Daydream Me

Lin Zhi still remembered that the year Lin Yujing was born was extraordinarily cold. At the end of October, after a rain, the temperature dropped sharply. That day, Meng Wei was on a business trip abroad, and Lin Zhi was at home alone, and the pain came suddenly.

During the delivery, there were only servants around. After more than ten hours of tossing, the little girl fell to the ground, wrinkled. The doctor said that she was already very beautiful among newborns. Lin Zhi didn't think it was very good-looking. A small carrot head.

At that time, she also thought about what the little radish head would look like when she grew up, whether she would be more like her father or more like her mother, whether she liked her father more or her mother more, and she would wear a beautiful dress with a milky voice. Follow her and call Mommy.

Meng Weiguo was busy with work and didn't come back until a week later. At that time, Lin Zhi didn't care, she loved him so wholeheartedly, she could understand, accept and tolerate everything.

She still believed in love back then.

She gave all her sincerity and sincerity in her most naive and best years to one person without reservation, but in return she was deceived and betrayed by that person. But it's because you can save a few years of struggle.

She is the proud son of heaven, with a wealthy family and outstanding appearance and ability. People chasing her are lining up to have whatever they want. She lives a smooth and smooth life. She thought that she had met her true son in college, and then she married love, and she lived a safe life from then on. Joy.

As a result, a hot heart was trampled under her feet, with dignity and pride, but it was not enough. The ten years of mutual torture and torment was like a poisoned knife, which pierced her last extravagant desire with each knife.

She has been proud all her life, and she can't accept that she has lost a crushing defeat in this, and even everything related to Meng Weiguo makes her unacceptable and unable to let go.

When I see her, I think of him.

She didn't know how to face Lin Yujing.

Children are innocent of course, but thoughts can never be controlled by reason.

Lin Zhi didn't know how to accept that part of her body, which belonged to Meng Weiguo's genes and blood, even if this was her child, she even remembered the first time she kicked out the tiny footprints in her stomach, she First cry at birth.

But she was also the simplest and most direct witness. Lin Yujing's existence reminded her again and again of those who were utterly defeated, those that were broken, those that were dripping with blood.

Those her most secret embarrassments, the failures she never had.

Every minute is torture.

On the day she decided to have a hysterectomy, the doctor once persuaded her that her disease was not serious and that she was discovered early. In fact, only part of the tumor could be removed, and there was no need to completely remove the uterus.

But Lin Zhi hardly hesitated, she didn't need this, she would never conceive a second child with another man in her life, the unforgettable lesson, once was enough.

Lin Zhi couldn't tell Lin Yujing that you should let go and love, you will meet someone who will always love you.

She couldn't say what she didn't believe in her bones. She could only rely on the little blood connection they had left to try to convince Lin Yu of what she had learned from reality.

If you give your heart so desperately, in the end it will only be you who will be hurt.

Just like me back then.

you have to listen to me.

What I said must be right.

She knows Lin Yujing's character too well. She cuts open the most realistic and cruel things in love in front of her. She will definitely be shaken, because she doesn't believe that she is too similar to her, she doesn't even know that. The phone didn't hang up, she was sure to win.

Before hearing Lin Yujing say those words, Lin Zhi felt this way, but at this moment, Lin Zhi suddenly felt a little helpless.

It was as if the high-rise building built up one after another in her heart had been removed from the bottom, something she had always insisted on and believed in for more than ten years was crumbling.

She wanted to help, stop, and put the building block back in, but she suddenly found that she had no way to start.

Lin Yujing recalled that the last time she cried was when she went to the A University to find Shen Juan, in early September, counting with her fingers, it had only been five months.

She always felt that her eye sockets were as deep as an abyss, but now it seems that she has a biased understanding of herself.

Since getting to know Shen Yan, she has become more and more hypocritical.

Lin Yujing pressed her fingertips to the inner corner of her eye, forcing her back to the astringency in her eyes. At least in front of Lin Zhi, she couldn't be so vulnerable.

Lin Zhi never said a word. The servant stood at the door of the kitchen and looked at this and that. He didn't dare to say a word.

Lin Yujing didn't want to speak, she turned upstairs, entered the room, sat on the bed, and stayed for a long time before she realized that she should have called Shen Juan and told him that she had arrived.

She took out her phone and thought about it, afraid that her voice and emotions would be heard, so she sent a WeChat message instead.

Shen Lian replied quickly: send a position.

Lin Yujing casually sent him a message.

Shen Jian didn't return. He probably went back to training at this time. Lin Yu put down his phone and lay on the bed. He blinked at the ceiling, and suddenly sighed.

What if Lin Zhi became completely popular, and cut off relations with her from now on, and prevented her from inheriting the family property?

At that time, the poor person is not Shen tired, but her.

She has to live on her boyfriend's thigh.

Lin Zhi's temperament, the more Lin Yu thought about it, the more likely it was. He had already rehearsed a 30,000-word script in his mind. Either you broke up, or you changed your surname in the future, and you don't want any money from the Lin family.

