Dangerous girls put me in danger

Chapter 55

After being called twice, I came back to my senses from my deep thoughts.

"Hmm... Are you confused? Do you still know who I am? Call me by my full name once and see."

Dr. He frowned slightly, put the cigarette in his mouth on the ashtray, and asked me about my physical condition seriously.

It must be because I suddenly became dazed, making her think that I was sick again. I made people worry about me again, I am really...

I quickly put on a smile, showing that I was full of power and answered energetically.

"It's okay, I'm very clear-headed. You are He Mengyu from the psychiatry department, Dr. He, right? I'm really sorry, I was thinking about something else just now."

The doctor didn't say anything, but just stared into my eyes. After a while, he picked up the cigarette in the ashtray and put it in his mouth again.

The ashtray was very clean. Because smoking was prohibited in the hospital, Dr. He didn't light the cigarette, but just held it in his mouth.

Always looking sleep deprived, with dark circles under his eyes, and holding a cigarette in his mouth are the three characteristics of Dr. He Mengyu.

"Well...it seems that there is indeed no problem. So, from today on, you finally don't have to come to see me regularly."

"This is all thanks to you."

Dr. He is quite unconfident about herself and often mocks herself for being a yellow-faced woman.

In my opinion, she is obviously a beauty with an enviable figure. If she takes care of herself a little, she will definitely attract the attention of men. In addition, as a doctor, there will be many people pursuing her. I really don't understand why she is inferior.

"Well...I didn't help at all, and in the end I couldn't help you cure the disease."

"No, if you hadn't helped me control the time of the disease, I wouldn't have been able to spend these years safely."

"Well...I can only help to this extent at most."

"This is already a great favor, I will definitely repay you."

"That's not necessary...but it's rare for you to be in a daze on your own initiative, Yu Hui. Do you have someone you like?"

Someone you like...?

"...Maybe."

"Really? Then do your best. You can finally enjoy your youth."

The doctor paused and continued.

"It's my experience... I didn't grasp the chances twice. So if you really like someone, don't worry about anything. Just take the initiative. Otherwise, it will be too late to regret it..."

"Is that so... Doctor, you can't be with the person you like?"

"Well... The person I like has been married for more than ten years... The children are as old as you, and the family is happy."

"Really..."

I always feel that I can understand the doctor's melancholy mood a little bit, because the situation is somewhat similar... He already has a girlfriend...

Ding, ding.

The knock on the door broke the silence, and Dr. He absent-mindedly shouted "Come in".

A middle-aged man with a serious face pushed the door open and walked in.

"An, Director An! Why are you here!"

Dr. He, who had just crossed his legs, stood up in a panic when he saw the newcomer. The cigarette in his mouth fell to the ground. His eyes were a little wider than usual, and he even tidied his clothes seriously.

This is the first time I have seen Dr. He so flustered. I remember that when the hospital director came to see her last time, she didn't stand up from her seat and her attitude was very casual... Could it be that this sharp-eyed male doctor is the object of Dr. He's admiration?

He looks a bit like him...

"Are there any more patients? Then I'll see you later..."

"Ah, it's okay, the diagnosis is over. Then Dr. He, I'll go back first."

"Hmm? Ah, ah, then Yu Hui, be careful on the road, and call me anytime if there is anything."

"Okay, I got it, then I'll take my leave first."

After nodding and saying goodbye, I opened the door and left the room. Let's leave this room for the two doctors to be alone.

The person you like has been married and had children for many years, but Dr. He still can't forget... That's right, it's normal not to forget...

I was walking on the way back to school, and my brain was no longer groggy. Although my father suggested to pick me up with a worried look on his face, I refused. Now I have no problem, I can pay attention to the changes of traffic lights and passing vehicles, and I can travel alone.

Recently, my thinking has become clearer.

I won't feel sleepy for no reason anymore.

I can remember a lot of things.

I won't fall asleep suddenly.

My daily routine has become no different from that of a normal person.

My father and mother cried with joy, saying that my narcolepsy was finally cured.

They really worked so hard... Since I got sick in junior high school, they have been taking care of me with me as the center, and I can't express my gratitude in words.

When I just entered junior high school, I suddenly got a strange disease.

I couldn't wake up.

I had to fall asleep.

I spent most of the day sleeping.

The worst case was that I slept for five or six days in a row.

