Data Wasteland

The wind was very cold that night.

It was cold to the depths of the soul, as if countless ice cones were stuck on the body, but there was no pain, only solidified blood and endless cold.

The girl walked barefoot to the edge of the tall building.

The snow-white dress flying in the wind, like a butterfly in a storm.

She stroked her hair, looked at the thousands of lights in the city, her eyes were bleak.

The person I love the most is the one who hurts myself the most.

She couldn't figure out why they hated her so much.

Obviously she has exhausted everything, but she can't get a trace of tenderness and understanding.

Perhaps, she is too small, so small that her life's hard work can't be compared with the movement of a finger by others.

Today, she is completely responsible for herself, but even at this moment, she still doesn't understand what she has done wrong.

She was so stupid that she knew she was wrong, but she didn't know why.

She just tried her best to be an honest and obedient woman.

But she still couldn't do it well.

She would never forget the look in their eyes, the resentment deep in her bones, which made her soul tremble.

She is just a mediocre woman, compared to their brilliance, she doesn't even have the light of a firefly.

Her weak shoulders couldn't bear the hatred of the two adults, and she had no future.

Maybe she is too stupid and will never be able to adapt to the rules of this world. In this brightly lit ocean, not a single one is her shelter.

Until now, in order not to hurt others, she seemed to have only one way to go.

"Mom, I'm sorry..."

The girl opened her arms, like a flying bird, thrown into the thousands of lights.

In the process of falling, the fragments of life flashed quickly, meeting, parting, reuniting, breaking, and finally the picture freezes in that sunny afternoon.

After a brief silence, screams of horror sounded below.

Three hours ago...

Dragon City Wrights Crown Hotel, officer exchange reception.

"Oh my God, did you see that, he drank the entire cocktail party alone."

"Being drunk like this, without the consciousness of a soldier at all, it's simply losing the face of our Red Dragon Principality military."

"It turns out that he is the commander-in-chief of the Expeditionary Army.

"Huh, what is the level of a little white face who is crawling on a woman's bed?"

"Shhh, keep it quiet, don't let him hear it."

In the hall where the crystal lights were shining, a group of officers gathered together, whispering and whispering, and the corner of their eyes looked at the drunk in the corner from time to time.

"Cut, what about letting him hear it? It's just a trash, with such weak psychic fluctuations, I guess I can't beat it."

"Yeah, I also find it strange. It's obviously just a great guardian's psychic energy fluctuation. How did those achievements do it? Bravely breaking through the Seventh Mountain and defeating the Marquis of Haitang, how did he do it?"

"Does this still need to be said? It must be the credit of the adult behind him. It's just a chess piece on the bright side. What's so good about it."

"Good evening, guys from the military department."

A handsome young man walked over, with a gentle smile on his face, handsome and sunny.

"It's Mr. Li, President Li!" "Good evening, Mrs. Li!" "I wish you a pleasant evening."

The young officers greeted each other one after another.

Behind the young man was a girl in a white dress, but the officers seemed to ignore her presence, and didn't even look at her, let alone say hello.

The girl was not upset because she was neglected, with a smile on her face, standing there quietly, innocent.

"Master Li, we were discussing a person just now..." The officer pointedly glanced at the self-drinking alcoholic who was not far away.

The Li Lord in his mouth was Ricardo, the chief of staff of the monitor lizard city military headquarters.

"It's not a polite thing to talk about colleagues behind their backs." Ricardo said with a smile.

"We are really curious, why such a waste can appear here, even stepping on our heads." The officer said.

Ricardo turned his head and looked at Chen Xing in the corner. The other party seemed to be in a bad mood. He had been drinking since he came in, and he did not talk to one person, as if the other person had only wine in his eyes.

But he knew that this person was very sensitive. In order to avoid being noticed by the other party, he quickly retracted his gaze and said to the officer, "Don't jump to conclusions about people who are unfamiliar."

"But..." The officer wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Ricardo.

"I've been in contact with this person. This person is not easy. If you cherish life, you'd better stay away from him." When he said this, Ricardo narrowed his smile and showed a serious face.

This is a severe warning and a kind reminder.

"Thanks to the general staff for the point!" The officer was startled in a cold sweat and hurriedly bowed in salute to express his gratitude.

For a time, the atmosphere became a bit solemn. In order to break the cold field that was caused by him, Ricardo smiled again and suggested, "Who would like to play cards with me as a beginner?"

"Okay, okay!" "I, I'll come!" "General staff, please advise!"

The officers immediately became excited and scrambled to play cards with Ricardo. The entire monitor lizard city military knows that the eagle owl on the dragon's shoulder is surprisingly bad, and every bet is lost. It is simply a walking cash machine.

Surrounded by the officers, Ricardo entered the side hall dedicated to the officers to play cards.