Lin Yujing lay on the pillow, half-drooping his eyelids, thinking in a daze before falling asleep, feeling that his sacrifice was too great.

For the sake of a mere man, he even gave up his wealth.

Lin Yu woke up five hours later, it was completely dark, and the moonlight was faintly floating outside the large floor-to-ceiling window.

She was awakened by hunger.

During the day, I only ate a little meal on the plane, and when I came back, I quarreled with Lin Zhi, went upstairs and fell asleep. By now, the little thing in my stomach was empty.

Lin Yu sat up in shock and calmed down for a while. She slept too long during the day, and suddenly she felt a little confused when she sat up. She yawned, raised her hand to wipe her eyes, got up and got out of bed, washed her face, and opened her mouth. Going downstairs through the door of the room, ready to find something to eat.

Passing by the study room on the second floor, the door was ajar, bright light was cast along the crack of the door on the dark carpet in the corridor, and there were faint voices coming from inside.

Lin Yu was stunned and almost thought he had hallucinated.

As she got closer, she could really hear the voices of the people inside.

"I don't have a good temper, and I don't respect the old and love the young. I respect you because you are my girlfriend's mother by blood. I thank you for giving her life, and thank you for giving her up and letting her go to A City, that's all. I don't know what you are involuntarily or what hardships you have to say, and I don't care how much salt the man you've met has eaten more salt than I've traveled, it's your own business, what Such an experience cannot be used as a reason to hurt others.”

Lin Yu was leaning against the door, still a little unresponsive.

When Shen Juan said this, he was not in a hurry, and it sounded a little dull across the door, his voice was deeper than usual, and he said in a low voice: "You don't feel sorry for your daughter, just say whatever you want, for the sake of stimulation. She can say any harsh words, I can't, I can't even listen."

"The baby I was holding in my hand was told by my own mother, I couldn't bear it, I couldn't bear it. Let her stay in such an environment by herself, and listen to cult-like brainwashing every day that no one loves you and so on. I'm sorry, I don't want to. No matter whether you agree or not, I will definitely take them away today and I won't keep them."

Finally, after a pause, he politely sent his most sincere wishes: "Happy New Year to you."

His tone was light, but it could be clearly heard that he was holding fire.

"…"

Lin Yu was stunned, almost doubting whether he was dreaming.

Shen Lian is really **** the air!

No, brother, come and tell me, why do you dare to fight anyone? ?

She was still standing at the door of the study with a dull expression on her face. The next second, the door of the study was opened, and Shen Jian was stunned when he saw her.

After returning to her senses for half a second, she looked down at her: "Awake?"

Lin Yu murmured in surprise, "I feel like I'm still in a dream? Who are you? Why do you look exactly like my boyfriend?"

Shen Juan raised his hand and squeezed her face: "It's your husband."

"…"

Lin Yu choked in shock, her ears reddened, and she glared at him, "You need a little face."

Shen Lian raised his chin slightly: "Go, get your luggage."

Lin Yu blinked in surprise, "What are you doing?"

"go home."

Said to go home, it was nearly nine o'clock in the evening, and I had to take the early morning flight to arrive at City A in the middle of the night, tossing people to death.

In the end, I bought a flight ticket for the next day and found a hotel in the evening.

Lin Yujing didn't react, she never thought that Lin Zhi would let her go.

She originally thought that 80% of herself would not be able to leave, and Shen Juan might not be able to leave either. After all, it was far away in the imperial capital, not his territory. The two of them were a pair of miserable mandarin ducks. She was tied to a pillar and watched Shen Juan surrounded by a bunch of gangsters. Crazy beating, on the verge of death, the man raised his head and said six words weakly to her - leave me alone... run away...

Lin Yu was leaning against the elevator in the hotel, and he couldn't stop laughing as he watched the slowly ascending floors.

Shen Yan glanced at her.

She had just woken up at that time, her reaction was slow, and she didn't recover for a while, but now she understood why he was here, and looked at him sideways: "Boyfriend, are you talking to my mother? Are you on the phone?"

Shen Juan didn't deny it: "Yeah."

Lin Yu asked in shock, "Just...in the afternoon?"

Shen Lian paused and said nothing.

At the end of her final exam, Shen Juan called Lin Zhi for the first time and met.

He is a man, and when he is in a relationship, even his mother-in-law asks his girlfriend to handle it himself, so he is a fart.

Lin Yu was shocked and didn't let him take care of this, so he wanted to hide it from her. He showed the courtesy and sincerity that he had never experienced in his life, and willingly became a grandson.

Lin Zhi could say whatever he wanted, but what she said to Lin Yujing, Shen Juan couldn't accept it. He was on the phone like that, listening to her grieved, choked, and strong voice, Shen Juan was heartbroken. , can't wait to pass in a second.

He is such a precious girl, why is he being bullied so much.

Neither can my mother.

Not even a mother.

He didn't expect Lin Yujing to be listening outside the study just now. She was so angry that she definitely didn't want to be heard by herself.

