Cultivation of Immortality

"The way you looked just now made me feel quite... strange."

It took Zhui'er a long time to hold back such a sentence. He had heard that Shen Qing was famous for being a cold beauty. Shen Qing also had a stern face when the two got along, but no matter how stern she was, Shen Qing regarded him as Xun Yi from the beginning. It can be said that what he has seen is the gentlest side of Shen Qing. Even the senior brothers and sisters of the Qingyuan Sect did not treat him this way.

Shen Qing put one hand behind his back and walked leisurely, saying, "Those who are devoted to the Tao will naturally regard distractions as an annoyance. To outsiders, it means that they have a cold-hearted nature. I am like this, but now I am becoming more and more indifferent. You have a lot of credit here.” This “you” certainly includes Xun Yi.

"But I..." Zhui'er swallowed the second half of his sentence, "I don't want you to be like this." He felt that it was too sharp, so he blinked and said in another way, "The reason for treating distractions as an annoyance is because you have to concentrate on enlightenment. Keep the purity of mind required for cultivation, but if you finally understand the great path, but your cold temperament is hard to change, wouldn't it be quite boring to live? "

"Everyone has their own way of living and their own fun. The joy you covet may not be joy in the eyes of others. The Huayu monks don't need the joy of the three of you who laugh together all day long."

"But don't we think that the path they are taking is wrong? I understand that adults look down on children's happiness, but I feel that the reason why adults are so solemn and solemn is that they are forced by life and have to be like that. I My father rarely smiled before, but later when life got better, he became more joking, but even with a rich family fortune, he still had many worries and could not be carefree. "

When Zhui'er said this, he jumped in front of Shen Qing, faced each other upside down and continued, "So we can't take the things we are accustomed to as normal and take them as their true nature. The same goes for cultivating the world. Many of the worries of mortals are gone here. We You should live happier than them."

"Are you afraid that I won't be happy?"

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Er nodded and shook his head, "I have liked to be alone since I was a child. I know that loneliness can also be very happy, but my family is often worried about it. If you are like me when I was a child, I will not worry about you. , but you are not, you are the same as those great monks, and I don’t want you to become like them. "

Shen Qing held his arm affectionately and said with a smile, "It is true that we have fewer worries than ordinary people, but our pursuits are also greater. Only by having no desires and demands can we have the kind of happiness you had when you were a child. Before you understand the way of heaven, I won’t let myself slack off. Don’t worry about me. Searching hard is the greatest happiness for me. Don’t worry, even if I hate the whole world, I won’t hate you.”

Zhui'er smiled disapprovingly and said, "You just think so now. I can see that your eyes are only staring ahead. You can't take care of everything left behind. Once I can't keep up with you, , you will leave me too."

Shen Qing was silent. She had to admit that what Zhui'er said was right. Now she could even let go of her master. If Zhui'er was just the reincarnation of Xun Yi without this extraordinary wisdom, she would be like now. So nostalgic?

Zhui'er thought Shen Qing was unhappy, so she hurriedly explained in a low voice, "Don't mind if I speak frankly. I mean it's not that you don't want to take care of me, but that you can't spare the energy to take care of me."

Shen Qing said calmly, "Don't want to and can't help are actually the same. You don't need to put gold on my face."

Zhui'er shook his head repeatedly and said, "It's different. Let's take stealing as an example. If you feel guilty after stealing, that's different from feeling happy."

"Can I even be compared with a thief?" Shen Qing looked at Zhui'er with a half-smile, and said

She didn't feel guilty about this kid, because in his previous life, he left her without any regrets, but she didn't want to let her leave him in this life. She said that reincarnation is not like this in the way of heaven, and everything is easy. Let him take it?

Zhui'er said seriously, "Isn't this the best example to illustrate the truth? I'm not trying to convince you not to abandon me. What I mean is that you can't only have the great road in your heart. In my opinion, that's almost the same as being obsessed, and it's not that Is there a saying that haste makes waste? I can't leave my family behind. This is not good in everyone's opinion, but I have gained a lot of insights from it. Also, from my experience of meditating on magic, hard work Studying a spell often leads to getting stuck. If you let it go and change your mind to comprehend other spells, you will often suddenly realize it when you look back. I think the same is true for understanding the way of heaven. Maybe the way of heaven is not what you think. That direction, maybe it’s hidden in something you don’t care about.”

Shen Qing felt amused and said, "Didn't the insights you gained from your family allow you to see the bonds of love in this world? I don't have that bond at all, so I have a lot of advantages over you without having to experience it. Are you talking about me?" When you think about it, you should also think about whether the views you think are correct are really correct. Is it true that I am laughing and joking with the three of you all day long to achieve enlightenment? "

Zhui'er blinked and said, "What I learned from my family is not only that I look down on the fate of the world, but also... and..." He couldn't say anything for a while, so he could only say gloomily, "Anyway, I feel quite good now. It's boring, you look like this make me feel..." He shook his head and stopped talking.

"Isn't it fun to be with Sika?"

"You're talking nonsense again. I'm not saying you're boring, but I'm afraid you won't be happy in the future." Zhui'er blushed and was busy avoiding Shen Qing's eyes, unaware that he was not teasing.

Shen Qing stopped.

, stared at him deeply and said, "I'm also afraid that you will fall into love and lose your Taoist mind in the future. Xun Yi is a lesson learned from the past."

Zhui'er said in embarrassment, "I don't..., I am a saint, and my cultivation level is so high, how can I not even have this bit of self-awareness? Don't make fun of this in the future, it will be bad if it reaches other people's ears." "

Shen Qing still stared at him uneasily and said, "I want to hear the truth from you. If you were asked to choose between Dao Dao and Sijia, which one would you choose?"

Seeing that he couldn't avoid it, Zhui'er had to answer, "In my opinion, your question itself is wrong. I don't think you have to choose one or the other. Being with Sijia doesn't mean that you can't understand the great road." , didn’t we inspire each other to create our way together?”

Shen Qing rolled his eyes at him angrily and said, "Just argue with me. Can you compare being with me to being with Sijia? We will not give up the pursuit of the great road for each other, but you will fight for deep love." Isn't it just a matter of looking for someone to give up? With his wisdom, it is very possible for him to realize the great truth, but he died for a woman he loved deeply. "

"You always compare Xun Yi to me. I'm not Xun Yi..." Zhui'er muttered in a low voice, then rolled his eyes at Shen Qingzui and said firmly, "Since you admire Xun Yi's wisdom so much, you also firmly believe that he should not ask for help." Death, isn't this a contradiction? Either Xun Yi's wisdom is not that high, or you can't understand the depth of his desire to die."

Shen Qing smiled disdainfully and said, "Enlightenment is not something that can be achieved overnight. If he has wisdom and does not use it in the right place, he will still be stupid. He commits suicide because of a woman. If he says that the heavens are not close to the profound, that is to fall into emotional barriers and unwillingness." As a result of self-exclusion, I compared him with you because I think you two are very similar in temperament."

Zhui'er whispered again, "Being stupid on such a big matter shows that you don't have great wisdom."