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Visiting the room quietly, An Yao and Huai Ru face each other across a table, both faces are expressionless.

I have known each other for so many years.

An Yao didn't want to talk to her, but Huai Ru didn't know where to start.

After a long time, An Yao frowned very faintly: "Don't you say you want to see me? It's alright. I'm leaving now."

Before getting up, "Did you tell Huai Sheng about Xu Qiao?" Huai Ru's eyes flashed a fierce light.

An Yao is very light: "I'm not that boring."

"Then why did he commit suicide?" She was shaking with anxiety and her eyes rolled stubbornly. "It was Zhen Yi pushing him? It was Zhen Yi pushing him!"

"Huairu, if it weren't for Zhenyi, your brother is now sparsely rotten!"

"How is Huaisheng doing?" Huairu couldn't help eagerly.

"Hurt your leg, everything else is fine," answered indifferently.

But this sentence, called Huai Ru as heartache like a knife cut, lowered his head for a moment, muttered: "I can't take care of him."

An Yao looked at her for half a second and said, "Huai Sheng is your younger brother, not your child. Moreover, he now has the kidney you gave him with all his efforts, and he will live well in the future."

Huai Ru couldn't stand her outrageous tone: "An Yao, why are you so ruthless, no matter how we grew up together."

"Really? You don't have much affection for me."

An Yao cornered her lips, but there was no smile. "For so many years, you have always threatened me with the humiliated things I used to do for years.

I hold a full scholarship in the United States, and I have to work part-time to make money for you. How much of Huaisheng's treatment and convalescence expenses have come from me? When I don't care about this matter, I disconnected from you. When you come back to meet you again, you have searched out my handle and threatened me.

Huai Ru, you are like a vampire, no, you will not be satisfied if you drain my blood.

Even at the last minute, you still want to ruin my life. Now, do you want to talk to me? "

Huai Ru's face was pale and her eyes were red: "But what can I do? We are all orphans, so you can understand that there is nothing in life but what kind of feeling is it. Desperate, but holding on hard put."

An Yao lowered his eyes slightly. She really understands, so even during the time when Huai Ru was threatened, she did not hate her, but really pity their younger brother.

At that time, she even envied Huai Ru, at least one younger brother.

And she has nothing.

No one paid for her like this, and she had no one to pay for. He has been alone since childhood. If one day died in a foreign country, no one will miss it, no one will miss it, and no one will even collect the body. Just like that, he died without leaving any trace, as if he had never been in this world.

Fortunately, she met Yan Xu.

This is the only thing in her life.

When Huai Ru mentioned Huai Sheng, his voice choked: "An Yao, my Huai Sheng is really pitiful. We are orphans and no one is in charge. We can only depend on each other. I can't let him die, how can I let him die? I Need money. For money, I will spare no effort to do anything. "

It's really pitiful.

Anyao is clear.

Huaisheng has uremia and needs dialysis to heal. Huairu even thought about buying kidneys illegally.

In addition, Huaisheng also suffers from a rare PKU, the body can not break down digested protein, most of the food in daily life will poison him. The monthly special food cost is nearly ten thousand yuan, not to mention his treatment cost and others.

The state has special food subsidies for young children suffering from this disease, but when they grow up, they will disappear.

An Yao remembers that Huai Ru began to recite the protein and amino acid content of various foods at a very young age, and each meal was calculated. It took a few hours to prepare a meal for Huai Sheng, fearing that an error might kill Huai Sheng, Turn him into dementia.

It was this kind of prudence and care. In such a difficult environment, Huaisheng was taken care of by her and did not have the mental retardation like other sick children.

When Huai grows up and needs a long body, Huai Ru is really desperate.

Faced with this kind of Huai Ru, An Yao has never been able to hate. But this time, she stepped on her bottom line.

"An Yao, do you think I want to threaten you? I really have no way, An Yao, I don't want to harm you, all I want is money!"

An Yao listened to her and silently raised her eyes to see her: "You have already done harm. Huai Ru, when Xu Mo appeared again in front of me, when he began to threaten me, I knew you had instructed you."

"What?" Huai Ru froze.

An Yao lowered her eyes. In fact, she lied to her speech and Zhen Yi; in fact, she had already guessed it.

