Dangerous girls put me in danger

I didn't comfort her, I didn't even look at her once, I just ignored her.

After a long time, she changed her approach again. She no longer asked me any questions. Every time she appeared, she just said some irrelevant questions.

It's like we're chatting about everyday things. No matter what I'm doing or who I'm with, she has been able to ignore everything else and keep a straight face.

Speak to me calmly and with a smile.

Obviously I didn't reply to her, but she still acted like I was talking to her, talking to herself.

"Na na, it's been a long time.'

Yes, it's been a long time. Although I can't remember exactly how long it has been, it seems like a long time.

She came up behind me, hugged me from behind, rested her chin on my shoulder, and reached out to lift my hair.

"Your hair has also grown longer, long enough to tie it up, huh...

Then, for the first time, I responded to her.

"...It's a bit long."

It has reached to the shoulders, like an artist, and is ready to be tied up.

I felt the body behind me suddenly tremble, and then an unbelievable voice sounded in my ears.

"Let's cut it short later, but first find a leather sheath to tie it up.

I'll ask the maid for a leather case later. I also need to shave my beard.

But before that, put some clothes on.

It feels like I haven't worn clothes for a long time, and I feel like I'm getting more and more alive.

"Jun, Jun...

I looked back at her, scratched my head and said with a wry smile.

"I'm sorry, I still can't remember who you are, but please don't tell me. I will try to remember by myself, okay?

"..-!"

I forget...a lot of things.

I know it's done.

Every time I have sex with her, I lose some memories and slowly eat away at my memories.

But I knew she was doing it 'for my own good', so I never stopped her once.

After all, in this dream-like spiritual world, it feels like it doesn’t matter what you do.

"But this world is not your dream, stupid...

Yes, this is not a dream, but it has the same nature as a dream - false.

I have known for a long time that this place is a fake harem created by soft people.

So is the world.

All are fake.

But that doesn’t mean it’s not good to be fake. Ruanruan really created a blissful pure saint for me.

However, this is not only the pure land of bliss, but also the hell of love.

Eros does not refer to lust, but to obsession.

Yes, this is the world without pain created for me by my soft obsession.

But I didn't stay here just to fall to Shen Lun.

.I made the same mistake as her. To label one’s possessiveness as ‘

"My love for Juncheng", and then I will ban you... We are equally selfish and despicable.

"Haha, I'm very happy that you can value me so much? ....

She shook her head slowly and spoke before I could.

"I know, you have told us from the beginning that you cannot belong to just one person, so if you can't accept it, just let it go.

"I know,

...We are conceited. We always think we can win in the war called love, but we don’t know that there is no such thing.

....On the contrary, I see you being involved in this war that will never end. Obviously what you want is peace.

"I'm just like a scumbag, irresponsibly throwing the choice to you. But it's not that great."

That's right, I'm not a great person at all, and I don't have much ability, so I can only struggle like an ant, trying my best to earn money.

tie

In the end, it may not reach a good ending...

...I'm escaping too. "

Cheng, are you running away too? But you always face it head on.

"No, I do...--I am escaping by accepting softness like this. Because I...".

Yes, I'm scared.

Admit it, I'm scared.

Trying to hide this fact with love.

But from the beginning, from the first time I saw her, what came over me was not a feeling of love at first sight, but a genuine feeling of fear.

PoP SF novel

"Actually, I have always been there_-.-Although it was just a dream, and I escaped by giving up my feelings, but the fear at that time

In that spiral nightmare, Ji Lianbing turned into a white-haired murderer and killed everyone.

The fear I felt at that time has always remained in my heart.

I'm afraid that Ruanruan will eventually turn into what he looked like in his dream and kill everyone.

She can do anything now. If I resist her and want to leave her, she will most likely do this.

kind of thing.

Therefore, I dare not resist Ruoran.

"You too, I have always been afraid of you. You and Lian Bing are both existences that scare me.

"I don't think any man wouldn't be afraid of a yandere like you -

.But I'm not afraid of that. I can do anything you do to me

Accept, what I'm afraid of is what you do to other people..."

Sending my sisters away or something, the kind of thing that can make me crazy instantly, if it really becomes a reality, I'm afraid I will

Want to destroy the world.

