I didn't go to comfort her, I didn't even look at her once, I just ignored her.

After a long time, she changed another way. She no longer asked me any questions. Every time she appeared, she just said something irrelevant.

It's like talking about household stuff, no matter what I'm doing, no matter who I'm with, she has been able to ignore everything else, with a look on her face.

Talked to me plainly with a smile.

Obviously I haven't replied to her, but she still talks to herself like I'm talking to her.

"Hey, it's been a long time.\'

Yes, it's been a long time. Although I can't remember exactly how long it's been, it seems that it's been a long time.

She walked behind me, hugged me from behind, rested her chin on my shoulder, and reached out to pick up my hair.

"Your hair has also grown longer, so long that it can be tied up, huh...

Then, I responded to her for the first time.

"...It's a bit long."

It's shoulder length, like an artist, ready to tie up.

I felt the body behind me suddenly tremble, and then an unbelievable voice sounded in my ears.

"Let's cut it later, in short, find a leather sleeve to tie it up.

I'll take care of the maid later and ask for a holster, and I'll shave my beard.

But before that, let's get dressed.

It feels like I haven't worn clothes for a long time.

"You, you...

I looked back at her, scratched my head and said with a wry smile.

"Sorry, I can't remember who you are now, but please don't tell me, I'll try my best to remember, okay?

"..-!"

I forgot....a lot of things.

I know it will be done.

Every time I have **** with her, I lose some memories that are slowly eating me.

But I knew she did it 'for my own good', so I never stopped her once.

After all, in this spiritual world like a dream, it doesn't matter what you feel like doing.

"But this world is not your dream, stupid...

Yes, this is not a dream, but it has the same **** as a dream - false.

I've known for a long time that this place is a false harem created by Ruan Ruan.

So is this world.

All are fake.

But it doesn't mean that it's not good to be fake, Ruan Ruan really created a blissful pure person for me.

However, this is not only the Pure Land of Bliss, but also the Hell of Eros.

Eros does not refer to sex, but to obsession.

Yes, this is the pain-free world created for me by soft obsession.

But I didn't stay here for the sake of degenerate.

.I made the same mistake as she did. To label personal possessiveness with '

Love for Juncheng', and then ban you... We are equally selfish and despicable.

"Hehe, I'm very happy to be able to value me so much?  …

She shook her head slowly and said it before I could say it.

"I know, you have told us from the beginning, you can't belong to only one person, so if you can't accept it, let it go.

"I know,

...is conceited. We always think that we can win the war called love, but we don't know that there is no such thing.

.... on the contrary, you have seen this war that can't be fought at all. It's obvious that what you want is peace.

"I'm just like a scum, throwing the right of choice to you irresponsibly. It's not that great."

Yes, I am not a great person at all, and I have no ability, so I can only struggle like an ant, trying my best to earn money.

Zha

In the end, it may not be a good ending. . . .

......I'm also running away. "

Cheng, you are also running away? But you always face it directly.

"No, I do...--I am escaping by accepting softness like this. Because I...\".

Yes, I am afraid.

Admit it, I'm scared.

Trying to hide this fact with love.

But from the very beginning, when I first saw her, what I felt was not love at first sight, but genuine fear.

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"In fact, I have always been _-.- Although it was just a dream, I escaped from it by giving up my feelings, but the fear at that time was not enough.

In that spiral nightmare, Ji Lianbing turned into a white-haired murderer and killed everyone.

The fear at that time has always remained in my heart.

I am afraid that Ruan Ruan will eventually turn into the one in the dream and kill everyone.

She can do everything now. If I resisted her and wanted to leave her side, she would probably do this.

kind of thing.

Therefore, I dare not resist Ruan Ruan.

"You too, I've always been afraid of you, you and Lianbing are the existences that make me afraid.

"You are such a sick girl, I don't think there should be a man who wouldn't be afraid-

.But I'm not afraid of that. I can do anything to me

Accept, what I'm afraid of is what you do to other people...".

Sending my sisters out or something, that kind of thing that can make me crazy instantly, if it really becomes a reality. I'm afraid I will.

I want to destroy the world.