"Xu Mo wouldn't be so clear about my psychological weakness, only you." She looked at Huai Ru and was very calm. "Xu Mo really can't remember what he did to me in the past. Reminiscent of his current situation is because you Money, illegal drugs? Xu Mo is your customer. At that time, the words and deeds of the man who insulted me were indeed not normal. Then think about it at that time, because he took any medicine. So he violated me, Forgot me again. "

The **** the opposite side shook her lips. An Yao knew what she was saying, and when she talked about the old things, her tone did not fluctuate. Alright, so grab me as your host, **** my blood from now on, and eat my flesh? "

Huai Ru was shocked: "You all know?"

"An Yao, you are not An Rusheng." An Yao looked at her, but his eyes were empty, "How can Xu Mo say this? Of course, someone taught him."

Xu Mo threatened her, and she concealed her from Zhen Yi and her speech.

Yeah, she can bear everything, don't care about anything, can be frank about everything, but this alone is her bottom line. She can't be An Rusheng, she can't be the eloquent An Rusheng.

In that way, she is nothing.

It was precisely because Yanmu discovered this that she could no longer tolerate An Yao. In her eyes, An Yao became a woman who tried her best to get close to Yanxu and Yanxu. Such a woman, she can't let her appear beside Yan Xu.

"You know this is my fatal point, the real fatal point. You know that I am like you and will do anything for this point. So, I guess, the reason why you lead Xu Mo into my life Here I want to kill him. There must be some reason why you want to kill him. In that case, use my deadly point to seal, and at the same time, grab my handle again? "

Huai Ru was silent, her plan to kill two birds with one stone was seamless, but she did not expect that An Yao was smarter and more terrible than she thought.

"You, you knew from the beginning that I was Xu Mo's accomplice?"

"I know," An Yao said lightly, "So, I also know that you are waiting for me to kill him. So, I just let him lose his ability to act. Because, you must have Xu Mo die. You will definitely come back Check, but I did not kill him, you can only make up the knife yourself. "

Huai Ru was startled, which was completely beyond her expectations.

She was clearly designing An Yao, but she gave it to her without thinking.

Looking at An Yao's cheeks that were so beautiful but so calm, Huai Ru felt inexplicably cold on the soles of the feet, and the woman was so frightened that she was so calm.

She wanted to sculpt Xu Mo and An Yao with one stone, but didn't want An Yao to kill Xu Mo with two birds with one stone.

She couldn't speak for a long time, and An Yao bent the corner of her lips instead: "The children who grew up in the orphanage are hard to be unwise."

These words let Huai Ru's eyes spread: "Yeah. We are all the devil coming out of the orphanage.

At that time in the orphanage, the lovely children were lovable and would be picked up by the new parents. Children who are not flattering are not enough to eat, work, and scolded. Huai is sick and sick, I'm too stubborn. There was always a big boy who bullied him and made me love to fight, but for his resistance, he would invite uncles and aunts to scold. "

Tears floated in her eyes: "In such a competitive environment, I only learned a little. Goodwill is bullshit. To live, I can only rely on myself. Huaisheng has such a serious illness that no one can control him , Mom and Dad do n’t want it, and society does n’t even care about it. I have also found love organizations, but there are so many people who need love, how can a little love be enough? We are always rejected.

How can I work hard to work alone can't hold such a heavy burden, others don't help, but we have to live, we can only grab it.

You are right. I stole the materials from the institute and illegally sold them to Xu Mo.

When something went wrong with the medicine, Xu Mo gradually lost his mind and was out of control. The medicine sold to him was passed on to others and spread to a small extent. There have been several cases of mental disorder crimes or suicides. "

An Yao looked at the girl's thin and thin body opposite, feeling a little uncomfortable. The large sick suit was empty on her. Years of exhaustion and lack of nutrition made her look like the bean sprouts after sun exposure, weak, thin, and not a little angry.

She remembered that she was ill and did not want to take medicine. She just kept drinking water.

She always thought that Huairu was her blood-sucking insect, but now, she found that sick Huaisheng is for Huairu; Xu Qiao of bone cancer is a blood-sucking insect for poor Xu Qiao's parents; His family is bloodsuckers.

The family was miserable, but they were so persistent that they refused to give up; she remembered that she often heard patients sigh, "Don't be sick, you can't afford it."

An Yao said: "You are afraid that the crime will be exposed, so you will design this kidnapping case together. Xu Mo did not expect that his accomplice actually wanted to kill him from the beginning."