The girl who came with Ricardo did not follow, but quietly lags behind and stays in the hall.

On such occasions, she has always had no sense of presence, and no one will notice her.

Passing through the chattering crowd, she came to the corner of the hall, beside the drunk.

"Mr. Mercenary, you can't drink anymore." Su Xuefei persuaded, with concern in her eyes.

Chen Xing glanced at Su Xuefei, as if looking at a stranger, then lowered his head and continued to drink his own wine.

If he can, he doesn't want to know each other. This woman will only cause him trouble, she broke his heart when she left in the last life, and caused him to betrayed in this life. Involved in a relationship with her, only unfortunate.

"Mr. Mercenary, you will be drunk if you drink it again." Su Xuefei did not give up.

"Go away!" Chen Xing roared impatiently. His eyes were bloodshot, like a wounded wolf.

Su Xuefei didn't expect Chen Xing's reaction to be so intense, and she was shocked for a while. She didn't understand. The last time we met was fine, she was so gentle to her, but now she is so fierce suddenly.

When Chen Xing finished roaring, he ignored her and drank to himself.

But she didn't give up because of this, instead she mustered up the courage to hold Chen Xing's wine bottle in both hands, not allowing him to drink.

"Go!" Chen Xing drove away again.

Although she was yelled at, Su Xuefei still did not give up, tears in her beautiful big eyes, stubbornly clutching the wine bottle.

"I'll let you go, don't you hear it!" Chen Xing's anger grew louder and louder, and his voice attracted the attention of others.

"Brain is sick!" Chen Xing cursed, throwing aside the wine bottle, staggeringly got up and walked away.

Su Xuefei followed behind him, lowered her head like a

Homeless kittens.

Chen Xing walked to the table, but he drank all the wine on the table.

He rummaged around and finally found an unopened box under the table, roughly tore it open, and took it out to drink.

Su Xuefei didn't speak, and went forward to grab it.

"What are you doing!"

Since Chen Xing was already very drunk, his hand slipped during the scramble, and the wine bottle fell on the ground, and the ground was covered with wine and glass slag.

"It's rude!" "Did he put it here on the spot in his own home." "What a shame!"

The officers were filled with indignation at Chen Xing's behavior, but no one dared to stop it.

Although his mouth is cursing, no one really does not open his eyes and asks for trouble. That was the big red man next to the northern princess, maybe the little white face who accompanied the bed. Dare to offend him, I'm afraid it will be a long life.

"Hey, isn't that Ricardo's woman? How did she pull and pull with other men? This is too unscrupulous!"

"Isn't Liu Ying always like this? You think she is a noble lady!"

The noble ladies pointed to Su Xuefei. They were too jealous of the woman who won the "No. 1 Handsome Guy in Monitor Lizard City".

"Mounting paper is mounting paper. It's a superb, born cheap bone." A woman like her won't become a phoenix even if she flies on a branch. "

Born into a wealthy family, Ricardo, who is both talented and academic, and incomparable, has been a crush on aristocratic ladies since his school days.

Unexpectedly, none of Ricardo had a good eye, but was fascinated by a lowly wandering warbler, and ran around with him all day, no matter where he went, his eyes hurt and chest tightness.

It's good now, not only fascinated Ricardo, but also related to the new star Chen Xing.

Although Chen Xing's reputation is not good, it is in the eyes of the powerful and men. In the eyes of women, the reputation of men ranks behind their strength and status.

Chen Xing was not very young, only twenty-five or sixty years old. Although his appearance was not as good as that of a super handsome guy like Ricardo, he was considered upright in appearance, and as a general, he had the heroic spirit of a soldier.

The most important thing is that this man has a high status and an amazing record. Compared with Ricardo, he is only high and not low, and he is highly regarded by that adult. He has an unlimited future. He has become a new generation of noble ladies sought after, and has faintly surpassed Ricardo. sign.

Su Xuefei has a relationship with the two best men in the monitor lizard city at the same time, which makes them not jealous.

"Don't follow me!"

On the other side, Chen Xing was so annoyed by Su Xuefei that he turned and went into the side room next to him, trying to avoid the opponent.

Su Xuefei took a cup of hot tea from the waiter and chased it in.

"Look, they have entered the room!"

"Oh my God, that's a room for rest, they are lonely men and women, what do they go in!"

"Why is she so shameless, she is looking for another man with Catto!"

"This is too blatant, Ricardo is still here."

"Poor owl, who is going to tell him."

"You go, I don't dare." "This kind of thing is better treated as ignorant..." "Don't get involved in this matter."

"Hehe, you are so timid." "Then you go peek at it~" "I don't want it, it's dirty~"

The noble ladies covered their mouths with fans and laughed in low voices, all gloating, waiting for a good show.

In fact, Su Xuefei, who followed the room, simply wanted to take care of Chen Xing, and was not as dirty as the noble ladies imagined.

