Dangerous girls put me in danger

But on the other hand, I'm a little bit happy that he's willing to talk to me

No, why am I happy? Isn’t this just like a little girl in love?

"What's wrong? Miss?"

"It's okay, there's nothing, don't worry.

"Haha, did you remember something?

"You don't need to use honorifics to me when it's just the two of us, Shirley.

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"Hehehe, I understand, then what did you think of before you squeaked? 1

"Almighty Miss Shirley, don't you know exactly what I am thinking?

"Oh my, this way of addressing you is exactly the same as Master Juncheng. It seems like you are just thinking about him?"

Asking knowingly.

Shirley, I hate you.

But I hate that guy even more.

"...I don't know what happened to me. I suddenly hated that guy, but it wasn't just pure disgust. This ambiguous feeling made me sick to the point of vomiting.

Probably starting a few days ago, this feeling has become more and more obvious. As of today, I am thinking about him almost all the time.

This isn't normal, I'm probably under some sort of curse.

I want to turn him into a corpse out of "love", and the same goes for murder.

And this feeling of 'hate' has never happened before.

"There are traces of fate on your body, and you should be affected by the fateful ability of a certain life master.

"Fate power?

I knew these special concepts only the last time something happened. It was also at that time that An Juncheng saved...hehe, he saved me.

"Miss?"

"Well, Shirley, can't you undo it?

"Unfortunately, if it is lifted, I can't do it."

When Shirley said she couldn't do it, she really couldn't do it, but there should be other ways. She deliberately didn't say it out loud.

She should be able to do things like "find the person who activates this ability", but even if I say it, Shirley won't agree to it.

Although Shirley is my maid, she doesn't agree to everything. She also has her own considerations.

"But there is one person who can help you. Miss, as long as you reestablish the fateful connection with Master Juncheng, you will not be affected.

"Do you mean licking him?"

He answered without hesitation.

I am your master, and you actually let a man lick your master casually? You are really a veritable devil maid.

Hehehe, I think I should fire you, right?

"Oh, after all, I have promised Master Juncheng that I will help him wherever I can.

..You really take care of him. In fact, he is your real master.

"Haha, Miss, are you jealous?"

Shirley stroked my hair gently, but I slapped it away unhappily, but she still hugged me from behind.

"Young Master Juncheng and I do have some fate, but that is only because of you, Miss. If I help him, I am also helping you.

"Is this what happened in the 'last world' again?

Shirley told me these things, and I roughly sorted out the whole process in my mind.

To put it into perspective, An Juncheng suddenly became very different from me because he came from the previous world.

"Do you know what happened in the original world?"

"I don't know everything. After all, I am not in a complete form now. I can only roughly observe what happened like watching historical events.

Shirley never told me what my relationship was with An Juncheng in the original world.

But I can generally guess that maybe they are lovers. Sr light novel

If I only had purely disgusting feelings towards him, I wouldn't be so troubled now.

It is precisely because of this realization that I feel annoyed, because this feeling comes out of nowhere.

What does it feel like to like and hate it at the same time?

It's unclear, the way is unclear.

But I've had enough of feeling this way.

"Shirley, as long as I find the person who used his power on me, I can get rid of this annoying feeling.

"That's the theory, but I won't help you? You're not allowed to use the power of the Ji family. Well, in fact, even if you use it, it's probably of no use.

"Hehehe, I don't need your help. Didn't you say that I just need to go to An Juncheng? Then I want to see what he can do for me.

"Oops...Although Young Master Juncheng is very kind, he will not provide help unconditionally.'

"I know, but I also know what to do to make him... He likes the maid, right?"

"Hmm~ This is indeed a very good bargaining chip.

“If he can really help me, I wouldn’t mind being his maid.

If he really helps me find the culprit, then this annoying feeling will disappear, leaving only the loving feeling, and I will be willing to be his daughter...

Finally kill him and let him become

My collection.

And if he fails to help me in the end, and the hateful feelings continue to amplify... there is no use keeping this kind of person.

As revenge, I will send him to death.

Hehehe, I sincerely look forward to your death, An Juncheng...become my corpse.