"Yes." Huai Ru was somewhat decadent and was in a daze for a long time. "An Yao, my money and I have been frozen by the court to get compensation. Can you give Huaisheng a sum."

An Yao narrowed his eyes slightly: "You asked me to come, do you want to be the last threat?"

"You are the fiancee of Yanjia, and money for you is simply waste paper."

An Yao's face was slightly cool: "I won't take a penny from Yanjia."

"If you promise me, I will never harass you again. You are not An Rusheng's thing, and truly An Rusheng's thing, I also ..."

"Oh." An Yao laughed. "Do you think you can go out? Who are you going to talk to?"

An Yao looked at her quietly without any weakness.

Huai Ru was nervous and could no longer take care of Huai Sheng, nor could he leave him with a guaranteed fear of biting her heart like a poisonous insect. She threw herself on the table and grabbed An Yao's hand all at once, and the tears fell like rain Yao, we have no relatives in Huaisheng, only me. He is in poor health, has not been to school, and has no ability to live independently. I do n’t care about him in this world, and he will die.

To the point of nowhere, I will not beg you. This is just a handy effort for you, please don't save yourself from death. "

An Yao looked at her with no expression, no emotion, no disgust.

"After knowing what you did to me, do you still expect me to give you a penny?"

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Huai Ru was crying with trembling. "But you and I are the same. We are all lonely people, because of attachment and trust, we love one person and pay to one person. For love. Even if you give your life, you will never blink your eyes. Huaisheng treats me like words to you. An Yao, please, save my Huaisheng. We are all the same. "

"Not the same." An Yao said indifferently, "Huairu, I'm different from you."

"Even if you know the truth of the year, even if you hate you, even if you know that your bone marrow meets Xu Qiao, you don't save Xu Qiao to make her worse and die, and give her kidney to Huai Sheng. Even if I know all this, I Did not tell Huaisheng.

Xu Qiao is dead. I do n’t want to see Huaisheng refusing to change his kidney because of resentment and self-blame. His life is in danger. Even after he successfully recovered from the surgery, I did not say that I did not want your brother to turn against you and hate you for life. Because I can imagine the pain of being abandoned by my favorite person. It's just the role of the media that I can't stop.

But you, because I refused to kill Xu Qian, refused to take her kidney, you hated me, and even wanted to make me kill Xu Mo. You want to ruin me! What's even more abominable is that you make false testimony and make a living! When I saw your face in the court, I really wanted to kill you! "

Huai Ru burst into tears: "I didn't do it on purpose, I need to do something for sin"

"Shut up!" An Yao stood up suddenly, her beautiful face completely indifferent, "Huairu, we are really different."

She bent down and said word by word, "Now, I sincerely wish you that you will be trapped in your life, rot in prison, and can no longer breathe free air. Let Xu Qian, Xu Qiao, Lin Han, even Xu Mo, let Their eyes are on you, seeing you being tortured in prison, and getting old with gray hair day by day. You will never be able to accompany the person you care about for a lifetime. "

After she finished speaking in a word, Huai was as dead as a face, as if struck by lightning, as if she had fallen into a curse for life.

An Yao turned away and walked to the door, but he heard Huai Ru said: "An Yao, do you think you are guilty?"

"I have, so I will imprison myself for life."

Therefore, she will accompany Yan Xu back to the old house of Yanjia.

He fell asleep, she was awake, the flowers bloomed, the birds flew, the snow fell, and the moon bent

For a lifetime, it's like this.

She was imprisoned in his world ever since, isolated from the world, and never came out again.

She smiled slightly and whispered: "We really are different. You are in prison, and I am beside the person I love."

Walking out of the detention center, An Yao took a deep breath and looked at the bright blue sky above her head. She did not feel nostalgic at all.

She has always believed that the sky in the mountains is purer and the starry night is more shining.

In the afternoon, Yan Xu was about to be discharged from the hospital and will be taken home to continue to sleep. She will stay with him, and then, never leave his side.

She closed her eyes, thinking to push him to the sun and read poetry to him--

Actually, very happy.

Slowly opened his eyes, after all, he still took out his mobile phone, called the bank, and transferred his salary to Huaisheng's personal medical account.

Before going down the stairs, I saw a familiar car.

An Yao walked quickly to Yan Ge and was a little nervous. When she saw his face slightly shuddering, she couldn't help but trembling: "Did something happen?"

"He woke up," the words said briefly.