She suddenly laughed, and then happily

...how could I do something that scares you, Juncheng? But, look at it from another angle, Juncheng, you

Hate me so much that you want to kill me, it's equivalent to having only me in your eyes, being occupied by me-"

"That's the kind of thinking that's very dangerous!"

"Huhu, but I want to love you more? When I was rejected by you, I was so heartbroken that I felt like I was going to die on the spot - so

Ah, since then I knew how precious it is to fall in love with you. So if you hate Juncheng, I will be on the spot

dead!"

"Really? Then I can... overcome this fear."

I got dressed, I washed and shaved, I tied my hair with a holster in front of the mirror.

Then he said to her in the mirror.

"Sorry, Lan, I kept you waiting."

She... Lan Hua.

My mind is full of dangerous thoughts that imprison me and monopolize me, but I love her like this.

"Stupid.- Made me wait too long!"

She smiled with tears in her eyes

Thank you for always being by my side.

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Chapter ⑤⑦ I'm not a human but still a ghost

"However, there are still a lot of missing parts in my memory... I can't remember a lot of things. I generally understand what happened, but I can't remember the details and the like, and there are many empty places, basically with Lan, and memories related to Li Nai.

Ruan Ruan's purpose is to make me forget the two of them, because only Li Nai and Lan did not join the harem she established.

"I think Xiao Bingbing probably just sealed or took away your memory, Juncheng, and won't clear it directly. Because if it is cleared, there will be many gaps in the memory, the spirit will become unstable, and the spiritual body will also have May collapse. She can't do such a thing to harm you.

Even Lan said that, so that's probably what happened.

"It should be the latter. The memories that have been taken away are all in Ruan Ran... It's been a long time, I have to think about how to escape from here."

It is not an easy thing to escape from this huge mansion.

There are three levels of difficulties in total. The first level of difficulty is the harem that Ruan Ruan specially built for me... Now that I have come to my senses, this first level of difficulty is considered broken.

Then came the second level of difficulty, the maids in the mansion.

Although these familiar maids no longer have those peculiar abilities, they are still very tricky, especially Miss Yanyang and Miss Yao Chun. These two maids are probably not weak in combat. Besides, there is Miss Shirley on top of that. .

Even if the head maid is not omniscient and omnipotent, it is estimated that she has a fighting ability that is beyond ordinary people. In short, let's make her a level of "one person is an army", and definitely can't confront head-on, that is an act of courting death.

The last layer of difficulty is Ruan Ruanben... From the colorful name, it is not difficult to understand that Ruan Ruan's feelings have become

And her condition...

In the status column under the name, there is a status like [Mental Pollution].

Ah... Mental pollution, the moment I saw the word, I roughly understood why Ruan Ruan became like this.

Maybe it was influenced by an outer **** who descended in the Xun'er incident, or maybe it was just an opportunity, the soft spirit became abnormal long ago, and maybe it was because of my death that she changed. It's like this... that is, it's because of me...

Anyway, in this state of being soft, I can't guarantee that she is still the soft girl who will listen to me carefully.

In the worst case, when my escape is revealed, I may directly enter the most terrifying ending of total destruction...

Fortunately, I am not alone here resisting, and Lan is still here. pull

"By the way, Lan, how did you become like this? Why can't other people see you?"

"Huh? Huhu, it's because I've left my mental body.

"Ha? Got away?!

Is it possible to escape from the spiritual body?!

"Yeah, I was fused with another self that was copied from this world before, so I can get my memory and identity in this world and appear in a form that conforms to the rules of this spiritual world.

"The spiritual body...is it equivalent to the body in this spiritual world?

So-thinking, Ruan Ruan is the same, it merges with the spiritual body of this world's love ice and replaces this world's love ice.

We outsiders need to get the "body" of this world before they can appear, just like our own body possessed in this world.

But the other side of me is Zi Ai? Then shouldn't I be a daughter?

No, isn't it... -Isn't love my spiritual body?

That child loves.... language,... no, key information is missing, and he can't analyze anything even if his memory is incomplete.

All in all, it's good to figure this out.

"Then you left?

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