Chapter 2.2 Love and Love

The closer you are, the closer you want to be.

It's amazing. I originally thought that I wouldn't be able to bear all this and would just want to escape from him as soon as possible, but surprisingly I was quite wrong, hehehehe--

Maybe even

My reaction was probably expected by Shirley, and it was really unpleasant.

The annoying feelings are still lingering in my heart, it seems like they have accumulated over the years

It's like a mud stain that can't be removed if you touch it.

But even with such annoying feelings, I can still feel happy when I'm around him.

It feels fun when I insult him, and I feel happy when I tease him. When I see his troubled expression, I feel comfortable from the bottom of my heart. The feeling coming out from the inside makes me want to clench my legs and rub them.

Huh? Am I attracted to him?

Well, that’s right. It’s been like this from the beginning. I was attracted by something special about him.

....1. It needs to be...something different

This, this feeling of wanting to be by his side, wanting to hug him, wanting to accept everything about him, wanting to comfort him - has it become different from the beginning?

No, even now, I still have burning thoughts that arise every night when night falls. This strong thought became more and more serious day by day, like a hand stretched out from the abyss, which made me fall. Like a poison that corrodes the human heart, it gradually took away my reason.

It's become so severe that I can't even dream about it.

I really want to get it....

Want, want, want, want to see his empty pupils, want to see his skin turn sickly white, want it to turn into a cold pillow that belongs only to me forever.

It was (not) his body that I wanted to hug.

........Yeah?.

I can't figure it out anymore...actually, it's fine no matter what...

I think I must have fallen in love with him.

Whether it's the comfort of being around him, the sense of familiarity as if you've been with him for a long time, or the sense of tolerance that wants to soothe his heart, it's all out of love.

I fell in love with him. From the first moment I was attracted to him, every second I spent with him made me more obsessed with him.

.-In this way, there is nothing special about my meeting with him. How long is the relationship?

It's not the same as the sense of destiny that makes the whole body paralyzed like being struck by lightning, but it's not really.

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Maybe the longer we get along, the more I feel that he is the most important person to me.

If this continues,

Maybe I will depend on him, just like a fish cannot survive without water, sooner or later I will

Stick to him, hug and kiss him every day, do things that are even more despicable than a crazy girl, and you will become inseparable from him, clinging to his face every day, and then do things for yourself. I feel happy about his feat, just because he will have various reactions due to his actions, and he will be attracted to me because of this. Then I would be willing to do more things for him, show him more places, and let him go deep into my body.

Love is so sweet that it melts the brain.

If you lose your mind, you are no longer a human being, just an animal.

Hahaha. - If you really fall into that kind of obsession, you really are not worthy to be the heir of the Ji family, but... maybe

That's not bad.

At least, I will live happier than ever.

Thinking about it this way, I am willing to be filled with love and stay by his side forever.

....There's still one thing I don't understand.

Why do you have the feeling of hating him?

That should be a non-existent feeling, I like to admit it,

It must all be the influence of the fateful ability of the person Shirley mentioned. - That's what I originally thought.

But it turned out not to be the case. He told me that person’s ability was just to amplify the underlying feelings in his heart, which meant that I originally had a dislike for An.

Jun Cheng's feelings were just magnified.

I have been... An Juncheng from the beginning?

How is this possible? ;

I like him, I love him, how could I hate him?

I feel like something is wrong, but the facts are in front of me, and this annoying feeling is still being magnified, even overwhelming other feelings.

I tried my best to suppress this feeling, trying to suppress it and make it change, but all failed.

He could only keep himself awake and prevent himself from falling asleep. He kept debating in his mind, repeatedly proving that he loved Jun Cheng.

Then, gradually fell and sank

Although I boast a lot, I can't make this annoying feeling go away. It's already extremely difficult to suppress it.

She acted nonchalantly in front of him and tried to maintain a calm tone, but on the inside she already wanted to turn around and run away.

I don't feel happy anymore.

I don't.--I don't want it! I don't want it, I don't want it, I don't want it!

Why? Why do the amplified feelings have to be hateful feelings? Is it because I like him too much? Is it because I love him too much?

But what's wrong with love?