An Yao was shocked, and the joy in his heart was like a firework explosion, as if he had never experienced such a joyous feeling in his life.

She suddenly wanted to laugh, but all the tears came out, and she was about to get on the bus immediately: "Go to the hospital."

But, "An Yao." Yan Ge's voice was very calm. "If there is anything in the future, you can talk to Yan Xu directly. Any secret, you don't need to hide it from him."

He said nothing, "Any secret."

An Yao's back froze and did not look back.

What a smart person she is: "You know?"

"Yes, I saw that you were lying early in the morning." He said, "I also know your plan to seal Xu Mo and Huai Ru."

For a long time, there was only the sound of wind blowing trees on the road between heaven and earth. And she, like a sculpture.

"The first time he spoke to me, it was a year after I met him. At that time, I was too in love to look back. Even if I knew that he had admitted the wrong person, even if I knew that I was a substitute, I did not want to leave him.

An Yao didn't cry, her tone was sparse, but her tears kept falling, flowing through her expressionless face.

"My love is not humble. I know very well that Yan Xu loves me. But, I was cheating him from the beginning, taking advantage of his memory of another girl. He wo n’t forgive me. My actions touch When I touched the most important trust between me and him, this kind of trust was especially important to Yan Xu. But I broke it.

The real Rusheng appeared. Even if I am more confident, there is a little panic in my heart. What if Yan Xu has always loved me like Rusheng? I can't take risks. "

"An Yao, even if Yan Xu remembered the girl when she was a child, but he is going to marry you now. He will only choose you."

An Yao smiled bitterly: "Compare the heart, if you love Zhen Yi for so many years, 8 years later, there is a girl posing as her with you, what is your mood?"

Yan Yan gave her a glance and said, "I will not admit it wrong."

"what?"

The expression is very certain: "Yu Xu will not admit mistakes."

An Yao froze for a second and shook her head: "No, he admits it wrong. I don't know where Huai Ru came from, and she found the real Ru Sheng. The girl has exactly the same background as me. "

Yan Ge is still persistent: "An Yao, I said, Yan Xu will not admit his mistake. Who are you, Yan Xu actually already knew."

An Yao stunned and looked up sharply: "What are you talking about?"

"When the family sent someone to investigate you, he blocked it in private." Yan Ge said, "He is such a keen person, I think, soon after meeting you, he knows that you are not the girl he knew when he was a kid.

An Yao's eyes widened and he couldn't recover for a long time.

Tears drop by drop and fall again. But this time, she had no sorrow, no regrets or despair in the world, only unbelievable happiness and distress: "He, he already knew?"

"Yes, I knew it was you early, and I love you. As for Huai Ru, she lied to you."

"Lied to me?"

"There is no such person as Sheng."

"what?"

When Yan Xu was young, the family went to the orphanage to donate and took him.

He was a little, sitting silently on a wooden table under the big tree in the middle of the courtyard.

At that time, there were rehearsals in the orphanage. He heard nothing and saw nothing. Suddenly, the wooden stand where he was shaking violently. A bit, it's intense.

It ’s like an earthquake.

After many seconds, he raised his head unknowingly, and saw a little girl playing a mermaid wearing a fish tail, and jumped and jumped towards him.

The fish tail was very loose, and she jumped a little, sliding down a bit, and she had to pull her tail and twist her ass.

Really noisy, like an earthquake.

She finally jumped over to him, reached out with her small hand, and handed him a piece of candy: "Give it to you."

He did not respond.

The little girl leaned over and tilted her head to look at him, her dark eyes very curious: "Are you dumb?"

He still didn't respond.

Unexpectedly, the little girl twisted her pink tail and jumped to his side, grabbed his ear, and squeezed: "Is it deaf? Hey! Hey! Hey! Can you hear?"

He glanced at her, but nothing happened.

"It turns out that you can hear it, deliberately ignoring me." The little girl deflated, unhappy. The long tail is about to jump away, and the wooden stand begins to thunder and shake again.

He sat there, dangling.

She jumped for a while, thought for a while, and jumped back again.

"I'll sing to you." She was missing two front teeth, her teeth were still leaking, and she sang a song that was out of tune.

After singing and telling a story to him, while telling, imitating the ugly duckling Snow White witch, she bounced around the table all day, without stopping.

Yan Xu felt that that afternoon, his world was trembling in her bounce.