Because it was dangerous to fall asleep on the road, I studied at home for a long time. Later, with the help of Dr. He, I was able to stay awake for a while during the day and attend classes with my father's pick-up, although I still slept in the health room most of the time.

I can say that I spent the entire three years of junior high school in a dream.

Then after entering high school, my condition finally improved.

Dr. He never figured out why I suddenly got sick for three whole years and then suddenly recovered, which made the strong Dr. He always care about me.

But I knew what was going on, it was just because the long "dream" was finally over.

From the time I became sleepy, I also had dreams that seemed to last for several lifetimes.

In different eras, I had different identities, experienced different things, and repeatedly met and separated with familiar people...

I began to lose track of who I was, my self became blurred, my memory was extremely chaotic, and I couldn't tell the difference between dreams and reality.

Why did I have to encounter such a thing?

Occasionally when I woke up, I would always fall into a complaining mood.

Not only did it take away my time, leaving me with only a few things I could do, but it also made me live in a daze, and I didn't even feel alive. Every day I could only sleep, sleep, and sleep continuously... It was just like a corpse, wasn't it?

I might as well just die... Why do I dream about these things that have nothing to do with me?

I am confused, bewildered, and irritated.

It is really stupid to worry about these unreal and false memories.

Until I met him again.

It was like waking up from a dream and suddenly realizing.

I thought it was just a dream.

I thought it was just an illusion.

I thought it was just a falsehood.

It was just a virtual scene made up by my brain during sleep.

But when I met him, I understood the moment I saw him that those were real, things I had experienced, my life, and the memories I had accumulated through nine reincarnations.

When I saw him, all those complicated memories and restless emotions became orderly, and 'they' all stood behind me.

It seemed that just looking at him was enough.

It was an overflowing emotion engraved on the soul.

I understand the meaning of my existence. Every reincarnation is just for him, just to stay by his side, sometimes as a lover, sometimes as a daughter, sometimes as a wife, sometimes as a sister... No matter what my identity is, I just want to stay by his side.

In this life, I am just a childhood sweetheart who met him when I was young.

The memories of that life after life appeared in my mind in the form of dreams, and then when I experienced the ninth "life", the memory stopped abruptly.

The long dream is over.

I couldn't help but burst into tears.

The dream is over, and it's time to face reality.

After that, the memory of the previous life became fainter and fainter, and it was really like a dream that I gradually forgot. Only the memory of him remained in my mind like a documentary.

I understand what that means.

- Next, it's your turn.

She, she, they said to me like this.

It's like they entrusted it to me completely.

All the regrets, failures, and regrets were thrown to me completely unreasonably. It was heavy but I had to accept it.

In that life, you were a demon king, with bloody hands, but you died for me.

In that life, you were a prince, ruling the world with great power, but you never married for me.

In that life, you were a doctor, with a kind heart and medical skills to save the dying and the wounded, but you became disabled for me.

In that life, you were a Taoist priest, practicing hard to seek the way of heaven, but you gave up Taoism and returned to the secular world for me.

In that life, you were a businessman, with a huge fortune, but you spent all your wealth for me.

In that life, you were a knight, wandering around the world for chivalry, but you retired to the mountains for me.

In that life, you were a general, fighting north and south with swords and iron horses, but you dispersed thousands of troops for me.

In that life, you were a talented scholar, destined to be romantic, but you stopped for me.

In that life, you were a scholar, the top scorer in the high school, successful and famous, but you retired for me.

After nine reincarnations, I thought our fate was over, but I didn't expect that I would meet you again.

After reincarnation, this earthly fate is finally no longer worthy of you.

You seem to have forgotten me, and there are already other people around you. Is it because of the nine reincarnations that you don't want to meet me who makes you suffer again...

In this life, I met you in my best years. It must be that God wants me to repay your persistence.

The man who came to me is called An Juncheng.

"If you treat me with sincerity, I will never let you down..."

Then I will treat you with sincerity, and I believe that you will never let me down.

"Yes, please leave it to me... I will protect Lord Juncheng."

He is no longer obsessed with me, but it doesn't matter. He has paid so much for me, and this time it's my turn to pay.

"Protect with a lifetime."

This is the obsession that I and 'we' share.

An obsession that cannot be cut off.

Yu Hui will definitely belong to you in this life, Lord Jun Cheng...

Chapter 8 One-pointedness, no confusion

When I woke up, I felt a chill in my lower body.