In her mind, Chen Xing is the benefactor who helped their mother and daughter.

Although she was also the first man to touch her heartstrings, she had already been with other men, so she chose to bury this love deeply in her heart and become a secret that only she knew.

Perhaps because of the disparity in status, she and Ricardo will not have a result in the end, but she has no regrets, because this is the fate of Liu Ying.

In the room, Chen Xing fell on the sofa, like a puddle of mud.

Seeing the man she once admired ruining her appearance, Su Xuefei couldn't tell. Kneeling on the sofa, she handed the tea that had been tested to the temperature of Chen Xing, "Drink some hot tea, tea can sober up..."

"roll!"

Chen Xing pushed hard, Su Xuefei fell to the ground, the glass slipped out, smashed to the ground and smashed.

Seeing Su Xuefei's panic, Chen Xing's eyes flashed unbearable, but this pity was quickly overwhelmed by the darkness in his heart.

"Don't pretend to be with me, I have lived for three lifetimes, so I can see you through!"

"You women, none of them are good things!"

"You are good to men, but you want to use them!"

"I want their money, I want them to work hard for you!"

"If there is no use value, just kick it away. It's easier than throwing garbage!"

While talking, Chen Xing laughed, with a bitter smile, "I'm really a fool, I'm so stupid that I can't save..."

He is a traverser, a lonely traveler in time and space, coming to this unaccompanied world, like a piece of rootless duckweed, drifting with the flow, wherever he goes.

If one day, when he falls on the journey, no one will remember him, as if he never appeared.

Here, he has no relatives, and all relationships are based on interests.

No matter where he goes, there is a sense of unsteady wandering, his heart is always hanging in the air, unable to get real peace.

He once naively thought that the reborn he had gained a share of true emotions, and the world finally gave him a sense of belonging.

However, all of this fell apart in just a few days, bursting like a dream bubble.

It turned out that he was still alone.

"No, it's not..." Su Xuefei grabbed Chen Xing's hand and shook her head vigorously, "Mr. Mercenary is a kind and gentle person..."

"Do you want to send me a good person card?" Chen Xing sneered.

Su Xuefei could not understand the Internet terminology on the earth, tears filled her eyes, "Xuefei believes that Mr. Mercenary who is kind and gentle will definitely find happiness."

"Who can't tell lies?" Chen Xing sneered.

"No, I'm telling the truth." Su Xuefei said with firm eyes.

"Hahaha..." Chen Xing smiled incomparably desolately, "I am a cursed person, and I don't deserve happiness."

Although Su Xuefei was slow to respond, she could also tell that Chen Xing was hurt by love. In order to encourage the love in her heart, she mustered up the courage and said, "Perhaps, maybe in this world..."

"Someone still loves you silently."

"So please, you must cherish yourself!"

"You are so eloquent, why not be an orator?" Chen Xing mocked. This woman betrayed him twice, if she still believed her nonsense, she would be really stupid at home.

"I, I can't be an orator. Cato always says that I am stupid and often make mistakes, but..." Su Xuefei's eyes glowed, "All I say are the truth. In this world, true Someone loves you silently."

"Believe in yourself, you are a man worthy of love."

"A man worthy of a good girl's love."

"It's just that the person who suits you may still be hiding somewhere, waiting to meet you...

…"

"How can you be so sure?" Chen Xing gave a cruel smile, "Are you the one who silently loves me?"

Being pierced in her mind, Su Xuefei flushed all of a sudden and hurriedly denied, "No, it's not..."

"If not, why are you blushing?"

"No, I didn't blush."

Chen Xing showed a playful expression, like a wild wolf seeing its prey.

Gloomy, cruel, playing with weak prey. He said in a magnetic voice, "Su Xuefei, why don't you come with me, let's start again..."

"I have what Ricardo has, and I have what Ricardo doesn't."

He has the confidence to say this. He holds a heavy army and controls most of the medium-sized duchy. Ricardo is just the chief of staff of the military department, without a single soldier in his hand, and the chassis is small and pitiful.

Chen Xing's face slowly approached, his eyes gleaming dangerously, Su Xuefei involuntarily backed away.

She is already someone else's woman.

That person was very good to her. Although he was not considerate and often scolded her for being stupid, she knew that that person was sincere to her.

Even if the man in front of her is the love in her heart, she has an insurmountable bottom line. She can't let down the sincerity of others.

She can give everything, even her life, for her love, but she can't hurt another man who loves her. This is her final bottom line as a woman with an independent personality.

Seeing that she was afraid of herself, Chen Xing further confirmed her lie. Whatever silently loves him, it's all coaxing beautiful words. After all, it wasn't to hang him so that he could pay.

The more he thinks like this, the more he hates it in his heart. Originally I only wanted to make a joke, but now there is a spiteful fire.