Later, she accidentally fell down and couldn't climb up wearing a fish tail. The insects arched and twisted on the ground like a worm, and a small strip rolled around, sweating anxiously.

He had never seen such a funny person, and he did not know what to do at that moment, and smiled very shallowly.

He thought she was really interesting.

Later in the sunset, he was going home and said the first sentence: "What are you?"

Forgive him for not communicating.

The girl was missing her teeth and pointed at her fish tail airyly: "Don't you know? An Rusheng!"

Yange said: "The family members went to the orphanage later, but there was no girl named An Rusheng. I listened to his description and told him that he might have heard it wrong. The girl who played the Little Mermaid said, It should be, Andersen ... "

However, Yan Xusheng became An Rusheng

An Yao was stunned: "You mean, there is no girl named Ru Sheng at all?"

Huai Ru deceived her miserably, saying that the girl ’s nickname was Ru Sheng

"Yes. The girl that Yan Xu met was not called An Rusheng, and the An Rusheng in his heart was you. He told me that you came out of a fairy tale, kind and quiet, but would devote herself to love The daughter of the sea. In the first month after knowing you, he told me that you are the real An Rusheng. My understanding is that he admitted wrong on the first side, but he soon knew that you were you. "

Yan Yan said slowly, "An Yao, Yan Xu didn't like the girl, he just liked the feeling of being warm and approached when he was alone. And your appearance gave him this mood from the beginning. So from beginning to end, you are An Rusheng.

Before knowing you, Yan Xu knew that the name An Rusheng was wrong. In his heart, An Rusheng is just a beautiful synonymous with his own creation, he left the best name to you. Just like other couples, it ’s not the name, it ’s the same as honey and sweet. "

After listening to An Yao, his heart was sad and cold. This misunderstanding of yin and yang was eventually developed into a bitter black hole.

Her tears grew more violent, and her voice was barely steady: "Yan Xu will not forgive me?"

"If you really blame you, you won't pull Xu Mo into the water." Yan Ge was quiet for a few seconds, and said, "He also knows that for Xu Mo's actions, your mood is calm. He knows that it can stimulate you. , There is only one thing. Yan Xu is also very guilty, and guilt is not explained to you clearly. "

An Yao raised her tearful eyes: "Explain the meaning of" Rusheng "?"

"Yes, he thought that if you made it clear to you, Rusheng is none other than you. You will not do what you are today."

An Yao burst into tears, and felt distressed and happy: "I know, no matter what happens in the future, I will never hide him again."

When the speech task is completed, there is no more to say. Watching An Yao cry for the first time in his life, he was crying, and he stood there silently, without a word of comfort.

Only, remembered Zhen Yi.

Yan Xu and An Yao almost caused a big disaster because of such unreasonable misunderstanding.

But he still has some things that he hasn't explained clearly with Zhen Yi. It's really something that can't be explained clearly. How should he speak?

The small hall on the 3rd floor of the first psychiatric hospital is white.

The wind from the ocean in the distance, with the slight coolness of early autumn, blowing in from the window, the white paper on the table floated slightly on the table with the fresh wind.

A pale golden sun shrouded Li You's head, and a sharp smile appeared on the angular and outstanding face. The dark eyes are also deep, staring at Doctor Yan across the table, it seems like a smile.

The words are plain and plain, asking: "Hairu's drug formula, are you giving it?"

Li You shrugged: "I don't know the person you said. But" he rubbed his temple. "Perhaps my spirit went out to wander and stayed in the head of someone, controlling her."

No longer speaking, his expression was not strong, looked at him for a few seconds, and got up.

Li You raised her eyes: "Don't ask?"

"There is no value." The words were light, as if he was not worth mentioning.

Li You closed her eyes very lightly, and it was unpleasant to see, vaguely caused by him.

"She is a failed experiment." He finally spoke coldly.

This "she" is Huai Ru.

Yange put his hands in his pockets and pulled his feet away: "I already thought about it."

The quiet tone seemed to see him through.

Seeing that he was leaving, Li You snorted coldly and smiled again: "But she is a successful experiment, no, it is perfect."

This "she" is not Huai Ru.

Words did not look back, as if this was still known information to him.

Continue to go forward, but listen to Li You smiled a little behind him: "However, the failed experiment has unfinished use value. So ..."

The next second, Yan Di ’s cell phone rang, and when he picked it up, Huai Ru escaped and disappeared on his way to prison.

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