never lose to her, and stabbed back: "I am not married to his unmarried and unmarried woman, let alone now, even if I kiss him in front of you You can't control it."

"..."

The ending is naturally unhappy.

Lin Xi arrived late on the balcony and collected the clothes that had just been dried this morning, and took a change of clothes and towels into the bathroom.

After entering this cubicle, Lin Xichi felt isolated from the outside. The arrogance that had just disappeared instantly. She squatted on the ground, biting her lip and clutching her hair, her expression a little broken.

Lin Xichi clutched her heart, feeling that her whole heart was about to jump out.

Oh shit.

She actually liked Xu Fang.

She really likes Xu Fang.

Oh my god.

She likes Xu Fang.

Isn't this a treachery?

Thinking of what he had just said to Xin Zidan, Lin Xi wailed silently, couldn't help covering his face with a towel, shame that he didn't even dare to breathe.

What a kiss.

What a kiss...

She really just said casually.

Lin Xi squatted on the ground, shrunk like a ball, like a red egg. It wasn't until her legs became numb that she took a deep breath and got up to take off her clothes and take a bath.

After coming out of the bathroom, Lin Xichi calmed down a little bit at a loss. She threw the changed clothes into the washing machine, washing her underwear in front of the sink.

There are all kinds of moods.

The sudden enlightenment that I finally understood, and the little weirdness it caused, I thought of Xu Fang's nervousness, the expectation and fear of the two people getting along afterwards, the first time I was in a hurry with this emotion.

Is happy.

But I was afraid of asking.

Lin Xichi was suddenly at a loss, what to do in front of Xu Fang afterwards.

A female friend she knew also had a good friend of the opposite sex. But one day the man suddenly confessed, and the woman had no such thoughts at all, and the relationship between the two could not go further and could not go back to the past.

I have also seen a pair of lovers who used to be sweet and sweet, who thought they were a couple for life, and stayed out of each other after breaking up.

Lin Xichi's mood suddenly fell a lot.

She didn't want this.

She wants to stay with Xu Fang forever.

Back in the dormitory, Nie Yue and Chen Han still have not returned.

Xin Zidan sat there, and only the sound of her typing on the keyboard could be heard in the small space.

Lin Xichi rubbed the dripping hair with a towel, returned to her position and looked at the box with the cup on the table. She thought about it, and put it on Xin Zidan's table.

Xin Zidan's movements stopped, but did not speak.

"You really don't have to return one of the cups to me." Lin Xichi said seriously, "I also fell you one, and you returned me and I owe you a cup."

"..."

Feeling that what she said was right, and that she was going to sleep together for four years, Lin Xichi simply spread out and said, "I think you used me to go home with Xu Fang, and you have never Give me an explanation on this matter."

"But I asked you in advance." Xin Zidan finally raised his head, probably because Lin Xichi's tone has improved, and her voice has also softened, "I asked you, is Xu Fang really just your friend? , You said yes. I am ashamed to ask you for help, but I can only approach him through you."

"..." Lin Xichi didn't understand her logic, "but you didn't tell me about going home."

"Since you don't like him, what I do will not harm your interests." Xin Zidan said, "I think there is no need to say anything about this matter."

Lin Xichi couldn't communicate with her, so she could only vaguely said: "Anyway, you don't want to do this kind of thing again."

After talking, although the relationship with Xin Zidan couldn't go back to the past, at least it was not as embarrassing as before.

Lin Xichi didn't want to care about those things anymore, and now she didn't want to allocate her energy to irrelevant people. She returned to her position, dried her hair with a hair dryer, then hesitated, looking for Lin Xingeng on WeChat.

Lin Xichi: [What do you think of Xu Fang? 】