He would tear up her disguise and expose her vanity and hypocrisy in the air.

"come!"

Chen Xing pulled Su Xuefei over and dragged her to the sofa. Su Xuefei is just an ordinary woman, who has not used the evolution potion, and is as weak as a lamb in front of the physical quality of the guard.

"Mr. Mercenary, no, Lord Commander, please, please let me go..."

Su Xuefei struggled desperately, but the arms around her waist were like steel bars, and she couldn't even break a finger.

"My lord, please respect yourself..."

With a playful smile on Chen Xing's face, he reached in with his other hand, playing with it arbitrarily.

"Stop, stop!"

Su Xuefei was struggling desperately with tears in her eyes, but Chen Xing showed no mercy to Yu Yu, as if to crush her to pieces.

During the struggle, Su Xuefei shook his arm subconsciously.

"Snapped!"

Chen Xing slapped his face, stopped his movements, and stared at the opponent's eyes.

Su Xuefei covered her mouth and apologized, "Yes, I'm sorry, I didn't mean it!"

"Bitch!" Chen Xing was furious, his expression increasingly distorted.

"Please let me go, okay, please, please let me go!" Su Xuefei begged. But the more she pleaded, the more angry Chen Xing became.

His woman protects the virginity of other men. He is jealous and hateful. He can no longer control his emotions and is plunged into madness.

"Tear!"

The skirt was torn apart and tossed aside.

Su Xuefei struggled desperately, and Chen Xing's nails caught blood on her neck and shoulders.

Under the dominance of alcohol and anger, Chen Xing has completely lost his mind, like a ghost crawling out of hell, just wanting to vent the resentment and dissatisfaction in his heart.

"You, a thousand people riding a tens of thousands of people, mount paper, what do you put up in front of Lao Tzu!"

"You are just a humble warbler, do you think you are a pure goddess!"

Su Xuefei was stunned, she couldn't think that such a vicious words would come out of this man's mouth.

She seemed to lose all her strength in an instant, like a walking dead, let Chen Xing mercy.

She knew that she was just a lowly woman who relied on betraying her body in exchange for survival. The whole world could scold her and despise her, only one person could not.

He is so gentle, so beautiful, like a cluster of flames in the cold and dark, warming her heart. Every time she wants to give up, she will support her to go.

But it was this person who abused her in the most vicious language in the world.

If you die now, that would be great...

However, this cruel world did not let her go, but pushed her into a darker abyss.

"Kang Dang!"

Suddenly, there was a loud noise, and the door of the room was roughly pushed open.

Immediately afterwards, the woman's exclamation sounded, as if she had seen something dirty.

Hearing the movement, Chen Xing slowly straightened up and looked at the door of the room.

The first thing that catches the eye is an angry lion, and then a group of foils around the lion that are dispensable to him.

"What are you doing!"

Standing in the middle of the crowd, Ricardo asked sharply, clenched his fists, his joints were white, and his eyes were about to burst into flames.

Chen Xing spread out his hands and made a look of no comment.

Although Ricardo was extremely angry, he still maintained his rationality and did not directly attack Chen Xing.

Seeing Su Xuefei in messy clothes, a tinge of pain flashed in his eyes, took off his coat and threw it over, covering her body.

"I'm really shameless, I still mess with others if I have a man." "I feel really worthless for her man." "It's disgusting, I'm almost vomiting." "If I were her, I would like to die right away!" "

Su Xuefei looked at the ground hollowly, like a broken doll.

"It's all this time, and pretending to be innocent. Everyone has seen it with their own eyes. She took the initiative to follow the man into the room." "I want to set up a memorial hall after making paper. Are you all idiots?" Past such a shameless person."

Su Xuefei raised her head and looked at Ricardo. She opened her mouth, trying to explain something, but was stabbed by the opponent's cold gaze, and swallowed the words behind.

When such a thing happens, the explanation is meaningless.

"Old K, here, the boss is here!"

At this moment, two people squeezed into the crowd. One is old K and the other is Xiao Yang. The two came all the way, looking for people everywhere at the reception, but they never found Chen Xing in the room. Hearing the movement, he hurried over.

Upon seeing this, the two knew that Chen Xing was in trouble again, and rushed forward, holding Chen Xing on the left and right, dragging him away.

After Chen Xing left, the crowd of onlookers gradually dispersed.

Only Ricardo and Su Xuefei remained in the room.

"You really disappoint me..."

"From now on, we have nothing to do."

"About the Baita Academy, you can find someone else."

After speaking the last few words, Ricardo turned and left, resolutely from his back, without looking back.

The sound of footsteps faded away, and the room fell into a dead silence, leaving only the girl sitting alone.

I don't know how long she had passed, she put on the torn white skirt, laid her coat flat on the sofa, carefully smoothed the wrinkles on it, and then got up and went out...