Dawn Infinity

Ikura Shinji was cooking while humming a song, smiling as if he was in a good mood. At this moment, I was waiting for dinner. Asuka sat at the dinner table boredly, watching Ikura Shinji busy cooking there, and then she dismissed it. Said: "Are you so happy? It's disgusting to laugh."

Ikari Shinji was already familiar with Asuka's words and character, and he ignored it right now, and was still cooking there, but Asuka was not taken care of by Ikura Shinji, she suddenly felt an uproar in her heart, especially these days ago, Ikura Shinji She also gave a box of lunch to Ling Boli. Although she didn't know why, she was so angry that she immediately jumped up, grabbed Shinji's ears, and said loudly, "With you Talking! Dare to ignore me!?"

"It hurts!" Ikura Shinji was cooking, and when he was caught in his ears, he screamed, but he couldn't get rid of it.

At this moment Misato walked out of the bathroom, opened a bottle of beer, and smiled at the two people: "The feelings are so good."

Suddenly, Shinji and Asuka blushed, and Asuka directly let go of his hands and said, "Who would have a good relationship with this idiot? It's just that if he doesn't answer my words, I'm punishing him!"

Misato actually heard Asuka's words before. She took a sip of her beer and said to Ikura Shinji: "You are in a really good mood recently, and your smile has increased. Is there anything happy?"

Shinji Ikura said shyly, "It's not there, but I think everything seems to be going well recently, the synchronization rate is also good, the school is good, everyone is good, and I am very happy."

Misato also laughed, and then said, "Is it because Roger has been pulling you to a bar? By the way, you are not an adult, although I can't stop it, but it's better not to get drunk."

"That, that..." Ikura Shinji suddenly didn't know what to say. He felt that he was doing something wrong when he was drinking, but he couldn't stop Roger at all. He was given the drink by Roger every time, so he didn't at all. Know how to answer.

At this time, Asuka said with a cold face, "The vegetables are burnt."

"Huh? Ah! My dish!" Ikura Shinji turned around immediately and hurriedly put the dish on the plate.

Misato drank the wine in silence, watching Ikura Shinji busy there, and next to Asuka talking coldly, she asked, "Shinji-kun, what do you think of Roger?"

Ikari Shinji has already prepared the food at this moment, is taking off his apron, and said: "Uncle is a good person, he is too temperamental..."

For a while, Shinji Ikura had a headache. He didn't know how to describe Roger, so he only said half of what he meant. Misato seemed to know what he meant, and then asked, "You know, he is an apostle, just in case. One day, do we need to fight him?"

"Why?" Ikura Shinji asked immediately: "Uncle Roger is a good man, and I'm sure he will never want to destroy our humanity, so should we also attack Uncle?"

"No, I'm just asking if..." Misato didn't expect Ikura Shinji's reaction to be so intense, but she was also a little clear, passive by nature, and with a low aura, Ikura Shinji hardly had any close friends, and Roger's. The character just happened to be in his weakness. Although the age difference between the two is quite large, the relationship between the two is indeed very good. Even Misato feels that Roger has the tendency to replace his father in the eyes of Ikura Shinji.

"If? There is no such if, right?" Ikura Shinji still asked in disbelief.

Miri couldn't help but sighed and said, "Then what if... is your father's order personally? Because Roger is an apostle after all, although currently he..."

"No!" Ikura Shinji immediately showed a very serious expression. He looked at Misato and said: "No, Miss Misato, Uncle Roger will never do that. He is not that kind of person, I can guarantee it!"

Misato sighed again and said: "Well, let’s assume Roger did nothing, but because he is an apostle, it is good to prevent accidents, to protect mankind, or to prevent future troubles, the commander ordered We have to kill him, so will you do it?"

"Will not!"

Ikura Shinji replied decisively: "If Dad really gave such a **** order, then I will definitely not follow it! I will never do anything with Uncle Roger!"

"That way, to the commander, no, you don't have to drive the No. 1 machine, okay? You have no use in front of the commander." Misato took another sip of beer and still said such cruel words.

"People don't live for someone else to say something useful!"

I don’t know why, after hearing these words, Ikura Shinji's head became fierce, and he blurted out what Roger had told him. After speaking, he was shocked to realize what he had said, but still said: "If my father really gave such an unreasonable order, even if I didn't drive the first machine, I would never follow it! Uncle Roger is right. Everyone has their own life and thoughts. I am not me. Dad’s vassal, I also have my ideas and power! The so-called useless, just useless to Dad's request!? Then I will be useful to other people, and, moreover..."

At this point, Shinji Ikura's face was flushed, and it seemed that he was making an important decision and determination. After a long time, he gritted his teeth and said: "If my father really gave such an unreasonable order, It doesn’t matter if Uncle Roger wants to hurt us or not, we order us to destroy Uncle Roger. What is the difference between him and a murderer? Such a father... To me, it's useless to us!"

After saying this, not only Misato, but even Asuka's eyes widened. They stared at him as if they didn't know Shinji Ikura. Shinji looked strange, and when they asked what was wrong, Misato was the only one who looked at him. He took a breath, put down his beer and said, "It's nothing, I just think...you have become stronger, Shinji-kun, when Bi saw you, you were so much stronger than before...you are already What a man."

"Yes, is it?" Ikura Shinji scratched his head shyly again, as if he didn't know how to answer.

