Dad's life

Qin Muxue's expression was painful and her tone was panicked.

There is no resoluteness and calmness of a person who commits suicide. It is like cutting her own wrist with scissors. It was not something she did herself, but was hurt by someone else.

Xiaoxiao woke up suddenly.

She sat up directly and stared at Qin Muxue's wrist.

"Where's the blood!?"

Su Xiaoxiao watched it for a long time.

Unexpectedly, he didn’t see the “blood” that was the primary evidence of wrist slitting, so he subconsciously asked.

"Flowed"

Qin Muxue released her right palm covering her wrist and exposed the bloody wound.

Probably because the desire to die is not that strong.

Therefore, when Qin Muxue cut her wrist, she did not use much force, and the angle cleverly avoided the fatal artery, and did not even touch the blood vessel. She just used scissors to poke a small wound on the wrist, and this wound was probably even tetanus.

I don’t like them all.

The wound is small.

But there is still blood.

There was a small pool of blood on Qin Muxue's palm.

Perhaps this small pool of blood was accumulated after she waited for a few minutes.

If it takes a while, her wound will heal.

Xiaoxiao looked at it for a few times and then fell down.

"Little"

Qin Muxue had a sad face, pushed Su Xiaoxiao again, and said, "Get up and take me to the hospital to clean the wound, otherwise it will be infected in such a hot weather."

"Cackle"

Su Xiaoxiao was so amused by her stepmother Qin's words that she couldn't help laughing and said, "You want to commit suicide by slitting your wrists. If you are not infected, your wish will be fulfilled."

"Stop laughing, hurry up, my wound hurts badly"

Qin Muxue was a little anxious.

"Not going"

Su Xiaoxiao turned around and put one leg directly on the back pillow of the sofa chair.

"Little"

Qin Muxue's tone was pleading.

"You want to die, what can I do?"

Xiaoxiao obviously doesn't want to talk to her stepmother Qin.

Afraid of heights when jumping off buildings.

I am afraid of pain after cutting.

In short, her stepmother Qin wants to die, but is afraid of death.

Not persistent enough.

Not brave enough.

In short, her stepmother Qin perfectly avoided all the key factors for success, and even though she was dying, she just couldn't. It was obvious that her stepmother Qin was destined to be a loser.

As long as she succeeds once.

Just once.

Everyone will admire her.

As for now, forget it.

"But I don't want to die now"

Qin Muxue felt aggrieved and said, "Actually, I started to regret it after the cutting. Don't worry, I promise not to do such stupid things in the future."

"Stepmother Qin, can you do something to make me think highly of you!?"

Xiaoxiao turned around and asked.

"I try my best"

Qin Muxue also knows that she has basically no image at all in Xiaoxiao's mind.

Two suicide attempts failed.

It’s not impossible to commit suicide.

But she was really afraid of such success. Whenever success was about to come, she took the initiative to give up.

Death is not terrible.

The terrible thing is the psychological pressure that needs to be endured before death.

Qin Muxue has tested it with actual actions and found that she really does not have such a strong ability to withstand pressure. This also led to her not only being unable to show the dignity of elders to younger ones in front of Xiaoxiao, but she could not even find a reason to refute Xiaoxiao for looking down on her.<

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"Yo"

Su Xiaoxiao let out an exclamation of surprise.

She stretched out her finger, wiped it on Qin Muxue's wound, and said, "Your wound stopped bleeding."

"I know"

Qin Muxue was very aware of the size of her wound, and explained, "Even if there is no bleeding, you still have to go to the hospital to clean it up, so that the scar area can be reduced."

"Don't you have a medical kit at home?"

Su Xiaoxiao was completely convinced by her stepmother Qin.

She is cruel to others.

Even if this person is her son, she can still throw him away at will.

But when it's herself.

Even a little scar, I care about it.

She will not fall in love with anyone, nor will she show her heart to anyone. In her eyes, there is only herself.

She can only take good care of herself.

Only then will the excess love be spread out in order of importance or secondary importance.