He was silent, and Lin Yujing also confirmed it.

With a soft sound, the elevator door opened, Shen Juan pulled her suitcase out, Lin Yujing followed behind, the two walked through the corridor, the soft carpet hid their footsteps and was silent.

Shen Juan swiped his card to enter the door, inserted the room card, Lin Yujing followed behind him, and closed the door with a soft click.

He turned around, and before he had time to speak, Lin Yujing stepped forward two steps, raised his hand and pulled the collar of his coat down, and pressed his lips against him.

Shen Juan reacted for half a second, put his arms around her and bowed his head, opened his mouth, and let her come in eagerly to lick and kiss her.

While panting, Lin Yu opened his eyes in shock. He pinched the buttons of his coat with his fingers, and untied them one by one.

Lin Yujing slid his fingers down, touched his belt, and with a soft click, his fingertips fell.

Shen Lian lowered his hand to hold down her movements, bit her lips lightly, and said in a hoarse voice, "dirty."

Lin Yu was startled and kissed the corner of his lips. A thin white index finger hooked the waist of his trousers and dragged him into the bathroom, charming like a goblin: "Then take a bath."

The bathroom was brightly lit, and as soon as Lin Yu entered, he raised his hand to remove his belt, lowered his eyes, and stopped suddenly.

The edge of his trousers showed a little black arc.

Lin Yu was stunned for a while, and pulled the waistband of his trousers, along with the inner one, and pulled it down a little.

She moved in a hurry, rubbing against the piece of skin, Shen Juan made a "hiss" and chuckled: "In such a hurry?"

Lin Yujing didn't speak, just lowered his head and covered his long eyelashes, so he couldn't see his expression clearly.

On the left side of Shen Juan's lower abdomen, near the mermaid line, there is an additional tattoo, brand new, with red edges.

Simple black outlines the appearance of a whale. It is not so neat and realistic. The lines are loose, slightly messy, but delicate and delicate.

Lin Yu didn't move, just stared at it for a while, then raised his head, his eyes were a little red: "You made it today?"

"Well," Shen Lian said, "I didn't expect to see you so soon. I thought I would have to wait until the end of the year."

Lin Yu was shocked and did not speak.

When she first met, she asked him where the tattoo hurts the most, and Shen Wan said where the fat is thin.

There is a thin layer of skin on the lower abdomen, and the muscle lines are clear. Lin Yujing usually scratches this area with his fingers, and his breathing can be a little heavier. You can imagine how sensitive this place is, it must be better than other places. Much more pain.

Lin Yu pursed his lips in shock: "I found that you are very individual even with tattoos. Can't you get tattoos somewhere else?"

"Don't you like it here," Shen Jian laughed, "I usually like to touch."

Lin Yu raised his head in shock: "You secretly get a tattoo, I want it too, why don't you bring me."

Shen Wan raised her hand and pinched her earlobe: "I can't bear to have you hurt."

Lin Yu was startled and pushed him forward two steps, leaned against the tile, and said in a low voice, "I want to hurt for you."

Shen Wan's muscles were tense, the tip of her throat rolled, clasped her head and gently pressed upwards, turned around and dropped the two of them, pressed against her against the glass partition of the bathroom, raised the shower with the other hand, The warm water splashed down, pouring the two people who were tightly attached to each other from head to foot.

The temperature in the bathroom continued to rise, and water droplets slid across the wet glass surface. After a bath, Lin Yu was carried out and pressed on the bed, shamelessly buried his head in his shoulder, feeling his hands move.

She shrank, whimpered, and bit his shoulder hard.

Shen Wan drew his hands, something was on his fingers, transparent.

He grabbed two tissues from the head of the bed and wiped them on top, then grabbed her wrist and pulled it down.

Lin Yujing felt in a daze that something was wrong.

Why did this program return to its original development trajectory?

She raised her head from his shoulder and looked at him with red eyes: "Shen tired..."

Shen Wan licked and kissed the tip of her ear, held her hand, fingers one by one, and answered vaguely, "Huh?"

Lin Yujing trembled from the heat, and unconsciously exerted some force on his fingers.

Shen Wan made a muffled sound in his throat, raised his head, the line of his neck elongated, and his Adam's apple rolled.

Lin Yujing seemed to be bewitched, she suddenly raised her head and licked his Adam's apple lightly: "I don't want this..."

He bowed his head and kissed her, his voice vague: "what do you want."

Lin Yu held him in shock and pulled him down gently: "That's it."

He closed his eyes, gritted his teeth and said a dirty word, his voice hoarse: "Lin Yujing, don't mess with me."

Lin Yu was shocked as if he hadn't heard, his ears were red, he put his head close to his ear and called out to him, "Brother..."

She paused, rubbed the tip of her tongue against the black earring on his left ear, and said two more words.

With a bang, all the reason in Shen Wan's mind was blown to rubble.

The author has something to say:

"XX."

Tired Master said, "Oh, why does this set in the hotel seem to be a little small (?