At this time, Misato clapped her hands, laughed and said, "I'm just making a metaphor, just make an assumption, Shinji-kun, as long as Roger is sincere and won't come against us as human beings, then I miss you His father would not have to destroy him. To be honest, if there is such an apostle who is kind to us, maybe he will become our protector in the future."

"Yes, yes!" Ikura Shinji said excitedly: "Just like those heroic manga animations before, such as the superman in the United States, maybe Uncle Roger can really become such a person, but his character is really good. too…"

"An la an." Misato rubbed Ikura Shinji's hair, she looked up to the ceiling and said: "If that is the case, it would be great, but it is estimated that after the future peace, the peace of our mankind, the apostle's Peace, or...In short, after the world is at peace, Roger will be a hero in the world, and we can live our lives. By the way, the ocean must be slowly governed. This is our generation. Your generation can’t see it anymore. In the future, the sea will turn blue in the future, as I saw when I was a kid...the future..."

All three of them were a little speechless for a while. After dinner, it was a peaceful and peaceful night, and then they went to sleep separately, while Ikura Shinji was still wearing headphones and listening to songs. When he fell asleep, he suddenly felt asleep. When something moved behind him, he was so frightened that he almost jumped up. Then a voice rang and said: "Don't move, just lie down."

This voice was Asuka's voice. Suddenly, Ikura Shinji's body stiffened completely, and he didn't dare to move a little bit, and his face became flushed, and he lay down with his back facing away.

"Are you... happy before?"

"I, I didn't..."

"To be honest!"

Asuka's voice became louder, and then softly said, "Tell me the truth, okay?"

"I...yes, I'm very happy." Ikura Shinji said after a moment of silence.

Asuka was silent for a while, and then asked, "As you said before, even if you don't drive an EVA, you still have your own way of living, right?"

"Well, yes." Shinji Ikura slowly calmed down, and he said: "After getting acquainted with the uncle, he learned a lot from him, and he seemed to have traveled in many places and told me a lot of interesting things. , The most important thing is that he is very optimistic, even if he is an apostle, I am a human being, I still feel his optimism and strength, may be infected by him, now I am not afraid of loneliness, even if I do not drive EVA, I There is also my way of living."

"It's so good..." Asuka's voice gradually became lower and lower, she murmured: "But if I don't drive the EVA, I, I... There is nowhere to go, and I have no use anymore. Up."

Ikura Shinji was silent and said nothing, and Asuka continued, "Because I don't want to be hurt, I just do it first, because I don't want to be disappointed, so I don't have any hope, because there is nowhere to go, so anywhere. I don't want to go... I really envy you..."

"No, it's not right!" Ikura Shinji suddenly remembered something Roger said. At that time, his whole body was shocked.

The situation at that time was like this. After Roger showed his power to break the apostle, Ikura Shinji was taken to drink by Rogerra. He asked Roger a question, that is, since Roger is an apostle, why did he help humans like this? , And he is an apostle, isn't he lonely among humans?

"Lonely? Hahaha, I don't know what loneliness is, I only know..."

Roger patted Ikura Shinji's shoulder hard, then looked up at the sky, and rarely said seriously: "Human life is not for comfort, warmth, or security just like you. Maybe most People seek this way, but I am not like this, and my life should not be like this either."

"So... if you don't want this, what should you ask for?" Ikura Shinji asked unclearly.

Roger took a deep look at Ikura Shinji and said, "You want comfort, warmth, and security, so who do you want to ask? If the person who asked for it gave you, then the person you asked for , His comfort, his warmth, and where does his sense of security come from? Could it be said that everyone asks for these, and then asks each other, can the negative be positive? No, someone has to pay for it, Give comfort to others, give warmth to others, and give others a sense of security."

"My dream is to give dreams to those who have dreams, and to complete them with them, so I have countless dreams, I have the dream of climbing the highest mountain, and I have the dream of drinking the strongest wine in the world. With the dream of traveling the entire universe, I will give comfort to all those in need, warmth to all those in need, and a sense of security to all those in need!"

"Shinji Ikura, you are not as cowardly as you think, you have the potential to become a dependent on others, if there is a moment, you feel that you are responsible, no, it should be said that, for a moment, UU看书www .uukanshu.com After you hear what others say to you, you will know what you should do. I firmly believe in this!"

At that time, Shinji Ikura didn't understand and didn't believe it, but at this moment, for some reason, perhaps as Miri said, during the time he met Roger, he became strong. At least at this moment, he suddenly understood What Roger meant, he, he doesn’t want...

"That's not right! You can have hope! You have a place to go! You can not hurt others! If you don't drive an EVA, don't drive an EVA... Come to school with me! After graduation, you can find a job and travel. Yes! Go traveling! With Uncle Roger, we will be able to fight the remaining apostles, and there will be peace in the future. When that time comes, let's go traveling together!"

Ikura Shinji hurriedly said, and his anxious movement even almost turned his head, and suddenly a fist hit from behind him, he suddenly turned sideways again, and the fist from his back became lighter and lighter. It became lighter and lighter, and finally just put it on his back and said: "Idiot Shinji, Idiot Shinji... Will you be so strong in the future? Will you come to help me in the future? When I am desperate, when I have nowhere to go, Will you help me?"

"I...I will help you!"

"Ok…"