Being reminded by Xiao Xiaoyi, Qin Muxue suddenly remembered that she had indeed prepared a medical kit at home, and quickly went back to the room to drag out the medical kit.

"Please help me take care of it. My hand is injured and it's inconvenient."

Qin Muxue took out the iodophor and cotton swabs.

"I find that you are like a graduate of Deyun Club, you will not perform without an audience"

This time Xiaoxiao did not refuse. She lowered her head to help her stepmother Qin treat the wound and said, "If you don't slit your wrists until I come back, you will start slitting your wrists as soon as I come back."

Disinfected.

Xiaoxiao followed Qin Muxue's request and wrapped several gauze around her wrist.

"Little"

Qin Muxue called softly, and then ordered: "I lost so much blood and need to replenish it. Go to the gate of the community and Zhang Fuyuan will buy me some duck heads. By the way, I will also buy 20 yuan of duck clavicle. I want to eat a lot."

A meal"

Xiaoxiao rolled his eyes.

Just fall back on the sofa.

I will never pay attention to her demanding stepmother again.

"Little"

Qin Muxue was about to reach out and push her.

I saw Xiaoxiao pick up the back pillow and shake it, the meaning was very clear, and then BB fell out.

Qin Muxue retracted her hand, but she did not leave. Instead, she sat on the floor and choked softly, "I am injured now. No one takes care of me. No one cares about me. If I want to eat a duck head, no one will buy it for me. Unlike a certain person."

Some people wanted to eat barbecue, so I bought it for her despite the pouring rain. Some people also kicked me until I couldn't have children, but I didn't bear any grudge against her."

Su Xiaoxiao clenched her palms slightly.

"Whatever I want to eat, even if I don't know how to cook it, I still ask the nanny to prepare it in advance and save it for certain people when they come back from school. If I can't afford the clothes I like, I will ask her father for money to buy them to make her happy. Occasionally, I will

There were blood marks on my body, but I didn’t complain."

Qin Muxue seemed to be immersed in some thoughts.

Real emotions.

Before others could be moved, her own emotions had already begun to rise, and the bitterness coming from her breath made her eyes red for a time.

After all, Oscar owes her a statuette.

"Someone wanted to watch Jay Chou's concert, and the tickets were sold out. I went to a scalper to buy two front seats for him at three times the price. In order not to disturb someone's study, I even adjusted the sound on the TV.

When she was very young, someone cut up her favorite fruit and sent it to her room."

Every little thing.

When Qin Muxue narrated it, it was like glowing with tiny rays of light.

Plain yet real.

"Have you finished speaking!?"

Su Xiaoxiao couldn't stand it anymore and said angrily, "What kind of virgin bitch are you pretending to be in front of me? What did you do that wasn't in front of my dad? I'm just a cover for you to ask for money and give Jay Chou a concert!" I thought to myself.

Go ahead and use me as an excuse. You used to pretend and you are still pretending now. What else can you do besides pretending!?"

The more Xiaoxiao talked, the more indignant he became, saying, "Yes, I kicked you until you can no longer have children, but you can honestly say, who is to blame for this!? I came back from school, and you were just like your mother, criticizing me. What did I do to you?"

!? I ignored you, you deliberately provoked me, and you didn’t even know you were pregnant. How could I know!? Since you started with me, why can’t I kick you?"

To the end.

The little eyes were sparkling.

About this matter.

Although it was not a small fault, she always pretended to be indifferent.

But deep down in her heart, she has always been worried about it, because her grandmother and father have been looking forward to having a little boy in the family for so many years.

And her feet.

She missed two opportunities, and even kicked away all her father's hopes.

Just because some things are not mentioned on the surface does not mean that Xiaoxiao will not be sad.

Because of this incident, Xiaoxiao would subconsciously avoid Qin Muxue's lower abdomen when fighting with her.

She is little.

But it’s not unreasonable.

If.

If the stepmother her father found for her was not a woman like Qin Muxue, there might have been a different result.

She will also feel the warmth of the family instead of losing control of her emotions as soon as she enters the door.