She suddenly laughed out loud, and then happily

...How could I do something that scares you Juncheng? But, think about it from another angle, Juncheng you

Hating me so much that you want to kill me is equivalent to only seeing me and being possessed by me alone-"

"This kind of thinking is very dangerous!"

"Huhu, but I want to love you more? When I was rejected by you, I was so heartbroken that I felt like I was going to die on the spot - so

Ah, from that time I knew how precious it was to fall in love with you. So if I'm hated by you Juncheng, I'll do it on the spot

Dead!"

"Really? Then I can overcome this fear."

After I got dressed, washed and shaved, I tied my hair with a leather sheath in front of the mirror.

Then he said to her in the mirror.

"Sorry, Lan, for keeping you waiting."

She... Lan Hua.

Her mind is full of dangerous thoughts that imprison me and monopolize me, but I love her like this.

"Stupid...you made me wait for too long!"

She smiled with tears in her eyes5

Thank you for always being there for me.

Chapter ⑤⑦ I am not a human but can still be a ghost.

"However, there are still a lot of gaps in my memory... I can't remember many things. I roughly understand what happened, but I can't remember the details. There are a lot of empty spaces. Basically, they are all about and Lan, and the memories related to Li Nai.

Ruanruan's purpose is to make me forget the two of them, because only Li Nai and Lan did not join the harem she established.

"I think Xiao Bingbing probably just sealed or took away Juncheng's memory. It will not be cleared directly. Because if it is cleared, there will be many gaps in the memory, the mind will become unstable, and the mental body will also be damaged. Maybe collapse. There is no way she would do such a thing to harm you.

Even Lan said that, so that's probably what happened.

"It's probably the latter. The memories that were taken away are all in Ruanruan's place... It's really been a confusing time. I have to think about how to escape from here."

Escape from this huge mansion is not a simple matter.

There are three levels of difficulties in total. The first level of difficulty is the harem specially built for me by Ruanruan... Now that I have woken up, this first level of difficulty is considered to be broken.

Then there is the second level of difficulty, the maids in the mansion.

Although these familiar maids no longer have those strange abilities, they are still very troublesome, especially Miss Yanyang and Miss Yao Chun. The combat effectiveness of these two maids is probably not weak, and on top of that there is Miss Shirley. .

Even if the head maid is not omniscient and omnipotent, she probably still has extraordinary combat power. In short, let's classify her as "one person is an army". She must not have a head-on conflict. That is an act of seeking death.

The last level of difficulty is Ruan Ruan Ben... Judging from the colorful name, it is not difficult to understand that Ruan Ruan's feelings have become

And there's her condition...

There is an additional status of [mental pollution] in the status bar under the name.

Ah...mental pollution, the moment I saw this word, I roughly understood why Ruanruan became like this.

It was probably because of the influence of some external god who came during the Xun'er incident, or maybe it was just an opportunity. Ruan Rouan's spirit had become abnormal long before, and perhaps it was my death that made her change. It's like this... In other words, it's because of me...

No matter what, with her softness in this state, I can no longer guarantee that she will still be the soft girl who will listen to my words well.

In the worst case scenario, if my intention to escape is revealed, it may lead directly to the most terrifying ending of total annihilation...

Fortunately, I am not resisting alone here, there is also Lan. Curse

"By the way, Lan, why did you become like this? Why can't others see you?"

"Huh? Huhu, it's because I left my mental body.

"Huh? Leaving?!"

Can the spiritual body be separated from something like that?!

"Yes, I was fused with another me that was copied from this world, so I could get my memory and identity in this world and appear in a form that conforms to the rules of this spiritual world.

"The spiritual body...is it equivalent to the physical body in this spiritual world?

Thinking about it this way, the same goes for Ruanruan, who merged with the spiritual body of Lianbing in this world and replaced Lianbing in this world.

We outsiders need to obtain the 'body' of this world before we can appear, it is like possessing our own bodies in this world.

But the other side of me is Ziai? Then shouldn’t I turn into a girl?

No, isn't love my spiritual body?

That kid loves me so much... I can't say anything, the key information is missing, and I can't analyze anything even if my memory is incomplete.

All in all, it would be nice to figure this out.

"And you broke away?